Quit constantly

The sleeping method worked, and Fang Shizhuo slept soundly all night.

The rain stopped in the middle of the night. When Fang Shizhuo woke up in the morning, he habitually went to the bedside to touch his mobile phone, but he found nothing before he realized where he was.

He sat up and stretched his body a few times. There was still a little dusty smell in the house that had not been lived in for a long time. He opened the window to ventilate.

Then the quilt is neatly folded, and the sheets are stretched so that there are no wrinkles.

Although the bedroom door can be locked, it is useless. Fang Shizhuo believes that Xu Yin is a man, otherwise he would not have stayed at all.

There was no one in the living room, and the quilt was still lazily rolled up on the sofa, but Xu Yin wasn't there.

A note was left on the table, and it was written in neat handwriting: I will go down to buy breakfast, there is bread in the refrigerator, you can eat it first if you are hungry.

This scene is a bit familiar, it seems to be the plot of an idol drama I have seen.

Cheesy and romantic.

Fang Shizhuo was not very hungry, but felt uncomfortable all over his body, his arms were sore, and his legs were also hurting. It should be because he was carrying things up and down the stairs yesterday.

He really hasn't had time to exercise for too long, so now his back hurts even if he moves a little.

He had to sigh again that he was no longer young.

Xu Yin came back not long after, with breakfast and some vegetables in his hand, thinking he was still awake, he opened the door lightly and carefully.

"Teacher is awake?" Seeing that he had already gotten up, Xu Yin greeted, "Morning."

"Mmmm."

After a good night's sleep, Fang Shizhuo felt refreshed.

Xu Yin asked him, "Did you sleep well yesterday?"

"very good."

It seemed to be a dream, and I had some vague impressions, but I couldn't remember the details, but I still slept soundly.

Fang Shizhuo saw black eyes under his eyes: "Didn't you rest well?"

"Maybe I just moved here, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it."

Having said that, Xu Yin looked energetic, and his voice was clearer than usual.

Fang Shizhuo glanced at the sofa. Although it was a two-seater sofa, it was only 1.6 meters seven in length, and it was not too soft. Besides, there was no pillow. Xu Yin used a throw pillow as a pillow, so it was no wonder that he slept comfortably.

Thinking of it this way, he felt even more embarrassed.

The breakfast was rich. Xu Yin bought ready-made steamed buns, fried dough sticks, soy milk, and two tea eggs. After a while, he took out a bottle of chili sauce and put it on the table.

"how do you know……"

Fang Shizhuo hesitated to speak.

He is not particularly good at eating spicy food, but if there is no chili on the dinner table, he always feels that there will be something missing, and he feels that there is no taste.

Xu Yin had noticed this a long time ago: "Every time you put chili in a dish, you will like it more."

Fang Shizhuo didn't expect that he would pay attention to these things, not even himself.In order to show that he is not a picky eater, he obviously eats a little of every dish.

The hot sauce was specially bought for him. Xu Yin didn't like spicy food very much. Since he was a child, the cooking in his family was more sour and sweet. Chili peppers rarely appeared on the dinner table. After a long time, he got used to it.

Seeing that he was indifferent, Fang Shizhuo asked, "Don't you try it?"

Looking at the chili sauce full of red oil, Xu Yin felt timid.

Normally, he would never try it, but at this time it seems to be a test question.

Just like breaking through a level, after passing this level, you can get closer to the teacher.

"want."

So he bravely picked up a spoon and dug a little, and put it in his mouth.

hot.

so spicy.

In addition to spicy or spicy.

"How?" Fang Shizhuo asked.

Xu Yin didn't want to show weakness in front of him: "...not bad."

Fang Shizhuo saw his blushing face: "Is it very spicy?"

Xu Yin tried to be brave: "It's not very spicy."

Then why is his face blushing?

Fang Shizhuo was skeptical, dipped a little bit with clean chopsticks, and after tasting it, his face was almost expressionless.

"Well, it's fine."

