dumb boy

Although the man just said it casually, Shen Xia couldn't help but start to pay attention to her figure when he mentioned it like that.After taking a shower at night and looking in the mirror, not only was the five-month pregnant belly bulging, but the small pointed chin had also turned round, and even the limbs had plumped up a lot, making them soft and tender.

I checked on the scale and found that he was [-] catties heavier than before pregnancy!

Almost the same weight as Qin Yanqian!

Shen Xia was stunned.

Qin Yanqian was lying on the bed reading a book when he saw the child coming out of the bathroom with a dazed expression on his face, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Shen Xia shut her mouth and stared at the man unhappily.

Qin Yanqian was a little dazed by his stare, thinking that he shouldn't have done anything, and then he heard the child say in a dark voice: "Come here."

Qin Yanqian got off the bed in a daze, walked up to the child, and asked again: "What's wrong?"

The pajamas that were originally fitted on the man's body were empty now, because he bent down slightly to talk to Shen Xia, the loose neckline exposed his clear collarbone.Shen Xia, who was feeling sad for the fat on her body, saw that he was still so thin, so she became angry.

Holding back his anger, he pushed Qin Yanqian to the bathroom, pointed to the weighing scale and said to Qin Yanqian, "Go up."

Qin Yanqian: "..."

He kicked the scale to the bottom of the cabinet with his toes, pretending not to care, and said, "Why do you weigh this if you have nothing to do?"

"Why didn't you call it? Why are you guilty?"

"I'm not guilty."

"You're not guilty, you name it."

"...I don't know."

Qin Yanqian really has a guilty conscience. His current weight is far below the normal standard line, and his muscles are so pitifully thin that he dare not even take off his clothes in front of children, for fear that the children will think he is embarrassing.

Shen Xia glared at him angrily.

It's all Qin Yanqian's fault!If he doesn't eat well, he secretly puts everything into his bowl, and he can't resist the temptation because of his greedy mouth, so he eats more and more and grows so much meat!Originally, the two each ate their own nutritious meals, but now it's all on him alone!

Qin Yanqian felt even more guilty after being stared at by him, and changed the topic: "Is the baby hungry? Let me go get something to eat. What does the baby want to eat?"

Shen Xia said angrily: "I don't eat, I want to lose weight."

Qin Yanqian asked in surprise, "Why are you losing weight?"

"I gained a lot of weight!"

"Baby, you are so thin, you don't need to lose weight."

Qin Yanqian felt that the current child was just right, much healthier than the thin and thin one before.He slightly bent his knees, hugged Shen Xia, and kissed the child's white and tender face: "You are pregnant now, and it is time to accumulate nutrition. It is normal to gain a little weight. This looks so cute."

Shen Xia asked suspiciously: "Really?"

Qin Yanqian nodded sincerely: "Of course."

Only then did Shen Xia reluctantly accept the fact that she was gaining weight. The child really needs nutrition now, and it won't be too late to lose weight after the baby is born.

Thinking of this, he felt hungry again, and said, "I want to eat steak."

Qin Yanqian pinched the soft flesh on his face and said softly, "I'll make it for you."

After the initial period of morning sickness, he became very able to eat and sleep very well.He doesn't have a job, so he lives like a pig every day. He sleeps when he is full, and prepares to eat when he wakes up. The only exercise he has is to take care of the three kittens and go for a walk in the evening.

Shen Xia felt that she was too decadent to go on like this. While sitting at the dining table, waiting for the steak with guilt, she thought that she must exercise tomorrow.

Qin Yanqian quickly fried the steak, brought it to him, and warmed him a glass of milk and put it beside him.

The medium-rare steak was fragrant, tender and delicious, Shen Xia couldn't help swallowing when he smelled it.

He didn't know that Qin Yanqian could cook before, but there was a time when he was hungry in the middle of the night and wanted to eat. The man didn't want him to order takeaway, so he went to the kitchen to cook for him. Only then did Shen Xia know that the man actually had this skill, and the unexpected taste was very good , almost comparable to Aunt Li's craftsmanship.

Since then, Qin Yanqian has often made supper for him, and at least five catties of meat on Shen Xia's body were fed by the man recently.

Shen Xia took a mouthful of the delicious fried steak, and asked curiously: "How did you learn to cook?"

The man was similar to him before he went abroad, he acted like a pampered young master, kept his fingers in the water, and almost never did any housework.

Qin Yanqian wrote lightly: "I went to school abroad, and when I was bored, I learned more by reading more recipes."

In fact, when I first went abroad, I was not familiar with the place where I was born, and I was not used to the food there, so I had to do it myself. After half a year of research, I gradually became able to cook some simple and convenient meals, which accidentally triggered several fire alarms in the apartment. Of course Men will keep silent about these embarrassing things.

Shen Xia thought of something again, and asked sourly: "Then have you done it for Liu Xiuxuan?"

Qin Yanqian frowned when he heard the name now: "Why should I do it for him?"

"Didn't you guys fall in love then?"

Qin Yanqian said in a deep voice, "No, I took him out to eat."

