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Xu Yin rummaged through his schoolbag for a long time before realizing that he left in such a hurry that he forgot to bring his keys.Fang Shizhuo's house key was with the dormitory key, and he forgot it on the table.

He could only watch the car go away, unable to stop or catch up.

He was standing downstairs in the unit with his mobile phone in his hand, not knowing what to do for a moment.

Maybe he was thinking too much, maybe it was just the teacher's friend, but why did the friends go to the hotel together?He couldn't think of a reason to convince himself.

If it's not just friends, then why are they still in touch.

Isn't the teacher falling in love with himself?

Xu Yin squatted down slowly, overwhelmed by great sadness.He clutched his chest, feeling like he was about to explode.

Of course he believed in Fang Shizhuo, they were so sweet, even in these days when they couldn't meet each other, they kept calling each other good night every day.

Only now, he didn't know how to believe it.

He didn't have a key, so he could only stand downstairs and wait.He didn't know where they went, when they would come back, and if they would come back together.

He called Fang Shizhuo, but the phone was connected, but no one answered it.

Xu Yin watched his mobile phone run out of power, from the low battery reminder to the powerless shutdown, a deep sense of powerlessness flooded into his body.

But he couldn't do anything, he could only sit on the steps and wait dryly.

The little girl passing by looked curiously at the strange man in front of him and reminded him: "Brother, your candy has dropped."

Xu Yin turned his head and saw the chocolate falling out of his pocket.

He picked it up and said to the little girl, "Thank you."

The little girl opened her big watery eyes: "You're welcome."

Her adult didn't know where she went, so she just stood here and waited obediently for him.

"Do adults like candy too?" She tilted her head and looked at Xu Yin, "Mom said only children like candy."

Apparently she still couldn't tell the difference between candy and chocolate, so she had to treat them as candy.

Xu Yin stretched out his hand and gave her the chocolate: "For you."

But she shook her head vigilantly: "Mom said you can't eat food from strangers!"

Xu Yin had no choice but to take the chocolate back and asked, "Where's your mother?"

"She forgot to bring something when she went out."

Xu Yin felt a little better after being amused by her cute appearance, and waited for the adults with her.

The little girl asked curiously: "Big brother, are you waiting for someone too?"

"Ah."

"I'm waiting for my mother, so who is my brother waiting for?"

Xu Yin said, "Wait for another brother."

The little girl said "Oh", half understanding: "Then let's wait together."

After a while, the little girl's mother came down in a hurry, saw Xu Yin next to her, and picked up the little girl vigilantly.

"I told you to stand where you are and don't run around. Mom almost couldn't find you."

The little girl said obediently: "This brother's candy has dropped, I want to help him pick it up."

Hearing what she said, the woman felt that Xu Yin was not a good person, how could an adult carry candy with him?

She glanced at Xu Yin, and hurried away with the little girl in her arms.

The little girl lay on her mother's shoulder, secretly waving her little hand at Xu Yin.

Holding the chocolate in his hand, Xu Yin tore off the icing and put it in his mouth. The dark chocolate melted sweetly between his lips and teeth.

The concert lasted for an hour and a half, and it was undoubtedly a musical feast.Fang Shizhuo knew almost nothing about this aspect, and he was also addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself.

In order not to affect the performance, the mobile phone was turned to silent when entering the venue. After leaving the concert hall, he realized that there were so many missed calls.

Xu Yin called more than an hour ago.

Fang Shizhuo had a vague premonition, and when he dialed back Xu Yin's phone, it was already turned off.

Xue Yuan wanted to discuss the performance just now with him, but saw his serious expression: "What's wrong?"

Fang Shizhuo shook his head.

"Did your boyfriend answer the phone?" Xue Yuan joked casually.

Unexpectedly, he really hit the mark, Fang Shizhuo didn't know what to say.

Xue Yuan glanced at the time: "It's getting late, I'll take you back first."

The theater is not far from Fang Shizhuo's house, and it takes more than ten minutes to drive. Because Xu Yin's phone has not been connected, Fang Shizhuo is a little worried, and he is not in the mood to chat on the road.

Xue Yuan naturally saw it, and stopped joking with him, and sent him to the gate of the community.

Registration is required to enter and exit the community. Fang Shizhuo didn't want to bother him any more, and said, "Just put me here."

"Are you okay?" Xue Yuan saw that his expression was not good, "Why don't I park the car here and take you in."

Fang Shizhuo smiled: "Parking is not allowed here, be careful of fines, go back quickly."

Xue Yuan could also see some problems between them: "I still can't get through the phone?"

