Quit constantly
Chapter 16 Alienation
Coming out of the hotel, Xue Yuan proposed to have dinner with Fang Shizhuo.
"I ate before I came here." Fang Shizhuo said, "Go back first, I have to go to work tomorrow."
"Isn't it?" Xue Yuan complained, "When did you eat it? I was hungry all night, and I was just waiting for this meal."
Fang Shizhuo asked for reason: "You didn't say you wanted to eat."
Xue Yuan looked at him suspiciously, "Who did you eat with? Tell the truth."
He was sure that Fang Shizhuo was with someone else. Although they didn't make an appointment to have dinner, he thought that there was a tacit understanding between the two of them.
Fang Shizhuo was seen through by him, and he didn't know how to explain it, so he changed the subject: "Are you not going to work tomorrow?"
Xue Yuan is not such an easy person to dismiss: "Why do I feel that you have something to hide from me? It's not something shameful to have a meal. Is there anything you can't tell me?"
They have a lot of friends in common, and Fang Shizhuo basically knows people he knows, but Fang Shizhuo doesn't say anything, either he can't say it, or he doesn't know him.
He guessed: "It can't be Ding Mengyu, you got back together?"
Fang Shizhuo had no choice but to say, "Don't guess about the impossible."
"It's fine if you don't." Xue Yuan patted his chest to suppress his shock, and revealed, "He broke up with his little boyfriend, and I thought he came back to look for you again."
It is true that he came back to look for him, but Fang Shizhuo is not such a soft-hearted person.
One mistake in principle is the death penalty.
Xue Yuan gloated and asked, "Guess why they broke up?"
Fang Shizhuo was not interested at all.
"You would never have imagined that his little boyfriend cheated on him!" Xue Yuan scolded, "It's what he deserves!"
Fang Shizhuo really didn't expect it, after all, it was Ding Mengyu who cheated on him when they broke up.
Should it be said that it is the reincarnation of heaven, or that evil will be rewarded with evil.
But Ding Mengyu has nothing to do with him, he only cares about his friends: "Okay, haven't you been hungry all night, why don't you go to eat?"
"Are you really not going?"
Fang Shizhuo hadn't digested it yet, and shook his head: "No."
Xue Yuan didn't force him, but he was sharp-eyed and noticed that he was wearing a scarf today.
"This scarf is good." He boasted casually, after all, Fang Shizhuo rarely wears scarves in his impression, "I will buy one someday."
Fang Shizhuo was really nervous, worried that he would ask him where he bought it.
Fortunately, Xue Yuan just said it casually and didn't really want it, so he took a taxi at the entrance of the hotel and left.
Fang Shizhuo stood where he was, holding a book in one hand and touching the scarf around his neck with the other.
Indeed, very warm.
This reminded him of Xu Yin.
It had been two hours since they parted at the entrance of the restaurant. At this point Xu Yin should have arrived home, but he did not send him a message that he had arrived home as usual.
Perhaps because of the unfinished phone call just now, Fang Shizhuo was vaguely worried.
He opened WeChat, sent a message to Xu Yin, asking if he was home.
Xu Yin didn't reply as quickly as before. When he got on the subway, he received a cold reply: 【Yes. 】
But Fang Shizhuo didn't think much about it, he just thought he was tired, so he didn't reply to the message.
What he didn't know was that Xu Yin didn't go home.
After being hung up by Fang Shizhuo, he waited outside the hotel for a long time, a long and meaningless wait.
He wasn't waiting for Fang Shizhuo, but he really didn't know where to go.He has no home and no place to rely on. Fang Shizhuo is like the warm harbor he encountered, but it is a pity that he is not allowed to anchor all the time.
He was always a lost child.
After leaving the hotel, Xu Yin went to the bar where he worked before, and it was there that he met Fang Shizhuo.
On weekends, the bar was full of revelers, some danced, some toasted and chatted, some celebrated birthdays together, balloons and ribbons flew all over the sky.
He sat in the corner, ordered a mojito, and watched them quietly.
