I don't want to be a human being, the protagonist of the otome game

It's hard to say, if they knew in advance that they were facing a super magic spirit, would they choose to continue doing it? Chihiro thought, at least they would apply for foreign aid in advance for this.

The embarrassed Samoyed ran quickly along the corridor, perhaps because of the spiritual contact with her, this curse spirit would hesitate when attacking her, and she activated the skill to draw hatred without hesitation, playing with the opponent Started an exciting chase game.

"Don't be so nervous, according to the result of my divination, you won't die." The white fox floated beside her, still talking sarcasticly, Chihiro couldn't tell what to do with him.Fortunately, she got acquainted with the school thoroughly during the walks these few days, otherwise she really wouldn't be able to continue playing.

Time entered the middle of the night, and now the situation on the conjurer's side is that everyone else has been injured. In order to give them a buffer time, Chihiro took the initiative to take the initiative to help them fly the magic kite.

Unlike the previous first-level spell spirits, since the super-level spell spirits showed their desire to attack, Chihiro's small death radar has been ringing non-stop, without stopping at all.

To be honest, all four of her legs were about to cramp, but Chihiro didn't dare to slow down at all.She has a clear understanding of herself, and once she stops, she may never dare to move again.In contrast, the time she took the plug-in (Lixiang) to exorcise the first-level curse spirit was really the same as going out for an outing, and it was not a big deal.

The black round nose twitched twice, Chihiro tried hard to suppress the tears welling up due to the discomfort in her body.Can't cry, can't cry, crying at this time will definitely make you out of breath.The lives of her companions are all on her, if she doesn't distract her... I am so much older than them, so I have to take responsibility.

The curse spirit whose body could just fill the entire corridor chased her after her, and the windows on both sides of the corridor were impacted by force and cracked when he passed by.Amid the loud sound of glass shattering, Chihiro ran another corner.

The hands of the clock rewind to seven o'clock in the afternoon.

The first graders find all students who have been marked.The total number is not large, but judging from the attitude of these students, most of them are scumbags who have committed misconduct.Even though they were not pleasing to the eyes, the few people who came here to exorcise the curse spirit still cleared the imprint left by the curse spirit for those students.

This was a blatant provocation from the conjurer's side, and Chihiro could feel that the aura of the curse spirit in the school had become much stronger.After negotiating with the principal and asking him to arrange to stop today's club activities and let all the teachers and students, including the guards, go back as soon as possible, their battle began.

In the beginning, the curse spirit was still trying to hide, and they were looking for each other around the school.But the curse spirit who was driven into a desperate situation didn't stay silent for too long, and he quickly showed his shape and launched a counterattack.

And the moment he made a move, several conjurers realized that something was wrong—that curse spirit already had a human-like appearance, and his aura didn't belong to the second level, or even the first level.

Seeing that the curse spirit's attack was heading towards Fu Heihui, Chihiro couldn't think much at that moment, she used her own technique to forcibly attract the opponent's attention.

But I don't know which link went wrong. After taking the attack instead of Fu Heihui, she was not injured, but passed out under the anxious eyes of several other people.

[...So where are we, didn't I send it? 】Squatting in a gray mist, Chihiro was silent for a while before asking the system.

The system said hesitantly, [I'm not sure.Maybe it's because of a change in your spiritual spell, or maybe it's because the damage judgment was wrong when interacting with the spell spirit?According to the progress, the game is not over. 】

Then she is most likely still alive.When Chihiro was walking around in a daze, the mist surrounding her suddenly dissipated, and the puppy was dazzled by the bright sunlight. She blinked hard a few times, and found that she was still in the school, standing on the campus of the school. the door.

The campus in front of her made people feel a little strange for no reason, and the furnishings in many places were different from what she remembered.The students walking back and forth around her passed by her as if they hadn't seen her.This would never happen in the past. Who can resist pawing the dogs on the side of the road a few times?

Chihiro, who became a transparent dog, was puzzled, and she walked to the notice board.There were no paw prints on it, and there was no promotional picture of the new society that she remembered. It was just pasted with today's school newspaper, with the date written at the end.

【a year ago……? ] She confirmed it in a daze, and suddenly had a vague anticipation of the current plot.Chihiro hurriedly turned her head to look around, and soon she found the person she was looking for, who was walking towards the teaching building.

It was a slender and slender young man with some similarities in temperament to Fu Heihui. Chihiro had seen his photo, and he was the deceased in the initial suicide incident.

To Chihiro's disappointment, although the other party is likely to be the protagonist of the incident, the young man also cannot see her in a ghost state.After chasing him into the classroom, Chihiro squatted beside him and watched him take out his books to study, she was a little puzzled.

Qiben Lixiang is an exception. Ordinary curse spirits are just a collection of curses, not the real souls of the dead, so the scene at that time should not be replayed.Because it was the remnants of his emotions that inspired the curse, did he leave a part of himself while catalyzing the curse spirit?

Watching his life as if watching a video tape, Chihiro would turn her eyes to other people around her from time to time, but they were all far away from this boy, as if he was also a transparent person.He has no close friends, no one can see him at all, and occasionally she can hear the other party talking to herself.

Chihiro did the same thing a long time ago, she felt that she could feel a little bit of the other person's feelings, and couldn't help feeling a little pity for this boy.

