dumb boy

Qin Yanqian doesn't want to care about Liu Xiuxuan for now, he has a headache and can't think, he just wants to know where Shen Xia is, is it safe?

He endured the discomfort and asked Du Xiangyun to get him a cell phone and call Shen Xia.

The child didn't answer the phone, so he called Qiao Yang and Lu Yangshu.

Only when Lu Yangshu picked it up and said that he was not there, Qin Yanqian knew that Shen Xia must have gone to Qiao Yang's place.

He couldn't get out of bed, so he could only ask his assistant to go to Qiao Yang's campus for him to watch.

After explaining to the assistant, Qin Yanqian lay on the hospital bed like a lifeless corpse. He felt uncomfortable all over, had a headache and dizziness, and his stomach was extremely uncomfortable. He opened his eyes and stared blankly at the ceiling, quietly listening to his parents' scolding.

He seemed to faint again for a while in the middle, Qin Yanqian couldn't remember clearly, his head hurt too much, he couldn't remember what Qin Chengan and Du Xiangyun said at all, he only paid attention to whether the mobile phone beside him rang.

About two hours later, the assistant called and said that Mrs. Qin was indeed at Qiao Yang's place, and the two of them were shopping in the University City right now.

Only then did Qin Yanqian feel more at ease, and asked his assistant to look after the child for him for the time being.

Du Xiangyun asked worriedly: "Is this all right? Don't you take Xia Xia over? Xia Xia is still pregnant."

"Let him play outside." Qin Yanqian said weakly with no strength at all.

With his appearance, he can't even take care of himself. How can he take care of Xia Xia? It's better to let him stay with Qiao Yang and play for a few days.

He believed that it was impossible for Shen Xia to stay outside for a long time.

The child can't see himself clearly. He was born a canary raised at home. He has no worries about food and clothing, is innocent and innocent, and has never tasted the sufferings of the world. Even during the time when he moved out, he was supported by the relatively mature and reliable Lu Yangshu. Shelter from wind and rain.

Qiao Yang is just a young college student, he hasn't had time to experience the world, what ability he has, he can't protect Shen Xia.

Qin Yanqian was lying down, and suddenly shed tears.

Even though he thought about Qiao Yang that way, is he capable?

Knowing that she doesn't like children, she still doesn't have the courage to refuse her parents' request and Mr. Shen's support.Broken ties with his ex, foolishly thinking that he is infatuated, and really controlling his life, but in reality he can't face his useless escape.

He used to think that he was smart and wise, looking at Shen Xia was like looking at a vase with a stupid and useless appearance, which was not worthy of him at all.After almost losing his child, he became surly and paranoid again, ignoring the child's demands, and just wanted to lock him up in the villa for the rest of his life and turn him into his own little canary, but the reality told him that the only real idiot and waste was him .

The sequelae of the concussion persisted. I had a splitting headache and no appetite. Even if I managed to swallow food, I would spit it out again. I could only rely on infusions of nutrients to maintain my body functions.I couldn't sleep at all at night, and I suffered from insomnia all night long.It was rare for Qin Yanqian to rest like this, but he couldn't fall asleep.Because of his foot injury, he could only lie on the bed, looking at the empty ceiling. Sometimes his eyes were so painful that he didn't even know the tears were flowing, but just blinked in vain.

He looked back on his own life and felt that he was such a complete failure.

His family is old-fashioned and old-fashioned, and his parents have a high desire for control, and they are strict with him.He has lived under extremely high pressure since he was a child, dare not make mistakes, and dare not disobey any orders of his parents.Except for occasionally accompanying Shen Xia, he spent almost all his extracurricular time studying, because as soon as his grades dropped a little, he would immediately be questioned by his parents.

Why did your grades drop? Did you start playing games secretly again? Why can’t you get the highest score when others get the highest score? Are you not as smart as him or not as hardworking as him?

Young and competitive, it is naturally impossible for him to admit his failure.He was obviously the most curious and hyperactive age, but in this depressive atmosphere, he became more and more reticent day by day, and grew up to be a beautiful and decent "child from other people's family" according to his parents' expectations.

Because of his eccentric and indifferent personality, even though he looks handsome and superior, almost no one in his class dares to approach him. It wasn't until he was in college that he began to be approached by people, and Liu Xiuxuan was one of them.

The young man spoke kindly, was gentle and considerate. Qin Yanqian saw in him a quality completely different from his own parents. The young man's good temper made him very comfortable, so after Liu Xiuxuan took the initiative to express his affection to him, they quickly started dating.

This was also his little resistance to his parents. He finally got rid of the coercion of control that followed him everywhere, and for the first time felt that he could control his own life.

This was his first love. Although it was not as good as the children now, Qin Yanqian really gave his affection back then, but in the end he found out that it was all just a blatant deception.

What young people like is not him at all, but his ample financial resources and superior family background.

And these almost all come from the assistance of his parents and the Shen family.

Qin Yanqian found it ridiculous that Liu Xiuxuan wanted money so much, why didn't he go to date Shen Xia after returning to China.

