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For some people, the word love can be on the lips at any time, because it is not in the heart at all.

But for others, it is as heavy as Mount Tai, which cannot be taken lightly.

When Ni Xingqiao heard Yao Xu say that he loved him, he suddenly felt that the spirit he was holding on to was released. He opened his mouth and breathed hard, letting Yao Xu hold him, crying dizzily.

He waited for this word for too long, so long that he really thought that Yao Xu didn't love him

Ni Xingqiao was crying uncontrollably, wishing to cry out all his longing and grievances over the years.

Cry out, and start over with Yao Xu.

Yao Xu always thought that he was doing well, without Qi Meiling's control, he lived more like a human being.

He lives by his yearning for freedom and love for Ni Xingqiao, and he speaks little every day, but his own story is always staged in his own world.

This is very good, this is the best life for Yao Xu who grew up being manipulated.

But now, at this moment, when he listened to Ni Xingqiao's cry and felt the trembling of the other party, he realized that the best life is actually the moment when he is with the other party.

The years without Ni Xingqiao were wasted after all.

Regardless of whether he is schizophrenic or mentally ill, they should embrace like this before they really die.

In the past, it was because of Qi Meiling that he suppressed everything about himself.Later, because of unreasonable worries, she refused to go up to Ni Xingqiao and hug him.

It's just a word of love, he should have said it long ago.

Ni Xingqiao asked him: "Yao Xu, do you think I'm still the same as before?" This is what Ni Xingqiao has been most worried about these years.

He knew very well that he had changed too much.

He is no longer cute, carefree, or even as good-looking as he was when he was a child.

Now he is pale and thin, living like a ghost.

What if Yao Xu doesn't like him like this?

Yao Xu's heart ached from his words, Yao Xu couldn't be more clear about who ruined Ni Xingqiao like this.

He knew that he did it.

He gently wiped Ni Xingqiao's tears with his fingers, and looked at Ni Xingqiao with a slight frown.

For a few seconds, Ni Xingqiao was so nervous that he was almost speechless.

"Same, different." Yao Xu said, "But it's nothing, I'm not the same as before."

Ni Xingqiao didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, his expression was distorted, which made Yao Xu laugh out loud.

He laughed, still the same as before.

Ni Xingqiao likes to watch Yao Xu laugh, it's so precious.

The water in the bathtub was already cold, Yao Xu carried him out, dried him, and wrapped him in a towel.

"Go and lie down for a while." Yao Xu said, "I'm going out to buy medicine."

"What medicine to buy?" Ni Xingqiao grabbed the corner of his clothes, not wanting to let him go.Yao Xu looked at his bony hand, held it, and said with pity: "Too thin."

Isn't Ni Xingqiao too skinny, he almost couldn't survive.

"Don't you feel the pain?" Yao Xu pointed behind him, "I did it."

Ni Xingqiao's face flushed instantly.

Yao Xu looked at him with a smile, Ni Xingqiao at this time is still the same as before.

He was in a trance, as if he had really returned.

On her birthday, there was no Qi Meiling's sudden appearance, let alone that fatal farce, everything happened naturally, lingering and beautiful.

Yao Xu couldn't help but leaned forward and kissed Ni Xingqiao's lips. He took her into his arms, really wanting to wake up from a dream and find that they had just grown up.

"Lend me some clothes to wear." Yao Xu said.

"what happened?"

"It's okay, I just want to wear your clothes."

Ni Xingqiao obediently pointed in the direction of the wardrobe, Yao Xu helped him back to the bed, and waited for him to lie down before picking up his clothes.

One water of black, white and gray.

This is not the style Ni Xingqiao should have.

Yao Xu's heart was clenched again.

He took out a black sweater cover.On the morning, he returned to the bedroom dumbfounded and showed it to Ni Xingqiao.

Ni Xingqiao couldn't help laughing while wrapped in the quilt, he said: "You are really sexy now."

Ni Xingqiao was too thin, his clothes didn't fit Yao Xu's body.

But Yao Xu wanted to wear it. When he wore Ni Xingqiao's clothes, it was as if the other party was by his side all the time.

"Wait for me to come back." Yao Xu bent down and kissed him, "I'll give you the medicine myself."

Embarrassed, Ni Xingqiao pulled off the quilt and covered half of his face.Yao Xu smiled, turned and walked out.

He seemed to have finally let go of everything, and at this moment, he truly reached the free life he was looking for.

The so-called freedom is being able to love the one you love without any scruples.

From now on, he hopes to learn how to love someone well.

Yao Xu went to the pharmacy at the entrance of the community to buy medicine, and when he was walking back, he suddenly saw the small flower shop across the road was still open.

He remembered that he never seemed to have given Ni Xingqiao flowers.He hesitated for a moment, then turned and walked into the flower shop.

It's a small shop, and there are not many varieties of flowers.