This unattended situation did not turn around until after school, when a student smiled and called his name outside the door.Chihiro raised her spirits and ran outside the door to see who it was. What surprised her was that she knew the face of the person who called out. It was one of the students who committed suicide this time.

Quickly realizing what this meant, Chihiro barked anxiously at the boy who walked out the door, but the boy who couldn't hear her voice still followed the boy to the rooftop of the club building.

The rooftop has always been a classic scene in various shoujo comics, but in reality there are no beautiful boys and girls waiting for others to meet, and never such a beautiful thing in the comics, Chihiro chases them all the way.She watched as the boy was kicked to the ground just as he walked onto the roof. He stood up with his head down, and was kicked back again.

Didn't this group notice that they were hurting a person, not an object?Chihiro was furious, but she couldn't interfere with these scenes, she could only grab the air a few times with her claws, and stared fiercely at the small group opposite.There are many familiar faces of her, some are still alive, some are dead.

What made her feel a little desperate was that the punching and kicking was just the beginning, and then Chihiro saw the other party being stripped of his clothes, taking some shameful photos, and being raped.The boy who took off his clothes in the illusion was not the tall and thin boy she had beaten, but they were all the same.

Chihiro gritted her teeth and ran downstairs, she wanted to try to see if she could attract the attention of others, at least find someone to help him.The other students in the building are doing club activities. Everyone is immersed in the cheerful college life, and the crimes on the rooftop are completely different worlds.

The result was a failure of course, and she couldn't change anything, until she heard two girls whispering in the corner about everything that might happen on the roof, but finally decided not to meddle in their own business, Chihiro walked back to the roof weakly.Everyone knows these things are happening, but no one wants to take the risk to come forward.

And when the desired audience came again, the illusion began to fluctuate like ripples, and countless scenes that had happened on the rooftop began to pass by in front of her one by one like a revolving lantern.

Chihiro held back when the group slapped him in the face, and pressed his head into the bucket that the students used to clean up, so that he could watch him suffocate and make fun of it, Chihiro held back .When several of the students were called to the office for mediation that had no real effect, Chihiro finally shed tears when she said that she was impulsive and didn't mean it, apologized perfunctorily and continued this behavior.

These are tears of anger, and she cries when she is angry.

Some people have good intentions to save others when they are in trouble, but some people are clearly strangers and just pass you by, but they want you to be unhappy.This is so weird, why, why is no one stepping up to stop this?

"Do you also think it's my fault? Because I don't fit in, because I'm too cowardly, and I never resist...? That day, I saw you...People who are very similar to me, you have not been down."

A vague figure appeared beside her, asking her questions, Chihiro knew who it was.His voice stuttered like worn tape, reminiscent of falling sticky cement.

Most super-level spell spirits have intelligence and clear consciousness. He is really not a ghost, and he must be talking about the time when she and Fu Heihui were blocked on the rooftop.Chihiro was a little timid when she heard the voice at first, but she quickly replied with concentration.

"No, maybe you can't fit into the group, and you don't have the ability to fight back, but it's not your fault that you got hurt." She wiped away tears with the back of her claw.

"No matter what background these people have, even if they are degenerate due to lack of love and bad labels in social life, these are not enough as an excuse. Even if they are in the same environment as them, most people And I would never choose to hurt innocent people, absolutely not."

Perhaps because of being in the illusion, what she spoke was human language.After she finished speaking, the curse spirit did not respond, and the illusion did not stop. This time, the scene flashed back to the empty classroom that Chihiro was more familiar with.

What they saw was finally no longer the horrible scene of being bullied, but the puppy followed him in silence.She watched with her own eyes that the young man chose the most peaceful way to deal with it in helplessness, and ended his life looking at the rooftop that left countless shadows.

In death his rancor became a curse, and he became the terror itself that had always lain dormant in the shadows.This horror was created by the perpetrators themselves, and it continued to grow in the atrocities that did not stop there, until the day when they saw the light of day and took their lives, it seemed to be a causal cycle that was destined to happen.

"... They mentioned me when they were playing Yinxian in that classroom, and they were still laughing at me... Maybe it was me who called out. No one cared, no one cared about my death. I saw them They were all looking forward to it, so I appeared in front of them."

It wasn't until the events of a year ago were clearly replayed that this illusion showed no signs of breaking.The voice of the curse spirit sounded right next to Qianxun, but it sounded very distorted.Needless to say about what happened after that, Chihiro knew very well, and he marked one by one, so that the group of people would look at the rooftop where they had committed evil deeds and repent until the end.

The little dog thought a lot, she turned her head, but asked a completely irrelevant question, "The time when the knotweed and Nazaki found your traces, you could actually leave no traces, right? But you still did that. Lead them there."

He didn't seem to want to respond, but before being kicked out of the illusion, Chihiro still heard the answer that belonged to that boy.He said it in his own voice, as if his soul was still there, somewhere in the body of this ghoul.

"You're right. I don't like fighting, and I shouldn't have let you find me. But I still fantasized that, even once, someone would stand up and help me, so I let them pass."

The tone of the young man's speech was very calm, and even after reliving these things with her, it didn't cause any disturbance anymore.This kind of numbness made Chihiro feel a little heartbroken from the perspective of a stranger, but that empty human figure gave her the illusion that he was laughing, maybe he was really laughing.

"...Thank you for being willing to say that to me."

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