actor, he refuses to remarry

Maybe it was because he was too tired, Su Wanfeng struggled twice, his eyelids fought, and finally closed them heavily.

Zhan Juzhou greeted the other shop assistants in a soft voice, and then carefully hugged him in his arms. Su Wanfeng snorted twice, buried his head in his arms, and breathed steadily.

He drove Su Wanfeng back to the hotel, and gently put him on the soft bed.

It was only then that he realized that Su Wanfeng's left hand, which was missing a finger, was tightly grabbing his clothes, like a child who saw the snacks and held them tightly, unwilling to let go.

Zhan Juzhou gently held his slender wrist, rubbed his thumb against the pale skin, feeling extremely sour.

He...why has he been suffering all the time.

It is by his side, and it is also the same when it goes to other people.

Zhan Juzhou touched his warm face, his nose sore, "Come back to my side... okay?"

"I'm not jealous, I just want you to live a better life." Zhan Juzhou's voice was low and hoarse: "I can eat a full meal, and I don't have to think about how to make money all day long, and I don't have to live in fear."

Su Wanfeng probably felt noisy, frowned tightly, and arched into Zhan Juzhou's arms: "Don't...don't go...don't be very obedient and won't make you angry...don't go..."

Zhan Juzhou listened to his chaotic ravings, his eyes suddenly lost.

He could hug Su Wanfeng only when Su Wanfeng mistook him for Yan Wenyu in a daze, half dream and half awake.

Zhan Juzhou felt uncomfortable as if his heart was being squeezed, he reached out and rubbed Su Wanfeng's soft hair, and said in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, Yan Wenyu will be fine, he won't leave you behind, don't be afraid..."

After coaxing Su Wanfeng to sleep, Su Wanfeng called the store and asked a friend in the hospital to find out about Yan Wenyu's situation.

"Xiaozhou, I have read his medical records. His disease is not curable. The cancer cells have spread and metastasized to the kidney, which is already at an advanced stage. In this case, we usually recommend radiotherapy to prolong the patient's life... "

Zhan Juzhou's heart sank: "Is there nothing I can do?"

Isn't conservative treatment the same as waiting for death?

Yan Wenyu can't die!

The friend said: "There is a medicine, it's not bad, it's very effective for patients like him, but it's a bit expensive... and Xiacheng's medical level is not as good as yours. If you have the conditions, I'd better transfer it to your place as soon as possible." side."

Zhan Juzhou: "Is there no cure?"

The friend sneered: "You think cancer is a cold, just say yes? In his current situation, it is just delaying time, and the cancer cells will continue to metastasize."

"Then is there any way to make him live longer?"

"In addition to the medicine I just mentioned, in the current situation, if there is a suitable source of kidney and a kidney replacement for him, it can still be extended for a few years. Hey, I am afraid that he will be too late. The regular channel will have to wait for a few years. .”

Zhan Juzhou's heart sank suddenly.

"Xiaozhou, life, old age, sickness and death are nothing to do. What is the relationship between this person and you, your friend?"

Zhan Juzhou glanced at Su Wanfeng who was sleeping on the bed, and said hoarsely, "A...very important person."

Su Wanfeng had a dream. He dreamed that Zhan Juzhou was standing under the street lamp saying goodbye to him.

He woke up instantly, sat up panting heavily, and shouted: "Don't go!"

Zhan Juzhou came over in a panic, grabbed his shoulders, and patted his back lightly: "It's a nightmare, don't be afraid. Yan Wenyu won't leave."

Su Wanfeng was panting heavily, his eyes were messy, and his eye sockets were red. He stared at the person in front of him, his muddy and flustered eyes became clear little by little, "Zhan, Zhan Juzhou?"

"Well, it's me."

Only then did Su Wanfeng realize that he was still being hugged by him, he panicked, and suddenly pushed Zhan Juzhou away!Pick up the quilt and cover yourself!

"you……"

His heart was beating wildly, staring at Zhan Juzhou, unable to utter a word.

Why is Zhan Juzhou here, and why is he in the hotel with him?

hotel……

Are they open?bed?

How to do it!

Zhan Juzhou has a boyfriend!He also has Brother Wenyu!

Su Wanfeng's tongue got stuck: "I, I didn't..."

Seeing his misunderstanding, Zhan Juzhou hurriedly explained: "Don't be nervous, Wan Feng, I just saw that you were too tired, so I brought you here to rest, I didn't do anything to you."

"What do you want to do to me?" Su Wanfeng said hoarsely, "You will be misunderstood. We went to the hotel..."

With his previous relationship with Zhan Juzhou, who would believe that they were just resting in a hotel and nothing happened?

In Zhan Juzhou's eyes, Su Wanfeng's flustered appearance made him extremely uncomfortable.

Is he so afraid that Yan Wenyu will know?He cared so much whether Yan Wenyu would be angry or sad.

What about Zhanjuzhou?

He laughed at himself, and said after a long time: "There is no misunderstanding, I will explain it to Yan Wenyu for you."

Su Wanfeng drooped his head and looked for his shoes: "I'm going back."

