dumb boy

"The key is in the drawer of the room Xiaxia used to live on the third floor!" Qin Yanqian quickly started the car, and while fueling the gas, he hurried back while talking to the housekeeper, "How is the situation now?! Is the fire serious?"

The housekeeper's voice was also trembling: "Mr. Qin, to be honest, the fire extinguisher at home can't be extinguished. No one dares to go in now... we can only wait for the fire to come."

Qin Yanqian felt cold all over his body as if he had fallen into an ice cave, his hand holding the steering wheel was trembling, and he stepped on the accelerator: "I'll go back right away."

Two 10 minutes away, he drove back in less than 10 minutes.

The fire spread from the kitchen, and the first floor was the worst, so no one dared to go in.

When Qin Yanqian entered the community, he saw thick smoke rising from his residence. He opened the car door and ran to the villa, but was stopped by the firefighters who had already arrived: "Sir, sir, this place is very dangerous, you can't get close."

"My wife is still inside!" Qin Yanqian pushed him away and was about to rush in.

The man ran out of the store, wearing only a thin shirt in the cold weather, with bare feet, his face was pale, and his eyes were scarlet.Seeing that his mental state was not right, the firefighters quickly comforted him: "We know that we have already sent people in for rescue. You are only burdening us by going in now. Please calm down."

Qin Yanqian refused to cooperate, and the firefighters asked the surrounding people to help stop him.The villa was burning right in front of him, and the natural gas in the room exploded, making a terrifying noise. The man suddenly seemed like a stimulated wild beast that was out of control and insisted on rushing into the villa. Seven or eight people pressed on him to barely restrain him , Even the head was pressed tightly.

Qin Yanqian's handsome face was pressed against the ground, covered with dust and tears, and the man's long and narrow dark eyes reflected the crimson fire, and he felt despair for the first time.

"Save him, save him." Qin Yanqian repeated tears frantically from his eyes, "Save Xiaxia..."

How could he make the same stupid decision twice.

Once caused Shen Xia to have a car accident, and once made him unable to escape from the fire.

Qin Yanqian has the heart to shoot himself now.

He wants nothing.

Xia Xia beat him and scolded him casually, it's okay to forget him, it's okay to hate him.

In the future, he can be with whoever he wants to be with, and whoever he likes, he will tie that person back to him.

He doesn't want Xia Xia's liking, he doesn't want children, he just wants him to live.

As long as he lives.

I have nightmares every day, and every day is a picture of a child bleeding all over the ground when he is in a car accident.

Shen Xia, if there is no more Shen Xia in this world, how should he survive.

Time passed by second by second, but in only four or five minutes, Qin Yanqian felt that a century had passed.

Finally, the firefighters in orange overalls came out from the window on the third floor with the man in their arms, and climbed down the ladder: "The wounded is still alive, doctor, where is the doctor, come quickly!"

Seeing the boy in his arms, Qin Yanqian immediately pushed away the person who was pressing him like crazy, got up from the ground and ran towards that side: "Xia Xia, Xia Xia!"

Shen Xia was already in a coma, her small face was blackened by the smoke, her wet hair stuck to her cheeks, and her fair and slender neck was surrounded by circles of bruises.

Qin Yanqian could imagine how the child desperately pulled the chain around his neck after knowing that there was a fire, leaving such heavy scars on it.

After Shen Xia was given first aid measures by the medical staff, she was quickly carried into the ambulance to the hospital for treatment.

Qin Yanqian stood there dazedly with tears on his face, was pushed around in a panic, suddenly covered his chest, coughed up a mouthful of blood, and passed out on the ground.

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Shen Xia was sleeping when the fire broke out.

Because he has been under house arrest in the bedroom, the boy's work and rest is very unstable, he sleeps a lot during the day, often whenever Qin Yanqian comes back, he wakes up whenever Qin Yanqian comes back, and then clamors for the man to take him out.

