Wenmo Villa

"There's nothing to be nervous about. You just need to relax. He doesn't know how to eat people." Fang Yu smiled as he looked at Chen Yao, who was tensed up as soon as he got out of the car.

"I...what if I don't perform well?" Chen Yao was so nervous that he could walk on the same hands and feet.

Fang Yu couldn't stand it any longer. He straightened him up, then looked into Chen Yao's eyes and said, "Yang Yuan was my former graduate tutor. Just behave normally as usual. The more nervous you are, the easier it is to make yourself look abnormal. If you look at yourself now, if you don’t know it, you might think you are going to see your parents.”

Chen Yao also felt that he was too nervous. Fortunately, he said that he had no burden before, but now he is really slapped in the face.

He took a deep breath and tried to adjust his state. He really wanted to show the dean a normal self, and also wanted to tell the dean that he could live an ordinary life.

"We'll go in when we're ready?" Fang Yu asked.

"Ah."

The two took the elevator directly to the eighth floor of the research institute, where the dean's office and laboratory are located.

Fang Yu knocked lightly on the office door and asked for instructions, "Teacher, we are here."

"Come in."

Fang Yu pushed open the door, motioned for Chen Yao to go in first, and then closed the door behind him.

Sitting at the desk is Yang Jun, the dean of the research institute, who is 57 years old this year.Although Dean Yang is not yet sixty years old, his hair is almost all white.

"Let me introduce you," Fang Yu took the initiative to act as the leader, and introduced to Chen Yao while waving his hands, "This is Dean Yang Jun Yang, who is also my mentor. He will talk to you in a while... .”

"Hello, Yard Yang." Chen Yao nodded and greeted the other party with a shallow bow.

"Hello." Yang Jun responded.

"This is Chen Yao. I told you before that he was the patient in that accident." Fang Yu introduced to Yang Jun again.

"Okay, you go out, I'll talk to him alone."

Fang Yu froze for a moment, "Speak alone?"

"Don't you need to work?" Yang Jun looked at him.

"I..." Fang Yu was about to say something when Chen Yao interrupted him.

"It's okay, go get busy, I'll talk to Yang Yuan, and I'll call you after I'm done."

Fang Yu glanced at him, nodded, then opened the door and went out.

"Young man, sit down." Yang Jun's expression eased a little as soon as Fang Yu left.He raised his chin and said, "This kid is usually out of tune, so I usually keep a straight face in front of him. You don't have to be too nervous."

Out of tune?

Chen Yao was stunned for a moment. He felt that Fang Yu should be very reliable in the eyes of outsiders. He didn't expect such an impression in the eyes of his mentor. It seemed that he must be very familiar with Dean Yang.

He didn't say anything, just nodded with a smile, and then sat on the sofa next to him.

Fang Yu basically told Yang Jun about the accident and Chen Yao's personal situation in advance.So they chatted briefly, and when Chen Yao's state relaxed a little, Yang Jun directly cut to the point.

"I heard from Fang Yu that you played the character's dual personality in this assessment?"

"Yes, Wen Bo had a split personality after experiencing the explosion. One of his personalities was formed by his longing for N, and the other was formed by his obsession to avenge N. I played the former in it, Everyone thought I was N, including myself..."

Speaking of this, Chen Yao paused, and then added, "I mean the kind 'I' played the former, and the other... not so kind 'I' played the latter..."

Yang Jun nodded, "I probably understand, so let me call the character's first personality 'N'—I know he's not really N, and then call the second personality 'N'." 'Wenbo', right?"

"Okay, that's how I make the distinction myself."

"Your real situation is actually very similar to this character. Because of some childhood experiences, you separated the positive, optimistic and positive side of your heart from the negative, gloomy and anti-social side."

"Yes."

"So you can empathize with this character better." Yang Jun looked at him, "Do you think it was the high degree of overlap between you and the character that caused you to lose control in the end?"

As soon as this question came out, Chen Yao was stopped. He didn't know how to answer it... He had an intuition that this question was very important. If he didn't answer it well, it might affect his assessment results.However, he didn't want to cater to the so-called "correct answer", and he didn't know what kind of answer the other party wanted to hear...

