actor, he refuses to remarry

【Poorly differentiated adenocarcinoma of gastric body】

Ji Yanzhi stared at these words for a long time.

The teacher said that he couldn't understand what kind of disease it was, but he recognized the word "cancer".

Cancer, being cancer is not a good thing.

His brain was suddenly blinded.

The whole person "boomed" and fell down on the sofa in a daze.

After more than a minute, Ji Yanzhi took out the phone tremblingly. His fingers were trembling and he could hardly hold the phone. He turned on the camera with difficulty and took pictures of several test sheets one by one. When the last photo was taken, Ji Yanzhi's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

It was a special medical certificate.

from neurology.

[Severe depression, second recurrence, must cooperate with psychological treatment and drug treatment. 】

Ji Yanzhi finally understood why Fang Zhi insisted on quitting his job. He... didn't want to do other things, he was... sick.

Depression, depression again...

Why can't it be better? !

Why do you have to torture him.

He has already forgiven Fang Zhi, so why punish him.

Ji Yanzhi's eyes were all red, he took a deep breath, and sent the photo he took to a doctor friend of his.

His tears couldn't help gushing out, and his fingers trembled violently.

【Help me, what happened to him?is it serious? 】

In less than 10 minutes, my friend called me.

"Is it Fang Zhi's medical records?"

Ji Yanzhi's voice was choked with sobs: "Well... I just saw, what kind of cancer in the stomach body, what is that? Is it serious?"

My friend sighed: "It's stomach cancer."

Ji Yanzhi's eyes suddenly went dark.

Stomach...stomach cancer?

Friend: "But don't worry. I've read his medical certificate. The data in it are pretty stable. It's gastric cancer in the early and middle stages. Cancers like this kind of early detection can basically be cured."

Ji Yanzhi was short of breath: "Really, really?"

Friend: "I'm a doctor, okay? But having said that, Fang Zhi is really lucky. There are basically no symptoms in the early stage of poorly differentiated adenocarcinoma of the gastric body, and most patients are basically in the advanced stage when they are discovered. Discovered so early."

Hearing that his friend promised to cure him, Ji Yanzhi heaved a sigh of relief, but the pain in his heart did not diminish at all, "Having cancer is nothing...a lucky thing."

Friend: "Yes."

Ji Yanzhi: "What about depression? He has been cured for more than a year, and this year, he has always been normal. We haven't quarreled a few times, and even if we quarreled, it will get better soon. He..."

Friend: "Ayan, depression is a disease with a high relapse rate. The relapse rate can be as high as 50% for the first relapse, and as high as 80% for the second relapse."

"Besides, this disease...is highly resistant to drugs, and the drug needs to be changed after a while."

Ji Yanzhi's heart was blocked and he couldn't say anything.

The friend comforted: "Don't worry too much, why don't you stop working for a while and take good care of him. He is very strong and will get better for you and Tongtong."

"Well... I know, thank you."

It's time for him to stop working.

He was so busy with work, filming one movie after another, so busy that he didn't notice that Fang Zhi was sick at all, so busy that Fang Zhi had a stomachache in the middle of the night, had to go to the hospital alone, and even quit his job to take care of himself .

If he hadn't gone home early for a surprise today, perhaps Fang Zhi would have disposed of these "evidences" long ago, and pretended nothing happened with him.

Ji Yanzhi almost suffocated.

He pushed open the bedroom door lightly, and saw that Fang Zhi was asleep on the bed, the lights were not turned on in the room, and in the faint light and shadow, Ji Yanzhi realized that Fang Zhi had lost so much weight.

Depression, stomach cancer... He didn't know how painful Fang Zhi was at the moment.

He didn't notice anything unusual about his lover, nothing...

Ji Yanzhi sat gently on the edge of the bed, staring at Fang Zhi's extremely tired face, his eyes suddenly became even redder.

……

When Fang Zhi woke up, it was after eight o'clock in the evening.

He heard the lights and sounds in the living room outside.

He froze for a moment, sat up and caught a glimpse of Ji Yanzhi's suitcase at a glance, and then changed his expression "shua--", put on his clothes in a hurry, and walked out in a panic.

Ji Yanzhi was wearing an apron and was arranging the dishes in front of the dining table.

Seeing him, he immediately looked over: "Are you awake?"

Fang Zhi was terrified, "You, didn't you come back tomorrow?"

Ji Yanzhi: "I finished work early, so I'm back. I want to come back early to celebrate the New Year with you."

Fang Zhi: "...Oh, then you didn't inform me, the house is in a mess."

As he spoke, he glanced guiltily at the coffee table, seeing that the report and the medicine bottle were well placed there, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

Ah Yan... didn't you see it?

He really didn't want this kind of thing to scare Ayan.

He was sick again, and he was full of anger and complaints about himself who was like a waste now. He pretended to casually ask Ji Yanzhi what he had done these days, then quickly walked to the coffee table, and stuffed the report card and the medicine bottle under it in the drawer.

Seeing him frowning, flustered and guilty, Ji Yanzhi just said, "Eat."

"coming."

After Fang Zhi hid his things, he felt a lot more relaxed. He walked over with a smile and hugged Ji Yanzhi, "Did you miss me these days?"

