actor, he refuses to remarry

Ji Yanzhi only felt as if he was pushed down from a high place in an instant, and suddenly fell into a cold lake.

The cold water of the lake drowned his mouth and nose, making it impossible for him to breathe.

He was pinching the medical certificate tightly, his hands were trembling, and the weight of each sheet was so heavy that he couldn't hold it.

"how come……"

impossible.

impossible.

Anyone who suffers from depression in this world will not be Fang Zhi.

Who is Fang Zhi?

He never looked at people's faces, and he would say it directly if he was unhappy or could not see it. He is such a big boy with rough nerves. How could he suffer from depression...

He remembered that many years ago, he took over a role, which was a gloomy and dull role with a distorted inner world, so that after the filming was finished, he didn't come out of the play for a week, and stayed at home without leaving the door.

Later, it was Fang Zhi who hugged him out without saying a word. He took himself to the aquarium to see the dolphins.

That was the first time Ji Yanzhi heard the sound of a dolphin, and he still remembered that that afternoon, Fang Zhi said to him with a bright smile on his lips: "Brother Yan, you have to learn to adjust your mood, like me, you won't do it for a This drama has been sad for so long."

He remembered that at that time, he still joked that he was sentimental, not as heartless as you.

Fang Zhi picked him up and held him high, and said with a smile, "People who are heartless live happily, don't you know?"

But now, this most heartless man in the world actually suffers from depression.

Ji Yanzhi stood there for a long time, feeling that his limbs were so cold that he lost consciousness, and the meridians all over his body seemed to be torn apart one by one.

The pain in his heart made him almost unable to stand upright.

Fang Zhi on the bed was still sleeping peacefully.

He has lost a lot of weight, his neck and face are covered with allergic erythema, his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, and his whole body... is extremely weak.

Ji Yanzhi was startled suddenly.

An uneasy question that almost frightened him flashed through his mind.

When did Fang Zhi...begin to lose weight suddenly?

When you get married?

No, it seems to be a little earlier.

Was it that time when he and Fang Zhi lived under the same roof, and he was indifferent to Fang Zhi?

Ji Yanzhi asked Yang Jie in a trembling voice: "How long has it been? How long has he been ill?"

Yang Jie sighed heavily.

"I don't know. Brother Zhi has been in a bad state for more than a year. He couldn't sleep at night, so he took sleeping pills. Later, sleeping pills didn't work, so he smoked cigarettes, one by one, and he could get rid of them in a day. Two or three packs, I was really worried, so I took him to the hospital for an examination, and he was already severely depressed at that time."

"At that time?"

Yang Jie thought for a while: "It's the day before Brother Zhi married you."

Ji Yanzhi was stunned.

He remembered that Zhan Juzhou and Xiao Sun came to play at home that day, and when Fang Zhi came back, he cooked them a sumptuous dinner with a smile.

It turned out that on that day, Fang Zhi was diagnosed with depression.

He didn't tell him anything, he was diagnosed in the hospital one second before, and he could greet guests with a smile the next second...

He didn't notice anything unusual about Fang Zhi.

Even at night, the other party insisted, "Why don't you die?"

Ji Yanzhi's heart seemed to miss a beat.

He actually... told a depressed patient to die.

Too many pictures and memories squeezed into Ji Yanzhi's head like a tide at this moment.

Ji Yanzhi's head screamed "buzzing", and he sat on the edge of the bed in a state of exhaustion, stretching out his hands to hug his head.

He suddenly remembered what Fang Zhi said at the press conference.

He unilaterally abused Ji Yanzhi for a long time.

Who the hell... abused whom?

Seeing Ji Yanzhi's shoulders trembling slightly, Yang Jie whispered: "Mr. Ji, you don't have to worry too much. Brother Zhi has been taking medicine for the past six months, and he will go to the hospital for reexamination every month. He will be fine."

Ji Yanzhi raised his heavy head, stared at Yang Jie with scarlet eyes, and said coldly, "What guarantee do you have that nothing will happen to him? Do you know how many people die from depression?"

Yang Jie paused, then smiled lightly, "Brother Zhi won't commit suicide."

Ji Yanzhi frowned, "What?"

Yang Jie smiled wryly, "Brother Zhi said, if he dies, he will cause you a lot of trouble, Mr. Ji, you probably don't know, your fans are still insulting Brother Zhi, and you made a strong comeback, so you didn't touch him in the first place." A cake with few people, many people in the entertainment industry are staring at you. If brother Zhi died, someone sent a press release, saying that your fan network exposed the death of brother Zhi, which would cause great damage to your reputation. Therefore, Brother Zhi will not commit suicide."

No matter how painful it was, he had to grit his teeth and suffer.

Ji Yanzhi stared blankly at Yang Jie.

Yang Jie choked up: "Mr. Ji, don't dislike me for talking too much. Brother Zhi has really changed. He is completely different from the previous Fang Zhi. I know he has done a lot of things wrong, but he really did. You have been punished, and if you can make up for it, he will try his best to make it up for you twice, if you can’t make up for it, there is still this disease that punishes him to be tortured."