Every face is happy, strange, crazy, and the carnival music stimulates his eardrums, trying to make him blend into it.
In the flickering lights, he tried his best to see every face clearly, but none of them were Fang Shizhuo.
He will never meet Fang Shizhuo from that day again.
On Monday, Xu Yin was late for math class.
Fang Shizhuo was in the second class, and the first class was raising the flag. Obviously Xu Yin didn't come.
He glanced at the time and found that he was half a class late.When he first entered the classroom, he noticed that Xu Yin was not there. He thought he was just late for this class, but he just arrived.
However, he has always been tolerant to the students and motioned for him to return to his seat to attend the lecture.
After class, Xu Yin came to the office alone to make up his math homework, and Fang Shizhuo asked, "Why are you so late today?"
Xu Yin looked at him and said, "I overslept."
In the third year of high school, there was a lot of pressure in all aspects. It is normal to not have a good rest and oversleep. Fang Shizhuo understood it very well and did not blame him.
"Be careful next time, you will be deducted disciplinary points for being late."
In school, he must always abide by the school's rules and regulations, and he does not want to be punished for things other than grades.
In addition, Fang Shizhuo gave him the monthly exam paper from the day before yesterday: "You go back and correct it first, I have already explained some questions before you came, if you don't know, you can ask me."
Xu Yin said "hmm" and didn't say anything more.
Fang Shizhuo felt that he was a little depressed today and didn't talk much, thinking that he was in a bad mood because he was late.
So he patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, no points will be deducted for being late, at most the head teacher will say a few words."
Xu Yin's body visibly stiffened.
"By the way, the scarf." Fang Shizhuo didn't notice, he turned to get the scarf, "Thank you."
Xu Yin took it: "You're welcome."
Xu Yin didn't come to ask any questions that day, and he didn't ask any questions in the next few days. Sometimes he was serious in class, and sometimes he was absent-minded.
Fang Shizhuo noticed it, but there were too many students to teach, and it was difficult to take care of him alone when he was busy, and he couldn't keep looking at him.
Especially after telling him last time that he would no longer go to private tutoring, Xu Yin rarely came to the office to ask him questions, and asked him to find tutoring classes and tutors, but I don't know if he did.
The relationship between the two fell back to the freezing point again, and apart from studying, there was little other contact.
In fact, Fang Shizhuo was unilateral in his study. He occasionally asked Xu Yin about his recent study, but Xu Yin's answer was always lukewarm.
Half a month later, one day Fang Shizhuo suddenly heard other teachers discussing Xu Yin.
Seeing him coming, Teacher Li asked mysteriously: "Mr. Fang, is your class Xu Yin dating our class Ji Yun?"
Fang Shizhuo held the water glass and said calmly, "Really?"
"The two of them often walk together after school, and I've met them several times." Teacher Li said, "I look alike, and Xu Yin is very good-looking, especially attractive to little girls. I always hear students in our class discussing him."
Fang Shizhuo didn't know the truth, he rarely saw Xu Yin except in class.
But he couldn't help but think, is this the reason why Xu Yin was cold to him?
Because I like him, I am willing to learn mathematics. Now that I don't like him, I simply don't ask him questions, and I don't take classes seriously.
It sounds reasonable, but Fang Shizhuo is inevitably a little bit disappointed.
What is he missing?
Is it Xu Yin's attitude towards learning, or Xu Yin's attitude towards him?
Fang Shizhuo couldn't tell.
"At this juncture, there is still puppy love. This group of students is really..." Another teacher Zhou interjected, "The college entrance examination will be in a few months. Is it more important to fall in love or to enter university?"
"And your class, Ji Yun, studies very well. I remember that I'm often in the top [-] of the grade." She continued, "It's hard to say about Xu Yin. He has taken two years off from studying, and he still doesn't know how to study hard. He's almost graduating from his first year of college!"
She didn't speak well, but the truth was the same.
Teacher Li also has this worry: "That's what I'm worried about. Ji Yun's grades are quite good, so it's not a good idea to fall in love at this juncture."
There was a lot of discussion in the office. It is not uncommon for students to fall in love early, but it has always caused headaches for the teachers.
