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What does the word "love" really mean?

When I was young, the word seemed easy to say.Sang Tian saw a boy put a girl's hand in his pocket and said "I love you" on his way to get out of class in the evening self-study in high school.Also in the playground of R Night Run, I saw two girls sharing the same pair of headphones walking slowly around the playground, saying "I love you".

The love of youth is the pure white moon, the rising tide of the sea, the indomitable ignorance and fearlessness, it seems that there is no tomorrow, no old age, no death.

But when Sang Tian grew up, he seldom heard people say "I love you".

"She's a good fit." "He's been good to me." "I think we're good together."

Most of them have become implicit expressions with value considerations.When the moon adds sugar, the sea water turns into salt, and the former ivory tower becomes a daily life of rice, oil and salt. Everyone is stained with greasy and greasy, and learns to get out of everything.

So now, it is rare to hear someone say "I love you" so enthusiastically and without leaving a way out.

However, at this time, on the first spring night of this year, Lin Xue stood in front of her and confessed herself: "Sang Tian, ​​I love you."

"Then, do you love me?"

Sang Tian suddenly wanted to cry.

This world is a mess, there are too many injustices and injustices that make people want to dance *loud, some people run away, some collapse, some get out of their bodies, and some get drunk.

Sang Tian once decided to be a salted fish, to cool the blood bubbling in his veins, and to watch the world coldly through the glass.

But when she looked at Lin Xue, she knew she couldn't go on like that.

Everyone thought that Lin Xue was too weak, but when Sang Tian saw Lin Xue picked up the bullied Miao Kefei back to the ice school, she knew that there were still people in this world who would still struggle when she was in a desperate situation He stretched out a hand to others.

Just like in this world where everyone can't wait to become oily, there will still be someone standing in front of you with a sincere heart and saying: "I love you."

A pair of shining eyes are like stars pointing north, letting you know that there is still a possibility for the world to get better.

At the age of nearly 30, Sang Tian was so shocked by such a pure scene that he was speechless for a long time.

Lin Xue lowered her head and smiled, "I know you don't love me."

Sang Tian knew why Lin Xue thought so.

She has said too many times not to distract her mind, as if she has made up her mind that she just wants to have a happy relationship. "Love" is too heavy, and "like" is lighter and more pleasing. Hello, hello, hello, everyone.

Lin Xue put her hands in her pockets and walked slowly forward, her back was dragged by the dim street lamps into a long and thin strip, looking lonely.

Accompanied by Lin Xue's footsteps away, there is always a corner of the shadow left by Sang Tian's feet, as if expressing nostalgia.

Sang Tian: "Who told you to go?"

Xue Lin turned her head.

Sang Tian walked to her side in two steps: "Who will I tell you when you leave?"

"I love you too."

Lin Xue's half-drooped eyes suddenly widened, and she looked at Sang Tian in disbelief.

It’s like the kind of puppy who has been waiting by the side of the road for too long, after the scorching summer, the withered autumn, the chilling winter and then the thin spring, although he is still waiting here, he no longer has any hope in his heart.

But Sang Tian really stood in front of her, and gently put a hand on her head: "I love you too, do you hear me clearly?"

Lin Xue was dumbfounded: "But I have a bad personality."

"I will run away when things happen, and I will be dissatisfied with myself when I run away. All the emotions will explode in my heart, so that I hurt myself and others."

She raised her hand and rubbed Sang Tian's shoulder almost cautiously: "Does it hurt you?"

It was about the night when Sang Tian came to her with Chao Xi's number plate, she pushed Sang Tian on the verge of emotional collapse.

Sang Tian smiled, and touched Lin Xue's face with his backhand: "Did it hurt you?"

"I'm sorry, Lin Xue."

In an instant, Lin Xue's tears were about to fall.

She didn't feel that she had any good luck since she was a child, but at this moment, she was deeply grateful for God's mercy.

She never believed in any gods and Buddhas, but now she is willing to prostrate in any temple, just to continue this luck for one more second.

Because as Sang Tian himself said, only Sang Tian in the whole world knows how to love her.

Sang Tian understood everything she said and failed to say.

There was a deep wound in her heart, which was covered by years of fallen leaves. She didn't dare to look at it, and everyone around her circled around the wound until it rotted deeper and deeper, giving off a rotten breath.

She hugged her knees and ducked her head to the side, thinking that this was the end of her life.

But Sang Tian rushed in recklessly, peeled off all the leaves, and forced her to face the wound.

