Favor

When did Ni Xingqiao experience this?

He was dizzy right now, too shy to open his eyes to look at Yao Xu.

Yao Xu said, "You messed up my hands all over."

"...I'm so annoying!" Ni Xingqiao was embarrassed, and pulled the pillow to cover his face.

Yao Xu couldn't help laughing, he was reluctant to get off him, so he pressed on the other person, and pulled away the pillow Ni Xingqiao was holding on to with both hands.He said, "Daughter-in-law, look at me." Ni Xingqiao closed his eyes and refused to open them. "Open your eyes."

"No." Ni Xingqiao felt that it wasn't just his face, his whole body was on fire.

Moreover, he felt a little ashamed—it was undoubtedly a huge blow for a teenage boy that he shot in seconds.Ni Xingqiao said, "I won't be able to take the exam this afternoon." "Why?" "I was injured."

"Where is it hurt?" Yao Xu asked nervously.

"Spirit trauma." Ni Xingqiao said, "I'm not a man." Yao Xu froze for a moment, then laughed out loud.He smiled, his heart felt a little sour, and his eyes were red.Yao Xu has been unhappy since last night and has a fever again. He had a big fight with his mother this morning and he doesn't know how it will end.

His life seemed to be getting harder every day, but Ni Xingqiao was always able to pull him back from the edge of the cliff.

"Qiaoer." Yao Xu looked at him, and suddenly said seriously, "I love you so much."

Ni Xingqiao was instantly numb all over by these words. He opened his eyes and found that Yao Xu was crying.

"What's wrong with you?" Ni Xingqiao rubbed his eyes with his hand, "Because I'm not a man, are you so sad?" Yao Xu laughed and took his hand.

Ni Xingqiao looked at Yao Xu's own bodily fluids on his hands, and began to feel shy again, but Yao Xu said to him again, "I love you so much." Ni Xingqiao looked at him, then raised his arms to hug him.

Yao Xu lay in Ni Xingqiao's arms like a child, slowly closed his eyes, and rearranged his breathing.

"Yao Xu." Ni Xingqiao asked, "Are you unhappy?" They grew up together and accompanied each other for more than ten years, and every part of their life paths overlapped, but Ni Xingqiao knew that Yao Xu had many things that he didn't show him. .

Ni Xingqiao is transparent, while Yao Xu's life is a mystery.

Ni Xingqiao wanted to know more about Yao Xu, but Yao Xu blocked the entrance of his life tightly, not wanting Ni Xingqiao to see those cold and broken glass slag.

Ni Xingqiao said: "Yao Xu, if you have a secret, you can tell me." He was very sincere and wanted to share Yao Xu's hard work.

Yao Xu just hugged him tighter, not sure how he should say it.

Standing in tattered clothes on this gorgeous cruise ship Ni Xingqiao, he was lucky to be tolerated by the other party. He didn't dare to show his wounds too much for fear of scaring the other party away.

Ni Xingqiao fell asleep unknowingly in such an atmosphere, feeling dizzy, not sound sleep but at least recovering from fatigue.

The lunch break time is precious, Yao Xu didn't bother him, just hugged him and patiently waited for the wake-up time.

In the afternoon, Ni Xingqiao went to the exam as usual, and Yao Xu accompanied him to the school gate and told him, "I'll wait for you at Favor." "Well, if you're not feeling well, go back to my house and sleep." The keys to the house were given to him.

There were so many people at the school gate, Yao Xu restrained his urge to kiss him.

The whole afternoon, Yao Xu sat blankly in "Favour".Because it was an exam day, almost no one came in the store.The store manager's sister looked at him for a while, made a drink and gave it to him. "Why didn't you take the test?" she asked.

"I have a fever and feel uncomfortable." Yao Xu said with a smile, "Actually, I just want to escape."

The sister of the store manager also smiled when she heard it, "If you are sick, you should take a good rest. It's just an exam, it's not that important."

Yao Xu was soothed by these words, he wondered if he would have a chance to hear these words from his mother's mouth in his life.Probably not.

The store manager's sister looked at him and asked, "I'm so bored here by myself every day, can I sit down and chat with you for a while?" Yao Xu nodded, he was actually very happy.