Except for the servants to bring him meals at meal times, or the occasional doctor who came to check on him, he hardly saw other people.

The person he has the longest contact with every day is Qin Yanqian.The man's appearance is obviously handsome and indifferent, but he is like a clingy big dog in front of him. He likes to rub his face against him, and asks him pitifully for something that he would not normally allow him to do. Small benefits such as "kiss", "call the baby husband", and so on.

Occasionally, Shen Xia would be confused and agree in a daze, but she would soon wake up and beat and scold the man in anger.

Qin Yanqian beat and scolded every time, and even hugged him tightly when his face turned red from the beating, coaxing him patiently and gently.

After a long time, Shen Xia was also in a daze.

He sometimes forgets what time it is and only pays attention to the hour.

Because Qin Yanqian usually gets off work at six o'clock, recently it was postponed to 06:30.

Shen Xia was very dissatisfied, which meant that he had less time to go out for another half an hour a day, and then the man promised that he would take him out to see the snow on weekends, and Shen Xia became happy again.

Happy for a short time.

The boy found sadly that whether he wanted to or not, his emotions were all tied to Qin Yanqian.

He thinks about men most of the time every day, thinking about when he will come back, will he bring him something delicious today, and where he will go to play later.

Qin Yanqian installed a projector in his room so that he could watch movies during the day to relieve boredom.Shen Xia secretly used it to look at Lu Yangshu. He looked at Lu Yangshu who was dressed up in various roles on the screen, and felt that he was so strange. He seemed close at hand, but in fact he was far away.It seemed like a long, long time ago when the two were together.

How is he doing now? Is his job getting better? Why don't he and Qiao Yang come to find him? I don't know if he is locked up here, or like the man said, he doesn't care about him?

Thinking of this, Shen Xia didn't dare to continue thinking, because he would cry.

As soon as he cried, Qin Yanqian would rush back from the company, hug him and coax him.

Shen Xia hated Qin Yanqian's hug.The weather is getting colder and colder, but the man's hug is so warm. Sometimes he suddenly has the idea that he wants to stay in the man's arms forever, which should not appear.

The man treated him like this, but he seemed to like him again.

Shen Xia felt that she was really stupid.

He was originally stupid, and now he is so stupid and stupid that he has no value in living.

But when he was awakened by the noise outside the house, and when he opened his eyes and saw thick smoke rushing in through the crack of the door, he still didn't want to die.

Shen Xia couldn't stop pulling the chain around his neck. He had been watching TV series recently, and he knew that most people were not burned to death in the fire, but were choked to death by the thick smoke.

He opened the windows of the house wide, imitating the protagonist in the disaster film, covering his mouth and nose with a wet towel, dragged the quilt to the bathroom to soak in water, wrapped his body, and then hid by the window and waited for rescue.

But the fire was getting bigger and bigger, and he still inhaled a lot of smoke, his eyes were so smoked that he couldn't open his eyes, and his consciousness became more and more drowsy.

The moment before Shen Xia passed out, she was still thinking, if he died here, Qin Yanqian would be very sad.

Do men cry for him?

He has only seen Qin Yanqian cry once so far.

The man has such a handsome face, and when he cries, he is no different from an ordinary person. His eyebrows and nose are wrinkled together, so ugly.

He doesn't want him to cry anymore.

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I don't know if it was a revolving lantern before death, but Shen Xia had a long, long dream.

In the dream, he went back to his childhood. He was sitting on the body of thirteen or fourteen-year-old Qin Yanqian. The boy was hugging him while doing homework.He thought Qin Yanqian didn't look at him, so he started crying to attract the boys' attention.

Hearing him crying, the boy hurriedly put down the pen in his hand, hugged him and asked, "What's the matter, Xia Xia, are you feeling unwell?"

Shen Xia stumbled and gestured to the boy with the sign language he had just learned, and he didn't play with him.

Qin Yanqian, who had a childish face, frowned, thought seriously for a few seconds, and said, "I haven't finished my homework yet."