It's not that Sang Tian doesn't understand her pain, Sang Tian just wants to be in pain with her.

In the whole world, only Sang Tian is willing.

Lin Xue couldn't hold back anymore and hugged Sang Tian, ​​and the long shadows drawn by the two of them under the street lamp merged into one, no longer distinguishing between you and me.

Sang Tian pinched Lin Xue's waist: "Why did you ignore me for so long?"

Lin Xue buried her head on the side of Sang Tian's face, her voice sounded muffled: "I'm afraid I'll hurt you again."

Sang Tian: "Then what if I'm not afraid?"

She hugged Lin Xue back tightly, so that there was no gap between them.

Lin Xue: "Then, I'm not afraid just for you."

"I won't run away anymore about Chao Xi, okay?"

******

The two hugged quietly under the street lamp, and Sang Tian felt that Lin Xue in his arms was obviously thinner, and he could feel the shape of his ribs through his coat.

She asked softly, "Have you had a good time?"

The wolf cub laughed, "It's pretty good."

Sang Tian immediately raised his head and glared at her.

The wolf cub laughed again: "If you applaud the walking dead."

Indulging myself in super-intensive training every day, as if I was afraid that if I threw myself back on the bed every night, if I still had a little strength, I couldn't help getting up and looking for Sang Tian again.

She pressed Sang Tian's head back into her arms: "I miss you very much."

Sang Tian: "How much do you think?"

Lin Xue didn't speak.

Compared with Sang Tian's brilliant tongue, she is really not a good talker, the only thing she can do is to lift Sang Tian's chin and kiss it deeply.

It was an extremely lingering kiss, and Sang Tian felt that the moment Lin Xue's tongue was inserted into her mouth, it brought the whole spring.

From then on, the warbler flies, the grass grows, the stinging sting thunders, and all the senses of the body are revived along with everything.

The sound of two people kissing is another sprouting sound in spring, which melts all the ice and snow of the past and turns it into nutrients that nourish today.

Lin Xue said, "Sang Tian, ​​I'm quite an asshole."

"But the best thing I've ever done in my life is to love you."

******

That night, Sang Tian and Lin Xue went home, and when they took off their coats and collapsed on the sofa, they were very affectionate.

The carpet was forced to bear a fashion show, from sweaters, shirts, and finally to Sang Tian's silk satin and Lin Xue's pure cotton.

Although it's early spring, it's cold at night, and it's the most embarrassing time when the heating stopped. The two of them entered the house and didn't have time to turn on the air conditioner. Lin Xue sneezed while kissing, and Sang Tian frowned slightly: "I told you to smoke before." Those who drink are ruining themselves!"

The body is still weak.

Sang Tian let Lin Xue lie on the sofa, pulled off the blanket on the sofa, and directly covered Lin Xuelian's head in it.Lin Xue originally thought that the tenderness tonight would come to an abrupt end.

Unexpectedly, she was attacked.

And even made her breathless.

She was shrouded in darkness, and Sang Tian seemed to tease her intentionally, until she couldn't take it anymore and pushed Sang Tian away.

She turned over and got off the sofa, her face and ears were red, she glanced at Sang Tian, ​​her face was also red, but she looked at her with a smile on her eyes.

Standing on the side, she panted a little: "I won't play anymore, I'll take a shower first."

Sang Tian lay on the sofa and looked at her: "I found that you can really bear it."

Things have come to this point, the wolf cub will withdraw as soon as he says.

Sang Tian thought that it must be tonight, she said "I love you" to each other, so why not wait, even if she still has some psychological barriers, it's just a matter of gritting her teeth and closing her eyes.

She asked Lin Xue: "Why?"

Lin Xue: "I said, wait until the day you can't stand it with me."

This wolf cub seems to have really competed with himself in this matter.

The more you look at it, the less you want to easily pierce this layer of window paper.

Sang Tian twisted her waist: "I can't bear it now."

At this time, Lin Xue had calmed down, and she glanced at Sang Tian: "No, you can bear it."

After speaking, he walked to the bathroom on his own.

Sang Tian sighed, lay on the sofa and shouted loudly: "Lin Xue! Lin Xue!"

Lin Xue poked her head out of the bathroom.

Sang Tian: "Do you have chrysanthemums at home? It's the kind I made you tea last time."

"If you really don't want to do it, soak two flowers and give me a chew."

******

The next day, Chi Xia asked Sang Tian to meet.

Sang Tian asked, "Can I bring someone else?"

Chi Xia: "Just someone you can trust."

