actor, he refuses to remarry

From the floor, to the table, to the bed, there are thousands of paper cranes folded out of colored paper.

There are too many, all of them can be seen in the past, so many that there is not even a place for Ji Yanzhi to settle down.

Ji Yanzhi lowered his head, looked at the thousand paper cranes under his feet, and his heart shrank severely.

He can't remember which year it was, but it seems that he gave Fang Zhi the paper crane folded by himself. At that time, he was still very young, and all the secret loves of the youth were hidden in the paper crane, which was carefully given to his lover.

Later... where did those paper cranes go?

Ji Yanzhi's breathing tightened, he looked at Fang Zhi, his eyes turned red.

"Fang Zhi..."

Fang Zhi, meaningless.

The two of them have gone through too much, hurt each other, consumed each other.

Looking back on the past now, the first thing he thinks of is no longer that youthful and ignorant kiss that Fang Zhi secretly planted on his lips in the darkening night when his relationship was confirmed.

It was the countless lies, schemes, and the concert that ruined most of his life.

He believed that it must be the same for the other party.

The beautiful Ji Yanzhi who remained in the memory disappeared long ago.

What's the use of these paper cranes...?

He stepped on the paper cranes all over the ground, and helped Fang Zhi to the bedside.

Ji Yanzhi reached out and pushed the paper crane on the bed to the ground.

Fang Zhi, who had been very quiet all this time, suddenly pushed Ji Yanzhi away, squatted down, and carefully picked up the paper cranes that fell on the ground one by one.

The tip of Ji Yanzhi's nose was sore, and Fang Zhi, who had lost a lot of weight, squatted on the ground with only a small ball, which made people worry.

After putting out the hot water, Yang Jie walked in: "Mr. Ji, you can take Brother Zhi to take a bath."

Ji Yanzhi squatted down, "Fang Zhi, go take a bath."

Fang Zhi acted as if he didn't hear, squatting on the ground, picking up the paper cranes one by one.

Ji Yanzhi stretched out his hand: "I'll help you."

Fang Zhi's voice was hoarse: "Don't touch..."

Ji Yanzhi was stunned.

I heard Fang Zhi repeat, stubbornly like a kid throwing a temper tantrum when he can't get candy: "Don't touch it."

Ji Yanzhi's throat rolled up and down twice, enduring the soreness in his heart, and gently retracted his hand.

Yang Jie walked up to Ji Yanzhi and dragged him aside. He looked at Fang Zhi on the ground with complicated eyes, and said softly, "It's useless. Brother Zhi's depression has flared up. He won't listen to you."

"Don't blame him, he didn't disobey you on purpose, he's sick, he can't control himself." Yang Jie sighed: "And he won't touch these paper cranes for anyone."

The last time Tao Jiafang took advantage of Fang Zhi to go out, and helped him clean up all the paper cranes in his room. After Brother Zhi came back, he actually cried into the room all night.

"Doctor Lu said that he is very sick, and his condition has been getting worse in the past six months. Sometimes Brother Zhi himself doesn't know what he has done..." Yang Jie sighed softly: "You see the disease over there?" the chain?"

He pointed to a chain hanging above the bed.

"When Brother Zhi's depression is severe, he will use that to lock himself there." Speaking of this, Yang Jie's voice was a little choked up: "Don't think that Brother Zhi takes medicine every day, and he will still follow what Doctor Lu said. , go to exercise, go out to relax, but he... just didn't get better."

He didn't know exactly why Brother Zhi had suffered from depression since that day, but at least for the past half a year or so, Fang Zhi was in pain, and he really saw it in his eyes.

He remembered that one night a few months ago, when he was sleeping at home, he suddenly received a call from Fang Zhi.

But after connecting, he heard nothing except Fang Zhi's rapid breathing.

Fang Zhi was the only one at home that day, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly put on his clothes and rushed to Fang Zhi's place, begging Fang Zhi to speak on the phone.

He found Fang Zhi in the bathroom. In the cold winter weather, he soaked himself in icy cold water and burned his forearm with a cigarette butt.

That face was so pale that there was no blood at all, and the lips were all purple. I don't know if it was painful or cold.

Yang Jie was frightened and stupid at the time, and hurriedly snatched the cigarette butt from Fang Zhi's hand.

At that time, Fang Zhi stared at him with his eyes open, his eyes were full of confusion and confusion: "I couldn't sleep, and suddenly I felt stuffy and panicked, and I couldn't breathe, so I wanted to jump off the stairs...Yang Jie, I've already taken medicine, why am I still feeling so uncomfortable...why?"

He grabbed Yang Jie's hand, his fingers were as cold as ice, it was the first time Yang Jie heard Fang Zhiyong begging him in such a humble voice——

He said: "Yang Jie, help me, I'm so uncomfortable, I beg you to help me, you find a way to make me feel better, I want to sleep, I beg you..."

Later, he mixed Fang Zhi with sleeping pills that exceeded the dose of ordinary people, mixed it with warm milk and fed it to Fang Zhi, and when Fang Zhi fell into a deep sleep under the effect of the medicine, he couldn't help but cry bitterly in the living room, covering his mouth .

