actor, he refuses to remarry

Perhaps Su Wanfeng's reaction was too intense, Ji Yanzhi and Fang Zhi were a little scared.

"Hold the wind..."

Ji Yanzhi walked in front of him, "Calm down first."

Su Wanfeng shook his head and took a few steps back with pain in his eyes, then turned around and ran away.

"Wait the wind!"

Su Wanfeng's face was pale, and he ran back to the rest room in one breath.

Yan Wenyu frowned: "What's wrong?"

His complexion is so bad.

Su Wanfeng smiled in a panic, and walked to Yan Wenyu's side with a hoarse voice: "Brother Wenyu, that brother Yan and Brother Fang Zhi have something to do, so they can't accompany us for dinner, that... I'll take you back first."

Yan Wenyu didn't speak for a while, and after a long time, he smiled faintly: "Okay, I happen to be tired too."

Su Wanfeng ran away with Yan Wenyu without saying hello to Ji Yanzhi. Yan Wenyu was not in a good mood after the operation, and went to bed early after returning home.

Su Wanfeng covered him with a quilt. At the moment the room was quiet and there was nothing there. He walked to a chair, sat on it, rested his chin on his knees, hugged his legs, and silently stared at Yan Wenyu.

His mood was extremely chaotic, like a heavy boulder was falling in his heart, no matter what he couldn't calm down.

The kidney donated to Brother Wen Yu belonged to Zhan Juzhou, and the cost of the operation and treatment also belonged to Zhan Juzhou.No wonder he couldn't ask anything about "that gentleman".

He is really stupid.

Waiting for a suitable kidney to find a needle in a haystack, he would actually believe that such a good thing that the world will fall into the world will fall on his head.

Su Wanfeng's breathing became more and more heavy silently, and the sockets of his eyes turned red.

Zhanjuzhou...

He hugged himself tighter and buried his head.

I don't know when he fell asleep. When he woke up, he was lying on the bed with a warm quilt covering his body.

"woke up?"

Yan Wenyu walked in from the outside and smiled: "I made some breakfast, do you want some?"

Su Wanfeng couldn't make up his mind, "Oh...okay."

When eating breakfast, Su Wanfeng was still a little absent-minded, and Yan Wenyu knew it when he saw his pale face and frowning.

What happened to that man?

Last night he felt that something was wrong with Su Wanfeng.

In the past, Yan Wenyu might have generously asked him to go back to Zhan Juzhou, but since he finished the operation, his body has gradually recovered, and the cancer cells have not metastasized, not to mention healed, at least three to five He can still live.

When he was most desperate, he hoped that he would not drag Su Wanfeng down, but now that he had hope, he still couldn't control it...I wish he could stay with him a little longer, a little longer.

Anyway, I'm going to die anyway, in three or five years, but Su Wanfeng and Zhan Juzhou can be together in the future at worst.

He knows that his thoughts are selfish, but he is sick, but Zhan Juzhou is healthy, he wants a little privilege, just a little bit.

Yan Wenyu pretended not to see what Su Wanfeng was thinking. He had known Su Wanfeng for a long time and knew his character well. As long as he didn't ask, Su Wanfeng would not take the initiative to tell.

Sure enough, just as he expected, the next day, Su Wanfeng went to work as if nothing had happened. Although he was still preoccupied and absent-minded about everything, he didn't say a word about that man after all.

On the other side, Ji Yanzhi also told Zhan Juzhou what happened at the premiere.

After Zhan Juzhou retired, he took a long vacation for himself.

Every day at home to grow flowers, plant grass and so on.

His kidney donation operation was full of twists and turns, and he almost didn't get off the operating table. He lay in the ICU for more than a week, longer than Yan Wenyu. The sequelae of the operation were serious. He always felt cold and sweated all over. After sitting for a while, I feel pain all over my body.

It's not that he doesn't want to play games anymore, it's just that his current physical condition is no longer the sniper god standing at the top.

He even lost to a rookie for the first time in a team match.

Xiao Sun was still laughing at that time, saying that Brother Zhan was not serious about playing the game, so he must have lost.

In fact, he didn't tell Xiao Sun that he was serious, and that was his true level now.The operation affected his reaction, and it was difficult for him to compare with the group of eighteen and nineteen-year-old children.

Ji Yanzhi said very confidently: "I think Su Wanfeng will come to you. If you can't let go, chase him back."

Zhan Juzhou found it ridiculous.

What is he chasing after?

He could still imagine Su Wanfeng's pale complexion, red eyes, and guilt-filled eyes standing in front of him.

Based on what he knew about Su Wanfeng, he only needed to call Su Wanfeng and say "Su Wanfeng, don't leave." Out of self-blame and debt to him, Su Wanfeng would definitely not ignore him.

But... What he wanted was never Su Wanfeng's guilt and compensation, he wanted a Su Wanfeng who loved him wholeheartedly.

Can?

can heBesides, it's been so long, and Su Wanfeng hasn't come to see him.

forget it.

Donating a kidney is his own idea, and it has nothing to do with other people.

……

A week has passed like this, and that evening, when Su Wanfeng was cooking in the kitchen, he hesitated to speak several times, and finally spoke out while eating.