Oh, yes, Shen Xia has clearly expressed her dislike and dislike for him many times before, so she must have seen his true nature clearly a long time ago.

Even a foolish child could feel something was wrong with Liu, but he couldn't find it.

Arrogant and stupid.

The next day, he asked the hotel owner to transfer the surveillance video of Liu Xiuxuan and Shen Xia falling down the stairs during their wedding. Although the picture quality is not very clear, it is still obvious that Liu Xiuxuan pushed Shen Xia first. The child grabbed his sleeve in panic, and the two fell down the stairs together.

The child was broken and couldn't move his hands, so he typed it on his mobile phone and sent it to him angrily, but he didn't hesitate to trust the youth and question the child.

Qin Yanqian watched that video over and over again on the bed, his heart seemed to be crying blood, and the pain was unspeakable.

For the past two days, Du Xiangyun has been rambling about everything that happened after he passed out that day.

From this point of view, the child cried and said that the wedding ring was taken away by Liu Xiuxuan, it must be true.

He is such an idiot, he mistook the fish eye for a bright pearl, and trampled into the dust the passionate heart of the person who was sincere to him.

Qin Yanqian looked at the child who was treated as a meat pad and almost fainted from the pain, thinking how much Xia Xia must have been in pain at that time, and how uncomfortable it must have been when he questioned him.

The sequelae of his concussion are very serious. He often suddenly loses consciousness and faints. In addition to fractures, he now needs someone to help him to wash up in the toilet.

Qin Yanqian has a cleanliness obsession and a strong self-esteem. He usually asks people to go out after he goes in, and then asks people to come in to help him after he has dealt with it himself.

Du Xiangyun was afraid that something might happen to him, so he would knock on the door every few minutes to confirm his son's safety.

This day Qin Yanqian went in to wash his body, Du Xiangyun knocked on the door as usual and asked, "Son?"

Qin Yanqian was silent.

Du Xiangyun knocked several times, but still no one answered.

Du Xiangyun panicked and called her husband and medical staff to open the door in a panic.

Several people opened the lock and rushed in, seeing water all over the floor, a sharp fruit knife fell on the ground, a tall and thin man lying in the bathtub, the blood from his wrist had already soaked the blue and white striped hospital gown.

Qin Yanqian still opened his eyes empty, and when he saw them rushing in, he rolled his eyes stiffly, his pale and bloodless lips moved feebly, and said weakly like a child: "Mom, my hands hurt so much..."

When he was young, he was ignorant and played with the blade of a pencil sharpener. As a result, blood dripped from his finger. He ran over and cried to his mother like this.

But Du Xiangyun just reprimanded him for not touching things.

Now that he has grown up, he cut his wrist and bled a lot, but the woman did not reprimand him for touching things, but hugged him tightly and cried, "Son, my son..."

After the emergency bandage, the doctor told them that some concussion patients will have symptoms of anxiety and depression, and they need their family members to take care of them.

Qin Yanqian lost a lot of blood, his mind was dizzy, and he couldn't listen to a word, but he had a headache and couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

Du Xiangyun asked him to rest, so he had to close his eyes, but his mind was still thinking about a lot of things involuntarily, and after a while, he forgot everything he was trying to think about at that time.

He heard his parents quarreling. His father said that he was not strong enough and too weak. Du Xiangyun cried and said that his son was going to commit suicide, what else would you do.

Qin Yanqian wanted to say that he didn't want to commit suicide, he just wanted to know how painful the wrist injury was, and he didn't have the strength to break himself, so he came up with this stupid idea.

But now he has no strength at all. He listened to his parents' fierce quarrel, unable to open his eyes, unable to move his mouth, lying on the bed like a corpse, only breathing weakly.

In the boundless darkness, he saw the child again.

The child's whole body exuded a lustrous light, illuminating the surrounding scene. He was still standing on that street, waving to him.

The child didn't cry this time, but smiled and said to him: "Qin Yanqian, you are a useless waste. I want to leave you and live a life without you. Goodbye, Qin Yanqian."

He also smiled and said, "You're finally awake, Xia Xia. Go and chase your dreams."

But my heart is bleeding, why does Canary always yearn for freedom so ignorantly.He wished he could pounce on him now, tie up the child with ropes, and imprison him forever in the golden cage he built for him.

But he dared not.

He wants to give the child whatever he wants.

If he wants to fly, he will fly.

This time there was no truck, and the child just walked forward step by step.

He stood where he was, and the chain didn't grow from the soles of his feet to bind his legs, but he still didn't take a step forward, watching the child get farther and farther away from him.

The child walked faster and faster, faster and faster, until at last he started to run and disappeared into the darkness.

The only light he could see was also gone.

Qin Yanqian opened his eyes, tears streaming from the corners of his eyes.

The ward was bright, but gray.

The quarrel between the parents had stopped, the father was smoking on the balcony, and the mother was sitting next to him, crying and wiping his tears, asking him, "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Qin Yanqian didn't answer, he was speechless.

On the third night, I still had a splitting headache and couldn't sleep all night.