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Facing the "breakup" that Sang Tian finally said, Lin Xue nodded: "Okay."

Sang Tian was stunned.

She thought Lin Xue would refute, twist her, or at least ask "why".

She also preset countless answers in her mind to persuade Lin Xue, such as "Actually, our personalities are different", "The goals of life are different", "The pace of life is getting different, you are a big star and I am a small reporter. unbalanced".

No matter how bad she is, she can still say: "I have someone else I like." If Lin Xue doesn't believe it, she can continue to say: "Didn't I just fall in love with you in the bar? Like someone and don't like someone?" It’s the same, it’s really such a moment.”

She just never expected that Lin Xue would not argue or ask anything, and said "OK" lightly.

Just as she never expected, the feeling of a knife in her heart even reminded her of Sangjia's funeral in her previous life.

However, in the previous life, Sang Jia's death was like a sharp knife piercing her heart, causing her to lose blood in an instant and falling into numbness, but breaking up with Lin Xue in this life was like a blunt knife, grinding her heart repeatedly.

Because Lin Xue was still standing in front of her, breathing and panting, and even her lazy expression was exactly the same as before.

It's just that this person will no longer belong to her in the future.

Sang Tian took a deep breath, but her heart throbbed violently, like a convulsion, making her unable to stand still and staggering back.

Lin Xue was startled: "Sang Tian?"

She stretched out her hand to pull Sang Tian: "Why are your hands so cold? Are you cold?"

She took off her suit and put it on Sang Tian's shoulders, put Sang Tian's hands between her palms, breathed, and stroked back and forth: "I'm just kidding, don't believe it."

"I originally wanted to say yes. I will agree to break up with you when you help me resolve Di Ruoxin's external conflict. But don't worry, Di Ruoxin will pester me for a long time. I have bought her off. I've already placed an order for her on tb for the snack pack she just ate at your house."

Sang Tian stared blankly at her as she rubbed her hands.

Lin Xue: "It's true, don't you believe it." She took out her phone and poked it twice in a hurry, and pointed the tb purchase record in front of Sang Tian, ​​"Look for yourself."

Sang Tian looked at the purchase page, still in a daze.

Lin Xue stretched out her hand to hold Sang Tian in her arms, and straightened her hair that was blown by the wind on her forehead: "Did I scare you? I'm sorry."

Sang Tian slowly stretched out her hand and hugged Lin Xue back.

She was the one who proposed to break up, so why did Lin Xue come to say sorry to her instead?It was as if she said that the breakup was just a willful temper tantrum, and she was just waiting for Lin Xue to coax her.

In fact, it's not true, she also disdains to do this kind of "vomiting after eating".

It's just that she didn't expect that breaking up with Lin Xue would bring her such a big impact.That kind of heartache feeling can almost be compared with that at Sang Tian's funeral in her previous life.

In her previous life, she was willing to pay any price for Sang Jia to come back, but Sang Jia has become a handful of cold ashes forever.

In this life, she was willing to pay any price for Lin Xue to come back. She stretched out her hand hastily, but fortunately, Lin Xue accepted her in her warm embrace.

Lin Xue patted her on the back: "Don't be scared, what I really want to say is that I won't investigate Chao Xi's affairs, and I won't practice quadruple jumps or participate in competitions. If I want to go on the ice, I'll continue Participate in a commercial show, and then be with you, okay?"

Sang Tian hugged Lin Xue tightly, as if if she let go, Lin Xue would turn into an invisible gust of wind and float to the sky without leaving a trace.

After holding back the tears for an unknown amount of time, they finally burst forth.

They both knew very well—

Not investigating Chao Xi's matter means that the biggest obstacle in Lin Xue's heart will never be eliminated. She will never be able to stand on the ice without distractions. It is impossible to practice quadruple jumps, and it will become impossible to return to the competition. .

But Sang Tian thought: If Lin Xue is willing to give up, then there is still a possibility for them to live together?

Can they still be together?

If so, tmd life, tmd fate, may I admit defeat to you?

What dreams, what dignity, what conscience, I don't want them all, okay?

Sang Tian hugged Lin Xue, and found that the pain in his heart was slightly less than losing Sang Jia and Lin Xue. It turns out that it is such a painful thing for people to give up their persistence all the time.

She suddenly thought, if the rebirth system is to see how a person gives up all persistence step by step, then the system has won thoroughly, and like a disgraced soldier, she finally lowered her proud head and dropped the sword in her hand.

