actor, he refuses to remarry

Ji Yanzhi didn't notice Fang Zhi's sudden expression, he lowered his voice and talked to Meng Yunye on the other end of the phone.

"Have you arrived in Los Angeles yet?"

"Ah."

He and Yang Jie came in a hurry, and it was difficult to find a car in the middle of the night. It was Meng Yunye who arranged the pick-up and drop-off at the airport.

Ji Yanzhi smiled softly: "Brother Yunye, thank you."

Meng Yunye: "It's okay, I'm relieved when you arrive safely. Oh yes, Ayan, when you come back this time, I want to find time to have a meal with you. I... have something I want to talk to you about. "

Ji Yanzhi was stunned for a moment, and then said "um", "Okay, then when I go back, I will contact you as soon as possible. It's very late today, brother Yunye, go to bed early, good night."

"it is good."

Ji Yanzhi hung up the phone.

He vaguely remembered that Fang Zhi seemed to have called himself.

Although he didn't have time to say "Brother", it was clearly "Brother Yan".

Ji Yanzhi's nose was sore for a while, he hadn't called himself that for a long time.

"What did you just say?"

Fang Zhi stared at the road ahead, "I didn't say anything."

"You're calling me."

Fang Zhi took out a cigarette from his pocket, "Cigarette, I just want to ask you if you mind if I smoke in the car."

It turned out that what he was talking about was not Yan, but Yan.

Ji Yanzhi felt a little lost for no reason, he cast his eyes out of the window, and said lightly: "I don't mind."

Fang Zhi bit a cigarette into his mouth, his face was calm, but his heart was turbulent.

He had never seen Ji Yanzhi talk to another man with such a gentle voice.

Still in the middle of the night.

Meng Yunye knew all about Brother Yan's whereabouts, he knew that Brother Yan came to Los Angeles to look for him, and even stayed up late at night, just to make a phone call to ensure Brother Yan's safety, and Brother Yan...

Such a person who values ​​privacy chooses to tell Meng Yunye everything.

He also told Meng Yunye that when he got back, he would contact him as soon as possible.

Fang Zhi's breathing tightened suddenly. He was still waiting on the edge of the cliff for brother Yan to take him away, when he was kicked down from the [-]-foot-high peak, and his heart was smashed to pieces.

He couldn't breathe because of the scorching atmosphere in the car. The sour nicotine smoke poured into his lungs, choking every organ ache.

"You... your boyfriend's phone number?" He smiled unnaturally.

"what?"

Fang Zhi held the steering wheel with one hand, and said with a casual smile: "It's so late, and you still call, it must be your boyfriend, the Meng Yunye you saw last time?"

"Hmm..." Ji Yanzhi nodded.

After he nodded, he suddenly realized belatedly.

He seemed...shouldn't be nodding, it was Meng Yunye who was calling, but...they were not a couple at all.

Fang Zhi must have misunderstood.

He subconsciously glanced at Fang Zhi, and saw that his side face was extremely blurred in the smog, and his eyes were calmly staring into the distance.

Forget it.

Misunderstanding is misunderstanding, the two of them have come to this point, even if there are more layers of misunderstanding, nothing can be changed.

Half an hour later, Fang Zhi took Ji Yanzhi to stop downstairs in an apartment building.

He took out the mask from his pocket, put it on, and said, "I live on the third floor, 302. You go up first, and I'll come back later."

"Let's go together."

Fang Zhi frowned, "Let's separate, if someone catches you, it will hurt you."

In fact, it was in the middle of the night, and it was Fang Zhi's undisclosed real estate. There would be no reporters, but he couldn't be careless. If someone photographed Brother Yan with him, the current self would not be capable at all. Protect him again.

"Go up first, I just went to the convenience store to buy a pack of cigarettes."

Ji Yanzhi didn't say anything, but stretched out his hand: "Where's the key?"

"password."

"What about the password?"

Fang Zhi frowned even tighter, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Ji Yanzhi was impatient: "You don't tell me the password, do you want me to kick the door open, or squat at the door of your house."

Fang Zhi's eyes drifted a little, and his tone was low: "...your birthday."

Ji Yanzhi was stunned.

Fang Zhi's ears were a little hot, and before Ji Yanzhi could speak, he said, "I'll get a new one when I get back. I really... have no other intentions, just get used to it."

In fact, in the past seven years, his mobile phone password, bank card password, and various passwords have all been Ji Yanzhi's birthday.

It has never been changed.

That string of numbers has been engraved in his bones and has become a part of his soul.

Fang Zhi scratched his hair, smiled at Ji Yanzhi, turned to push the car door: "I'm going to buy cigarettes, you go up."

……

Ji Yanzhi entered Fang Zhi's apartment with deep thoughts.

It can be seen that he rarely comes to live here.

The room was very empty, there was nothing but simple furniture, and there was a choking musty smell in the air that hadn't been exposed to the sun all year round, Ji Yan subconsciously covered his nose.

On the coffee table in the living room, there were two buckets of instant noodles, the seasoning packets and plastic forks were thrown aside, and several medicine bottles.

Ji Yanzhi walked over and saw that there was water in one of the buckets of instant noodles, but it was cold, and the noodles hadn't been soaked. It looked like he had no appetite.

He suddenly remembered that back then, he also had the experience of relying on instant noodles to satisfy his hunger, but he was poor, and Fang Zhi...