"I..." He said with a frown, "I still feel that I should be more sincere... To be honest, I really don't know how to answer this question... Control myself when the role overlaps with myself This is the focus of the assessment, so I don't think this can be an excuse for losing control. But I must also say that this situation will indeed have a certain impact on me, but..."

Chen Yao stopped again, he didn't know how to describe that feeling.

"But what? But can you control it well?" Yang Jun asked, "If you can control it well, why did you lose control in the end?"

"I don't know!" Chen Yao's expression was a little annoyed, "In fact, everything was controllable at the beginning, and I don't know when things started to get out of my control. That feeling is It seems that every feeling of Wenbo is my own true feeling, I feel that I am Wenbo, I have been assimilated by him..."

When it came to the end, Chen Yao didn't dare to raise his head anymore. He felt that the conversation had collapsed... He heard his answer and felt that he was the reason for losing control. What's more, his mood was still a little fluctuating now. Dean Yang probably thought that he It's not cured at all...

"What do you think of Wenbo and N's story?"

When the topic changed, Dean Yang suddenly asked about Wenbo's experience.

Chen Yao was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help saying four words, "Fate makes people..."

"How?" Yang Jun asked.

"One is a police undercover agent, and the other is a cult leader. They know each other well and have a secret love affair. This is fate; their identities are different, and they are destined to be hostile. This is nothing. Such an absurd situation, what is it if it is not good luck?"

Chen Yao was fascinated by looking at a point in the void, and the scenes that flashed before his eyes were pieced together into a dramatic life of two young men in a parallel world.

"Don't you think that N shouldn't be emotional at all?" Yang Jun asked him back, "Not to mention that they are in love with Longyang, just because of his status as a policeman, he shouldn't be emotional with a cult member, even if friendship is not important. is superfluous."

Chen Yao smiled, "What you said is correct, and I agree with it. He is a policeman and an undercover agent who was inserted into the organization. All redundant emotions will affect his judgment as an undercover agent. He must not There is a possibility that the entire mission may fail due to personal reasons.”

He looked at Dean Yang, "But does he have it? Do you think he blocked the shot for Wen Bo in the end is the reason for the failure of the mission? Then you are wrong! His mission has already failed, from what he exposed From that moment on, it was declared that this mission and his life were over! It was Wenbo who saved him. If it wasn't for his relationship with Wenbo, he wouldn't even be able to survive the last year. Do you think Why can the police keep receiving information? That’s all done by Wenbo! It’s Wenbo who acquiesced in letting him continue to pass on information under the condition that he guaranteed that the other party would not disclose his exposure…”

"He has been a prisoner bird for a long time. The last situation is a word of 'death' anyway. Instead of being tortured in love with Wenbo, it is better to die quickly and be free." Chen Yao's eyes glistened with tears, He continued, "In the end he took advantage of Wenbo's feelings to make a risky move, but he was not wrong, he did it, and Wenbo did it too. If it weren't for the relationship between the two of them, the final battle of encirclement and suppression would not have been successful at all."

"Okay, it's fine." Yang Jun lowered his head and wrote something in his notebook, and then continued to ask, "I heard that from your perspective, N and Fang Yu have the same face?"

This question immediately brought Chen Yao back to reality, and he suddenly felt a little hot on his face.

"Um……"

Seeing that he was a bit reserved, Yang Jun said, "Fang Yu told me about his sexual orientation, and I know the relationship between you two. In fact, I have seen many patients with this type of group, and most of them had similar childhoods to you. Experience. I don’t treat you differently, it’s nothing special in my opinion, so you don’t have to worry about it.”

Chen Yao didn't expect Dean Yang to know about Fang Yu's sexual orientation, nor did he expect that people of this age could treat them rationally. He was quite relieved.

"In the end, I always suspected that Fang Yu was N, but until he returned to the real world, he still said that he didn't have a role, so I asked him to ask you what's going on."

"When exactly did the loss of control start?"

Chen Yao thought that the dean would continue the conversation between himself and Fang Yu, but suddenly asked back into the plot... He couldn't understand the other party's brain circuit, and the questions he asked were always so jumpy.

He thought for a while, "The second night...starts from when I killed Lin Wan'er."

Afterwards, Yang Jun asked Chen Yao a few more questions, but they were all things that he thought were meaningless.

In the end, Yang Jun asked Chen Yao to call Fang Yu over, and then let him leave.

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