When she rushed to the coffee shop, she asked, "Chu Lingxue, are you finally willing to join?"

Sang Tian was startled: "You still recognize her after I wrapped her like this?"

Lin Xue is too popular now, so it is very troublesome. If she walks on the street without a disguise, she is the kind who can hardly walk a single step like a Tang monk learning scriptures.

Sang Tian felt that he was the monkey guarding Lin Xue, and all the fans who looked at Lin Xue with green eyes were female fairies in her eyes.

So today, Sang Tian kept her hat, sunglasses and mask intact, wrapping Lin Xue up tightly.

Chi Xia smiled proudly: "Who am I!"

Sang Tian thought she was going to boast that she was a detective, but she didn't expect her to say, "No one has ever beaten me in the game of finding faults!"

Sang Tian: ...

The two of them were poor before they got to the point, Lin Xue suddenly asked Chi Xia, "Do you have a date?"

Chi Xia was taken aback: "Why did you fall in love with me?"

Sang Tian: "Fuck you!"

Lin Xue: "You don't look like you have a date."

Chi Xia sighed and touched her face: "How can you still look single after being single for a long time? Don't look down on me, I had a girlfriend before, it's not too much."

Chi Xia's rare gloomy face, and the look of disappointment in his eyes that even time cannot heal, made Sang Tian feel that it was unnecessary to ask the phrase "why".

After all, the nature of Chi Xia's previous work was very obvious, with her head pinned to her belt, she did not dare to devote herself fully, nor did the other party dare to devote herself fully, for fear that the warm person in her arms today would become the cold one in her hands. ashes.

Moreover, Sang Tian heard from Zuo Ming that Chi Xia started to work alone after witnessing his comrades sacrificed in front of him, joining the Witness Protection Program and retiring from the army, investigating the most dangerous cases.

It seems that he feels deep self-blame for the fact that his comrades died while he was still alive.

So when she joined Sang Tian to investigate Chao Xi's case, even though she knew she was in great danger, she didn't hesitate.

Sang Tian: "You asked me out today, did you make any progress in checking Gong Ping?"

Chi Xia nodded: "Gong Ping used to be a professor of chemistry and had a lot of students. I checked and found that he has a total of twelve students working in Beicheng, most of them went to the laboratory, two went to a pharmaceutical company, and one House sales are booming.”

Xue Lin: "Can I see the list?"

Chi Xia turned it out and handed it to her.

Sang Tian found that these blood-licking people don't trust electronic equipment very much, knowing that a loophole is a fatal risk, so they all copy by hand.

Lin Xue flipped through the notebook, frowning slightly: "This Chen Ziyun..."

Sang Tian: "How do you know each other?"

Lin Xue shook her head: "I don't know him, but the pharmaceutical company he works for, Qu Nuo, I remember the name."

Sang Tian said "ah": "I remembered, Chao Xi used a medicine that was produced by Qu Nuo."

The athletes' medication records are all on file, and Sang Tian checked them before.

Chi Xia praised her: "Sure, Sister Sang, I remember all the details of the case well enough, I really put my heart into it."

Lin Xue glanced at Sang Tian: "Yes, Chao Xi used a medicine after breaking his Achilles tendon. It can resist sports injuries and help recovery. It is made by Qu Nuo."

Sang Tian: "Is this medicine still in production?"

Lin Xue shook her head: "I don't know."

Chi Xia put away the notebook she gave Lin Xue just now: "Then I'll go and check on Chen Ziyun."

Every time they meet, in order not to attract attention, they always leave separately.

At this moment, Chi Xia walked out of the shop alone with one hand in his pocket, and took out the skateboard that was hidden there before by a tree, stepped on it with one foot and kicked it twice on the ground, and walked away like a gust of wind.

The last thing Sang Tian and Lin Xue saw was the baggy sweater with the sleeves rolled up, and ink tattoos were exposed on the collarbone and forearm.

The past on her body is too heavy, and only the playful world can survive.

But the tattoos close to the heart and forearm blood vessels are all angels with folded hands, mourning the dead, pure and pious.

Lin Xue silently held Sang Tian's hand.

Everyone who walks the world with a smile, who doesn't have his own wind and rain and thorns.

******

On another Wednesday, Lin Xue had just finished the day's training at the club, put away the ice skates and was walking towards the dormitory when her phone vibrated.

Seeing that it was Tang Shishan, she picked it up lazily, knowing very well what Tang Shishan wanted from her.

