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Some people who have been in hell for a long time will feel uneasy when they are led to heaven.Yao Xu is such a person.

He is too aware of his unbearable situation and the harm and trouble he has caused to others, so he is also very clear that he is not worthy of going to heaven.

When following Ni Xingqiao to the neighborhood where he lived for many years, Yao Xu was so nervous that he broke out in sweat.

He didn't say much all the way, thinking about how to apologize to Ni Xingqiao's parents.

will they forgive themselves

This man who ruined their beloved child like this.Yao Xu took a deep breath, feeling ashamed of himself.

But Ni Xingqiao is full of joy, returning to this community with Yao Xu is like a dream for him.

It seems that the timeline has been pulled back to the past, and all the pain and injury have not yet happened. They have been with each other since birth, and have loved each other since they were teenagers. Until now, everything is as usual.

Ni Xingqiao always wanted to ignore those difficult years, but obviously, Yao Xu couldn't help it.

When he came to the gate of the community, Yao Xumai couldn't move anymore.Ni Xingqiao said, "It's okay, they miss you too." Yao Xu looked at him, and could only hold his hand tightly to gain strength. "However," Ni Xingqiao said, "don't tell them about your illness."

Originally, Ni Xingqiao didn't want to mention this matter, but he was afraid that if Yao Xu was too frank, it might cause some minor troubles.He began to know to screen information to parents.

Yao Xu understood why he said that, and also understood that no matter how calm Ni Xingqiao behaved, his illness would have an indelible impact on him.

Beside Ni Xingqiao, there is another Qi Meiling.Thinking of this, Yao Xu wished he could die.Live, live badly.Even death is not reconciled.

This is him now, and he doesn't even know how to hate him. "Let's go." Ni Xingqiao gave him a hug, "I've been hungry for a long time." Ni Xingqiao knew that he had to interrupt Yao Xu's thinking at the right time, otherwise he would easily get into the corner of his head. "I'm pretty useless right now"

Ni Xingqiao was taken aback, and quickly said, "Why do you say that about yourself?" Yao Xu didn't speak, but just looked at Ni Xingqiao.

"You have been a brave little knight for so many years, it's not useless to let yourself rest now." Ni Xingqiao tried to comfort Yao Xu.Yao Xu smiled and pulled him forward.How can I make up for this person

Yao Xu couldn't think of it, he only knew that even if he was lucky in this life, he wouldn't be good enough for Ni Xingqiao.

The two passed by Yao Xu's former home, and he walked forward without turning his eyes.

Ni Xingqiao didn't bother to mention it, since Yao Xu didn't want to look back on the past, so he kept looking forward.

I haven't been back for a few years, and the community is not much different from before, but many old residents have moved out, rented out the house, and there are many new and unfamiliar faces.

They go upstairs, and time overlaps with years ago.

At that time, Yao Xu ran upstairs wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag in the early morning, and pulled Ni Xingqiao, who always liked to stay in bed, out of the bed.Time flies is nearly ten years.They all changed.

Standing in front of Ni Xingqiao's house again, Yao Xu was so nervous that he stood straight and looked ahead.

When Ni Xingqiao touched his pocket, he remembered that he didn't bring the house key with him when he came out today, so he could only knock on the door and ask his father to open it.It was Huang Qian who opened the door, and Ni Haiming was still busy in the kitchen.In nine years, Huang Qian has also changed a lot.

In the past, Yao Xu thought that Huang Qian was the most beautiful woman in the world, she was beautiful, gentle and kind, and treated him like his own child.All Yao Xu's fantasies about his mother are based on her existence, she let him know that not every mother hates their children.The more this happened, the more ashamed Yao Xu felt when facing her.

Huang Qian stood at the door, wearing simple home clothes, not as exquisite and beautiful as nine years ago, but more elegant and calm that has accumulated over the years.

Looking at the two children in front of her, she couldn't believe it.When Ni Xingqiao called to say that Yao Xu had been found, she didn't believe it.

She felt that Yao Xu had completely disappeared in their world, and he was just an obsession of Ni Xingqiao.

The person who is written in the diary, the person who is cared about in the heart, but also the person who will never appear again.

Huang Qian also discussed with Ni Haiming more than once, where is Yao Xu's child and what is he doing all these years.

They have complicated feelings towards Yao Xu, and they don't know how to deal with it.

Huang Qian asked Ni Xingqiao to bring "Yao Xu" back, but she wanted to pierce her son's unrealistic fantasy and let him know that he can't always indulge in his own imaginary world.

Yao Xu did not come back, he must recognize this reality.

However, what Huang Qian didn't expect was that the man standing in front of her was really Yao Xu.

In nine years, Yao Xu has changed the most.