He is sick.

He is not in the mood to have a good meal, nor is he in the mood to go to a movie on a weekend night. Depression is like an invisible tentacle, reaching out from all directions, tightly holding him in a cold and dark place. In the swamp, the more he struggled, the faster he sank.

And he couldn't do anything except watch Fang Zhi continue to suffer.

Ji Yanzhi's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears.

He sniffed and threw all the instant noodles on the coffee table into the trash can.

As soon as it was packed, Fang Zhi came back from the outside.

He smiled: "Don't throw away my dinner."

"What time is it, have you eaten yet?"

Fang Zhi: "It's just supper."

Ji Yanzhi frowned: "You've never eaten this kind of thing before."

Fang Zhi doesn't care: "Now I'm not a star, and I don't need to control my weight. Of course, I can eat whenever I want."

"You think you're fat, don't you?"

He's obviously... so thin that it's shocking.

Fang Zhi stood leaning against the wall, "What the hell are you doing here? If it's because of the trending things, it's really unnecessary. I'm fine, and I won't get angry because of those idiots who flesh me out."

"I……"

Ji Yanzhi was at a loss for words.

The heart froze suddenly for several seconds.

Yes, what is he doing here?

He couldn't even tell himself.

All he knew was that after seeing Fang Zhi's privacy exposed, he just wanted to see him, right away, right away...he couldn't wait for a second to see him.

There is no reason, he himself does not know what it is for!

"You book a flight ticket for tomorrow." Fang Zhi yawned and walked towards the bedroom, "I'm sleepy and want to sleep. I'll clean up the guest bedroom for you. You should go to bed early too."

He quickly made up the guest bedroom.

Ji Yanzhi looked into his scarlet eyes, and really wanted to ask him, can you sleep?

But looking at Fang Zhi's back, he finally swallowed the words that came to his lips.

This night, Ji Yanzhi tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

He stayed on the bed until four o'clock in the morning before he gave up completely.

He got out of bed and was about to go to the living room to get a glass of water.

But as soon as he opened the door, he froze.

With his back turned to him, Fang Zhi sat alone on the sofa.

From his angle, he couldn't see Fang Zhi's face, but the thin and lonely back filled with cigarettes made Ji Yanzhi's heart twitch instantly.

How long has he been here alone?

Whether he woke up, or just like him, he couldn't close his eyes at all.

Ji Yanzhi took a deep breath, walked over slowly, and softly called "Fang Zhi."

The sudden voice seemed to frighten Fang Zhi. He turned around suddenly and looked at Ji Yanzhi in surprise: "You...why haven't you slept yet?"

"Aren't you too?"

Fang Zhi lowered his head and smiled, "What the hell are you comparing to me? I'm sick, so I shouldn't be able to sleep."

Ji Yanzhi looked at the playful and self-deprecating expression on his face, and frowned: "Is this funny? Do you know how bad your face is?"

His face was as white as a piece of paper, his eye sockets were sunken, his eyes were black and blue, and his eyes were filled with glaring bloodshot eyes.

Every expression on his face is telling Ji Yanzhi——

He was tired, tired, tired.

"Fang Zhi, how long has it been since you closed your eyes?"

Fang Zhi: "Just today, my sleeping pills are left there, and I can fall asleep after taking them..."

His voice became lower and lower: "I don't usually do this."

"Do you think I've never suffered from insomnia? If you don't sleep for a day, you can become like this ghost?" Ji Yanzhi sneered.

Fang Zhi put the cigarette in the ashtray, dusted off his clothes, and got up: "I'm going to sleep now, shall I? I'm sick of you."

He said as he walked towards the bedroom.

Ji Yanzhi suddenly reached out and grabbed Fang Zhi's collar.

He pressed Fang Zhi against the wall, his eyes were cold and glowing with a dark scarlet light.

"Can you fucking sleep? Huh?"

Fang Zhi's Adam's apple rolled.

Ji Yanzhi was short of breath: "I'll just ask you, can you sleep?!"

His voice was trembling: "Look at your inhuman appearance now!!"

Ji Yanzhi gritted his teeth, and his eyes became more and more red: "If you are sick, why not take medicine at home honestly? Who the hell wants you to come here to start a company? Are you making so much money to die for yourself? "

Fang Zhi looked at him heavily.

"Tell me that you are uncomfortable, are you going to die or something? Why are you pretending, Fang Zhi, when did you become so ugly..."

Ji Yanzhi's tears welled up from the corner of his eyes uncontrollably.

Fang Zhi panicked instantly, he held Ji Yanzhi's face in his hands, and said in a flustered voice, "Brother Yan, don't cry, did I make you angry again? Don't cry, don't cry..."

"I don't pretend anymore, I'm sad, I'm really sad." Fang Zhi shook his head, his voice hoarse: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I just can't be happy, I'm not interested in anything, mobile phones, games... ...I am very tired, I want to sleep, but there is a villain in my mind, he won't let me sleep... As soon as I close my eyes, he buzzes in my ears, don't be angry..."

Fang Zhi reached out and hugged Ji Yanzhi's icy body, his tone was messy: "I really took medicine and saw a doctor, but he is not good, it's not my fault...Brother Yan, don't be angry with me, When you get angry, it makes me feel even worse."

Ji Yanzhi's heart trembled, he slowly reached out and hugged him gently.