Quit constantly

In the evening Fang Shizhuo has to watch the evening self-study. The evening self-study of the third year of high school lasts until 09:30, and he has to watch the last two quarters.

Although he teaches mathematics, he is serious and usually unsmiling, but because he is young and good-looking, he is not so strict about discipline in class, so students are not very afraid of him.

As a result, several students like to whisper to each other when he is staring at the evening self-study, and the voice is not too loud, but the teacher who only has the sound of flipping books can hear clearly.

"Be quiet, don't talk." Fang Shizhuo is preparing for tomorrow's class, "I can add it to you after I finish the homework."

There was a whimper in the classroom, and then silence returned.

Fang Shizhuo adjusted his glasses. He is slightly short-sighted and rarely wears them except for going to work and driving, but wearing glasses has a different kind of elegant beauty.

Xu Yin liked it very much, the proof is that he turned his pen and watched the whole class.

Fang Shizhuo was dressed professionally yet casually, with a light-colored shirt on top, one part of the neckline unbuttoned, and the extra part tucked into the trousers, and a few folds of sleeves were rolled up casually. The sides were of different lengths, but it didn't look messy.

When he bowed his head, a small strand of hair would hang down in front of his eyes, and Fang Shizhuo liked to brush it away with his fingers.

As for the body under the clothes, Xu Yin had seen it before, and it was very beautiful.

Fang Shizhuo didn't know that he had been spied on for the whole self-study period. Except for the students who occasionally talked to him, he rarely raised his head and was always concentrating on preparing lessons.

During the 10-minute break, he failed to return to the office. A student came up with a difficult question. Fang Shizhuo explained it to him twice before he understood.

In the second class, when the preparation for the new lesson was finished, I remembered what the head teacher said at noon, asking him to give Xu Yin a test paper.

Fang Shizhuo dug out the previous monthly exam paper and changed the questions in it, leaving only one or two questions that were a bit difficult. He thought Xu Yin could do it.

As soon as the test papers were corrected, get out of class was about to end. Fang Shizhuo took off his glasses and moved his cervical spine. From the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of Xu Yin in the last row who was buried in his studies.

Holding the test paper in his hand, he didn't know how to face Xu Yin.

escape?Can he escape for a while, can he escape until the college entrance examination is over?Xu Yin was his student, so it was impossible for him to ignore him.

When nothing happened?How could it be possible.

Forget it, let the class representative go to Xu Yin tomorrow.

There were still one or two minutes before the end of get out of class, and the classroom was already filled with the sound of packing schoolbags. When the bell rang, several boys could not wait to pack their schoolbags and rush out of the classroom.

Everyone packed up their things one after another, and Fang Shizhuo also put away his books and went back to the office.

The other teachers who did not study by themselves have already left, and he is the only one left in the office.He packed up his things and was about to leave when he saw Xu Yin standing at the door waiting for him.

"Can we talk?" Xu Yin asked.

He didn't call himself teacher, Fang Shizhuo felt that at this moment he was not like Xu Yin in the classroom, nor like his student, like Xu Yin that night.

These two images are too separated, sometimes making Fang Shizhuo feel in a trance that they are not the same person.

The noise of students fighting in the corridor, the sound of clocks in the office, and Xu Yin's school uniform temporarily brought Fang Shizhuo back to reality, reminding him that he is now at school.

There are no cameras in the office, but there are at the stairs.

He didn't want to talk about this issue with Xu Yin when he was working: "Don't talk about it here."

Xu Yin raised his head and looked around, he understood.

Fang Shizhuo locked the door of the office, and the sensor lights in the corridor suddenly went out, only one was still on in the distance, Xu Yin found the sensor on the wall and tapped on it silently.

Fang Shizhuo is a person who is very sensitive to things, and he can naturally feel Xu Yin's thoughtfulness in the subtleties, not just just now.As he thought before, without this relationship, they might really have room to grow further.

But just this relationship is enough to block all possibilities.

From the office to the school gate, neither of them spoke.

Out of the school gate, Fang Shizhuo walked towards the subway station, and Xu Yin followed behind, stepping on his shadow. In the shadow, the figures of the two sometimes overlapped and sometimes separated, like a stalemate chasing battle.