Xu Yin pretended to be calm and drank half a glass of water before suppressing the hotness.I thought to myself, how should he live with the teacher in the future!

Fang Shizhuo remembered that he was still taking stomach medicine: "You better not eat it, too spicy food is not good for the stomach."

"It's best to eat less greasy and starchy foods. It's too much burden on the stomach. This needs to be raised slowly."

Xu Yin looked at the chili sauce he took away, feeling relieved.

"it is good."

Today is still a cloudy, gray day, the sun is hiding behind the thick clouds, it seems that the sky has just dawned, but it is already 09:30.

Seeing that it was getting late, and Xu Yin had to continue cleaning up the house, Fang Shizhuo didn't plan to stay for a long time.

Just as he was about to put on his coat and say hello, he suddenly heard a scream from Xu Yin in the kitchen.

Fang Shizhuo's heart immediately raised: "What's wrong?"

"Well, I accidentally twisted it." Xu Yin clutched his neck with a painful expression.

"Sit down and let me see!"

Fang Shizhuo put down the things in his hand and pressed the back of his neck: "Is it here?"

He didn't use much effort, but Xu Yin's reaction was great: "It hurts."

Fang Shizhuo frowned: "How did you twist your neck?"

Xu Yin confessed honestly: "I had a stiff neck last night, and I twisted it just now."

"..."

Not only did he not sleep well, but he also had a stiff neck. He said how could it be comfortable to sleep on something like a pillow?

Fang Shizhuo didn't dare to use force, so he gently pinched it for him.Xu Yin is tall and thin, and the back of his neck has no flesh, and the bones are obviously protruding.

"Does it hurt here?"

"A little further up."

Fang Shizhuo pressed it based on feeling, he didn't know how to massage, but he had pressed Fang's mother several times at home, but he couldn't grasp the strength of his hand well.

Pressing on the sore spot, Xu Yin inevitably gasped.

"By the way, teacher, did your ex-boyfriend come again later?"

"Ding Mengyu?" Fang Shizhuo hadn't thought of this person for a long time, "After I made it clear to him, I never looked for me again. Why did you suddenly mention him?"

Xu Yin dodged his eyes and said, "It's nothing, I'm afraid he will make trouble at school and affect your work."

"Don't worry, he won't do that."

"Does the teacher trust him so much?" Xu Yin asked.

Seeing that his reaction was not as strong as before, Fang Shizhuo increased his strength: "I don't believe it, he has no evidence, and I also have his handle, so he won't do that in order to protect himself."

Xu Yin was very surprised: "The handle?"

Fang Shizhuo didn't want to mention more.

Xu Yin also turned to the next question with great interest: "Teacher, why did you break up?"

"We didn't have any feelings for each other, so we broke up."

"Is that so?" Xu Yin was thoughtful, "Do feelings really fade?"

"Of course, with time and distance, there are many practical reasons." Fang Shizhuo is like a spiritual mentor, "For example, the girl you had a crush on in junior high school must not like it now."

Xu Yin smiled: "But teacher, I like boys."

Uh, he said it right.

So Xu Yin has always liked boys?

He knows that sometimes adolescence can be full of confusion, momentary same-sex attraction, affection and hormones.But after that period, it will return to be like most people.

And during this period, it seems like a beautiful bubble, as long as it is not punctured, it can be treated as nothing happened.

Even among heterosexuals, this kind of situation is very common. For example, I have a good impression of my boss, I have admiration for my brother, and I have different emotions for the teacher...

But these are mostly temporary impulses. When the impulse is suppressed by reality, the emotion will disappear.

He didn't know if Xu Yin was this kind of person.

"Have you always...like boys?"

"Yeah." Xu Yin thought about it, "They all liked to play with girls when they were young, but I liked to play with boys. I didn't have any girls I liked until I was in junior high school."

"At that time my friends were always talking about the girls they liked, and they asked me which girl I liked, and I didn't feel the slightest bit."

Fang Shizhuo's curiosity was aroused: "What happened next?"