Sure enough, Tang Shishan's substandard Mandarin came from the phone: "Xuexue, do you remember what day Sunday is?"

Xue Lin: "Forgot."

Tang Shishan smiled: "As soon as I heard you say that, I knew you remembered, what birthday gift are you going to give me?"

Lin Xue: "Do you want to send someone to you?"

Tang Shishan: "When did you start buying and selling people? Will the righteous Chinese Communist Party allow you to do this?"

Lin Xue said lazily: "You can refuse it, if you can still refuse after seeing it."

******

After Lin Xue went back to the dormitory to take a shower, she leaned on the bedside and played videos for Sang Tian. That was the most relaxing moment after her daily training.

Sang Tian was translating a manuscript. She put her mobile phone aside, and while typing, she listened to Lin Xue talking about the phone call with Tang Shishan just now.

She immediately realized: "You want to introduce Chi Xia to Tang Shishan?"

Lin Xue: "Are you so smart?"

Sang Tian smiled: "Otherwise, why did you ask Chi Xia last time if he was single?" Then he asked Lin Xue: "Why do you suddenly have this idea?"

Lin Xue was silent for a while, and actually asked a little wronged like a little milk dog: "Aren't you jealous?"

Sang Tian: "Why am I jealous?"

Lin Xue puffed her lips: "Every time Tangtang sees me, he scans me from top to bottom, and then stares at me and drools."

Sang Tian found that wolf cubs are becoming more and more fond of acting like a baby, right?He still pouts.

She smiled and said, "What is there to be jealous about? In Tang Shishan's eyes, you are just a bunch of white bones and a bunch of muscle tissue."

Lin Xue puffed her lips again, and lowered her eyes to one side: "I'm jealous for you."

"For whatever reason, it's not okay for anyone but you to look at me like that."

When she looked at the screen again, she was a little anxious, and her tone was even more aggrieved: "How can you not be jealous? Am I not yours?"

Sang Tian's heart melted, and he immediately smiled and said, "Okay, okay, eat, I'll call and ask if Chi Xia is free."

******

Unexpectedly, when Sang Tian called and asked, Chi Xia was quite willing to attend Tang Shishan's birthday party.

Sang Tian thinks that Chi Xia is also quite miserable, because after the witness protection plan was withdrawn from the front line, all previous social relationships were severed, and watching skateboard tattoos playing wildly and wildly, she was actually alone.

But Chi Xia was very cautious: "How many people are there at friend Chu Lingxue's birthday party?"

Sang Tian: "Don't worry, it's just you, me, Lin Xue, and the birthday star himself. She has been friends with Lin Xue for many years, so she can be trusted."

"That's good." Chi Xia heaved a sigh of relief: "But why are you so unpopular? Is it because you don't look good?"

Sang Tian: "Unexpectedly, you, a person who sees through life and death, are so superficial. Don't tell me you're not willing to go because the parents don't look good?"

Chi Xia: "No, no, you misunderstood. It's better if you don't look good. I'm a person who has a phobia of beautiful women. If it wasn't for Chen Ling's tight bag when we met last time, I guess I would have been nervous."

"Hey!" Sang Tian said, "Then why do you see that I don't have beauty phobia?"

Chi Xia chuckled: "You're not my type."

Sang Tian: "What type do you like?"

Chi Xia: "I won't tell you!"

On Tang Shishan's birthday, Chi Xia went separately from Sang Tian and the others just to be cautious.

The birthday party was held in a small manor on the outskirts of Beicheng. There were trees, grass and a lake. Two boats were tethered to float by the lake, exuding the idyllic flavor of "seeing Nanshan leisurely", in the fast-paced life of the concrete forest. , which is undoubtedly a very relaxing environment.

Because Sang Tian repeatedly told her not to bring presents, Chi Xia had no choice but to come empty-handed. Seeing Sang Tian and Lin Xue waiting for her at the gate of the manor, she still asked uneasy: "Is it appropriate not to bring birthday presents?"

Sang Tian: "It's suitable, what's not suitable, it's mainly the birthday star today, who is not interested in material things at all."

Chi Xia: "Then what is she interested in?"

Sang Tian had an expression of not knowing what to say, but Lin Xue walked beside Sang Tian and smiled.

Relying on the detective's intuition, Chi Xia always felt that Lin Xue's smile was very meaningful.

******

When the three entered the manor, a mature beauty with short hair greeted her with a wine glass: "Xuexue, why are you here?"

Chi Xia froze on the spot.