Shen Xia cried even louder and hit the boy with her small fist.

Qin Yanqian was punched by him a few times, and said helplessly, "Okay, let's go out with you to play for a while."

Grandpa Shen Xia and Qin Yanqian's parents both went to the event tonight, so they brought Shen Xia over and let him stay with Qin Yanqian.

The two children held hands and went to the back garden of the villa. The boy took out a long thing like a twig from the corner and shook it in front of him: "Xia Xia, I'll show you something nice."

The little Shen Xia rubbed her fingers, watching curiously that the boy lit those twigs with a lighter, and the light appeared in front of the twigs like magic, white sparks splashed everywhere, bright and beautiful.

Shen Xia forgot to chatter with his fingers for a moment, and the saliva flowed out for a long time. Qin Yanqian wiped his mouth and fingers with a handkerchief, stuffed the firework stick into his hand, and hugged him to play.

Shen Xia couldn't stop giggling, Qin Yanqian was about to take him back, and he was still reluctantly looking at the twigs that the boy threw into the trash can.

The boy went to the bathroom, Shen Xia took the lighter and slipped back to the back garden to light the twigs, but they couldn't light them.

He felt that the branches were too thin, so he set the surrounding plants on fire. The fire grew bigger and bigger, but there was no brilliant fire. The fire was so fierce that Shen Xia was surrounded by the fire, and she dared not go out, crying in fear.

When Qin Yanqian returned to the room, he didn't see the child. He also saw the fire in the back garden, so he rushed down to look for him.

At the same time, the servant also found that the back garden was on fire, screamed in horror, and went to get a fire extinguisher to put out the fire.

Qin Yanqian hugged him and fled from the fire-filled back garden to the road, broke away Shen Xia's little hand that was still tightly holding the lighter, put the lighter into his pocket, and told him: "Don't tell others that you lit it. "This is his home, if it was ordered by Shen Xia, it would be unclear, and it would definitely cause the relationship between the two families to become rigid.

Shen Xia didn't know why, but instinctively felt scared, crying and nodding.

When his parents and Grandpa Shen Xia came back, Qin Yanqian comforted him who was still in a panic, and took the initiative to come out and admit to his parents that he had set fire to the fire while playing for fun.

When he said that, naturally no one would doubt Shen Xia who didn't understand anything.

The boy was severely beaten by his violent father, and several ribs on his body were kicked and broken, and he stayed in the hospital for more than two months.

After Shen Xia was taken away by her grandfather, she couldn't see the boy for a long time, and cried with her grandfather to see Qin Yanqian, so her grandfather had no choice but to take him to the hospital.

Qin Yanqian was covered in bandages all over, Shen Xia felt that this boy was so special, so she hugged him happily.

Qin Yanqian pushed him away and looked at him silently.

Shen Xia cried sadly, and Qin Yanqian explained softly: "Xia Xia, my body hurts so much, you can't touch me."

Shen Xia knew the feeling of pain, and immediately gestured nervously: "Where does Yan Qian hurt?"

The boy was silent for a while, then said, "Headache."

His head hurt the most when he met this little ancestor.

Shen Xia leaned over, put her two small hands on both sides of Qin Yanqian's waist, and exhaled on the boy's forehead.Grandpa told him that if there is pain, it will not hurt anymore.

But his small arms and legs couldn't hold on for a while, and fell into the boy's arms, and his lips hit Qin Yanqian's forehead.

The back of the boy's head hit the wall with a bang, and the wound was pressed by him again. The pain was so painful that his eyes stared like gold stars. The young man sighed deeply: "Xia Xia, you are really my nemesis."

Shen Xia didn't know what it meant at that time, but now this sentence suddenly popped up in her mind, and she suddenly felt a little funny.

Well, deserve it.

He is not Qin Yanqian's nemesis, Qin Yanqian should be his nemesis.

No matter how hateful it is, it can make him fall in love with him again.