Xu Yin went on to say: "In the summer vacation of the second or third year of junior high school, I was at home by myself and saw a same-sex movie. They kissed in it. I didn't feel disgusted at all, but rather... yearned for it."

"That's when I was sure I liked boys."

It turned out to be so.

Sure enough, a generation matured earlier than a generation, and he was not confused, and accepted his sexuality so frankly.

Fang Shizhuo was still confused for a while.

After watching that movie, Xu Yin lay on the bed for a long time.

He recalled the scenes in the movie: the tropics, the seaside in summer, coconut trees and banana leaves, crowds, orange soda, two boys hiding in a small house and secretly kissing.

They embraced in the hazy camera, panting, giving each other relentlessly.

After thinking about it, he actually had the same physiological reaction as the protagonist in it.

But even though Xu Yin had confirmed his sexual orientation at the age of fourteen or fifteen, he still hadn't been able to meet anyone he liked.

Love is such a wonderful thing. There are so many boys around him, but none of them make him feel excited.

Just like heterosexual boys, they don't like a girl when they meet.

After he dropped out of school, his social circle became narrower, and besides working part-time every day, he didn't have the energy to think about it.

It was an accident to bump into Fang Shizhuo.

At that time, he didn't know what a heartbeat was, but he just felt that his heart was beating very fast.

Speaking of which, the teacher is the first person he likes.

Is it, first love?

Seeing that the atmosphere had cooled down, Fang Shizhuo asked, "How is it, do you feel better?"

Xu Yin turned his neck: "Well, it's much better."

"Be careful next time you sleep."

"it is good."

Fang Shizhuo got dressed again: "Then I'll go back first, after you clean up the house, remember to study."

Xu Yin: "Is there anything you don't understand that you can ask?"

"of course can."

Xu Yin said goodbye to him contentedly.

When Fang Shizhuo drove home, the water on the road had receded, and there were still some branches on the side of the road, and fallen leaves that hadn't been cleaned in time.

Today's streets seem to be extraordinarily lively, and many shops are hanging balloons, dressed up sweetly and romantically.

But any activities have nothing to do with him, and now he just wants to go back and finish the work before school starts.

I thought Xu Yin was just talking, but I didn't expect that in the evening, he really sent a message.

"Is the teacher busy?"

At that time, Fang Shizhuo was working on courseware, but he replied: "Not busy."

Xu Yin sent over a math problem, and this time he wrote it well.

"Is the process of this question correct? The answer can't always be calculated."

Fang Shizhuo temporarily put down the work at hand, and carefully watched his problem-solving process, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"There is no problem with the process, let's do the calculation again."

Xu Yin said: "I have calculated it three times, but I still can't calculate the result."

Fang Shizhuo replied: "Show me the calculation process."

Soon Xu Yin sent a picture, which was a draft, messy, and there were graffiti on the upper right corner.

Fang Shizhuo found his calculation process, checked it carefully, and soon found the problem.

"Here." He circled it, "one decimal point is missing."

Xu Yin sent an "innocent" expression.

The puppy in the emoji is so cute, Fang Shizhuo couldn't help thinking of Xu Yin's expression.

It's cute, but...

"Don't be careless, be serious."

Xu Yin said, "Maybe I was sleepy and didn't notice."

Fang Shizhuo glanced at the time, and it was twelve o'clock in one minute.

He couldn't help yawning.

In the blink of an eye, the number on the phone screen jumped again and became zero.

Obviously, it is not efficient to continue studying like this, Fang Shizhuo said: "Go to bed early."

Xu Yin still had something to say to him, so he wrote and deleted in the dialog box, hesitating whether to send it or not.

Will the teacher be angry with him if he sends it out?

It's just a blessing, it shouldn't matter.

"Teacher, tell you something."

"Ok?"

"Happy Valentine's Day."

Fang Shizhuo was stunned.

Is today Valentine's Day?No wonder there were pink balloons all the way home in the morning.

But what does this have to do with him?

He didn't know how to reply for a moment, but Xu Yin said first: "Teacher, go to bed early."