I'm sorry, Chao Xi.

Really sorry.

At this time, a crisp voice sounded behind the two: "Sister Xue!"

Sang Tian hurriedly lowered her head and wiped away the tears all over her face. Fortunately, the night was hazy, and all of them turned into her disguise.

She and Lin Xue looked over together, Di Ruoxin and Dai Qing stood there, Di Ruoxin even looked a little angry, Dai Qing also frowned: "Are you crazy?"

Lin Xue pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled: "No way, with my personality, I just can't do such a thing."

Sang Tian: "What's wrong?"

Lin Xue: "It's okay, I just poured wine on an official's face, and he holds a large part of the player selection rights in his hands, so my return to the arena should be nothing."

Sang Tian looked at Lin Xue in surprise.

Lin Xue is so busy with training, and she still took time to attend the party tonight, isn't it just to build a good relationship with domestic and international officials and lay a solid foundation for future trials?

This time, she cut off all the back roads.

Dai Qing: "I know that official. It's a bit vulgar to say those words, but he's always good at talking, and he can't really do anything. I can bear it, you..."

Lin Xue smiled recalcitrantly: "If you can bear it, I must bear it? I don't have a flattering mother in the mall to teach me to bow my head to these wretched men."

Dai Qing's face changed: "Don't bring my mother into it, can you? Forget it, I don't care about you."

She was really angry, she turned around and left, Di Ruoxin hesitated, and ran after Dai Qing.

Sang Tian poked Lin Xue lightly: "What are you doing?" He said it so harshly on purpose.

Lin Xue scratched her head: "You know me, I really can't do anything about flattery."

She blinked her black and white eyes, and looked at Sang Tian with a big smile, as if she was showing Sang Tian that she was such a disobedient wolf cub, no one could expect to put the reins on her.

Sang Tian didn't like her way: "Is it because of me?"

Otherwise, why did Sang Tian ask her not to investigate Chao Xi's matter, and she made such a fuss?

Lin Xue still smiled like that: "Don't think too much, I really have such a personality. If you think about it carefully, I am actually not suitable for returning to the game."

Sang Tian began to doubt Lin Xue's purpose for coming to this party tonight.

It seems that she made this trip tonight to cut off all her paths on purpose. If Sang Tian doesn't accept her giving up, she can justly say: "I offended the officials, there is nothing I can do."

She didn't let Sang Tian continue to think about it, and put her arms around Sang Tian's shoulders: "This kind of party is never enough to eat, go, go and eat something with me."

She actually brought Sang Tian to a barbecue stand, and ordered a bunch of things she had never eaten before, grilled chicken skin, grilled pig's trotters, grilled fatty intestines, and even baked glutinous rice cakes with a heat bomb mixed with sugar and oil.

Lin Xue hesitated when biting down on the glutinous rice cake.

Sang Tian took the glutinous rice cake out of her hand: "Don't eat it."

"Why don't you eat it?" She smiled and took the glutinous rice cake back from Sang Tian's hands, and took a big bite: "Are you happy? Without the burden of returning to the game, my new life has begun."

******

After eating the barbecue, Lin Xue and Sang Tian went home.The entanglement and tugging during this period of time seemed to have exhausted all the energy of the two of them. Although they were so tired physically and mentally, Sang Tian still couldn't fall asleep. Lin Xue lay quietly behind her, and she didn't know if she fell asleep or not.

Anyway, the next day, Lin Xue got up early, made coffee for Sang Tian, ​​and then went to the hospital with Sang Tian to see Sang Jia.

Sang Tian: "You don't need to go back to the club for training? You have to train even for commercial performances."

Lin Xue smiled: "It's just a commercial show."

Sang Tian was blocked in his heart.

What Lin Xue said, on the surface, is that the wolf cub is proud of his talent, but in fact, if you listen carefully, is there no longer the loneliness of not having to do your best?

Sang Tian patted her head: "Then let's go."

In fact, she didn't want Lin Xue to go with her today, because she was going to discuss Sang Jia's surgery plan with Gu Jicun today, and she didn't tell Yang Jingsi or Lin Xue, but she just hoped that everyone around Sang Jia would maintain the same status as before. state, come and cheat Sangjia together.

As for the pressure, let her bear it alone.

When the two came to the hospital, she called Lin Xue: "You go to the ward to see the old lady first, I'll go to the supermarket to buy some snacks, and then come in after eating."

Xue Lin: "I'll go too."