"Mr. Fang, I often see Xu Yin come to the office to look for you. Why don't you try to play around with him?" Teacher Li said, "No matter what, girls always suffer when they fall in love. Xu Yin's grades are not good at all. You can't lose much, but Ji Yun is different, if her grades drop, what will you do?"
Teacher Zhou also echoed: "Yeah, didn't there be a puppy love in the last class, who was caught by the dean on a secret date at night, and both of them transferred directly. Later, I heard that the girl didn't even pass the college entrance examination."
No wonder they said, that's the truth, Fang Shizhuo also had mixed feelings in his heart.
But how should he tell Xu Yin?
Besides, would Xu Yin still listen to him now?
In the past, Xu Yin obeyed his advice because Xu Yin had different feelings for him.
Sometimes Fang Shizhuo would feel that he was despicable. He knew that Xu Yin's feelings for him were different, far exceeding that between ordinary teachers and students, and he relied on this feeling to let Xu Yin study hard.
All of this is based on Xu Yin's special affection for him. When this affection disappears, everything will shatter like glass falling to the ground.
What is in front of him now is a shattered situation.
But he can't pat his ass and leave like Xu Yin did, he wants to clean up the mess.
He heard Teacher Li say again: "Ji Yun's grades dropped by a few places in the last monthly exam. I was still wondering, because I didn't focus on studying. Teacher Fang, did Xu Yin's grades drop last time?"
Fang Shizhuo nodded distractedly.
In the last monthly exam, although Xu Yin's math scores improved, his scores in other subjects dropped, and his total score was ten points lower than before.
A score of ten is not a decimal in the college entrance examination, and it can even be used to distinguish the school's level.
He attributed the decline in Xu Yin's grades to the fact that he had invested too much energy in mathematics. After all, his math grades were improving. He never thought that Xu Yin's grades dropped because of falling in love.
So since then, has he been in a relationship with someone else?
Then why, after learning the results, excitedly asked him for credit and invited him to dinner?
When he was shivering from the cold, he lent him the scarf.
"I ate before I came here." Fang Shizhuo said, "Go back first, I have to go to work tomorrow."
"Isn't it?" Xue Yuan complained, "When did you eat it? I was hungry all night, and I was just waiting for this meal."
Fang Shizhuo asked for reason: "You didn't say you wanted to eat."
Xue Yuan looked at him suspiciously, "Who did you eat with? Tell the truth."
He was sure that Fang Shizhuo was with someone else. Although they didn't make an appointment to have dinner, he thought that there was a tacit understanding between the two of them.
Fang Shizhuo was seen through by him, and he didn't know how to explain it, so he changed the subject: "Are you not going to work tomorrow?"
Xue Yuan is not such an easy person to dismiss: "Why do I feel that you have something to hide from me? It's not something shameful to have a meal. Is there anything you can't tell me?"
They have a lot of friends in common, and Fang Shizhuo basically knows people he knows, but Fang Shizhuo doesn't say anything, either he can't say it, or he doesn't know him.
He guessed: "It can't be Ding Mengyu, you got back together?"
Fang Shizhuo had no choice but to say, "Don't guess about the impossible."
"It's fine if you don't." Xue Yuan patted his chest to suppress his shock, and revealed, "He broke up with his little boyfriend, and I thought he came back to look for you again."
It is true that he came back to look for him, but Fang Shizhuo is not such a soft-hearted person.
One mistake in principle is the death penalty.
Xue Yuan gloated and asked, "Guess why they broke up?"
Fang Shizhuo was not interested at all.
"You would never have imagined that his little boyfriend cheated on him!" Xue Yuan scolded, "It's what he deserves!"
Fang Shizhuo really didn't expect it, after all, it was Ding Mengyu who cheated on him when they broke up.
Should it be said that it is the reincarnation of heaven, or that evil will be rewarded with evil.
But Ding Mengyu has nothing to do with him, he only cares about his friends: "Okay, haven't you been hungry all night, why don't you go to eat?"
"Are you really not going?"
