actor, he refuses to remarry

Zhan Juzhou was a little bit disappointed, but he managed to show a smile: "Then I'll take you back."

Su Wanfeng shook her head hurriedly: "It's okay, I can take the car by myself..."

Zhan Juzhou got up: "It's okay, it's not troublesome anyway, let's go. You have to go to the station to buy a ticket by yourself."

Su Wanfeng hesitated for a while, finally nodded, and said "thank you" softly.

The two got into the car and didn't speak for a while. After more than ten minutes, Zhan Juzhou asked, "How are you?"

Su Wanfeng lowered his head, "It was fine at first, but Brother Wenyu's cancer relapsed, so it's not going to be fine."

Zhan Juzhou smiled: "He will be fine, don't worry."

Su Wanfeng let out a "hmm".

Zhan Juzhou caught a glimpse of the ring on his ring finger, and his heart ached again.

He bought this ring at the beginning, but now, the other one is worn on another man's hand. Zhan Juzhou clenched the steering wheel tightly, so dull that he could hardly breathe.

After a long silence, Su Wanfeng cautiously said, "Are you okay too?"

How is he?

Zhan Juzhou himself didn't know.

His life has become calm and normal, three meals a day, games, competitions... He is very good, and he can't fault it.

It's just that he always felt that the world was covered with a layer of dust, and he was trapped in it, unable to see any color.

Zhan Juzhou bent his lips: "Well, I'm fine too."

"Have you found a boyfriend yet?" Su Wanfeng asked again.

Zhan Juzhou: "No."

Su Wanfeng looked down at his fingers: "Zhan Juzhou, do you... still like me?"

Zhan Juzhou's heart beat violently twice, and the turbulent emotions almost completely swallowed him in an instant.

He took a few deep breaths, feeling that he couldn't see the road ahead, and suddenly heard Su Wanfeng speak again.

"Find one too." Su Wanfeng said seriously, "Find someone to accompany you."

Zhan Juzhou's eyes turned red all of a sudden, "Who am I looking for? It's not about picking cabbages."

The relationship of seven years had already been engraved into his bones like a branding iron. Su Wanfeng retreated completely. He was in a daze for half a year without seeing any direction.

It hurts too much, watching him accept another man is already so painful that he is dying, let him go completely, it is another layer of torment and suffering of skin cramps, Zhan Juzhou really can't bear it.

Zhan Juzhou parked the car on the side of the road, turned his head and asked him: "Is it because I can't like you anymore?"

Su Wanfeng was stunned, he didn't know how to answer.

Zhan Juzhou's eyes were red and his voice was hoarse: "Could it be that you are with someone else, and I don't even have the right to like you unilaterally?"

Su Wanfeng shook his head: "That's not what I meant..." He wanted Zhan Juzhou to have his own life.

Zhan Juzhou's voice trembled: "I didn't meet you, I didn't call or text you, I didn't do anything to disturb you...isn't that okay?"

Su Wanfeng panicked: "No, I'm just, I'm just... sorry."

Zhan Juzhou took a deep breath, and suppressed all the sourness and grievance in his heart, "It's okay, you don't need to apologize, I'm the one who caused you trouble."

Su Wanfeng couldn't say a word for a moment.

Zhan Juzhou continued to drive to Xiacheng, and finally sent Su Wanfeng back in the evening.

All Su Wanfeng's friends lived in the small courtyard, and they were shocked when they saw Zhan Juzhou.

"Fuck, Wan Feng, you actually know Zhan Juzhou?"

"Su Wanfeng, you are really a master without showing your face."

Su Wanfeng was a little embarrassed: "We...are friends."

Zhan Juzhou smiled: "Yes, friend." It's just friends.

"Then do you know Ji Yanzhi and Fang Zhi? Can you help me get a signed photo of them? I really like them two."

"I am me too!"

Su Wanfeng was even more embarrassed: "Hey, don't bother him."

Zhan Juzhou: "It's okay, I'll send it back to you."

Su Wanfeng pulled Zhan Juzhou aside, "You don't have to do this, they... they're just joking."

Zhan Juzhou smiled: "It's okay, they are your friends."

It should be good for them.

Su Wanfeng glanced at the dark sky: "Are you going back?"

Zhan Juzhou: "Do you want me to stay?"

Su Wanfeng was stunned, "It's dark, it's not safe to drive, you can go back tomorrow morning. I'll book a hotel for you. It's just that I don't have time to accompany you, I'm going to the hospital."

There was a slight pain in Zhan Juzhou's heart, it was unsafe to drive at night, Su Wanfeng probably would never know, even if it was unsafe, he would go back and forth many times.

He bent his lips and said, "I have something to do tomorrow morning, so I'll be back later."

He knew very well that if he stayed here, Su Wanfeng would feel uncomfortable.

Then he disappears and goes where he can't see.He didn't want to make things difficult for Su Wanfeng.

Su Wanfeng really didn't try to keep him, he bowed his head, "I will definitely pay you back the money as soon as possible."

Zhan Juzhou: "Well, if you have any difficulties, call me."

"Well, see you then."

"Goodbye."

After Zhan Juzhou finished speaking, he forced himself to turn his head immediately, he didn't dare to look at Su Wanfeng again, he was afraid that he would be reluctant.

He almost fled home in the car, then buried himself in the cup and fell asleep.

Lin Zesheng came to the door the next day, "Where did you go suddenly yesterday? You didn't answer the phone."

Zhan Juzhou: "I'm going to Xia City."

