Quit constantly

The flower shop on the street opened at nine o'clock in the morning, and Xu Yin had already got off the subway at eight forty, standing at the doorstep and waiting.

Today is a very special day for him, the anniversary of him and his teacher.

Since Fang Shizhuo doesn't remember the first time they met, it's better to regard the day they both remember as the first meeting.

The owner of the florist asked him what flowers he wanted to buy, Xu Yin was dazzled by the sight, so he had to say, "Give it to someone you like."

The shopkeeper smiled. She had seen people waiting outside the shop to buy flowers early in the morning, but very few, let alone such a good-looking boy.

"Then you can send roses."

The red roses seemed a bit tacky, and the pink ones seemed too delicate. Xu Yin, who was sending flowers for the first time, was tangled in picking and choosing.

In the end, he chose a bouquet of hydrangeas and cappuccino roses, which seemed very suitable for Fang Shizhuo.

It's not too early when the shopkeeper packs the bouquet.He didn't know if Fang Shizhuo had had breakfast, but he bought one at the convenience store downstairs when he passed by.

Xu Yin didn't tell him in advance that he was coming and planned to surprise him.

He hid the bouquet behind his back and rang the bell.

Fang Shizhuo came to open the door in his pajamas, and was stunned when he saw him standing outside the door.

"How did you come?"

Xu Yin's eyes were full of smiles: "Are you surprised?"

It's not so much a surprise as an accident, no wonder he didn't send himself a message this morning, Fang Shizhuo thought he hadn't woken up until now.

He conjured up the bouquet behind him: "Here, it's for the teacher."

Fang Shizhuo had mixed feelings in his heart. If it was normal, he would be very happy, but what happened yesterday seemed to be stuck in his heart, and it has not been resolved yet.

He suffered from insomnia for a long time last night, so he should ask Xu Yin about it.

If you ask, there will definitely be an unpleasant quarrel between the two of you. If you don't ask, the knot in his heart will not be untied. It is not his character to hold it in his heart all the time.

In fact, he didn't blame Xu Yin for beating Ding Mengyu, but thought he was too impulsive and didn't consider the consequences.

What if Ding Mengyu wants to call the police and hold him accountable?

Seeing his calm expression, Xu Yin asked, "What, aren't you happy?"

There was a burst of fragrance from the flower in his hand, and Fang Shizhuo took it.

"Have you encountered anything unpleasant at work?" Seeing that he was silent, Xu Yin said, "No matter what is unhappy, you can tell me."

Fang Shizhuo let him in first.

Xu Yin changed his shoes: "Although I may not be able to help with work matters, I also want to try my best to share with the teacher."

After thinking about it all night, Fang Shizhuo still didn't know how to ask him.

On such a beautiful day, he didn't want to make Xu Yin unhappy.

"Have you had your breakfast?"

Fang Shizhuo shook his head.

I had insomnia last night, fell asleep very late, and woke up late today.

"It's a bit cold, let's warm it up." Xu Yin complained, holding the rice ball in his hand, "I'm not here, the teacher won't be able to eat properly."

After a while, he heated up the rice balls and asked Fang Shizhuo whether he should drink juice or milk.

The more he was like this, the more awkward Fang Shizhuo felt, so he went to warm the milk by himself: "I will do it myself."

"What's the matter? Or did I make the teacher unhappy?"

Xu Yin realized that it might be related to him, Fang Shizhuo seldom brought his work emotions into his life: "Is it because I couldn't accompany you yesterday..."

Fang Shizhuo saw that his words became more and more outrageous, so he asked directly: "Did you go to Ding Mengyu?"

"No." Xu Yin took a sip of water, "If you don't mention it, I'll forget about this person."

"I mean before." Fang Shizhuo didn't know the exact time, "Before the college entrance examination, you asked him out and beat him."

Xu Yin's eyes flickered: "Who told you, did he come to you again?"

Fang Shizhuo stared at him, serious as if training a student who made a mistake: "Tell me, is there such a thing?"

Xu Yin raised his head and glanced at him, then looked down again, and gave the answer between the eyes.

"Why did you do that?"

When the two met, they were on edge, but Fang Shizhuo never thought that he would go to Ding Mengyu in private.He is still a student, if he is serious, how can he beat Ding Mengyu?

Xu Yin said aggrievedly: "He always pesters and harass you, and even threatens you to tell the school about us."

At that time, Ding Mengyu came to ask for reunion. In fact, he made it clear to the other party that night that no matter how much he pestered and harassed him, he would not agree to him.

And he also told Ding Mengyu that he had some evidence that he helped the company to operate illegally. If he reported it, he might face prison.

After that, Ding Mengyu never came to him again.

"He has no evidence, and this is between me and him. I can settle it. Why can't you trust me?"

Xu Yin pursed his lips: "I don't believe you."

"Then why are you still looking for him?"

Facing his questioning, Xu Yin was speechless.

Fang Shizhuo calmed down and tried his best to be calm: "I remember telling you that violence is the lowest way to solve problems, and sometimes it may not be able to solve problems."

Xu Yin whispered: "I don't want him to pester you anymore, and I don't even want you to reconcile with him."

