Wenmo Villa

"The person in that photo is indeed me." Chen Yao said.

Li Shude raised his head instantly, and asked a little excitedly, "Do you remember?"

Chen Yao nodded, "I remember part of it, but I don't have any memory of what you said that night."

Li Shude was disappointed immediately, but he still asked, "What do you remember?"

"I remember everything that happened on the day of the explosion." Chen Yao said, "After jumping into the river, I was washed downstream along the current. At that time, I was already unconscious. If the old man rescued me later, I might really be drowned. Fortunately, I met him. The old man’s surname is Chen, and he used to be a doctor. He took me back to their home to treat the wound and let me stay there for several days.”

"You have met a good person." Yuan Yongmei sighed.

"His son is an anti-narcotics policeman who died on duty two years ago. He said he thought of his son when he saw me."

"Then how did you..." Li Shude didn't know how to ask, it seemed that the question itself was very offensive, "I mean, you jumped into the river with explosives, such powerful explosives, how could you..."

"I threw the explosives away when I fell, and it exploded after I entered the water, but even so, the impact of the explosion was very strong, and I felt like my head was about to be shattered." Speaking of this, Chen Yao added, "Intermittent amnesia may be the sequelae left by the explosion."

That's what he said, but in fact he didn't know whether the intermittent amnesia had anything to do with the explosion.Although I can recall some episodes after amnesia, most of them are the process of the previous game loops.Those are all the "things experienced by the player" that have been reset by the system, and the plot of the explosion is his "things experienced by the character". As for whether this character has intermittent amnesia, he is not clear.

However, he speculates that there should be some, even if it is not intermittent amnesia, it will be other mental problems.Because he had indeed dreamed about some of the things this character had experienced before, and the stimulation brought to him by those photos, he could really recall the memory of this character himself.

Therefore, he felt that there was nothing wrong with blaming the cause of the amnesia on the sequelae after the explosion.

"I have another question." Li Shude looked at him, "Why didn't you just throw the explosives into the Chenqing River, but chose to jump down with the explosives yourself? There are obviously ways to avoid the danger, why did you take the risk yourself?" ?”

"'Avoid danger'?" Chen Yao smiled, "How could there be such a statement? Which of the things we do is not dangerous?"

Li Shude paused when he heard this.

Chen Yao continued, "I didn't think too much about it at the time. The explosives were about to go off. I just wanted to make sure it would explode in the water, so I jumped down with it in my arms. Throwing it away before entering the water should be instinctive." Well, who doesn't want to live?"

Chen Yao has become more and more able to empathize with his role. From the confusion when he woke up at the beginning to the rich emotion now, he can more and more understand the difficulty of this role.If he had experienced the same thing as him, he would not hesitate to choose to sacrifice himself, but at the same time, he would never give up hope of life at the last moment.

"After recuperating with Uncle Chen, I didn't choose to return to the team. I traded my own life for the end of the case. This is already the best ending. So, let everyone think I'm really dead." Chen Yao' is the name of the old man's son, he gave me a new life, so I changed to his son's name and changed my life in another city."

So far, it's all what he really recalled, but what happened later is not so clear to him.But there was Fang Yu on the scene. If he didn't get involved with Fang Yu, then Fang Yu might become the object of suspicion from others, which would be very detrimental to the progress of the game.

"The later memories always come and go. I only remember that I got to know Fang Yu, and he became my only friend. He cured my illness, and he helped me achieve my career as a writer. I am really very happy. Thank you." Chen Yao looked at Fang Yu with hints in his eyes.

Fang Yu understood the purpose of the other party's words, so he nodded accordingly.

"Then why did you come here? Did you also receive the letter?" Li Shude asked.

"No, I don't know why I came here." Chen Yao said, "And I really didn't receive the letter."

"I've said it many times. We just happened to come to Tianmu Village for vacation. It's just a coincidence that we're here today." Fang Yu didn't know what happened in Haihai before they woke up, but he explained it like this at the beginning. You can only stick to it.Changing your words indiscriminately before getting accurate information will only increase your suspicion.

After the questioning was over, there was a moment of silence in the study.

"Are you satisfied now?" Fang Yu looked at Li Shude, "What happened back then is not important anymore, N is still alive, that's enough. You didn't kill him because of negligence, so your conscience feels better ?”

He pulled Chen Yao up and prepared to leave, "I thought you would be the most righteous and selfless one in all the stories, but I didn't expect it to be nothing more than that."

"Stop it." Chen Yao also pulled him, he felt that Fang Yu didn't need to target Li Shude like that.

Fang Yu didn't say anything, and dragged him straight out of the study.

As soon as he stepped out of the study, Fang Yu pushed Chen Yao to the wall in the corridor. He glared at him and shouted in a low voice, "Why can't I tell him? Did he do nothing wrong? What if something really happened that night? What? What if you were exposed?"

Chen Yao couldn't understand, "There aren't so many 'ifs', wouldn't I be standing still..."

"That's all because of your luck!" Fang Yu interrupted him, "I'm talking about Li Shude now! He is a people's policeman, how could he make such a low-level mistake at such an important juncture because of himself? An undercover agent is fighting criminals with his life, so your life is not your life?!"

This was the first time Fang Yu lost control of his emotions in front of him.Chen Yao was a little dazed, he saw something different in the opponent's eyes.

The distance between the two was a little too close, Chen Yao's eyes darkened, he gently pushed the other away, his voice sounded a bit cold, "Fang Yu, I don't understand why you are angry. I am me, N is N. I hope you can distinguish, Li Shude is not sorry for me, but for the role I played, that's all."

After speaking, he bypassed the other party and entered Wen Yaoyang's room.

Fang Yu's emotions receded completely in an instant, and he froze in place, feeling a little overwhelmed for a moment.