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Yao Xu never contacted Ni Xingqiao again.

When Ni Xingqiao was very young, he knew that the world is big, but people are small.

When he was just walking, his parents laid out huge maps on the ground and showed him the cities where they lived.

Ancheng is just a round dot on the map, but it carries the lives of Ni Xingqiao and tens of millions of people here.

After growing up, Ni Xingqiao always wanted to visit far away places, and traveled with his parents every holiday.

He has seen many mountains, rivers and rivers, and once traveled in a bustling city in a car.

At that time, he yearned for the unknown world, but now he realizes that the real unknown is by his side.

Yao Xu suddenly disappeared from Ni Xingqiao's life without saying hello. Ni Xingqiao, who used to think that Ancheng was very small, suddenly felt that the city could not be seen.

Ancheng must be too big for him to imagine, otherwise why can't he find Yao Xu no matter how hard he looks?

After confirming that Yao Xu really wouldn't contact him, Ni Xingqiao fell seriously ill. He had a persistent high fever and vomited whatever he ate. In half a month, he lost a lot of weight. Lin Yuzhou was so frightened when he saw him. Terminally ill.

Ni Xingqiao managed to recover gradually, but he began to have symptoms of anorexia.I have no appetite, I feel nauseous when I see food, I force to eat something, but I will soon feel nauseous and vomit.

Ni Haiming and Huang Qian were so worried that they took Ni Xingqiao to several big hospitals to see a doctor, but the result was that the anorexia did not improve, and the depression worsened.

Ni Xingqiao felt that he was very sorry for his parents. He began to deliberately pretend to be nothing in front of them, and then vomited in a place where they could not see.

During that time, Ni Xingqiao passed. .Yuyan. .often feel so depressed that you can't move smoothly

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It hurts to breathe and do everything.

What made him feel even more painful was that Qi Meiling pestered him all day, as if he was the culprit of everything.

Ni Xingqiao felt uncomfortable, and when he thought of Qi Meiling, he started to break out in a cold sweat.

He knew that under the current situation, even if Yao Xu wanted to find him, he would be too scared to show up.He also began to hate Qi Meiling.

Ni Xingqiao spent a lot of time in treatment, taking medicine almost every day.The body gradually recovered, but the rest could never go back.

In the last few months of his senior year, Ni Xingqiao rode his bicycle around the city whenever he had free time. He felt that Yao Xu must be not far from him, but it was just inconvenient to show up.

But why did Yao Xu even disappear?

Ni Xingqiao felt wronged and lost, and felt that pain and longing were superimposed every day.

He was also a little angry with Yao Xu, why didn't he come to see him!Ni Xingqiao also began to write letters to Yao Xu, one letter a day, and then put it in the "favorite" dessert shop.

The store manager's sister said, "I haven't found him yet." Ni Xingqiao shook his head and never smiled again.

On weekends, he would occasionally go to the cubicle that Yao Xu rented before. Yao Xu only paid one month's rent at first, but later Ni Xingqiao rented it for a few more months with the pocket money he had saved.

He kept everything Yao Xu left here, and slept on that single bed, always feeling that he could still smell Yao Xu's body.

Sometimes he would dream that Yao Xu came back, hugged him, kissed him, and said he missed him.

But when he woke up, he was empty. Yao Xu didn't know where he was, and he didn't give him any news.

Ni Xingqiao also met Qi Meiling by chance. She was sent to the hospital by her family, stayed there for a while, and then came back.

She hit Ni Xingqiao when she saw him, but Ni Xingqiao didn't fight back and let her go.Lu Li, Lin Yuzhou, Lin Suchen, they were all worried about Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao.

They watched Ni Xingqiao become more and more quiet and depressed, and felt that he had become a completely different person

In the two months after Yao Xu left, Ni Xingqiao's grades plummeted. He couldn't concentrate and was distracted every day.

But then he started to concentrate on studying, and he didn't need his parents to persuade him, so he studied late every night.

He promised Yao Xu that he would help the other party keep the first place in the grade, and he also promised that Yao Xu would live together in the mountain city.

No matter whether Yao Xu would keep his promise or not, Ni Xingqiao decided to persevere to the end. When the two of them meet again one day, he must ask the other party why they bullied him like this.

Ni Xingqiao gritted his teeth, and Yao Xu became the only motivation for him to study hard and live hard.

Sometimes he also thought, maybe Yao Xu went to the mountain city first, in order to avoid Qi Meiling, he went there early and waited for him.So he began to imagine Yao Xu's life there, imagining that the other party missed him as much as he did.

Throughout his senior year of high school, Ni Xingqiao's personality changed drastically, and Cao Jun was a little worried, so he often talked to him, so that he would not have too much pressure.Ni Xingqiao stopped bickering with the teacher, listened obediently, and thanked him honestly when he left.

Lin Yuzhou said, "If Yao Xu saw you like this, he would definitely feel bad."

Ni Xingqiao said, "Who is Yao Xu?"

After saying this, his nose turned sore, his mouth flattened, and he turned back to the little boy before when he wanted to cry.

Ni Xingqiao asked Lin Yuzhou, "Do you know anything about the Marriage Law?" "I read it a little bit." Lin Yuzhou asked, "What's wrong?"

"I made a baby kiss with Yao Xu when we were young, but he ran away suddenly, can I sue him?" Ni Xingqiao said, "I will sue him, let the court find him, and I will meet him directly in court."

