selfish plunder

What kind of desperate despair is that?

Yu Chu thought, it's like air, you can't see it, you can't touch it, but it just wraps around you tightly, grabs you, watches you struggle, and prevents you from escaping. You are trapped and have nowhere to escape.

Yu Chu's legs trembled, and the moment Liang Chen appeared in front of him, the peace that belonged to him in the dark night was snatched away.

Liang Chen looked at his pale and tightly pursed lips, and clenched the seams of his trousers, his heart was so congested, the suit wrapped Yu Chu tightly, and he lost a lot of weight in five years.

Thinking about it this way, Liang Chen felt a lot more balanced, at least he wasn't the only one who felt uncomfortable.

During the five years, Yu Chu was not the only one suffering.

Liang Chen's sickness made his family have to send him to a mental hospital for treatment after the incident. Nausea, anxiety, retching, how did all the medicines go in, and how did they vomit out.

Liang Chen resisted everything, he attacked everyone who approached him, like a wild beast guarding his territory, biting all possible dangers, the doctor had no choice but to tie him up on the bed, inject a tranquilizer, followed by daily decoction, psychological counseling.

The psychiatrist cannot be changed casually, and the only one who can build some trust with Liang Chen is the doctor who has been admonishing him to learn restraint.

When we met again, the doctor's eyes were full of regret and sadness, Liang Chen was as stiff as a puppet, without emotion, like an ancient well without any waves.

The doctor tried to say a few words to Liang Chen, but Liang Chen either didn't respond, or stared blankly at the corner of the wall, as if trying to see through a hole.

When Liang Chen's condition stabilized and he was able to move independently, he would mostly hide in the corner. The doctor couldn't figure it out. With Liang Chen's personality, he probably wouldn't like such a cramped place.

But no one knows that in the chaotic, flustered, numb and pale time, Liang Chen would feel the presence of Yu Chu in the corner of the wall. He told himself in countless late nights that he was the one who helped Yu Chu in the most difficult time. His people, he is the one Yu Chu should be grateful for, but how can he be ungrateful and always want to run away.

He was locked up because Yu Chu escaped, and he couldn't accept him leaving him again, as long as he was sensible.

He thought that Yu Chu had learned a lesson, and the two of them could go back to the past with a long memory.

Unfortunately, everything is different.

Yu Chu no longer tolerated everything about him like before. Liang Chen couldn't accept any of his refusal, alienation, and indifference, but these emotions mixed together made Liang Chen feel uneasy and fearful.Only by tying Yu Chu by his side can he appease the fear in the middle of the night.

Between them, why did they come to this point?

"Master, you obviously like Yu Chu so much, why..."

Auntie Li watched Liang Chen walk out after being frustrated. She thought that Yu Chu was the rope that dragged Liang Chen out of the abyss, but unexpectedly Liang Chen would drag Yu Chu into the darkness...

do i like him

No, Liang Chen tried his best to deny everything. If he admits his feelings for Yu Chu, it means that he forgives Li Yao's betrayal.

Obviously Yu Chu is just a shadow.

He couldn't admit that even though he hated Li Yao from the beginning, he was so humble that he couldn't forget him, that's why he found Yu Chu.

Later, he discovered that Yu Chu was like a poppy, knowing that it was poisonous, he was willing to indulge in it.

But since when did Yu Chu become different...

Warm memories emerged in my mind, lingering and untouchable.

Liang Chen couldn't wait to see something from inside, and found that he had never forgiven Li Yao. He was only interested in Yu Chu for a while, but why did he turn his head and look at himself lightly when he smelled the smell of vegetables in the house and the familiar figure from his back? When I laughed, my heart seemed to stir up ripples, throbbing in layers.

The autumn sun was just right, and the fruit was ripe with a faint fragrance. Liang Chen heard the sound of his heart beating.

The seed called "love" has been planted into the soil at some point, and at the right time, it will bloom and bear fruit.

When I looked out the window again, the sky had completely darkened, and the lonely night rushed over, making Liang Chen out of breath as always.

The complications caused by the pills were not pleasant, but Liang Chen had never been so awake for a second like now.

He is a timid coward and the sinner who drove Yu Chu to a dead end.

Yu Chu hated him no matter how shameless his behavior was before.

Whether to ignore him, or to beat him with hatred, whatever, the palms trembled so badly, Liang Chen thought, he has to work hard to get better.

He has to find Yu Chu and stay by his side, no matter what attitude he has towards him, he doesn't care, as long as he can see Yu Chu again.

The air is full of poison called "Yu Chu", and every breath is full of bone-eroding pain. Liang Chen breathes heavily like drowning water catching scarce air, and brings it into his lungs as nourishment for survival.

He had to get better, standing in front of Yu Chu, longing for a chance.