The sleeping method worked, and Fang Shizhuo slept soundly all night.

The rain stopped in the middle of the night. When Fang Shizhuo woke up in the morning, he habitually went to the bedside to touch his mobile phone, but he found nothing before he realized where he was.

He sat up and stretched his body a few times. There was still a little dusty smell in the house that had not been lived in for a long time. He opened the window to ventilate.

Then the quilt is neatly folded, and the sheets are stretched so that there are no wrinkles.

Although the bedroom door can be locked, it is useless. Fang Shizhuo believes that Xu Yin is a man, otherwise he would not have stayed at all.

There was no one in the living room, and the quilt was still lazily rolled up on the sofa, but Xu Yin wasn't there.

A note was left on the table, and it was written in neat handwriting: I will go down to buy breakfast, there is bread in the refrigerator, you can eat it first if you are hungry.

This scene is a bit familiar, it seems to be the plot of an idol drama I have seen.

Cheesy and romantic.

Fang Shizhuo was not very hungry, but felt uncomfortable all over his body, his arms were sore, and his legs were also hurting. It should be because he was carrying things up and down the stairs yesterday.

He really hasn't had time to exercise for too long, so now his back hurts even if he moves a little.

He had to sigh again that he was no longer young.

Xu Yin came back not long after, with breakfast and some vegetables in his hand, thinking he was still awake, he opened the door lightly and carefully.

"Teacher is awake?" Seeing that he had already gotten up, Xu Yin greeted, "Morning."

"Mmmm."

After a good night's sleep, Fang Shizhuo felt refreshed.

Xu Yin asked him, "Did you sleep well yesterday?"

"very good."

It seemed to be a dream, and I had some vague impressions, but I couldn't remember the details, but I still slept soundly.

Fang Shizhuo saw black eyes under his eyes: "Didn't you rest well?"

"Maybe I just moved here, and I'm a little unaccustomed to it."

Having said that, Xu Yin looked energetic, and his voice was clearer than usual.

Fang Shizhuo glanced at the sofa. Although it was a two-seater sofa, it was only 1.6 meters seven in length, and it was not too soft. Besides, there was no pillow. Xu Yin used a throw pillow as a pillow, so it was no wonder that he slept comfortably.

Thinking of it this way, he felt even more embarrassed.

The breakfast was rich. Xu Yin bought ready-made steamed buns, fried dough sticks, soy milk, and two tea eggs. After a while, he took out a bottle of chili sauce and put it on the table.

"how do you know……"

Fang Shizhuo hesitated to speak.

He is not particularly good at eating spicy food, but if there is no chili on the dinner table, he always feels that there will be something missing, and he feels that there is no taste.

Xu Yin had noticed this a long time ago: "Every time you put chili in a dish, you will like it more."

Fang Shizhuo didn't expect that he would pay attention to these things, not even himself.In order to show that he is not a picky eater, he obviously eats a little of every dish.

The hot sauce was specially bought for him. Xu Yin didn't like spicy food very much. Since he was a child, the cooking in his family was more sour and sweet. Chili peppers rarely appeared on the dinner table. After a long time, he got used to it.

Seeing that he was indifferent, Fang Shizhuo asked, "Don't you try it?"

Looking at the chili sauce full of red oil, Xu Yin felt timid.

Normally, he would never try it, but at this time it seems to be a test question.

Just like breaking through a level, after passing this level, you can get closer to the teacher.

"want."

So he bravely picked up a spoon and dug a little, and put it in his mouth.

hot.

so spicy.

In addition to spicy or spicy.

"How?" Fang Shizhuo asked.

Xu Yin didn't want to show weakness in front of him: "...not bad."

Fang Shizhuo saw his blushing face: "Is it very spicy?"

Xu Yin tried to be brave: "It's not very spicy."

Then why is his face blushing?

Fang Shizhuo was skeptical, dipped a little bit with clean chopsticks, and after tasting it, his face was almost expressionless.

"Well, it's fine."