He broke down in sobs for a while and paused for a long time before continuing.

"I know that you have your own life now, whether you will turn back, whether you will give him a chance, I am a small assistant, and I have no right to speak, but I still hope that you can let go of your prejudice and take a good look at Brother Zhi now, I believe Now he can take care of your future and give you support."

"Even if you don't want to look back, can you be an ordinary friend with Brother Zhi? To put it bluntly, he is like a dog now, and he will be satisfied if you give him a bone without meat."

After Yang Jie finished speaking, he wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve.

"That's all I have to say, it's getting late, I'll take you back."

Ji Yanzhi sat quietly where he was, without moving.

His eyes fell on Fang Zhi's face, thinking of depression, his breathing tightened suddenly.

"You go, Yang Jie, I want... to stay with him."

Yang Jie was overjoyed, "Hey, Mr. Ji, I will ask you to take care of Brother Zhi. If there is anything wrong, you can call me and I will be there right away. Also, Brother Zhi's medicine can't be stopped for a day. You must see it." Let him eat it."

Ji Yanzhi let out a deep breath.

"okay, I get it."

……

After Yang Jie left, the whole ward suddenly became much quieter.

Ji Yanzhi got up, walked to Fang Zhi's side, and stared at him for a long time.

His mood was extremely chaotic, he thought that if he divorced Fang Zhi, the two of them would be completely broken, but after going around, Ji Yanzhi found that he seemed to be still in the same place.

He was imprisoned in a rigid ring, unable to take a step forward.

What's ridiculous is that this circle seems to be drawn by Ji Yanzhi himself.

During the six months of separation, Fang Zhi never took the initiative to contact him once, it was him...it was him.

Ji Yanzhi silently raised a bitter smile.

He sat down gently beside Fang Zhi.

The slight movement seemed to startle Fang Zhi, maybe it was because of allergies that made him uncomfortable, Fang Zhi frowned twice, and stretched out his hand to grab his neck.

Ji Yanzhi quickly pressed his hand.

Fang Zhi scratched with his other hand.

Ji Yanzhi had no choice but to hold his other hand as well.

Fang Zhi's eyelids moved, and then he opened his eyes, looking at Ji Yanzhi half asleep.

Ji Yanzhi sighed, "Be obedient, don't scratch, your skin is torn."

Fang Zhi's voice was somewhat hoarse: "Brother Yan, am I dreaming?"

Ji Yanzhi hadn't heard this "Brother Yan" for some time.

In fact, everyone around him would call him "Brother Yan", but only this one could make Ji Yanzhi's eyes turn red in an instant, and he almost cried.

He suppressed his trembling voice, and said softly: "Yes, it's a dream, go to sleep."

Fang Zhi obediently closed his eyes.

Ji Yanzhi heard him murmuring softly, like a sleeping cub, "I don't want to dream about your..."

"Why don't you want to dream about me?"

Fang Zhi seemed to whimper twice, "When I dream of you, I will miss you, but if I don't see you, I will feel bad."

Ji Yanzhi's eye sockets turned even redder in an instant.

He took a deep breath, then covered Fang Zhi with the quilt, got up and went to the corridor outside to smoke a cigarette.

He needs to calm down.

He admitted that he was shaken.He couldn't see Fang Zhi working so hard, no matter what, this was the boy he had truly loved...

He hoped that Fang Zhi was doing well.

Ji Yanzhi's breathing froze for a moment.

After smoking two cigarettes, his mood still did not calm down in the slightest.

Does he want to give Fang Zhi a chance?

He knew that once he turned around, he was gambling, taking everything he finally got now, to gamble for a game.

If he loses, he won't regret the medicine anymore.

Ji Yanzhi kept telling himself the worst result in his mind, but there was a clear voice in his heart telling him again——

He still... likes Fang Zhi.

Ji Yanzhi propped his head against the wall irritably, and reached out his hand in frustration and slammed the wall heavily.

He finally knew why Fang Zhi was unwilling to tell him that he had depression.

If he didn't know, he wouldn't be so... entangled.

Just when Ji Yanzhi was short of breath and confused, the cell phone in his pocket suddenly rang.

He took it out to take a look.

It turned out to be a trending post on Weibo.

#Fangzhi Weibo Trumpet#

Ji Yanzhi was stunned for a moment.

Fang Zhi's... Weibo trumpet?

What it is?

Ji Yanzhi's breathing speeded up, his palms were covered with sweat, he hurriedly clicked on the trending search, and hurriedly looked over——

The person who broke the news is an ordinary netizen.

There are not many fans, but this Weibo has already been liked by almost 20, and the comments below are as high as 30.

[Little Match, Little Match: I seem to have discovered Fang Zhi's Weibo account!Oh my God!Everyone must go and see it!I don't even know what to say now...@你家waiting你回家的狗子]