At that time, he was afraid that Fang Shizhuo would really get back together with Ding Mengyu. If they got back together, it would be tantamount to depriving himself of the opportunity to pursue his teacher.

"So you hit him?" Fang Shizhuo felt angry and funny, he rarely felt that Xu Yin was so immature, "Have you thought about the consequences?"

"He thought I ordered you to do this, and I had his handle, so he didn't call the police." Fang Shizhuo said, "What if he called the police? What if he insisted on holding you accountable?"

It was not Ding Mengyu who was in jail, but Xu Yin.

If he hadn't been able to threaten Ding Mengyu, with Ding Mengyu's character, he would never let go of such an opportunity.

He would make a big fuss, bring it to the school, and bring it to the police station. Xu Yin would not only be expelled from school, but also face a large sum of compensation.

That's why Fang Shizhuo was so worried when he knew about it: "You are an adult, you have to be responsible for what you do."

"I'm sorry." Xu Yin lowered his head.

Fang Shizhuo hated his sorry, because an apology afterwards was useless.

And what Xu Yin was sorry for was not him, but himself.

Because of impulsiveness, he almost ruined his bright future.

Fang Shizhuo told him now that he was not trying to turn over old scores, but to let him remember that violence cannot solve problems.

In this matter, what made him even more sad was that Xu Yin took advantage of his feelings for him.

"Also, did you find Ding Mengyu's mobile phone number from my mobile phone?"

After much deliberation, Fang Shizhuo could only think of this possibility.

Xu Yin didn't dare to look at him: "Yes."

it is as expected.

He took advantage of his feelings and trust in him, but instead kept himself in the dark and played around.

Fang Shizhuo asked: "If I didn't know about this, would you have kept it a secret from me?"

Xu Yin didn't speak.

Silence is the best answer. Since he didn't tell Fang Shizhuo when it happened, he didn't think about saying it after that.

No wonder Xu Yin suddenly asked Ding Mengyu if he harassed him again. At that time, Fang Shizhuo thought it was a bit strange, but he didn't think much about it.

It turned out that at that time, things had already happened.

The hot rice balls were cold again, the milk was no longer warm in the cup quietly, and the bouquet lying on the table was as bewildered as the person who bought it home.

Xu Yin looked at the breakfast on the table: "The rice balls are cold, I'll reheat them."

Fang Shizhuo was not in the mood to eat: "Don't go, I have no appetite now."

"I'm sorry..." Xu Yin apologized again, "It's all my fault."

Fang Shizhuo looked at the flowers he gave him, a beautiful bouquet of cappuccino roses, this was the first bouquet Xu Yin gave him, on the anniversary of their first meeting.

It's just that this day doesn't seem very happy.

Xu Yin took out a piece of chewing gum and put it in his mouth, the sweet and greasy taste suppressed his sadness for a while.

"Shall we talk about this later?" He wanted to hold Fang Shizhuo's hand, "Today is our anniversary, don't be unhappy because of others."

Fang Shizhuo sighed: "I'm not angry because you hit Ding Mengyu, but because you were too impulsive and didn't consider the consequences."

"I know I was wrong, and I won't do it again." Xu Yin tugged at the corner of his clothes, "Don't be angry with me, okay?"

At the beginning, when he cut classes and lost contact, he also promised well that he would never do this again.But the second time he would still not answer Fang Shizhuo's call, which made him anxious.

Fang Shizhuo doesn't like cold wars, but he doesn't soften his heart easily: "I want to calm down by myself."

"teacher……"

Xu Yin knew him well, and he wanted to shut himself in the shell again.

A bedroom door separates the two worlds, Fang Shizhuo is inside, Xu Yin is outside.

Sometimes Fang Shizhuo feels that he doesn't know Xu Yin that well, and the more he gets along with each other, the more he will discover the other's small problems.

Xu Yin is sincere, direct, and cheerful, but also stubborn, impulsive, and gloomy.

It's just three-dimensional and contradictory.

Of course, everyone cannot be perfect, and he himself has many shortcomings. As long as the bottom line is not violated, two people should understand and tolerate each other when they are in love.

In fact, recalling this incident, Fang Shizhuo was far more worried than angry.

If Xu Yin's bright future is ruined because of him and Ding Mengyu, then he will live in regret and regret for the rest of his life.

He didn't mean to be angry with Xu Yin, but he just hoped that he could remember the lesson from this time and stop acting impulsively in the future.

At noon, Xu Yin came to knock on the bedroom door.

Fang Shizhuo didn't lock it at all, so that he could sneak in.

He squatted beside the bed, tentatively touching Fang Shizhuo's hand: "...are you still angry with me?"

"If you're still angry, just beat me and scold me. Don't hold it in. It's not good for your health."

Fang Shizhuo turned around and was about to say something when he saw his eyes were red.

He only saw Xu Yin cry once, that was when he happily went to eat with his mother, but learned that she was going to give birth to a half-brother for him.

Xu Yin, who was drunk that day, also had red eyes, and asked him, Teacher, don't you want me too?

Fang Shizhuo suddenly softened his heart.

Xu Yin stretched out his right hand, with a piece of chocolate lying quietly in his palm.

That's the signal for summing up.