Xu Yin pretended to be calm and drank half a glass of water before suppressing the hotness.I thought to myself, how should he live with the teacher in the future!

Fang Shizhuo remembered that he was still taking stomach medicine: "You better not eat it, too spicy food is not good for the stomach."

"It's best to eat less greasy and starchy foods. It's too much burden on the stomach. This needs to be raised slowly."

Xu Yin looked at the chili sauce he took away, feeling relieved.

"it is good."

Today is still a cloudy, gray day, the sun is hiding behind the thick clouds, it seems that the sky has just dawned, but it is already 09:30.

Seeing that it was getting late, and Xu Yin had to continue cleaning up the house, Fang Shizhuo didn't plan to stay for a long time.

Just as he was about to put on his coat and say hello, he suddenly heard a scream from Xu Yin in the kitchen.

Fang Shizhuo's heart immediately raised: "What's wrong?"

"Well, I accidentally twisted it." Xu Yin clutched his neck with a painful expression.

"Sit down and let me see!"

Fang Shizhuo put down the things in his hand and pressed the back of his neck: "Is it here?"

He didn't use much effort, but Xu Yin's reaction was great: "It hurts."

Fang Shizhuo frowned: "How did you twist your neck?"

Xu Yin confessed honestly: "I had a stiff neck last night, and I twisted it just now."

"..."

Not only did he not sleep well, but he also had a stiff neck. He said how could it be comfortable to sleep on something like a pillow?

Fang Shizhuo didn't dare to use force, so he gently pinched it for him.Xu Yin is tall and thin, and the back of his neck has no flesh, and the bones are obviously protruding.

"Does it hurt here?"

"A little further up."

Fang Shizhuo pressed it based on feeling, he didn't know how to massage, but he had pressed Fang's mother several times at home, but he couldn't grasp the strength of his hand well.

Pressing on the sore spot, Xu Yin inevitably gasped.

"By the way, teacher, did your ex-boyfriend come again later?"

"Ding Mengyu?" Fang Shizhuo hadn't thought of this person for a long time, "After I made it clear to him, I never looked for me again. Why did you suddenly mention him?"

Xu Yin dodged his eyes and said, "It's nothing, I'm afraid he will make trouble at school and affect your work."

"Don't worry, he won't do that."

"Does the teacher trust him so much?" Xu Yin asked.

Seeing that his reaction was not as strong as before, Fang Shizhuo increased his strength: "I don't believe it, he has no evidence, and I also have his handle, so he won't do that in order to protect himself."

Xu Yin was very surprised: "The handle?"

Fang Shizhuo didn't want to mention more.

Xu Yin also turned to the next question with great interest: "Teacher, why did you break up?"

"We didn't have any feelings for each other, so we broke up."

"Is that so?" Xu Yin was thoughtful, "Do feelings really fade?"

"Of course, with time and distance, there are many practical reasons." Fang Shizhuo is like a spiritual mentor, "For example, the girl you had a crush on in junior high school must not like it now."

Xu Yin smiled: "But teacher, I like boys."

Uh, he said it right.

So Xu Yin has always liked boys?

He knows that sometimes adolescence can be full of confusion, momentary same-sex attraction, affection and hormones.But after that period, it will return to be like most people.

And during this period, it seems like a beautiful bubble, as long as it is not punctured, it can be treated as nothing happened.

Even among heterosexuals, this kind of situation is very common. For example, I have a good impression of my boss, I have admiration for my brother, and I have different emotions for the teacher...

But these are mostly temporary impulses. When the impulse is suppressed by reality, the emotion will disappear.

He didn't know if Xu Yin was this kind of person.

"Have you always...like boys?"

"Yeah." Xu Yin thought about it, "They all liked to play with girls when they were young, but I liked to play with boys. I didn't have any girls I liked until I was in junior high school."

"At that time my friends were always talking about the girls they liked, and they asked me which girl I liked, and I didn't feel the slightest bit."

Fang Shizhuo's curiosity was aroused: "What happened next?"