To make Fang Zhi say that, to make Fang Zhi beg him so much, Brother Zhi must... have reached his limit.

But how could he help Fang Zhi?

Yang Jie couldn't help, he was sick, so he had to suffer all the pain by himself.

At that time, Fang Zhi harmed himself for the first time.

Later, Yang Jie always found various wounds on Fang Zhi's arm, and found various wounds on his forearm. In the blink of an eye, it was summer, and Fang Zhi never wore short sleeves again.

Recalling this, Yang Jie's eyes were completely red.

"Mr. Ji, Brother Zhi really...can't be forgiven just like that?" Yang Jie's throat was hoarse: "He made a mistake, but isn't it enough to punish so much? Can you give him one... "

"Yang Jie."

A hoarse voice broke in instantly.

Both Yang Jie and Ji Yanzhi were stunned for a moment, and Fang Zhi had stood up. He put the paper crane in his hand into the drawer, and said to Yang Jie, "Go out, I'll talk to him."

Yang Jie frowned: "Brother Zhi..."

"go out."

Yang Jie sighed helplessly, turned and left.

Fang Zhi took two medicine bottles from the drawer, poured out some pills with ease, and put his head back into his mouth.

When the pill melted little by little on the tip of his tongue, and the bitter and unsavory taste spread from the tip of his tongue, he frowned, picked up the water glass on one side, and swallowed it lightly.

He turned his head to look at Ji Yanzhi.

"Just pretend you didn't hear what Yang Jie said just now."

Ji Yanzhi frowned: "You are very sick, why didn't you go to the hospital..."

"I'm going to the hospital tomorrow." Fang Zhi interrupted Ji Yanzhi, "Luo Mingming has already agreed to sign a contract with me. This is the last time. I promise, I will never cause you any trouble again."

Ji Yanzhi: "That's not what I meant."

Fang Zhi scratched his hair with his hands, let out a deep breath, and smiled twice: "Then what do you mean? Ji Yanzhi, please find out, your feelings for me now..."

"Then fucking is pity and sympathy, don't be so foolish as to think that you still like me..." Fang Zhi curled his lips: "I know you, you are soft-hearted, even a dog you once raised, you can't bear to see him live Wandering outside, let alone the current me."

"That's sympathy."

Ji Yanzhi paused.

Fang Zhi's voice was hoarse: "Go back, I don't need others to pity me, I am sick, and when I get better, I will still be the original Fang Zhi, I have nothing to do when I am sick, and I don't want to suffer from depression. It’s not what I want to do.”

He stopped to take a few breaths, as if he was comforting Ji Yanzhi and himself, "I can get better...you can go."

Ji Yanzhi looked at his tightly frowning brows and was silent for a long time.

Then he nodded slightly, turned and went out.

Tongtong stood nervously in the living room, and when she saw Ji Yanzhi coming out, she hurried over: "Are you leaving?"

Ji Yanzhi bent down and pinched her face: "I'll see you next time, okay?"

Tongtong's eyes turned red all of a sudden: "Then can I call you?"

"Yes, but sometimes I may not be able to pick it up. At that time, a sister named Yueyue will pick it up. If you have anything, just tell sister Yueyue. I will call you back as soon as I am free."

"Yeah." Tongtong wiped away tears reluctantly, "Then... goodbye, uncle."

Yang Jie sent Ji Yanzhi out.

"What did you say to Brother Zhi?"

Ji Yanzhi frowned: "He is quite... repulsive to me now, I didn't say anything to him."

Yang Jie sighed: "Brother Zhi...he has low self-esteem."

Fang Zhi has never been so frustrated, but Ji Yanzhi has gone higher and higher. In front of Ji Yanzhi, Fang Zhi is getting smaller and more humble, not to mention having a perfect love rival like Meng Yunye for comparison.

Fang Zhi didn't dare to chase anymore.

Ji Yanzhi didn't say anything.

He also wanted to know what the other party's various emotions and reactions in the past few days were.

Is it really just sympathy and pity?

Yang Jie sent Ji Yanzhi to the car, and Ji Yanzhi said: "What's the matter with him, please contact me."

"Okay, Mr. Ji, take your time on the road."

After sending Ji Yanzhi away, Yang Jie went upstairs.

As soon as he returned to the room, Fang Zhi grabbed a pillow and threw it on his face.

"Brother Zhi, what are you doing?"

Fang Zhi frowned, "Yang Jie, can you please stop meddling?! Who told you to fight so much with him!"

Yang Jie sighed: "Brother Zhi, I think Mr. Ji really cares about you... Maybe you will come back if you work harder."

"Come on? Come on by selling miserables?" Fang Zhi sneered.

Yang Jie: "Brother Zhi, why are you so screwed up? No matter what he does, isn't it good when you come back?"

"Okay?" Fang Zhi sat heavily on the sofa, and smiled wryly, "He's with me...how can we have a good life..."

Not to mention that he has no money or power now, just because of his reputation like a street mouse, if Brother Yan really followed him, he would have to live in hiding for the rest of his life.

They can't even have a wedding...

Brother Yan is too wronged.

……

Three days later, Ji Yanzhi received a call from Yang Jie in the middle of the night.

Fang Zhi disappeared.