Lin Ze's jaw dropped in shock: "You... you, you went to find Su Wanfeng?"

Zhan Juzhou: "He came looking for me, I just sent him back."

Lin Zesheng patted his thigh: "Damn it, I knew he liked you! How, what did he say? Did you go to the hotel last night?"

Zhan Juzhou smiled wryly: "You think too much, he came to me to borrow money."

"what?"

Lin Zesheng was dumbfounded: "Borrow...what kind of money?"

"Yan Wenyu's cancer has recurred and needs surgery."

Lin Zesheng's jaw really dropped: "Did you borrow it?"

"Of course I borrowed it. He cried so sadly. If Yan Wenyu died, he would be sad."

Lin Zesheng's eyes widened: "You are really the best ex-boyfriend in the country. You give your rival a ring and medical expenses. What are you doing next? Do you want to help your rival find a hospital and a doctor?"

Zhan Juzhou remained silent.

Lin Zesheng choked on the saliva, "You don't...really plan to help him find a hospital?"

Zhan Juzhou said lightly: "Xia City is just that big, and the level of medical care is not as high as here. If he needs it, I will help him."

Lin Zesheng sat down opposite him, he was really speechless and couldn't say a word.

After a long time, he said, "Xiaozhou, have you ever thought about it, if, I said if, if Yan Wenyu died, would you and Su Wanfeng have another chance?"

Zhan Juzhou frowned, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Lin Zesheng shrugged: "To be honest, bone cancer is so intractable, it's a second recurrence, so it's not guaranteed."

Zhan Juzhou's face was heavy, and after a long silence, he said lightly: "I hope he lives well, even if I want to get Wan Feng back, it doesn't want to be after he dies, I don't want to be his substitute, and I don't want to be his substitute." Take advantage of people's danger."

Lin Zesheng rolled his eyes: "You won't be able to chase Su Wanfeng back even if he's alive, do you still think so much about what you have?"

Zhan Juzhou seemed to have been slapped out of thin air, his face was both white and red.

"You didn't say anything else when you met him this time? Shouldn't you be so calm when you meet an old lover?"

Zhan Juzhou smiled wryly again: "He's so focused on Yan Wenyu that he can't even articulate what he's worried about. What else can I talk to him about?"

Oh yes, he said something else, Su Wanfeng asked him to find a boyfriend too.

He didn't even let him like him anymore, he just wanted to separate himself from him so much, if he hadn't been desperate this time, he wouldn't have come to ask him for help.

Lin Zesheng: "I'm serious, what if that Yan Wenyu is really dead?"

Zhan Juzhou frowned: "...I don't know."

All he knew was that if he died, Wan Feng would definitely feel very sad, just because he didn't let him cry anymore, he would do everything possible to keep Yan Wenyu alive.

He himself can't give Wan Feng happiness, at least, he can't let Wan Feng's hard-won peaceful life come to naught again.

……

A month later, Xiao Sun suddenly called Zhan Juzhou, saying that he saw Su Wanfeng in the No. [-] Hospital.

Zhan Juzhou quickly called Su Wanfeng.

Su Wanfeng was a little embarrassed: "The hospital in Xiacheng is not good, so I helped Brother Wenyu transfer here."

Zhan Juzhou: "...Do you need help? Is the money enough?"

Su Wanfeng: "It's enough for now, thank you."

"I'll go to the hospital to see you and Yan Wenyu, I'm familiar with this place."

He bought a bouquet of flowers and some fruit, and took them to the hospital.

Yan Wenyu lived in an ordinary ward, four people shared a room, although it was very tidy, it looked very crowded.

Yan Wenyu was about the same age as him, lying on the hospital bed with a pale complexion, he looked like a very honest and reliable man, seeing Zhan Juzhou approaching, he hurriedly smiled and wanted to sit up.

Zhan Juzhou waved his hand: "It's okay, you can lie down. I heard from Wan Feng that you are sick, so come and have a look."

Yan Wenyu held Su Wanfeng's hand, and said gratefully: "Thank you, Wanfeng has caused you a lot of trouble."

Zhan Juzhou stared at the tightly clasped hands, the dazzling pair of rings, his heart hurt a little, he couldn't help but be jealous, this man can hold Su Wanfeng's hand openly, and what he can do now is to use a As a "friend", standing aside, smiling and witnessing their passionate love between life and death.

At this moment, he wished that the dying man lying on the bed was himself.

Zhan Juzhou almost exhausted his whole life of courage to not let himself lose his composure. Enduring the severe pain, he smiled in a hoarse voice: "No trouble, my friend."

Yan Wenyu said weakly: "Wan Feng borrowed your money, we will pay it back, but it may take a while."

"It's okay, take good care of your body." Zhan Juzhou smiled enviously: "You are sick, and Wan Feng will feel distressed."

Yan Wenyu clenched Su Wanfeng's hand tightly, and sighed: "Originally... I planned to marry him this year, and I saved 10,000+ to marry him. Unexpectedly, all of it is now used to see a doctor for me. This kid suffers with me .”

Su Wanfeng's eyes were red: "It's okay, I'm not afraid, I'm willing, no matter how hard it is."

Zhan Juzhou felt that he was going to suffocate, his heart and soul were twitching and trembling together, if he didn't leave, he was afraid that he would cry out because of his discomfort, "Well... let me change the ward for you, there are many people here, you and Wan The wind is not good for rest."

He turned and left the ward in a hurry.

After closing the door, Zhan Juzhou's eyes turned red. He hid in the fire escape, couldn't help squatting down against the wall, and covered his face.