Sang Tian: "...Don't you don't eat snacks."

Lin Xue: "I can eat now."

Sang Tian: "...Don't worry, you still have to perform commercially. The tickets bought by those audiences are quite expensive. If you become Mu Muxue, you will be sorry for them."

Lin Xue: "No, I've finished eating and exercising."

Sang Tian had no choice but to resort to his last trump card: "I'm going to buy spicy sticks! The tenth-level perverted spicy one! It's so spicy that you run around the room and do ten Thomas full spins plus three 720-degree spins!"

Xue Lin: "...I'm a figure skater, not a gymnast, so I have to do what I want."

At this time, Gu Jicun's voice sounded behind Sang Tian: "Sang Tian, ​​why don't you come to my office?"

Sang Tian shook.

Lin Xue gently held her fingertips: "I know that my aunt's cancer has spread, let's go, I will accompany you."

Sang Tian looked at Lin Xue in surprise.

Except for her and Gu Jicun, no one would know about it.

Lin Xue: "Afterwards, I thought about how you looked in the rain in the garden, and I probably guessed what happened."

"Sang Tian, ​​I said, just like you know how to love me, I also want to learn how to love you. You can hide it from anyone you want, at least let me stay with you, okay?"

******

When Sang Tian was sitting in Gu Jicun's office, she was shaking violently. Fortunately, Lin Xue was holding her hand by the side, so that she could barely sit on the chair.

Gu Jicun handed over a surgical plan: "Take a look, and sign if there is no problem."

Sang Tian pressed the plan under his arm: "Doctor Gu, last time you said that even if my mother underwent this operation, there is only a 20.00% chance of her surviving, right?"

Gu Jicun had two huge dark circles under his eyes: "I have carefully studied your mother's condition, and this surgical plan is the best solution available so far. If I come to perform the surgery, I am confident that the probability will be raised to 30.00%." .”

Sang Tian: "Then, what if the operation is unsuccessful?"

Gu Jicun: "That's the worst outcome. Your mother will suffer from an operation, and she may...not live for a month."

Sang Tian: "Then how long can my mother live without surgery?"

Gu Jicun: "Three months."

Sang Tian's eyes became more and more serious.

Can't live for a month... What's the surprise?

It means that in the previous life at Sangjia's funeral, the feeling of chills coming out of the spine and the whole body turning into a marionette will come again in a month.

How fast is a month?But thirty days and nights, opening and closing eyes thirty times.

And if there is no operation... what does three months mean.

It means that the time she spends with Sanja can be tripled, and it means that the mental torture she fears most can come two months later.

It means that she can turn into a walking dead two months later, and linger on in this world for a while longer.

Sang Tian once thought that she was a very brave and strong person, but now she finds that she is not, she is cowardly and compromises time and time again.

She opened her mouth like a dying fish, and even her eyes lost their expression: "Doctor Gu, I think..."

Lin Xue squeezed Sang Tian's fingertips fiercely: "Sang Tian, ​​don't be stupid! I won't let you give up just like that! Think about it, if Auntie knew this situation herself, how would she choose? Would she give up hope of survival? "

One word awakened Sang Tian who was still in his dream.

Yes, in her previous life, when she jumped from the top of the building, seeing the gray concrete floor getting closer, she was willing to use everything in exchange for her own chance of survival.

How could she think that Sang Jia was willing to give up hope of survival?

Sang Tian collected herself: "Doctor Gu, my mother is going to have this operation, I will sign it."

Lin Xue held Sang Tian's hand tightly: "I will take this risk with you, no matter what happens, I will take it with you."

Sang Tian shook Lin Xue's hand tightly: "Yes, I know."

******

After signing and leaving Gu Jicun's office, Sang Tian and Lin Xue entered Sang Jia's ward and gave Lin Xue a hand: "Do you think I am smiling?"

She felt that her face was stiff, and she was afraid that Sanja would see something.

Lin Xue patted her face lightly: "Relax."

Sang Tian smiled forcefully again, knowing that his smile was uglier than crying without looking in the mirror.

Lin Xue leaned closer to her, her lips covered hers.

It was soft and warm, and finally slightly stretched the nerves in the overly tense lips. When Lin Xue's lips left, Sang Tian finally felt that he could smile a little.

Lin Xue took her hand: "Let's go, I will accompany you."

The two walked into the ward and saw that Yang Jingsi was also there, watching dramas with a tablet with Sang Jia: "Oh, why did this Youth Pain Literature take a section and run with the ball?"