Fang Shizhuo hadn't digested it yet, and shook his head: "No."
Xue Yuan didn't force him, but he was sharp-eyed and noticed that he was wearing a scarf today.
"This scarf is good." He boasted casually, after all, Fang Shizhuo rarely wears scarves in his impression, "I will buy one someday."
Fang Shizhuo was really nervous, worried that he would ask him where he bought it.
Fortunately, Xue Yuan just said it casually and didn't really want it, so he took a taxi at the entrance of the hotel and left.
Fang Shizhuo stood where he was, holding a book in one hand and touching the scarf around his neck with the other.
Indeed, very warm.
This reminded him of Xu Yin.
It had been two hours since they parted at the entrance of the restaurant. At this point Xu Yin should have arrived home, but he did not send him a message that he had arrived home as usual.
Perhaps because of the unfinished phone call just now, Fang Shizhuo was vaguely worried.
He opened WeChat, sent a message to Xu Yin, asking if he was home.
Xu Yin didn't reply as quickly as before. When he got on the subway, he received a cold reply: 【Yes. 】
But Fang Shizhuo didn't think much about it, he just thought he was tired, so he didn't reply to the message.
What he didn't know was that Xu Yin didn't go home.
After being hung up by Fang Shizhuo, he waited outside the hotel for a long time, a long and meaningless wait.
He wasn't waiting for Fang Shizhuo, but he really didn't know where to go.He has no home and no place to rely on. Fang Shizhuo is like the warm harbor he encountered, but it is a pity that he is not allowed to anchor all the time.
He was always a lost child.
After leaving the hotel, Xu Yin went to the bar where he worked before, and it was there that he met Fang Shizhuo.
On weekends, the bar was full of revelers, some danced, some toasted and chatted, some celebrated birthdays together, balloons and ribbons flew all over the sky.
He sat in the corner, ordered a mojito, and watched them quietly.
Every face is happy, strange, crazy, and the carnival music stimulates his eardrums, trying to make him blend into it.
In the flickering lights, he tried his best to see every face clearly, but none of them were Fang Shizhuo.
He will never meet Fang Shizhuo from that day again.
On Monday, Xu Yin was late for math class.
Fang Shizhuo was in the second class, and the first class was raising the flag. Obviously Xu Yin didn't come.
He glanced at the time and found that he was half a class late.When he first entered the classroom, he noticed that Xu Yin was not there. He thought he was just late for this class, but he just arrived.
However, he has always been tolerant to the students and motioned for him to return to his seat to attend the lecture.
After class, Xu Yin came to the office alone to make up his math homework, and Fang Shizhuo asked, "Why are you so late today?"
Xu Yin looked at him and said, "I overslept."
In the third year of high school, there was a lot of pressure in all aspects. It is normal to not have a good rest and oversleep. Fang Shizhuo understood it very well and did not blame him.
"Be careful next time, you will be deducted disciplinary points for being late."
In school, he must always abide by the school's rules and regulations, and he does not want to be punished for things other than grades.
In addition, Fang Shizhuo gave him the monthly exam paper from the day before yesterday: "You go back and correct it first, I have already explained some questions before you came, if you don't know, you can ask me."
Xu Yin said "hmm" and didn't say anything more.
Fang Shizhuo felt that he was a little depressed today and didn't talk much, thinking that he was in a bad mood because he was late.
So he patted him on the shoulder and comforted him: "It's okay, no points will be deducted for being late, at most the head teacher will say a few words."
Xu Yin's body visibly stiffened.
"By the way, the scarf." Fang Shizhuo didn't notice, he turned to get the scarf, "Thank you."
Xu Yin took it: "You're welcome."
Xu Yin didn't come to ask any questions that day, and he didn't ask any questions in the next few days. Sometimes he was serious in class, and sometimes he was absent-minded.
Fang Shizhuo noticed it, but there were too many students to teach, and it was difficult to take care of him alone when he was busy, and he couldn't keep looking at him.
Especially after telling him last time that he would no longer go to private tutoring, Xu Yin rarely came to the office to ask him questions, and asked him to find tutoring classes and tutors, but I don't know if he did.
