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When Yao Xu was "in confinement", Han Dong finally walked away gradually.On the last day of February, students return to school, distribute new textbooks, and prepare for tomorrow's opening ceremony.

Yao Xu finally walked out of the house, even the cold air felt precious.Ni Xingqiao changed into a thinner down jacket, and waited downstairs at Yao Xu's house wearing woolen gloves.

"Promising." Yao Xu laughed at him, "It's not always me waiting for you" "I can't always make you wait for me." Ni Xingqiao took out a bag of chocolates and handed him, "Happy new semester."

Yao Xu accepted it with a smile: "What should I do? I haven't prepared any gifts for you for the new semester."

"Hey, it's okay." Ni Xingqiao said, "Am I such a fussy person!"

The two of them rode their bicycles and went outside the community.

Yao Xu said, "Why don't we go to Xiaoshulin after school, and I'll give you a special gift." Ni Xingqiao gasped. "Little Shulin." Yao Xu looked at him provocatively, "Why are you scared?" I, I'm not afraid." Why would Yao Xu want to kiss me in the grove?

Ni Xingqiao has been trying to change his role recently, reminding himself almost every day that I am in a relationship with Yao Xu.

But I still feel uncomfortable at the thought of having a very intimate move between the two of them.

Ni Xingqiao felt that this was his own problem, and he had to find a way to overcome it. "What are you thinking?" Yao Xu noticed that his mind was a little distracted, "Don't be distracted while watching the bike and riding it."

Ni Xingqiao said in his heart that I was absent-minded because of whom, you still say me

The two of them were in a good mood on the way to school. After a month of training, Ni Xingqiao felt that compared with the training, going to school was simply too happy. At least he didn't have to face math problems every day, and he could go out to play in physical education.

When they arrived at the school, Ni Xingqiao became even more excited when he saw Luli. The two of them put their heads together and started chatting about what they had seen and heard during the holiday.Lu Li said, "I met Lin Suchen alone several times" "She actually ignored you"

"How attractive I am! Who can resist my pursuit!" Ni Xingqiao felt that this matter was tricky, and asked him, "Did you lose the bet with her? Otherwise, why would she listen to you and meet you?" Lu Lihehe She smiled, and said, "Actually... I begged her to help me with English lessons."

"I see! But it's an improvement. She actually agreed to give you tutoring. She has you in her heart." Lu Li blushed with a smile, "I think so too."

At this time, Lin Suchen and Lin Yuzhou walked into the classroom, and Lu Li's face immediately burned, his innocence was extremely pure.

"Hey, don't just talk about me, how are you?" Lu Li smirked and raised his eyebrows, "I guess Lao Cao will have to adjust our seats for us today, you have something to do with brother Xu."

It's strange to say that before, Ni Xingqiao tried his best to sit at the same table with Yao Xu, but now that they secretly talked about love, he began to feel uneasy about it again.

He still felt a little unclear in his heart.

It was as if all the problems were wrapped in a thick fog, and he couldn't even see through his own mind.

For the first time in his life, Ni Xingqiao felt stupid.

"Oh, go back to your place." Ni Xingqiao said, "When Cao Jun comes, he will scold you again."

"Who are you?" Lu Li was driven away reluctantly, "You two are old men, why are you so shy?" Lu Li defined Ni Xingqiao's reaction as "shy".

After Ni Xingqiao had arguing with him, he turned around and saw Yao Xu looking at him with a smile, and he responded with a smile, feeling a little guilty.

Sure enough, as Lu Li said, Cao Jun rearranged the seats for everyone according to the results of the final exam of the previous semester after publishing the new book. Ni Xingqiao struggled for a semester, and finally officially became Yao Xu's deskmate at the beginning of the second semester of the second year of high school.

However, he didn't know whether he should be happy or not, because just as he sat down, Yao Xu held his hand under the desk.

This move startled Ni Xingqiao, and subconsciously wanted to pull it back, but Yao Xu held it tight and whispered to him, "It's okay." Is it okay?

Ni Xingqiao was worried, afraid of being seen by others.

It was like this for the next few days, Yao Xuhui suddenly grabbed Ni Xingqiao's hand while no one was paying attention, and Ni Xingqiao, who was originally a person with little concentration, immediately lost his mind when he was pulled like this.

Several times Ni Xingqiao was called by the teacher to answer questions, but he didn't know what the teacher asked.

Seeing his flustered appearance, Yao Xu quickly wrote down the answer in the notebook for Ni Xingqiao to read along.The teacher's test was fooled, but Ni Xingqiao was always uncomfortable.