Fang Shizhuo stopped when there were no more students around.Xu Yin was still stepping on his shadow with his head down, almost hitting him.

"I'm sorry, teacher." Even though he didn't bump into him, Xu Yin still apologized.

Fang Shizhuo thought about the wording all the way, and said directly: "It may be unfair to you to say so, but let's pretend that what happened before didn't happen. And I didn't expect you to be a high school student. If I knew, I would definitely not... ..."

After all, he is a teacher, and the relationship between teachers and students is unequal, and students will always be at a disadvantage.

Xu Yin looked at him and said, "I'm already an adult."

"That's not the problem, even if you're an adult..." Fang Shizhuo didn't know how to explain, "You're still a high school student."

"I mean, I can take responsibility for my actions," Xu Yin said, "I know what I'm doing, and I don't regret it."

Fang Shizhuo was a little dizzy, what he was talking about was not a question of not regretting later.

"It's my problem. I'm too casual. If I don't understand clearly, I will follow you..." Fang Shizhuo didn't want to recall too much, "In short, just pretend that nothing happened."

Under the street lamp, a wave flashed in Xu Yin's eyes, and his hair cast a shadow on his face, making him look a bit melancholy.

"Master, can you do it?" he asked, "What if I can't?"

Fang Shizhuo never imagined this answer.

"Can't continue?" Xu Yin looked at him, his eyes full of longing, "Obviously you like it too."

"Crazy?!" Fang Shizhuo growled in a low voice.

Xu Yin lowered his head and didn't speak any more.

"You are my student!"

Fang Shizhuo calmed himself down, and said again: "I know this may be unfair to you, but I really didn't know that you would be my student before, if I knew, I would never do this thing."

Xu Yin still didn't say a word, looking very depressed.

Fang Shizhuo looked at the time: "It's getting late, there will be no cars later."

He turned around and walked towards the subway entrance. After walking two steps, he heard Xu Yin ask from behind: "Then will you go find someone else?"

Fang Shizhuo just stood there, didn't turn his head and didn't answer.

Xu Yin looked at his back: "Don't go looking for someone else, okay?"

Fang Shizhuo turned his head and glanced at him: "Go home quickly."

He would not promise Xu Yin anything, and it was impossible for him to give him an answer, not to mention that there were some questions that even he himself did not know the answers to.

This circle is not clean at all, but Fang Shizhuo is not the kind of person who messes around at will. In the year and a half after the breakup, he never thought of going out with anyone. First, he felt unclean, and second, it was unnecessary.

But when he met Xu Yin in the bar that day, he suddenly wanted to give it a try.

He has seen a lot of people, people's eyes can't deceive people, among those cunning, hypocritical and worldly people, Xu Yin is very clean.

Perhaps it was the alcohol that made his heart bold, wanting to break through the barriers in his heart.

He couldn't tell if he initiated it, but he just sat there, swishing his wine glass, and glanced at Xu Yin, who then walked towards him and asked him if he wanted to try it.

It's just an ordinary bar, not gay, but there seems to be a kind of magnet between people of the same type, and it doesn't take too much words to easily tell whether the other party is the same type.

It was difficult for Fang Shizhuo to connect the Xu Yin of that day with the Xu Yin who was wearing a school uniform and was so obedient and silent.

If he could, he would even prefer not to go to the bar that day.

Of course, he hoped that Xu Yin was not his student.

It's already ten o'clock when I got home. Since going to work, Fang Shizhuo's work and rest has become very regular, especially when he has evening self-study, he basically goes home and takes a shower before going to bed.

He came out of the shower, dried his hair, and leaned against the bed with a book to prepare for sleepiness.

It's a very boring novel. Fang Shizhuo has read the beginning three times. Not surprisingly, he will start to feel sleepy on the tenth page, and then barely read page No.15, put down the book and go to sleep.

But today's drowsiness came very late. I have read more than [-] pages, and I don't even want to sleep at all.

He had to force himself to put down the book, turn off the light and lie down.

Within a few minutes, the phone flickered on beside the bed.

Due to professional reasons, Fang Shizhuo’s mobile phone is basically turned on 24 hours a day, and there is no sleep mode, because he is afraid that students or parents will not be able to contact him in time.

It's a WeChat.

Xu Yinfa.

[I don't want to end. 】