"I'm not in a good mood," the store manager's sister asked Yao Xu, "I see that you are rarely listless."

Yao Xu said embarrassedly, "Is it so obvious?" "Every time you come here with that boy, you are very happy." She said, "Students come to my store every day, and we all know each other back and forth. Teenagers Both boys and girls are very interesting." Yao Xu sat there and listened to her quietly.

"My store has been open for more than three years, and you two have come here often since it first opened." She smiled softly, "Actually, you don't really like desserts, do you?"

Yao Xu was a little surprised, "How do you know?"

"Obviously." She said, "Every time you buy double cakes or double skin milk, according to my observation, three quarters of them went into the boy's stomach." Yao Xu laughed.

As long as he thinks of Ni Xingqiao, he will laugh. "You like him very much."

Yao Xu was stunned for a moment, he never thought that his love for Ni Xingqiao had been discovered by an outsider who was not familiar with him. "I've noticed it a long time ago." The store manager's sister looked at him with a smile, "It's not that I have sharp eyes, but your liking is too obvious."

She got up and made herself a drink, sat back down again, and asked Yao Xu, "Didn't what I just said offend you?" "No." Yao Xu said, "I just found it quite surprising." "How nice, so young I met someone I liked so much when I was young." She said, "It's so enviable."

Yao Xu looked at the glass of drink in front of him, and gently rubbed the water droplets on it with his fingers.

"Don't you think it's strange?" "What's strange?" asked the store manager's sister. "He and I are both boys."

"Do you two find it strange?" "Of course not."

The store manager's sister laughed, "Then why should I feel strange? There's nothing so strange about liking someone."

She took a sip of her drink and said with emotion, "It must be very passionate to like someone at this age, and I will never forget it in my life."

Yao Xu nodded, "Yes, I will be with him for the rest of my life." The store manager's sister smiled, "Look, it's really good that a teenage boy would say it."

Yao Xu looked out the window, the sun was just right, and everything was full of vitality.Yeah that's great.

It's not bad if it can be like this all the time, I'm afraid that the days will become more and more difficult.He took a sip of his drink and thought it was very good, so he planned to leave it to Ni Xingqiao.

Because Yao Xu didn't go to the exam, he hadn't figured out how to reconcile with his mother yet, and after sending Ni Xingqiao home at night, he sat downstairs and didn't want to go home.

He sat in the open space between the two buildings, as if there was an oasis on one side and hell on the other.

This strong sense of contrast made Yao Xu feel that his soul was being torn apart and was about to shatter.

Sitting like this until very late, he felt that there was no way to continue to escape, so he could only get up and walk home.

The door of the house was closed, and he didn't bring the key when he came out. He stood at the door for a long time, and finally knocked on the door.

Qi Meiling stayed at home for a day, when she heard a knock on the door, she stood up and opened the door expressionlessly.

Yao Xu stood at the door, bowed his head and said nothing.

"I thought you weren't coming back." Qi Meiling said, "So you're also spineless."

Yao Xu knew that at this moment, he only needed to keep silent, and saying one more word would only intensify the conflict.

Qi Meiling didn't mean to let him in, but said to him, "You stand outside, when you figure it out, come in again."

She closed the door again.

The moment the door was closed, Qi Meiling burst into tears.

She cried that her fate was bad, and the men she met were more hateful than the last.

Yao Xu just stood at the door with his head bowed. After a while, he said to Qi Meiling through the door, "Mom, if I die, will you be happier?"

Qi Meiling didn't hear what he said, she collapsed on the sofa, clutching a dozen sleeping pills she had saved up in a daze.

Yao Xu's forehead was pressed against the door, and the cold autumn night wind blew directly into his heart.

He really wants to know what is the need to continue this kind of life. He just wants to die now, or leave this place forever.But what about Ni Xingqiao?

One year, five years, ten years, will Ni Xingqiao still remember him? If he dies, will Ni Xingqiao come to his grave and cry?

If he survived and escaped from this place, would Ni Xingqiao be willing to elope with him?

Yao Xu didn't know where his way out was.