Ji Yanzhi: "I call and video every day, what do I have to think about?"

Fang Zhi frowned: "You can't coax me with nice words."

Ji Yanzhi paused for a while, and said, "If you don't want to, I'll be back tomorrow. Why change the ticket?"

Fang Zhi hugged Ji Yanzhi and kissed him on the forehead: "I miss you too, let's eat quickly, after dinner...cough cough, let's do something."

Ji Yanzhi pushed Fang Zhi away and served him a bowl of rice.

Simple home-cooked food, Ji Yanzhi sat on the plane for half a day, tired and hungry, but he had no appetite at all, he held his chopsticks tightly and lowered his head.

Fang Zhi was in a good mood, and kept telling him about the fun things these days.

The more Ji Yanzhi listened, the more uncomfortable he became, and he responded from time to time, his voice trembling.

In the end, he couldn't control it anymore, put down his chopsticks and stood up suddenly, his eyes were red: "I don't have an appetite, you can eat."

He walked quickly into the bedroom and closed the door with a bang.

Fang Zhi's shoulders stiffened, and the smile on the corner of his mouth slowly disappeared.

Finally shook his head helplessly.

He knew that he couldn't hide it from Ji Yanzhi, he must have seen it.

Fang Zhi sat on the chair, and it took five or six minutes before he got up and came to the door of the bedroom. Through the door, he explained in a deep voice: "When I had a cold war with you, I felt uncomfortable, and I was afraid that I would fall ill again. , I went to the hospital for an examination, and a physical examination by the way."

He smiled: "Actually, it's not that serious. It's very easy to treat in the early stage. I have arranged the operation time. I didn't tell you. I don't want you to worry. You just joined the group. If you know about my situation, you must be anxious. Ah Yan, don't be angry, okay?"

Ji Yanzhi couldn't get angry anymore.

He told Fang Zhi countless times, don't hide anything from him, the two of them will get through together, they will not be afraid.

But Fang Zhi didn't do it even once.

What is he angry about?It's too late to feel bad.

"Ayan, let's talk."

Ji Yanzhi opened the door.

Fang Zhi embraced the man with red eyes, and comforted softly: "Don't cry, I'm not going to die, you've already blamed yourself enough, so don't make me feel worse, okay?"

Ji Yanzhi: "You... do your parents know?"

Fang Zhi: "I didn't tell them, the old couple is getting old, and it's been hard for them to live a peaceful life in the past two years. I don't want them to worry about me."

"So you keep it from me, from your parents, and plan to do the operation alone, right? Who will take care of you in the hospital then?"

Fang Zhi: "I found a nurse and got in touch."

Ji Yanzhi closed his eyes: "Tomorrow, I will ask for leave from the crew, and we will talk about it after your operation is finished."

Fang Zhi frowned: "You..."

"Don't talk about it, it's decided like that." Ji Yanzhi's tone was strong: "If you persuade me again, I won't act."

"Ayan..."

Ji Yanzhi stared at him: "Fang Zhi, I really care about my career. I want to be the best actor, but I want to be a good husband and a lover more than how to be a good actor. Actors are mine. I won't die without my career, but my family...you, without you..." Ji Yanzhi's eyes suddenly turned red: "I really can't live."

He really wanted Fang Zhi to understand that in Ji Yanzhi's heart, he was far superior to everything in this world and was his most precious treasure.

Fang Zhi rubbed Ji Yanzhi's eyes for a long time before he suddenly said, "...Want to do it?"

The air froze because of these words.

The sensational emotions that had been brewing with great difficulty disappeared in an instant.

Ji Yanzhi punched Fang Zhi in a fit of anger: "When the hell is this? Are you still thinking about this kind of thing?"

Fang Zhixiao: "Resolving conflicts in bed is more effective than half the effort."

At least for him, every time he has a skin-to-skin contact with Ji Yanzhi, he likes Ji Yanzhi more.

He encircled Ji Yanzhi from behind: "Do you want to do it?"

Ji Yanzhi rolled his eyes: "I'm really worried whether you can handle it, cancer patient."

Fang Zhi: "I have stomach cancer, not a kidney problem. You think I'm Zhan. Don't worry, you must be better than Xiao Su."

Ji Yanzhi was speechless: "Are you still shameless? Don't put gold on your face, I feel that you are not good enough recently, and you are obviously not as good as the previous two years."

Fang Zhi: "???"

real or fake?

Fang Zhi was very injured, no less than he was told by the doctor that he had stomach cancer.

Ji Yanzhi patted Fang Zhi's shoulder understandingly: "Don't be too burdened, it's normal for a man to be worse than a year after 30 years old."

"Fuck! Ji Yanzhi! Are you itchy?"

Fang Zhi directly picked up Ji Yanzhi and threw him on the bed.

Tonight, he will let Ji Yanzhi know that Fang Zhi is getting stronger every year.

Ji Yanzhi didn't do this with Fang Zhi for a few days, lying on the bed, humming comfortably.

Fang Zhi kept his grudge, and deliberately said: "Ayan, why didn't you...tighten up."

Ji Yanzhi turned his head and stared at him fiercely: "You say it again?"