Sang Jia: "Afterwards, the male protagonist's father fights for custody, the male protagonist's half-brother takes revenge in a commercial war, and the doctor slashes and injures the male protagonist. It's a mess!"

Yang Jingsi: "Hey godmother! How many episodes have you seen? Did you charge up the membership number for preview and didn't lend me?"

Sang Jia: "No, no, I guessed everything just now!"

Yang Jingsi: "Come on! Are you afraid that I will log into your account and find that you have watched a bunch of old fresh meat clips and laughed at you as a nympho? It would be unkind for you not to lend my account because of this! You drink..."

She stopped abruptly, and glanced at Sang Tian with a guilty conscience.

Sang Tian squinted back: "Don't hide it, I found out that you guys are eating melon seeds, so give me some flavor."

Yang Jingsi patted her chest: "I said earlier that you weren't angry. I was shocked. The main reason is that watching this kind of bloody drama without eating some melon seeds is a bit boring."

She took out the melon seeds she just hid from the bedside table: "Which one do you want, hot pot or durian?"

Sang Tian: "...Is the taste of melon seeds so weird now?"

She grabbed a handful of durian-flavored ones, when her cell phone rang, she glanced at the calling number, and answered while eating melon seeds: "Lin Xue, she..."

"I'm not looking for Lin Xue, I'm looking for you." Tang Shishan's voice sounded like the prelude to a volcanic eruption: "You should be in the hospital, right? I'll be right there, call you and you'll go downstairs!"

After speaking, he hung up the phone directly.

Lin Xue: "The one looking for me? Is it Tang Tang?"

Sang Tian ate melon seeds: "No, it's Ding Yuning. I thought she asked me to work overtime, and was going to use you as a cover to say that I was not free. I didn't expect that she just came to deliver something to me."

Yang Jingsi snorted: "You are quite lazy."

"It's called survival wisdom." Sang Tian smiled: "Otherwise, how do you think people who go to work every day with the mood of going to the grave survive?"

She glanced at Lin Xue, the wolf cub was obediently peeling pears for Sangjia, saying that eating a pear after eating melon seeds would not be so angry.

She breathed a sigh of relief, because she didn't want Lin Xue to follow Tang Shishan when she came to find her.

From Tang Shishan's hostile tone, she could already guess what Tang Shishan wanted to say to her.

After about 10 minutes, Sang Tian received a call from Tang Shishan: "Go downstairs!"

Sang Tian thought about the location of Tang Shishan's house, and also thought about the traffic jam in Beicheng, almost thinking that Tang Shishan was not driving a car but an airplane, flying all the way here.

She stood up: "Ding Yuling is here, I'll go downstairs to get something."

Sang Jia was very vigilant: "Does Xiao Ding know that I am hospitalized, and is embarrassed to bring me food? Let me tell you, you go downstairs to get it, don't eat it alone, and bring it to me honestly."

Sang Tian smiled wickedly: "That's hard to say, if I like it, I will cut it off."

In fact, Ding Yuning and the others were going to see Sang Jia a long time ago, and Sang Tian stopped her because she was afraid of increasing Sang Jia's psychological pressure. She didn't expect to lie about Yang Jingsi at this moment, which made Sang Jia misunderstand.

Sang Tian went downstairs absent-mindedly, thinking that he would go to the hospital supermarket to buy some fruit later, so he said it was delivered by Ding Yuning.

At this moment, she was startled by a loud shout: "Sang Tian!"

When she looked up, she realized that Tang Shishan had already rushed in front of her, her usually elegant face was flushed red, and she was being dragged desperately by Chi Xia.

It seems that Tang Shishan is really angry: "If you dare to pull me again, I will make you unable to get out of bed for three days, do you believe it!"

Sang Tian was a little moved by Chi Xia's reaction: "Then I have to pull you too! I can't really make you shout at Sang Tian!"

In the end, Sang Tian was half moved, and looked carefully at Chi Xia's face again, what's the matter with a little anticipation about not being able to get out of bed for three days?

Well she was touched in vain.

Sang Tian: "It's okay Chi Xia, let Tang Shishan beat you if she wants to, I'll bear it."

Tang Shishan broke away from Chi Xia and raised her hand high at Sang Tian, ​​who smiled at her.

Tang Shishan finally put down her hand, and sighed a long sigh: "Why on earth, Sang Tian? I thought you knew Xuexue best, why didn't you suddenly let her investigate Chao Xi's affairs?"