Lin Yuzhou looked at him helplessly, sighed and said nothing.After Yao Xu left, Ni Xingqiao never had Shuangpi Nai again.

He just goes to the "favorite" dessert shop to deliver letters every day, and he can still receive the letter from Yao Xu handed to him by the shop manager's sister.

Those letters were all left by Yao Xu before he left, dozens of them, Ni Xingqiao didn't know how long it took him to write this letter.

The shop manager's sister asked Ni Xingqiao if he wanted to take these letters away, but Ni Xingqiao refused.

He said, "Give me one every day, so that I will feel that Yao Xu is still by my side."

The elder sister of the store manager of the "favorite" dessert shop specially bought two storage boxes, one for the letter written by Yao Xu to Ni Xingqiao, and the other for the letter written by Ni Xingqiao to Yao Xu.

Day by day, one pile is getting higher and higher, but the other is gradually bottoming out.

The store manager's sister's heart also tugged at the two boys. She didn't know what happened between them, but she could see that the sudden change had completely turned their lives upside down.

When she watched Ni Xingqiao sitting alone in a corner in a daze, she could always think of the scene where the two of them came together.One loves to laugh and make trouble, and the other just looks at it with a smile in his eyes.All the nice words about youth can be used to describe the two of them.But now, I am afraid that both of them are standing on the pinnacle of despair.This is too cruel.

On the day of the college entrance examination, like every year, it rained heavily.Ni Xingqiao sat in his father's car, watching the passers-by on the road.Outside the examination room, a red banner was drawn, and nervous students, parents, and teachers were all stuck there, saying words of encouragement to each other.Ni Haiming parked the car and told him not to stress.

Ni Xingqiao nodded, and said to him when he got off the car, "I want to be admitted to Shancheng University."

Ni Haiming looked worried as he watched his son walk into the examination room holding an umbrella.Ni Xingqiao still had the last illusion that Yao Xu might appear in the crowd.

He walked slowly, trying to find the boy he hadn't seen for more than half a year among the people holding the umbrella.

That tall and handsome Yao Xu who always made him feel reliable.He stopped slowly, his shoes in the puddle.

He looked at the crowd, facing the void, and softly called out the word "Yao Xu". What made him sad was not only that Yao Xu did not show up, but more importantly, he suddenly discovered that when he said these two words When writing, the name has become unfamiliar.

Ni Xingqiao was very sad, he did not allow Yao Xu to be a stranger in his world.He lowered his eyes to look at his toes.

The shoes are already wet, Yao Xu will not come to carry him into the classroom again.Ni Xingqiao turned around and continued walking towards the examination room. He deserved it, and everything he fantasized about would not appear.

But life has not come to an end, Yao Xu must be waiting for him in the mountain city.During the two days of the college entrance examination, Ni Xingqiao focused on nothing else. He answered the questions very well. When he walked out of the examination room after the last subject, he was very sure that if there were no accidents, he would definitely be able to go to Shancheng University.He felt that he was about to reunite with Yao Xu.

Strange to say, the two days of heavy rain stopped when the students walked out of the examination room.

Ni Xingqiao handed over the exam items to his parents who were waiting outside, and followed Lu Li and the others to play.

Ni Haiming and Huang Qian didn't stop him either. He studied hard for ten years, and now it's over. Parents can see his depression and pressure these days. It's rare for a child to say that he wants to go out to play, so let him have a good time.Ni Xingqiao followed Lu Li and the others to dinner. Uncle Lu Li's restaurant opened a private room for them.

Ni Xingqiao was laughing all the time, and several people also deliberately avoided talking to Yao Xu, and only talked about light topics.

After dinner, they went to KTV. Ni Xingqiao, who was tone-deaf, acted as a mic master and sang non-stop with the microphone. Lin Yuzhou couldn't take it anymore, pushed him on the sofa, and forcibly snatched the microphone back.

It was getting dark, and when they came out of the KTV, Lin Yuzhou proposed to have a barbecue.On summer nights, the cool breeze is very comfortable.

Ni Xingqiao, Lu Li, Lin Suchen, and Lin Yuzhou were sitting at a roadside barbecue stall drooling.

Ni Xingqiao said: "We have all graduated, can we drink now?" Several people looked at each other, then excitedly invited the boss, and ordered four bottles of cold beer.

They were all drinking for the first time, and they didn't think it tasted good at all.However, Ni Xingqiao couldn't stop, drinking one cup after another, until the end of the drink, tears flowed down his face.

Everyone knows why he cries and why he keeps asking for wine.

Ni Xingqiao drank so laxly that he leaned on Lin Yuzhou's shoulder and continued to pour cups into his mouth. The T-shirt got wet, the pants got wet.The soul is also wet.

Ni Xingqiao didn't know what he said until later, but Lin Yuzhou and the others remembered it all.

They clearly remembered that Ni Xingqiao cried and said, "I have read all the letters Yao Xu sent me..."

Before the college entrance examination, Yao Xu had read all the letters he had left for Ni Xingqiao.One letter per day, it turns out that Yao Xu has written so much.

The existence of those letters allows Ni Xingqiao to lie to himself that Yao Xu has always been with him, but now, the last letter, he has read it countless times, and there will be no more .There will be no more letters, and Yao Xu will not come back.Ni Xingqiao couldn't figure out why it had become like this.

The belief that supported him collapsed, and the naked truth was in front of him.

Yao Xu will not come back.Yao Xu no longer loves him.But why