"Yan Wenyu's cancer relapsed, why didn't you come to me for help?" Zhan Juzhou couldn't control his jealousy, his voice was trembling: "We broke up, but we are still friends, right? Something happened to you, why not?" Find me?"

Su Wanfeng frowned tightly.

looking for him...

If Zhan Juzhou was the same as before, alone and without care, maybe he would really have the cheek to ask Zhan Juzhou for help, begging him to lend him some more money so that brother Wenyu could use the best medicine.

But Zhan Juzhou has a boyfriend, they will form their own small family and have their own life, Zhan Juzhou has a new person to protect and take care of.

Su Wanfeng understood that as an ex-boyfriend, it was inconvenient for him and he couldn't bother Zhan Juzhou anymore.

Zhan Juzhou's boyfriend knew that not to mention the trouble he caused, it would also affect the relationship between the young couple.

Thinking of this, Su Wanfeng smiled palely: "It's not good either, I always bother you once or twice, and I know Brother Wenyu's illness well, it's just that if I can't find you."

Su Wanfeng stood up and tugged at his clothes: "I'm going back. I will pay you back the remaining money as soon as possible. If there is nothing to do in the future, don't contact me."

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the door. Zhan Juzhou quickly caught up, grabbed his wrist, and said in a trembling voice: "Do you hate me so much? When you need my help, come to me crying, no need When I help, drive me away, I am sorry for you, I am a bastard, but I will also feel uncomfortable, and my heart will hurt, do you understand?"

Su Wanfeng frowned, Zhan Juzhou's words made him speechless, he didn't want to be involved in this complicated relationship again, he was already living with dignity, if Zhan Juzhou's boyfriend came to him, he would I really have no face to live on.

"I'm sorry, I really have to go! Don't come to me... I will pay you back the money, I will definitely pay you back."

Su Wanfeng pushed Zhan Juzhou hard.

Zhan Juzhou staggered two steps back when he retreated, staring at Su Wanfeng's flustered face, he pulled a frightening wry smile.

"Okay, I'll go, I won't make things difficult for you..." Zhan Juzhou took a deep breath, and said with a smile, "Since it's going to be broken, it should be done cleanly."

"You don't have to pay back the money I lent you."

Su Wanfeng looked at Zhan Juzhou in a daze.

Zhan Juzhou's chest heaved violently, his eyes were obviously red and shocking, and there were faint tears, but there was still a hasty and forced smile on his face: "It's not much, I don't care at all, for these tens of thousands of dollars Wrangling back and forth, contacting repeatedly, you are tired and I am also tired."

"I don't want it anymore. From today onwards, I'm leaving. I'm leaving far away. Don't worry, I won't bother you and Yan Wenyu again. You don't have to worry anymore, because my appearance will affect your relationship with him. Feelings, I wish you happiness."

After Zhan Juzhou finished speaking, he grabbed the coat on the chair and walked away.

Su Wanfeng stood there in a daze, listening to his gradually walking away footsteps, her heart suddenly became empty, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

He walked to the window and stared blankly downstairs, his eyes caught the back of Zhan Juzhou leaving, and kept watching him go away.

Having said all this, I really will never see you again in the future.

Then take one last look.

……

In the evening Su Wanfeng went to the hospital to see Yan Wenyu.

Seeing that he was depressed, Yan Wenyu frowned: "What's wrong? You have a bitter face."

Su Wanfeng sniffed: "I'm worried about you, Brother Wenyu."

Yan Wenyu smiled: "Don't worry, am I still fine now?"

Su Wanfeng's eyes were red: "Brother Wenyu, I have nothing left, you must be well."

Yan Wenyu clenched his hand tightly: "Okay, I promise you, it will definitely get better."

Su Wanfeng felt a big void in his heart. He couldn't tell what he had lost, but he always felt uncomfortable. He held Yan Wenyu's hand firmly, as if it was a life-saving straw that could save him. Pull it out of the mud.

Although Yan Wenyu promised that he would recover, his illness continued to worsen day by day.

Su Wanfeng went to the doctor with red eyes, and the doctor said that in this case, the only option is to perform a kidney replacement operation as soon as possible.

But what about money?What about the right kidney?

Su Wanfeng went to do the matching by himself, but there was no match at all. The probability of finding a needle in a haystack made Su Wanfeng almost desperate.

Just when he and Yan Wenyu were about to give up treatment, the doctor came over excitedly.

"There is a volunteer who has successfully matched his kidney. He is willing to donate a kidney to Mr. Yan. Mr. Yan is saved!"

This news undoubtedly gave the hopeless Su Wanfeng a glimmer of hope.

He looked at the doctor in disbelief: "Really?"

"Yes, we have already set the time for the operation, it will be the day after tomorrow."

Su Wanfeng also became excited: "Who is that volunteer? Can I meet him? I want to say thank you to him!"

Doctor: "The other party said that they don't want to make the kidney donation public, so we hope that our hospital will keep it a secret, and we can't go against that gentleman's wishes."

Su Wanfeng was a little disappointed: "That's it."

Doctor: "It's just that the gentleman said..."