Later, he became familiar with the life style abroad, so he seldom cooks.

If it wasn't for Shen Xia, Qin Yanqian wouldn't be in the kitchen now, he hates the smell of oily smoke on his body.

Shen Xia saw the man's expression turned cold, so she didn't continue this topic anymore.Although the man's condition is gradually improving, the overall state is still very fragile and sensitive. Generally, they avoid talking about the past, so as not to irritate him and lead to relapse.

But Shen Xia lost her appetite, took two more bites, and pushed the plate to Qin Yanqian: "I can't eat anymore, you can eat."

Qin Yanqian finished the boy's leftover steak in silence.

The two went back to the bedroom to rinse their mouths, ready to rest.

More than half an hour after turning off the lights, Shen Xia still couldn't fall asleep. He just sighed when he heard Qin Yanqian ask next to him: "Haven't you slept yet?"

Shen Xia hummed sullenly.

The man whispered: "I'm sorry, I made you unhappy again."

Shen Xia held her breath and said, "No."

"I know I was bad in the past and did a lot of wrong things to you. If you still don't mind, I can move out. If you don't want to see me, I won't show up again..."

An inexplicable irritability welled up in Shen Xia's chest, and she interrupted his apology impatiently, and said sharply: "Aren't you bothered by what you always say, don't say it."

Qin Yanqian froze for a moment, then closed his mouth.

For a while, there was no other sound in the room except the breathing of the two of them.

Shen Xia felt a little regretful, he knew that the man's mental condition was not very good now, and he couldn't be stimulated, so he shouldn't talk to the man in that tone.

But he was really angry. It's not that he didn't want to forgive Qin Yanqian, but as long as he thought that Liu Xiuxuan had done so many hateful things to him before, and now he was not punished at all, and he could still get such a large sum of money to roam around freely, he would be happy. He gritted his teeth with hatred and was furious.

Shen Xia was so angry that tears fell out.

Qin Yanqian also felt extremely uncomfortable, he hated himself for not being able to speak, and only a few dry apologies over and over again.He wanted to make up for the boy, but his current physical and financial situation was a mess, and he even asked Shen Xia to take care of him instead.

Thinking about this, the man unconsciously fell into an extremely depressed state, and suddenly heard Shen Xia say: "I didn't hit him."

Qin Yanqian was stunned for a moment: "What?"

Shen Xia suppressed her crying, and slowly said: "I didn't hit Liu Xiuxuan, he scolded me first, and after I replied, he wanted to hit me again!"

"It was the same when I was at your house. I walked into the wrong room and found my wedding ring and yours in his pocket. When he saw it, he came over to fight with me and kicked the ring under the bed. I couldn't be more angry. Just pushed him."

"When we got married, he pushed me down the stairs and pulled me under him."

Shen Xia spoke more and more slowly, and finally couldn't help crying: "I was in pain at the time, but you didn't care about me at all, and asked me to apologize to him and train me for him."

When Qin Yanqian heard the boy tell himself little by little the grievances he had suffered in the past in a crying voice, his heart ached like it was being torn apart.

He went into Shen Xia's bed, held the child in his arms, stroked the boy's head with his big hands, and said in pain: "I was wrong, Xia Xia, I was wrong. I was such a fool at that time, I didn't believe you..."

Shen Xia's tears kept flowing: "I hate you so much... I really hate you so much..."

He bit the man's shoulder and neck, and whimpered, "But I still don't want to leave you..."

If it wasn't for the two months apart, he wouldn't have known that his strong yearning for the man was far more powerful than hatred. Even though he knew that his choice was not wise, he still wanted to be with him.

He wanted to give Qin Yanqian another chance and give himself another chance to believe in love again.

The person in his arms was soft and warm, like a warm little sun, dispelling the gloom and pain in Qin Yanqian's heart.

His tears also flowed out, and he choked up: "Thank you, Xia Xia, thank you for letting me stay by your side..."

How lucky is that his Xia Xia is still willing to accept him.He should no longer think about giving up on himself. This is not a punishment for himself, but a punishment for those who care about him.

The most important thing he should do is to get better quickly, and then use his whole life to make up for the shadow left by the past on boys.

----

After spring break, the weather is slowly getting warmer.

Qin Yanqian and Shen Xia went to the hospital together.He needs to go to the psychiatric department for re-examination, and Shen Xia will also have a sixth-month examination. The boy's belly is a little bigger, and the cotton clothes can hardly cover it.

On the way back, Qin Yanqian saw Shen Xia tugging at her clothes, trying to cover Yuanyuan's belly, and couldn't help but talk about buying women's clothes again, and was punched by Shen Xia in shame.

"It's going to be summer when you're about to give birth. What should you do when you go out? When people see your belly, they think you have a beer belly at such a young age."

Shen Xia was so angry that she tiptoed and twisted Qin Yanqian's ears: "You have a beer belly!"

Qin Yanqian quickly turned sideways and lowered his head, smiling and saying that it hurts.

When the two were fighting in the street, a slender figure suddenly appeared in the alley next to them.

Wearing a dusty windbreaker, very familiar.