"The phone is turned off, maybe it's out of battery."

He said so, but he felt that the possibility was unlikely, after all, Xu Yin should be in the dormitory at this time and could charge at any time.

Xue Yuan didn't want to say much about the matter between the young couple, so he could only comfort him not to worry too much.

Fang Shizhuo watched his car leave before heading home.On the way, he called Xu Yin again, but the phone was still turned off.

He couldn't help worrying if Xu Yin disappeared again like before, and he didn't want to answer his phone.

But he promised himself that he would never do that again.

Just as he was thinking, Fang Shizhuo saw a lonely figure sitting in front of the steps of the unit building from a distance.

The shadow shrunk into a ball, pitch black.

Only when he got closer did he dare to confirm: "A Yin?"

Xu Yin hugged his knees and raised his head, looking at him pitifully.

"Why are you here?" Fang Shizhuo was surprised, "Why don't you go home and wait for me?"

Xu Yin said, "I forgot to bring the key."

"..."

Fang Shizhuo stretched out a hand to him, with indescribable guilt: "I'm sorry, I went to a concert with my friends, and my phone was muted, so I didn't receive your call. I didn't know you would come."

Xu Yin sat for too long, his legs were a little numb, and he couldn't stand still for a while: "I didn't tell you in advance."

Fang Shizhuo subconsciously helped him: "I have been waiting for a long time."

The call was made more than an hour ago. At that time, the concert had just started, and the phone was in his pocket, and he never took it out.

Xu Yin didn't say anything, but hugged him tightly.

Fang Shizhuo felt a little baffled, but he has always been very clingy, especially since they haven't seen each other for so long.

"Will the music be good?"

"Huh?" Fang Shizhuo didn't expect him to ask such a question, "Although I don't understand it very well, the scene was very shocking."

Xu Yin said with some regret: "None of us have ever gone to a concert together."

The surrounding lights were too dim, and Fang Shizhuo couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

Is Xu Yin jealous?

They still have a lot to do, but that's okay, the future is long, and they still have a lot of time.

It was windy at night, with a hint of coolness.Fang Shizhuo saw that he was only wearing a T-shirt: "Go up first, don't catch a cold anymore."

While waiting for the elevator, Xu Yin threw the candy wrapper in his hand into the trash can, and heard him ask: "Why is your phone turned off? I have called many times but I can't get through."

"out of battery."

When he came out of the dormitory, the battery was low, and he left in a hurry and didn't have time to charge it.

The teacups on the table were not collected in time when they left, and there were traces of guests coming.Fang Shizhuo was afraid that he would think too much, so he took the initiative to explain: "My friend came up for a cup of tea."

"Ah."

Xu Yin's expression was calm, and he didn't know what was thinking in his deep eyes.

Fang Shizhuo could see that he was in a bad mood, but he didn't think about Xue Yuan, thinking that he didn't answer his call and made him wait for so long, so he was not happy.

"It's my fault this time, I'll try my best to set the phone to vibrate in the future..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu Yin hugged him again.This hug was different from the gentle hugs in the past, it was like rubbing him into another body.

Fang Shizhuo was a little out of breath: "Xu Yin?"

Xu Yin bit his side neck, like a carnivore biting its prey, grinding his soft flesh with his teeth, wanting to use force, but reluctant.

He struggled in pain, trying to draw some warmth from Fang Shizhuo's embrace.

But it's not enough, just hugging is not enough, he wants more love, unique love, he wants to be Fang Shizhuo's only, without him and others.

Xu Yin began to take off his clothes: "Teacher, let's do it."

Fang Shizhuo found that things were not as simple as he thought, and Xu Yin's state was wrong, especially wrong.

So he pushed Xu Yin away: "What's wrong with you today?"

Xu Yin took this action as a refusal: "We haven't seen each other for so long, doesn't the teacher want it?"

This is not the problem at all, Fang Shizhuo doesn't want to have a relationship under such ambiguous circumstances.

Xu Yin couldn't control his emotions, held his cheeks, stepped forward and kissed him: "Don't you miss me at all?"

"I want to, of course I want to, but..."

Xu Yin interrupted him: "Then why did you refuse?"

"You tell me what happened first, okay?"

Xu Yin didn't speak, but kissed him again, becoming more and more violent.

His too strong attack did not give Fang Shizhuo a chance to escape, and he kissed him almost paranoidly.Soon Fang Shizhuo felt a bit of pain, and the sweet smell of blood spread between the two.

"It hurts." Fang Shizhuo pushed him away, his lips were red and swollen, "What are you doing?"

