Rebirth's favor in your arms

Yu He quietly looked at Jian Junkai who was sitting beside him peeling apples for him, his expression was as cold as ever.Since that day, Jian Junkai has been with him in the hospital.He kept smiling nicely at Yu He, occasionally told him jokes to amuse him, bought him breakfast, fetched water to wash his face.He never showed a sad expression in front of Yu He, but just quietly by his side, taking good care of him.

For so long, Yu He rarely talked to Jun Kai, and in many cases, he didn't even give him a look.He just stared quietly out of the window in a daze, out of focus, in a trance.

Jian Junkai sat quietly beside him and accompanied him, trying hard to resist the urge to hug the person in front of him.How much he hated, how much he hated those people who appeared in Yu He's youth, hated those who hurt him, hated those people who made Yu He into what he is today.Yu He once loved someone so cautiously, full of humility and fear, he let himself love him, and he has exhausted his last courage to pursue warmth.How Qiao Binhao had the heart to use him, how to betray him, how to treat his kindness as a bargaining chip for profit.

At this moment, Jian Junkai suddenly felt that he would rather never have the chance to get close to Yu He, as long as Qiao Binhao pampered him forever, as long as he could still show that sweet and gentle smile to someone.

Jian Junkai occasionally pushed Yu He to go around the garden behind the hospital, even though most of the time he was very resistant.Like a fool, he would tell Yu He all kinds of funny experiences in his student days, although usually he was the only one laughing.Every day, he went to various restaurants to buy easy-to-digest and delicious food for Yu He. The good news is that most of the time, Yu He would take two symbolic bites.

Later, Yu He could only eat liquid food, and Jian Junkai went home every day to cook porridge and soup before rushing to the hospital. In the first few days, he always had various problems. Sliced ​​fingers, spattered arms with boiling oil, and the taste of the food wasn't all that satisfying.But Yu He didn't say anything, didn't criticize the bad taste, and didn't say thank you.Whatever Jian Junkai served, he ate it quietly.Later, the porridge he sent became more and more delicious. There were more and more varieties of white porridge, vegetable porridge, preserved egg and lean meat porridge.But...Yu He ate less and less.He woke up more and more frequently in the middle of the night, and Jian Junkai didn't dare to let himself fall asleep. He held Yu He's hand and lay down on his bedside to sleep lightly every night.If Yu He makes any movement, he can wake up the fastest.

Yu He is not used to people holding hands, he frowned and broke free a few times, but the next time he woke up, he would find that his hand was held by Jian Junkai again at some point.

Later, he also acquiesced, and gradually got used to the feeling of being forever wrapped in Jian Junkai's warm palm.

"Are you in pain? It's okay, I'm here, I'm here." Jun Kai held Yu He's hand tightly, his voice trembling, but his eyes were extremely firm.

"Ah..." Yu He gritted his teeth, he could feel a smell of blood spreading from his mouth, these days he was horribly thinner, and the increasingly unbearable pain tortured him all the time.

On a certain day and night, Yu He woke up again because of unbearable pain. He turned his head, and in his blurred vision was Jian Junkai's painful and confused face. Junkai's eyes were bloodshot, and a circle of disappearance The dark circles under his eyes couldn't go away. In the past few months, he has lost weight much better than Yu He.

Yu He couldn't see his face clearly, but he could feel the way he looked at him.He seemed to be looking at himself like this all the time, as if he would stay with him forever and never leave him.He felt that he was going to die, all the heat dissipated inch by inch, except that his palm was still tightly held by Jian Junkai's warm palm.For some reason, he suddenly felt like crying at this moment, and he couldn't remember how long he hadn't cried.

"In the next life...you give me...show up early!"

Jian Junkai bent down, he felt Yu He's lips move slightly next to his ear, a faint breath blowing against his ear made him tremble all over, he stopped there as if someone had pressed the pause button, There was chaos in my mind.No movement, no expression.

Even after a long time, he still couldn't describe his mood at that time well.The overwhelming joy surged for a moment, and was replaced by greater pain and despair.Why, why is it this time, when everything is over, let him know that Yu He already has his figure in his heart.Why, why treat him like this, why?

After a long, long time, a howl of a wounded beast came from his throat, and tears quickly spread from his eye sockets, dripping on Yu He's pale and cold cheeks.

"No, please don't." He hugged that cold body fiercely, as if he wanted to crush Yu He into his arms, tears blurred his vision, even his consciousness.He just let his instinct hold him tightly, as if this way Yu He's body temperature would not cool down, as if this way he would not leave.

However, he couldn't wake up again, and he couldn't warm his hands no matter how he covered them.

Jian Junkai's lips kept trembling, "Don't, don't do this, Yu He, you can't do this." How could you do this, how could you leave me when I love you so much, how could you leave me alone in pain remorse.how can you...

"I won't allow you to do this, wake up, okay? I haven't made you fall in love with me, I haven't proved that I am different from Qiao Binhao, please don't leave me, okay. Yu He... ..." Jian Junkai has never looked so embarrassed. At this moment, he is crying like a child with red eyes, and the crying echoes in the hospital ward, like a mist that diffuses and condenses around the corners of the eyes of many nurses. Drops of water came out one after another.

"Don't, don't!" Jian Junkai suddenly woke up from his sleep, he was panting heavily while clutching his heart, cold sweat dripped down his temples.He took a few quick breaths, and finally felt that the suffocating pain dissipated a little.

The consciousness seemed to be a little fuzzy, and after a long time, Jian Junkai finally realized that he dreamed of Yu He again.I dreamed of his appearance before he died, and dreamed that I was screaming hoarsely, but he would never respond.She will not look at him coldly with a frown like she did at the beginning, nor will she look at him calmly like she did in the last period.He just lay there quietly, no longer being tortured by pain and waking up in the middle of the night, no more warmth.

Jian Junkai clenched his fists, he couldn't wait any longer, not even a day.He wanted to see Yu He, he wanted to see him appear alive in front of his eyes, he wanted to go to Yu He's school right away, even if he just took a look at the school gate from a distance, he still wanted to see him with his own eyes.

Yes, Jian Junkai was reborn, and he was reborn ten years ago.At that time, 16-year-old Yu He and 17-year-old Jian Junkai had an unpredictable future.