The youthful boy back then has now turned into a dark-skinned, tall and strong adult man.

But Huang Qian still recognized him at a glance, just like at that time, Ni Xingqiao knew it must be Yao Xu with just one look.

Huang Qian's tears fell instantly, and she turned around and entered the room with complicated emotions.

Yao Xu and Ni Xingqiao looked at each other, and then were dragged inside. "dad"

There was still the sound of cooking in the kitchen, and Ni Xingqiao yelled inside.

Ni Haiming came out of the kitchen, wearing an apron and holding a spatula, he was taken aback when he saw Yao Xu standing there, and then said after a few seconds, "Yao Xu is here."

Yao Xu bent down and bowed, Ni Haiming hurriedly said, "Why are you being so polite, come in quickly. Qiao'er, you pour water for Yao Xu, I haven't finished cooking here yet."

Ni Haiming returned to the kitchen in a panic, and the vegetables he was frying were mushy.Ni Xingqiao brought Yao Xu slippers and asked him to sit on the sofa for a while.Huang Qian hid in Ni Xingqiao's room, she couldn't control herself, she couldn't stop crying.

Ni Xingqiao poured Yao Xu a glass of water and, like Yao Xu, looked worriedly at the closed door.

Yao Xu said, "I'll go talk to Auntie."

Ni Xingqiao patted his shoulder lightly and said, "It's okay, I'll go and have a look."

He got up and came to the door of the bedroom where he used to live.Ni Xingqiao knocked lightly on the door: "Mom, I'm coming in!" After greeting him, he opened the door carefully and walked in.After Ni Xingqiao entered the room, he closed the door again. He knew that his mother must have a lot to say to him alone.

"What's the matter!" Ni Xingqiao went over, picked up the tissue on the table, and wiped her tears.

Huang Qian's eyes were red from crying, and the tissue in her hand was soaked. "Did Mom embarrass you?" Huang Qian choked up a little. Seeing her son, she felt even more uncomfortable.

"No." Ni Xingqiao sat next to her and held her hand, "Can you tell me what's wrong with you?"

When Ni Xingqiao was young, it was always when Ni Xingqiao was hiding, and Huang Qian came to ask him what was wrong in a soft voice. Now that Ni Xingqiao has grown up, it is time to switch roles with his mother.

Huang Qian wiped away her tears and took a deep breath.

"I thought you lied to me." Huang Qian said, "Unexpectedly, it was really him."

Ni Xingqiao smiled: "Is it okay, Yao Xu is so kind." Huang Qian looked at her son with pity, and raised her hand to rub his face.This is her most precious child, and she watched him become more and more closed to himself because of Yao Xu. These years, others don't know how Ni Xingqiao got here, but she, a mother, knows.She felt sorry for Yao Xu, but at the same time she also blamed Yao Xu.

Huang Qian is a mother, no matter how tolerant and kind she is, she will still favor her children.

Huang Qian said, "I'm not happy with him." Ni Xingqiao smiled, "I know."

How could Ni Xingqiao not understand?They are all the people who love him, and all the people he loves.

He said, "Then you will reprimand Yao Xu face to face later, teach him a lesson, tell him how much I have suffered for him these years, and threaten him that if he treats me badly in the future, you will not let me be with him gone."

Huang Qian looked at the child dumbfounded, and pinched his face helplessly. "It's too thin to pinch."

"Yao Xu is back, I will gain weight soon." Ni Xingqiao said, "Really."

Huang Qian had nothing to do with him, she only blamed herself for giving birth to a silly son. "Mom doesn't want to see you suffer."

"I know." Ni Xingqiao said, "Actually, I don't understand why. It stands to reason that time can change everything. After so many years, no matter how much I like it, it should fade away. However, I just can't let Yao Xu go. It doesn't matter if you put yourself in shackles, or anything else, he's back, and I seem to be alive." That's how it feels.

Back then, Yao Xu said to Ni Xingqiao, "Look at me, and I am alive." Today, Ni Xingqiao feels that he is alive again after Yao Xu returns.

Perhaps it is fate, the baby kiss made before birth made their life have an insoluble bond.

Ni Xingqiao said: "I am fine now, and I will become better together with Yao Xu."

When Huang Qian and Ni Xingqiao came out of the room together, Yao Xu stood up nervously.

He looked at Huang Qian and bowed deeply and long to her.He was sorry and remorseful.

He didn't know what he should do to make her feel better, he just bowed awkwardly to her as an apology.Huang Qian just looked at him like that, and Ni Haiming also came out of the kitchen.The small house is very quiet, and everyone's mood is extremely complicated.

The silence lasted until Huang Qian opened her mouth, and she said to Yao Xu, "You are hungry, your Uncle Ni's cooking skills have improved again, eat more later."