Probably Chi Xia leaked the word and told Tang Shishan. As soon as Tang Shishan heard about it, she rushed to find Sang Tian in a hurry.

Sang Tian: "Didn't you also want her to investigate Chao Xi's affairs before?"

Tang Shishan: "That's because I didn't realize how much this matter about Xiao Xi has weighed on her heart for so many years."

"Also, you know how stubborn Xuexue is. Either she doesn't do something, and once she does, she is never willing to look back. She hid for nine years because of Chao Xi's matter, and she This year is already 24, as a figure skater, does she still have the next nine years to waste?"

"If you don't let her check on Chao Xi, you're cutting off her possibility of returning to the game and her dream."

Sang Tian: "Is the truth so important? Are dreams so important?"

Tang Shishan had a look of disbelief: "Sang Tian, ​​is this something you can say?" Chi Xia stopped pulling Tang Shishan and looked at Sang Tian.

Sang Tian raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "I'm sorry, I'm not the kind of person you think, I will be cowardly and afraid, I just want Lin Xue and I to live well."

She turned around and left, Tang Shishan shouted behind her: "You will regret it! You know that Xuexue is the kind of person who is willing to give up her life just to stand on the ice!"

Sang Tian didn't look back.

But Tang Shishan's words hit her heart like a heavy hammer.

******

In order to avoid Sang Jia and Lin Xue's suspicion, Sang Tian went to the hospital supermarket to buy a bag of oranges and carried them back to the ward.

Sang Jia was very happy: "Xiao Ding has a heart, Xue, you can peel me another orange."

Sang Tian: "Old lady, you just ate melon seeds and then pears, and you can eat oranges tomorrow, you are not afraid of them fighting in your stomach."

Sang Jia: "What's the matter if I eat more fruit? The fruit is still on fire. Did you fall in love with the oranges that Xiao Ding brought, and are afraid that I can't eat enough of you?"

Sang Tian was worried about Sang Jia's health during this period, so she was extra cautious. Just now, she was a little worried when she saw that Sang Jia didn't refrain from eating melon seeds. "Yes, yes, I don't want to give you any."

Yang Jingsi interjected at this moment: "Just let your godmother eat whatever she wants."

As soon as Sang Jia saw the support of her goddaughter, she smiled and went to get the oranges on the bedside table. Sang Tian opened Sang Jia's hand and shouted: "Don't eat it!"

For a moment, everyone in the ward was dumbfounded.

Yang Jingsi: "I mean, it's boring for a godmother to stay in the hospital every day. You can make her feel better if you let her eat something she wants to eat, and it will also help the treatment. Why are you so angry?"

Sang Tian took a deep breath.

Calm down, of course she knew what Yang Jingsi meant.

But just a moment ago, she was deeply stimulated by Yang Jingsi's words, because she suddenly remembered the classic lines of doctors in TV dramas: "Let the patient eat whatever he wants, anyway, he will have a good life in a few days."

Sang Jia looked at Sang Tian.

Sang Tian thought: Oh no, for a sensitive old lady like Sang Jia, she can't tell from this, can she?

At this moment, Lin Xue held Sang Tian's fingertips: "I know you have been in a bad mood for two days, it's my fault."

She scratched her head, and told Sang Jia in embarrassment: "A little girl who liked me before returned to China, and Sang Tian saw me when she hugged me, but Auntie, you and Sang Tian can rest assured that we have nothing to do with that little girl." No, I will treat her as a glutinous rice cake."

Sang Jia squinted at Sang Tian: "This is what's wrong with you. You're not generous at all. When I was dating your father, there was a girl who looked like Mai Lisu who followed your father every day. Look at me. , never get angry!"

Yang Jingsi: "What kind of girl looks like Mai Lisu?"

Sang Jia: "A round face with dark skin!"

Yang Jingsi laughed and let out a goose cry, Sang Tian's small emotional collapse was finally dealt with this time.

She urgently needs to go out to take a breath: "I'm going to the toilet."

Lin Xue stood up, "I'll accompany you."

The author has something to say:

感谢在2022-02-1816:33:19~2022-02-1914:16:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: 1 Huosen;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 Zhaohai;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: qr, Mu Chenyan, and the piece in the middle of the watermelon will give you one;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：aoi20瓶；初笙旭和10瓶；xxxxxxcen5瓶；小der2瓶；安旅、薄言1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!