The relationship between the two fell back to the freezing point again, and apart from studying, there was little other contact.
In fact, Fang Shizhuo was unilateral in his study. He occasionally asked Xu Yin about his recent study, but Xu Yin's answer was always lukewarm.
Half a month later, one day Fang Shizhuo suddenly heard other teachers discussing Xu Yin.
Seeing him coming, Teacher Li asked mysteriously: "Mr. Fang, is your class Xu Yin dating our class Ji Yun?"
Fang Shizhuo held the water glass and said calmly, "Really?"
"The two of them often walk together after school, and I've met them several times." Teacher Li said, "I look alike, and Xu Yin is very good-looking, especially attractive to little girls. I always hear students in our class discussing him."
Fang Shizhuo didn't know the truth, he rarely saw Xu Yin except in class.
But he couldn't help but think, is this the reason why Xu Yin was cold to him?
Because I like him, I am willing to learn mathematics. Now that I don't like him, I simply don't ask him questions, and I don't take classes seriously.
It sounds reasonable, but Fang Shizhuo is inevitably a little bit disappointed.
What is he missing?
Is it Xu Yin's attitude towards learning, or Xu Yin's attitude towards him?
Fang Shizhuo couldn't tell.
"At this juncture, there is still puppy love. This group of students is really..." Another teacher Zhou interjected, "The college entrance examination will be in a few months. Is it more important to fall in love or to enter university?"
"And your class, Ji Yun, studies very well. I remember that I'm often in the top [-] of the grade." She continued, "It's hard to say about Xu Yin. He has taken two years off from studying, and he still doesn't know how to study hard. He's almost graduating from his first year of college!"
She didn't speak well, but the truth was the same.
Teacher Li also has this worry: "That's what I'm worried about. Ji Yun's grades are quite good, so it's not a good idea to fall in love at this juncture."
There was a lot of discussion in the office. It is not uncommon for students to fall in love early, but it has always caused headaches for the teachers.
"Mr. Fang, I often see Xu Yin come to the office to look for you. Why don't you try to play around with him?" Teacher Li said, "No matter what, girls always suffer when they fall in love. Xu Yin's grades are not good at all. You can't lose much, but Ji Yun is different, if her grades drop, what will you do?"
Teacher Zhou also echoed: "Yeah, didn't there be a puppy love in the last class, who was caught by the dean on a secret date at night, and both of them transferred directly. Later, I heard that the girl didn't even pass the college entrance examination."
No wonder they said, that's the truth, Fang Shizhuo also had mixed feelings in his heart.
But how should he tell Xu Yin?
Besides, would Xu Yin still listen to him now?
In the past, Xu Yin obeyed his advice because Xu Yin had different feelings for him.
Sometimes Fang Shizhuo would feel that he was despicable. He knew that Xu Yin's feelings for him were different, far exceeding that between ordinary teachers and students, and he relied on this feeling to let Xu Yin study hard.
All of this is based on Xu Yin's special affection for him. When this affection disappears, everything will shatter like glass falling to the ground.
What is in front of him now is a shattered situation.
But he can't pat his ass and leave like Xu Yin did, he wants to clean up the mess.
He heard Teacher Li say again: "Ji Yun's grades dropped by a few places in the last monthly exam. I was still wondering, because I didn't focus on studying. Teacher Fang, did Xu Yin's grades drop last time?"
Fang Shizhuo nodded distractedly.
In the last monthly exam, although Xu Yin's math scores improved, his scores in other subjects dropped, and his total score was ten points lower than before.
A score of ten is not a decimal in the college entrance examination, and it can even be used to distinguish the school's level.
He attributed the decline in Xu Yin's grades to the fact that he had invested too much energy in mathematics. After all, his math grades were improving. He never thought that Xu Yin's grades dropped because of falling in love.
So since then, has he been in a relationship with someone else?
Then why, after learning the results, excitedly asked him for credit and invited him to dinner?
When he was shivering from the cold, he lent him the scarf.
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