After more than a week like this, Ni Xingqiao felt that he couldn't do it anymore. He had to have a good talk with Yao Xu about this issue.

Delaying study is a small matter, but it is troublesome to toss him out of a heart attack. "Yao Xu, I have something to tell you." Ni Xingqiao picked a time for free activities in physical education class, and dragged Yao Xu to the small garden behind the teaching building to have a heart-to-heart talk.

There are few people here and it is relatively clean.

In March, spring has stepped into the city with one foot.Yao Xu squatted beside Ni Xingqiao, carefully observing the flowers that were about to sprout in the flower bed.

"Why are you so serious all of a sudden?" Yao Xu looked up at him, "It made me nervous."

Ni Xingqiao was a guy who was joking and joking all day long, but suddenly he became serious, so it was no wonder that Yao Xu was worried. "It's not that you want to break up with me." "No, no, no." Ni Xingqiao quickly denied it.

Yao Xu heaved a sigh of relief, smiled and took his hand, making him squat beside her, "Look at that."

Yao Xu pointed to a young seedling in the flower bed and said, "It's about to sprout new branches."

Ni Xingqiao didn't look at the flowers, but stared at Yao Xu's profile.

He had to admit that Yao Xu was very handsome, and he couldn't find a single flaw among boys of his age. "Uh, Yao Xu, I want to discuss with you..." Yao Xu turned to look at Ni Xingqiao.

"That's right, don't be unhappy with what I said." Ni Xingqiao said, "It's not that I don't like it, but... I think..." Seeing his hesitation, Yao Xu understood that this matter must have something to do with him, and it has something to do with the two human relationships.

"Well, what do you want to say, just say it." Yao Xu said, "As long as you don't want to break up with me, I will listen to you."

Ni Xingqiao straightened his body, "Oh, there's no need to do this, just discuss it.

He pointed to the hands they held together and said, "Can we not hold hands in school from now on?"

Yao Xu lowered his eyes, and his eyes fell on the hands of the two. "Why don't you like holding hands with me?"

"No, you know me, I'm a coward." Ni Xingqiao was in a dilemma. On the one hand, he didn't want to make Yao Xu unhappy, but on the other hand, he felt that he had to tell Yao Xu his true thoughts, "I'm very afraid of being seen. , especially when the teacher is still on the podium during class." Yao Xu understood, nodded with a smile, and let go of Ni Xingqiao's hand.At that moment, Ni Xingqiao felt that he seemed to have captured the loss in Yao Xu's eyes, and the atmosphere between the two became a little delicate. "I'm sorry." Yao Xu suddenly apologized. "Ah" why do you say sorry?

"Because I like you so much, I always want to get closer to you, but I forgot to consider your feelings." Yao Xu said, "I did something wrong."

"No." Ni Xingqiao said, "I know it's because you like me, otherwise you wouldn't want to hold my hand. But at school I'm really... a bit awkward."

"Understood." Yao Xu tried his best to put himself in Ni Xingqiao's perspective to think about the problem. He hoped that the fact that they were together would only bring Ni Xingqiao happiness instead of pressure and helplessness. "Do you regret it?" "Regret"

"Yeah." Yao Xu said, "You're being gay when you're with me. You can't see the light, and if people know about it, you might not be able to say anything about it. Do you regret it?"

Ni Xingqiao stared blankly at Yao Xu, he had never regretted it because of this, all his regrets came from his dishonesty to Yao Xu.Seeing that Ni Xingqiao didn't answer for a long time, Yao Xu frowned slightly. "Don't frown." Ni Xingqiao raised his hand to rub his brows, "What's wrong with homosexuals, homosexuals are not human."

Ni Xingqiao puffed his cheeks and said, "It's true that homosexuals like someone."

"Then do you like me?" Yao Xu asked this question again.He seemed never sure, always insecure about it.

No matter how indifferent and powerful the usual Yao Xu looks, he is still a boy who is seriously lacking in love.

He needs to keep repeating this question and hear affirmative answers from the other party, so as to convince himself that he is liked by Ni Xingqiao.

Anyone in this world can dislike him, but he can't accept that Ni Xingqiao doesn't like him.

He knew that such a selfish, greedy and even crazy self, but so far, this was the only thing he wanted, the only thing he wanted to fight for himself.

No matter what, he will hold on tightly and never let go.

Yao Xu looked at him steadily, and asked again "Do you like me?"