Quit constantly

This kiss came so suddenly, completely unexpected by Fang Shizhuo.

He thought that he and Xu Yin had reached some kind of tacit agreement, and they didn't want to mention any more personal feelings.

Only in this way can a balance be maintained between them.

Of course Xu Yin knew, otherwise he wouldn't have shown such restraint these days.

But just now, he personally broke the long-standing balance between the two.

He kissed Fang Shizhuo.

He is not satisfied that they are just teachers and students, just friends, he wants a closer relationship.

Just like Fang Shizhuo is to him, he also wants to be indispensable to Fang Shizhuo.

Fang Shizhuo fled from his pleading eyes: "It's late, you should go home."

Xu Yin was not surprised to get such an answer, the teacher would not promise him, he knew it.

"Can that at least give me a chance to pursue you? Just like them..."

"It won't be the same." Fang Shizhuo said, "You are in such pain because you like someone you shouldn't like. I am your teacher, and it is impossible for me to respond to you."

Xu Yin looked at him and pressed him step by step: "If this is the case, why didn't you give up on me from the beginning? Why do you still help me with my lessons and care about whether I can pass the university entrance exam?"

"There are still many students with poor grades in the class. You don't care. Does the teacher dare to say that it's just because I have suspended school?"

Step by step, he walked up to Fang Shizhuo, his eyes bloodshot.

Fang Shizhuo looked at his pitiful and pleading eyes, and was speechless when asked.

Xu Yin wanted to kiss his lips again.

Different from the fierceness and no warning just now, this time it was more like a temptation. He approached slowly and little by little, giving the teacher enough time to react.

But this time, Fang Shizhuo obviously had more reaction time, but he acted stiffer than before.

On the one hand, the devil is bewitching him, let him sink, don't make unnecessary struggles, just follow your heart.

At the same time, reason is pulling him again, preventing him from being beyond redemption.

Just as the kiss was about to fall, rationality drove away the demon's bewitching.He pushed Xu Yin away violently: "You are crazy!"

"Sorry……"

"I'm feeling really bad now, I'm going to rest." Fang Shizhuo drove him out, "There's still class tomorrow, you go back."

A door separated them coldly, Xu Yin was now outside the door, as if he had been kicked out of the house.

He knew that he was impulsive just now and kissed him without the teacher's consent, but he didn't regret it at all.

He was too afraid that the teacher would like someone else.

In fact, in the few seconds just now, Xu Yin got the answer he wanted.

If Fang Shizhuo pushed him away at the last second, at least in the first few seconds, Fang Shizhuo chose him.

He knows what the teacher is worried about. Their relationship is a gap that they cannot bridge, but this relationship is not permanent, and he will graduate sooner or later.

He can wait.

After that kiss, the relationship between the two became strange again.To be precise, it was Fang Shizhuo's unilateral distance.

He no longer cared so much about Xu Yin, he no longer gave him extra lessons, and he no longer gave him extra attention during class.

He was snubbing Xu Yin, snubbing this relationship.

In a relationship, whether it is friendship or love, Fang Shizhuo does not advocate cold treatment, but in this matter, he can't think of a better way than doing so.

On Saturday, he started to eat alone again, and the clear soup with few noodles that he was used to eating before also felt tasteless.

Xu Yin spoiled his appetite, but he couldn't cook such delicious dishes.

On weekends, when he went out to drink with Xue Yuan, even Xue Yuan could see that something was wrong with him: "Why are you so sad?"

"Is there?" Fang Shizhuo touched his face.

Xue Yuan said: "It's only a matter of writing about being unhappy."

Fang Shizhuo smiled.

"Tell me, because of work or something else?"

Fang Shizhuo: "Maybe the pressure is too much recently."

"Tell me if you have anything to do, don't hold it back." Xue Yuan took a sip of his wine and asked jokingly, "Is there anything new recently?"

"What's new?" Fang Shizhuo was at a loss.

Xue Yuan said: "Boyfriend, you have been separated from Ding Mengyu for so long, why don't you find another one?"

Inexplicably, Xu Yin appeared in his mind.Fang Shizhuo quickly complained: "Whoever has that thought, I'm going to be too busy with work."

"That's just right, I'll introduce you to one." Xue Yuan hit the nail on the head.

Fang Shizhuo thought he was joking.

Unexpectedly, Xue Yuanzhen introduced: "I met at work some time ago, and I also work in my line of work. Thirty, one or two years older than you, he is quite mature."

"Are you serious?"

"Otherwise, I'm very serious." Xue Yuan said, "It's a pity that I don't like men, otherwise we can make a couple, and I don't have to look for a partner."

Fang Shizhuo thought to himself that luckily it wasn't, he and Xue Yuan could be friends, and nothing else.

"Let me give you his WeChat account, you two can chat." Xue Yuan turned on the phone, "It can't be done, more friends are fine."

Fang Shizhuo really didn't think about it: "Forget it."

"how?"

"Not my type." He said casually.

Xue Yuan wondered: "Don't you like mature models?"

"When did I say that?"

"University, I remember it very clearly." Xue Yuan trusted his memory, "Then what do you like now? I'll see if there is any suitable one."

This question is too difficult, and Fang Shizhuo can't explain it in detail.

Like this kind of thing, it all depends on the feeling, no matter how many criteria are listed for choosing a mate, it is useless to have no feeling.

"I don't like mature ones. Is it possible that I like those younger than you? That's fine too. Aren't sisters and younger siblings popular now?"

Fang Shizhuo was stunned by him, and quickly changed the subject: "Don't worry about me."

"You know, he's in good condition, successful in his career, handsome and tall." Xue Yuanfei wanted to match him up, "It's fine if we can't get to know each other, but if we do, it would be a pity to miss it." .”

Fang Shizhuo refused because he was too busy with work now.

Xue Yuan felt that something was wrong with him, and remembered his downcast look when we first met: "To be honest, do you have someone in your heart?"

Fang Shizhuo hesitated for a moment before saying, "No."

"There's something wrong with you, I've never seen you like this before." Xue Yuan said, "Don't always use work as an excuse, you are a person who clearly separates work from life."

Fang Shizhuo didn't know what was wrong with him, although everything in work and life remained the same, but he always felt that something was missing.

Not as enthusiastic as before, nor as happy as before.

Xu Yin came to him several times, apologized to him, and said sorry to him, but he treated them coldly.

He didn't know how to face Xu Yin, and he couldn't handle this relationship better.

He couldn't even recognize the relationship.

"You said that you have feelings, but you know it's impossible to be together, why do you still like them?"

Xue Yuan patted the table: "Try it, how will you know if you don't try it? Now you don't have any love, as long as you don't care about other people's opinions, you can do whatever you want."

Fang Shizhuo smiled bitterly, saying so, but the reality is not so easy.

Before they knew it, both of them had finished their drinks. Fang Shizhuo wanted to ask the waiter to order two more bottles, but Xue Yuan stopped him.

"Okay, I drank a lot today." He glanced at Fang Shizhuo, seeing that his face was a little red from drinking, "It's getting late, I'll call a car to take you back."

"No, I can go back by myself."

Xue Yuan knew that his alcohol tolerance was actually not very good: "Is it okay?"

Fang Shizhuo waved his hand: "No problem."

Xue Yuan helped him call a car at the entrance of the tavern. There was a traffic jam on the road. Fang Shizhuo was slightly drunk and fell asleep leaning against the car window.

While drunk, Xu Yin's shadow appeared in his dream.