Xu Yin was pushed away by him again, and he regained his sanity.

"sorry."

Fang Shizhuo didn't mean to blame him, but hugged him in his arms: "Then tell me, what happened?"

"Teacher, are you..." Xu Yin almost collapsed, looking at him with red eyes, "Don't like me anymore?"

Fang Shizhuo was really stunned this time, why would Xu Yin think so?

He thinks about him every day, thinking about how to meet and what to do after meeting, even if he is lying together and wasting time, he thinks those days are very beautiful.

When he can't see each other, he often thinks about what he is doing, whether he is in class or reading in the library. He is often worried because he didn't send a message, and he feels relieved because of his words.

"Why do you think so?"

"I saw you go to the hotel together." Xu Yin said.

Fang Shizhuo was stunned by his endless words: "Who?"

"The person who went to the concert with you today." Xu Yin stabilized his emotions, "Besides, you don't want to make out with me anymore, we haven't seen each other for so long..."

Wait, he said Xue Yuan?

Fang Shizhuo reacted for a long time, so Xu Yin was jealous of Xue Yuan?

But this jealous reaction was a bit too much.

"The person who watched the concert with me today is Xue Yuan, a good friend I have known since college." He explained, "The person I said to introduce you to is also him."

"It's just that I haven't found a suitable opportunity to introduce you to each other. I didn't expect to be misunderstood by you."

Xu Yin stared at him blankly: "But I saw you went to the hotel together."

"When?"

Xu Yin said, "Last winter."

Fang Shizhuo recalled for a long time before he remembered what was going on.

Even he himself almost forgot about this matter: "I went to the hotel with him for another reason, not what you think."

He told Xu Yin exactly what happened.

But from the perspective of a bystander, the fact that he and Xue Yuan went to the hotel is really misleading.

Did Xu Yin always think that he and Xue Yuan had that kind of relationship?

That's why seeing him with Xue Yuan today made him so emotionally broken.

"It's because I didn't think about it that much." Fang Shizhuo said, "But we are just good friends, and he is a straight guy who only likes girls."

Xu Yin looked at him and said nothing.

"If you don't believe me, I'll call him right now."

"No need to call." Xu Yin took his mobile phone, "I believe the teacher will not lie to me."

Fang Shizhuo was a little dumbfounded.

It was he who did not do well enough to cause such a big oolong.

"Are you still saying I don't like you?"

Xu Yin thought too much, and rubbed his lips with his fingers: "Does it hurt?"

"It hurts, you were so fierce just now."

"I'm sorry." Xu Yin apologized to him again, "I'm afraid, the feeling of being abandoned."

Of course Fang Shizhuo understood that he knew Xu Yin better than anyone else, so he also knew what he was afraid of better than anyone else.

Xu Yin felt too insecure.

He was afraid of losing, afraid of losing Fang Shizhuo, and also afraid of losing love.

So every time they had a conflict, it was Xu Yin who compromised and apologized first, because in his heart, Fang Shizhuo was always more important than winning or losing.

After a long time, Fang Shizhuo naturally discovered the flaws in his character, but this was brought to him by his native family, and it is difficult to change for a while.

"It's not your fault, it's because I didn't do well this time."

Whether it caused him to misunderstand his relationship with Xue Yuan, or he didn't receive the call, it was because he didn't handle it properly.

Fang Shizhuo sighed and changed the subject: "Have you had dinner tonight?"

Xu Yin said, "I ate two pieces of chocolate."

"How is that enough? I'll cook some noodles." Fang Shizhuo rarely cooks a meal for him, "Don't think it's not delicious."

Xu Yin's mood finally improved a bit: "No."

Fang Shizhuo thought for a while: "Remember to tell me before you come next time, so that this kind of thing won't happen again."

"I want to give you a surprise." Xu Yin said, "But I messed up twice in a row."

Fang Shizhuo didn't need any surprises, for him, a plain one was fine.

"Also, stop questioning my liking for you." He said, "Feelings are equal, and I like you as much as you do me."

Xu Yin said "hmm".

Fang Shizhuo let out a long sigh of relief: "In the future, we need to communicate well, both of us, don't let the other party guess again and again, it's very tiring."

"Ah."

He promised so, but it takes time to bring something out of his character.Fang Shizhuo is not so, he is no better than Xu Yin when things really happen.

But they just have to be tolerant and understand each other in order to move on.

When the hot noodles were served, Fang Shizhuo added another pair of chopsticks.

"I happen to be a little hungry too, let's eat together."