Xu Yin went on to say: "In the summer vacation of the second or third year of junior high school, I was at home by myself and saw a same-sex movie. They kissed in it. I didn't feel disgusted at all, but rather... yearned for it."

"That's when I was sure I liked boys."

It turned out to be so.

Sure enough, a generation matured earlier than a generation, and he was not confused, and accepted his sexuality so frankly.

Fang Shizhuo was still confused for a while.

After watching that movie, Xu Yin lay on the bed for a long time.

He recalled the scenes in the movie: the tropics, the seaside in summer, coconut trees and banana leaves, crowds, orange soda, two boys hiding in a small house and secretly kissing.

They embraced in the hazy camera, panting, giving each other relentlessly.

After thinking about it, he actually had the same physiological reaction as the protagonist in it.

But even though Xu Yin had confirmed his sexual orientation at the age of fourteen or fifteen, he still hadn't been able to meet anyone he liked.

Love is such a wonderful thing. There are so many boys around him, but none of them make him feel excited.

Just like heterosexual boys, they don't like a girl when they meet.

After he dropped out of school, his social circle became narrower, and besides working part-time every day, he didn't have the energy to think about it.

It was an accident to bump into Fang Shizhuo.

At that time, he didn't know what a heartbeat was, but he just felt that his heart was beating very fast.

Speaking of which, the teacher is the first person he likes.

Is it, first love?

Seeing that the atmosphere had cooled down, Fang Shizhuo asked, "How is it, do you feel better?"

Xu Yin turned his neck: "Well, it's much better."

"Be careful next time you sleep."

"it is good."

Fang Shizhuo got dressed again: "Then I'll go back first, after you clean up the house, remember to study."

Xu Yin: "Is there anything you don't understand that you can ask?"

"of course can."

Xu Yin said goodbye to him contentedly.

When Fang Shizhuo drove home, the water on the road had receded, and there were still some branches on the side of the road, and fallen leaves that hadn't been cleaned in time.

Today's streets seem to be extraordinarily lively, and many shops are hanging balloons, dressed up sweetly and romantically.

But any activities have nothing to do with him, and now he just wants to go back and finish the work before school starts.

I thought Xu Yin was just talking, but I didn't expect that in the evening, he really sent a message.

"Is the teacher busy?"

At that time, Fang Shizhuo was working on courseware, but he replied: "Not busy."

Xu Yin sent over a math problem, and this time he wrote it well.

"Is the process of this question correct? The answer can't always be calculated."

Fang Shizhuo temporarily put down the work at hand, and carefully watched his problem-solving process, and there was nothing wrong with it.

"There is no problem with the process, let's do the calculation again."

Xu Yin said: "I have calculated it three times, but I still can't calculate the result."

Fang Shizhuo replied: "Show me the calculation process."

Soon Xu Yin sent a picture, which was a draft, messy, and there were graffiti on the upper right corner.

Fang Shizhuo found his calculation process, checked it carefully, and soon found the problem.

"Here." He circled it, "one decimal point is missing."

Xu Yin sent an "innocent" expression.

The puppy in the emoji is so cute, Fang Shizhuo couldn't help thinking of Xu Yin's expression.

It's cute, but...

"Don't be careless, be serious."

Xu Yin said, "Maybe I was sleepy and didn't notice."

Fang Shizhuo glanced at the time, and it was twelve o'clock in one minute.

He couldn't help yawning.

In the blink of an eye, the number on the phone screen jumped again and became zero.

Obviously, it is not efficient to continue studying like this, Fang Shizhuo said: "Go to bed early."

Xu Yin still had something to say to him, so he wrote and deleted in the dialog box, hesitating whether to send it or not.

Will the teacher be angry with him if he sends it out?

It's just a blessing, it shouldn't matter.

"Teacher, tell you something."

"Ok?"

"Happy Valentine's Day."

Fang Shizhuo was stunned.

Is today Valentine's Day?No wonder there were pink balloons all the way home in the morning.

But what does this have to do with him?

He didn't know how to reply for a moment, but Xu Yin said first: "Teacher, go to bed early."