But it doesn't matter, Yao Xu only wants red roses.

The few remaining red roses were not fresh, and even two of them had wilted.

Yao Xu bought them all, and chose the color and ribbon of the wrapping paper himself, and asked the shopkeeper to wrap them up for him.

It was cold outside, and Yao Xu was afraid that the flowers would be damaged by freezing.

Before going out, I asked the florist for several bags and wrapped the flowers again.

The cold wind can blow him, but it can't blow the rose he gave Ni Xingqiao.

When Yao Xu walked back, he felt that this bouquet of red roses was too late, but luckily his little boy was still waiting for him.

He almost ran back and calmed down before entering the door.He took off the plastic bag wrapped around the roses, and walked into Ni Xingqiao's bedroom with the bunch of flowers in his hands.

Ni Xingqiao was already asleep.

The sleeping Ni Xingqiao is very similar to when he was a child, but his face is no longer as round as when he was a child.

Lost and grown up, but in Yao Xu's view, the other party will always be his little prince.

In order to find the knight who ran away in anger, the little prince was scratched by thorns and injured all over.

Yao Xu entered the room lightly, and carefully put down the flowers.He was still hesitating whether to wake him up, but Ni Xingqiao immediately opened his eyes.

Ni Xingqiao didn't sleep soundly, he was thinking about Yao Xu, and he was still waiting for him to come back in a daze.

Seeing Yao Xu by the bed, Ni Xingqiao heaved a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand to pull him, turned around and saw the bouquet of roses.

Ni Xingqiao asked in surprise: "Did you buy it for me?"

Yao Xu said, "Yes."

He said to Ni Xingqiao: "It's not the first bouquet of roses you received, it wasn't that many, it wasn't that big, but I bought it for you."

Ni Xingqiao looked at him, and gently hooked his little finger: "What you buy for me is the best."

After speaking, he suddenly realized that something was wrong.

"How do you know it's not the first bouquet of roses I received?"

Yao Xu shrugged: "I just know."

He carefully helped Ni Xingqiao turn over, and took off the towel from his body: "I'll give you the medicine."

They didn't feel it when they were making love, but now they became shy.Ni Xingqiao was embarrassed by the place where he was looking at him, and always wanted to hide.

Yao Xu said, "Don't move!"

With a slightly commanding tone, Ni Xingqiao didn't dare to move.

"Then tell me, how did you know?" Ni Xingqiao blushed with embarrassment, buried his face in the pillow, and asked in a muffled voice.

As soon as Yao Xu didn't respond, Ni Xingqiao didn't cooperate with him in rubbing the medicine.In desperation, Yao Xu had no choice but to say, "I knocked that bunch of flowers to the ground."

"what?"

"That man who always wears the blue shirt." Yao Xu said, "He always looks for you."

Ni Xingqiao looked back at him: "Actually, you know what happened to me."

Yao Xu didn't speak.

"You also went to Shancheng.

Yao Xu still didn't make a sound.

"You never lied to me." Ni Xingqiao said, "You have also fulfilled the original agreement."

Yao Xu gritted his teeth, looked up at him and said, "No."

"You did it." Ni Xingqiao said, "If you go, you have made the appointment." Yao Xu knew that Ni Xingqiao was comforting him as well as himself.Does that count as a date?Never showing up, just secretly watching him suffer from a distance.

These years, Yao Xu has been a little bit twisted in his heart. He hasn't figured out how to rearrange his life, but Ni Xingqiao has already sorted it out for him and found excuses for everything.

"Compared to you, I'm so cowardly." Yao Xu didn't dare to look at Ni Xingqiao, he suddenly felt that he wasn't even worthy of the other's love. "You are already braver than most people in this world." Ni Xingqiao paused and said, "No, you are the bravest one."

Ni Xingqiao said to Yao Xu: "Although our lives have many regrets, you will always be the most heroic person I have ever met."

hero?Yao Xu looked at Ni Xingqiao, is he worthy?

"You are a hero." Ni Xingqiao said, "You are not only the hero in my youth, but also the hero who supported me to make it through when I was an adult. He smiled and said to Yao Xu: "I am a little unhappy that you have passed so many years just came back. "

Yao Xu knew that he was comforting himself, but Ni Xingqiao's comfort was more effective than anything else.

"I will never be cowardly again"

"Can you face everyone?"

"There are some people we don't need to face again."

Ni Xingqiao looked at him suspiciously.

"Qi Meiling is dead."

"She and Yao Zhenhai have been tormenting each other endlessly these years, and it seems that they have to fight to the death." Yao Xu said, "But not long ago, Yao Zhenhai hit himself to death while driving under the influence of alcohol. After Qi Meiling found out, she committed suicide. .”

When Yao Xu learned about this incident, he didn't come back to his senses for a long time. He thought that these two people would accompany Zi 2 like ghosts all his life, but he didn't expect that they left him so unprepared.