"Brother Wenyu, tomorrow... can I go find him?"

Yan Wenyu was a little surprised, he thought that Su Wanfeng would not take the initiative to talk about this with him,

He pretended to be puzzled, and frowned: "What's wrong? Did something happen?"

Su Wanfeng lowered his head and poked the rice in the bowl with his chopsticks: "I still want to return the money to him, but he won't answer my phone call. I want to see him."

"Is that so?" Yan Wenyu: "Then will you come back?"

Su Wanfeng raised his head suddenly: "Of course I'll be back! My family is here now, I just went to see him, um, just to see him."

Make sure he's safe, make sure he's fine, and he'll come back.

Yan Wenyu put down his chopsticks and smiled: "Okay, go early and come back early, I'll wait for you."

"Um……"

Su Wanfeng left Xiacheng by car the next morning.

He didn't know if Zhan Juzhou was still living in the previous apartment, and he was worried that the door would be missed, but when he realized it, he was already downstairs in the apartment.

He looked up at the familiar apartment, feeling a little dazed as if in a lifetime.

Taking a deep breath, he lifted his feet up the stairs.

After ringing the doorbell several times, there was finally the sound of footsteps inside. When the door opened, the two people who looked at each other were both stunned.

Zhan Juzhou frowned: "You...why are you here?"

Su Wanfeng: "Come, let's see you."

He handed over the fruit in his hand and said nervously, "This is for you."

Zhan Juzhou took it, with a somewhat embarrassed expression: "Come in, um... I didn't know you would come, the house is a bit messy, I'm a bit busy these days, and I haven't asked auntie to clean the house."

"It's okay." Su Wanfeng stepped into the door.

Zhan Juzhou put the fruit on the shelf in the entrance, then bent down to take out a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet, Su Wanfeng's eyes turned red when he saw it.

This pair of blue bunny slippers was bought by him when he married Zhan Juzhou.

Unexpectedly, after so long, Zhan Juzhou still kept it.

After changing shoes and entering the room, it was just as Zhan Juzhou said, the living room was a bit messy.

There were game consoles, magazines, pillows on the sofa, a pile of messy report cards and some medicine bottles on the coffee table.

Su Wanfeng frowned, taking medicine?

Zhan Juzhou walked over and stuffed everything into the drawer under the coffee table in a panic, "Sit down first, I'll wash some fruit."

Su Wanfeng sat on the sofa, only to realize that his hands were sweating nervously.

This apartment has an extraordinary meaning to him. The happiest moment when he married Zhan Juzhou was here, and it was also the most painful moment. Sitting here now, he still feels very happy. uneasy.

Zhan Juzhou quickly brought a plate of washed fruits from the kitchen.

He pushed the fruit plate to Su Wanfeng, then sat down, frowning slightly: "Why are you here?"

Su Wanfeng clutched his pants tightly with both hands, "...I, I want to say thank you to you."

Zhan Juzhou was stunned for a few seconds, then smiled: "It's okay, 10 yuan is nothing to me..."

"It's not about 10 yuan!" Su Wanfeng interrupted him.

The smile on the corner of Zhan Juzhou's mouth froze. He leaned back with a relaxed expression: "If it's about donating a kidney, you don't need to apologize to me. This is my own choice."

Su Wanfeng's eyes were red: "Why..."

Zhan Juzhou smiled: "For saving lives, why do you want it? It's just that he happens to be your boyfriend."

"You lied, if you were just an ordinary person who had nothing to do with you, you wouldn't donate your kidney."

Zhan Juzhou suddenly became a little irritable: "I've already donated it! Su Wanfeng, can you stop talking to me here?"

"You want to hear the truth, don't you? Yes, if it was just an ordinary person who has nothing to do with me, I wouldn't go for this operation at all, but he is not an ordinary person, he is your boyfriend." Zhan Juzhou breathed heavily, His chest heaved violently: "You know what? I once had very vicious thoughts. I hoped that he would die, so maybe you could come back to me, but when his life was hanging by a thread, I still chose to save him, because You like him, you care about him, and you want to spend the rest of your life with him!"

Zhan Juzhou's eyes were red: "I beg you to forgive me, give me a chance, let me prove that I have matured and grown up, and can give you a shoulder to rely on, but if you don't want it, I can still What should I do? You cry like that and let me stay away from you, you look at me with fear and terror in your eyes, what can I do?"

"Su Wanfeng, can you go and live a good life with Yan Wenyu? Don't fucking feel guilty, don't fucking feel sorry for me! I don't need your sympathy and pity!"

Zhan Juzhou got up, turned angrily into the bedroom, and closed the door with a "bang".

Su Wanfeng froze on the spot stupidly, screaming "buzzing" in his head.

He stared at the closed door, and then walked towards the gate in a daze, the door behind him suddenly opened again, Zhan Juzhou ran out from inside, and hugged Su Wanfeng suddenly like a whirlwind.

His voice was hoarse: "... I was wrong, Wan Feng, it doesn't matter if you like it or feel guilty, don't go, stay with me, stay with me, okay?"