As soon as Sang Tian glanced at her reaction, he knew that he didn't need to ask Chi Xia what kind of question he liked before, so he didn't need to ask it again.

Don't you just like the type of Tang Shishan!

I have to say that Tang Shishan is also very tasteful in what she is wearing today. She is wearing an off-white waist-tight suit and trousers of the same color, a pair of black high-heeled shoes on her feet, and a black leather belt wrapping her slender ankles.

With her elegant short hair, a light gold ear wire hangs down the left ear, as long as she doesn't speak, she is Yi Teyu's sister no matter what.

Chi Xia blushed, and stood beside her for a long time, speechless.

Sang Tian laughed wildly in her heart—except for Lin Xue, Chi Xia was the most attractive sister she knew, with an unruly expression on her face all day long, if Lin Xue was a wolf cub, she would be a little leopard, how could Sang Tian have seen her before? That's it!

Tang Shishan obviously saw Chi Xia too, so she didn't say hello to Lin Xue, and walked over to Chi Xia with a glass of wine.

Chi Xia really had beauty phobia as she said, Tang Shishan took a step and she took a step back, the faster Tang Shishan walked, the faster she backed up, and finally ran around the small lawn.

Tang Shishan got anxious, put the wine glass into Lin Xue's hand, took off her high heels and started chasing Lin Xue.

Chi Xia was being chased by her and ran faster and faster, Tang Shishan braked suddenly and ran in the opposite direction, blocking Chi Xia who was still looking back within two steps.

Sang Tian was watching the battle from the sidelines, thinking that Chi Xia's phobia of beautiful women is really serious enough, otherwise, relying on Chi Xia's anti-reconnaissance ability, why would it be so?

Tang Shishan grabbed Chi Xia's wrist, and Chi Xia flicked it like an electric shock.Tang Shishan: "What are you running for?"

Chi Xia: "I'm afraid of you."

Tang Shishan raised her lips and smiled: "But I like you."

Chi Xia: "Why for what?"

Tang Shishan: "Because I have never seen anyone more beautiful than you in my life."

Sang Tian was dissatisfied: "Didn't you meet Lin Xue?"

Tang Shishan glared at her: "How can Xuexue follow..." She asked Chi Xia, "What's your name?"

"Too late to summer."

Tang Shishan repeated it with some doubts: "Chi Chi Xia? Renamed?"

Sang Tian let out a burst of laughter.

Tang Shishan didn't have time to talk to Sang Tian at all, she held Chi Xia's wrist and said, "Chi Chi, follow me into the house."

She pointed out that there was a small wooden house by the garden, which was quite primitive like a shepherd's hut, or in other words, interesting.

Chi Xia seemed about to cry nervously: "Why?"

"Why?" Tang Shishan narrowed her eyes, took the wine glass and splashed it on Chi Xia's dirty sweater: "Because I accidentally stained your clothes, I'll take you in to clean them up."

She dragged Chi Xia into the house.

Sang Tian was amazed: "Tang Shishan is really the most efficient woman I have ever seen."

Tang Shishan dragged Chi Xia away, leaving room for Sang Tian and Lin Xue to live together.

Sang Tian led Lin Xue to the side of the buffet table, and took a look: "Tang Shishan is quite good at ordering."

The crushed pistachio cake is like a small piece of green grass, and the orange cocktail is like the warm and unglamorous sunshine in early spring. Everything is matched with the environment of green mountains and green waters, and the artistic conception comes out at once.

Sang Tian's heart was itchy by the spring breeze, and she recalled that she and Lin Xue said "I love you" to each other on the first spring night of this year.

She held Lin Xue's hand, and saw Lin Xue's beautiful face approaching her eyes, with the corners of her lips curled up slightly, and an old song that Sang Jia loved most suddenly appeared in her mind, one of the lyrics was—— "The spring breeze is even more beautiful than your smile. Those who have never seen you will not understand."

Sang Tian thought, the environment Tang Shishan chose today is really suitable for playing pure love, even a person like her who usually runs the train with her mouth full of emotions has been brewed, I don't know if Tang Shishan is also pulling Chi Xia, is playing Lyrics in the log cabin.

She was a little excited, and just wanted to tell Lin Xue the lyrics in her mind just now.

In the small wooden house next to it, there was a sound of "um~mm~ahah" in a cadence.

Sang Tian was dumbfounded—is it suitable for playing innocent? !

The author has something to say:

Let me say something selfishly in today's speech: No matter what the result is, Hanyu is yyds!

感谢在2022-02-0916:58:50~2022-02-1016:48:39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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