I don't want to be a human being, the protagonist of the otome game

The voice of the player that the system can receive is limited to the part that the player wants to communicate with him, any more is an invasion of privacy, so he doesn't know what Chihiro was thinking during those few seconds of daze.

"Chihiro, are you still not feeling well?" He asked, "We don't need to start in such a hurry. There is a collection of tracks in the game in the collection option of the menu. You can listen to music and take a rest here."

The nasty bug mentioned the term "spell" before, recalling this, Chihiro pondered for a moment before slowly opening his mouth, "I'm fine, I was just thinking... how about we go to the spell section next? "

Of course the system will not object to her decision.

Towards the end of the day, heavy clouds suddenly piled up over Yokohama.It rained for two whole days in the city.Not much rain, but cold enough and wet enough.

Death is a familiar term for the Mafia, and it's not even a person who dies.There is so much life and death here every day, the city is in disarray, it used to be so lacking in order, overflowing with chaos, intrigue and struggle, the city itself has seen much more than they know.

The death of a dog is but a small event that may happen some day in this ordinary and dull life, but this sudden rain is like a cry of mourning.

After the collective rectification and inspection of the details of the day, Zhong Yuan was shocked to find that this incident hardly caused any disturbance, and the biggest casualties seemed to be the mafia at their port.

Needless to say about Dazai Osamu, he was able to put Yumeno Hisaku into the confinement room before, and it would be no problem to fool him again.Originally, he was an unrivaled strategist, and the armed detective agency was not that useless. In the end, although the personnel there were injured, no one lost their lives because of it.

Koye Ozaki did not stay with the Port Mafia that day. She was on a business trip and only heard about what happened to him when she came back.Zhong Yuanzhong also knew that she also liked Bourbon very much. He originally thought that the other party would say something, but in the end what she said was completely different from what he thought.

"What a poor kid." She seemed to have expected the parting, but the parting was too sudden, so it was inevitable that she felt regretful.Ozaki Koye sighed, but the words in his mouth were directed at him, "I thought you knew. The time that such children can be with me is not long, and their lives are too fragile."

The omnipotent mafia cadre looked a little confused at the moment, he pursed his lips, and went to report the result of this emergency to the leader.But after he finished speaking, Mori Ogai casually changed the topic.

"Nakaya-kun, if you encounter this kind of thing, you can rest for a few days. You actually like that dog very much, don't you?"

"Just a dog," he heard himself say after a brief silence.

Although the progress of the investigation has completely stalled on the strange male belonging to "Cocoon", he is like a person who appears and disappears out of thin air.But the fact that the other party wanted to use his own cadres, but was stopped by his dog, as the leader, he naturally knew all about it.

He also knew that his own cadres were still stubbornly tracking down the remaining organizations. This might be an extremely straightforward way of revenge.Zhong Yuan was not as calm as he seemed.

Alice, who was sitting next to her, looked unhappy. She bulged her cheeks angrily, and when she saw Zhong Yuanzhong, she snorted and turned her head away. It seemed that she was sorry for losing her puppy as a playmate. Feeling very dissatisfied with this matter, he blamed the whole matter on him.Mori Ogai shook his head at him, and still gave him a vacation.

It was rare to get a vacation from the leader of his own family, but Zhongyuan Zhong didn't have too many clear ideas about how to use this vacation. He returned to the empty apartment and prepared to change his clothes before going out.

The apartment is already full of traces of their life together, such as dog hair scattered on the floor that has not been cleaned by the sweeping robot, pet supplies and dog toys piled up in the corner.

His eyes stopped on those things that would no longer be used in the future, and he frowned unconsciously, and finally just used his supernatural power to pack them into the empty storage room of the apartment.

——He also did the same for his office, which had been occupied for a long time, but after he finished it, he realized that there were too many details, so that after clearing it, it was like tearing off a piece of himself.Besides, he couldn't completely erase it, and he didn't know where Bourbon hid his memories.

Occasionally, he opened the desk drawer casually, and found the snacks that the puppy had secretly hidden in it when he wasn't paying attention, probably all of them were taken from the subordinates at the grassroots level.

I don't know when it started, but most of the port mafia started to like her.Not just his subordinates, but most, most of them.

But after this incident, no one has mentioned her in front of him until now.Maybe they have already started to avoid her, and they will soon forget her. Zhongyuan Zhong didn't think whether it is better to remember or forget.

One time he passed by his subordinates and found that they were looking at her photos with their mobile phones. The puppy in the photo knew how to find the camera, was smiling in the direction of the camera, and stuck out his tongue.

It took a while for the cadre to realize that several subordinates who passed behind him hurriedly bowed and confessed, but Zhong Yuanzhong didn't pay much attention. He glanced at the holder of the mobile phone and paused before speaking.

"...Is that your phone? Send me that picture."

The subordinate who heard this sentence seemed to be taken aback. He controlled his expression and quickly passed the file over.It's not just a picture, but a whole picture package, and there are several videos in it.

This is far more than what he asked for, but Zhong Yuanzhong also left that folder.A suitable photo was later framed and placed in his room, and another was buried in the ground with the dog following him.

Regarding how to deal with Bourbon later, he has no such experience, so he simply followed the process of human beings after death.In modern society, pets already have burial services, and there are many pet owners who choose to do so, so his move does not seem abrupt.

After changing into a pure black suit, Chuya Nakahara drove to the cemetery.There is so much sadness in this place, the air is sticky and heavy.He walked towards his destination, but he didn't expect to see Akutagawa Ryunosuke here, standing in front of Bourbon's grave.

After this confusion, he hadn't met him in the building yet. Since he didn't intend to talk to him, Nakahara Zhong also patiently waited in the distance, and at the same time he was quietly observing the other party.

Holding a black umbrella, Akutagawa Ryunosuke didn't bring anything else, and just said a few words to himself in front of the newly erected tombstone.His expression became very complicated for a moment, as if mixed with resentment, but soon returned to its original plainness.

After standing there for a long time, he left silently amidst the sound of rain.

Nakahara also knows that Bourne is very popular, but he doesn't know that Akutagawa Ryunosuke is so close to his puppy. He has nothing to say, and there is not much to say now. After the other party left completely, he slowly walked to the stone tombstone.

The tombstone is engraved with very simple English, Inmemoryof... He stroked those letters silently, and the rough texture from his fingertips brought him back to the day again.

The licking action exhausted the last bit of strength, and the puppy closed its eyes after it was done.He could feel that she was not breathing.Even so, the body in his arms was still warm, and the blood she bleed was still warm.

Bourbon has always been very clean, to the extent that he doesn't look like a dog, and he never bites things, doesn't run to play in the mud or do similar things, this is the first time he has seen her so Embarrassed.

The side of her mouth was stained with heavy red stains, and her tongue was still hanging out, and Zhong Yuanzhong also looked down at her calmly, reaching out to wipe off all the blood.

He worked hard for this several times, but many of the bright red liquid had condensed on the original pure white hair. He had no choice but to take off his coat and gently brush the hair that hadn't grown up yet, but Also won't grow the puppy pack up.

The sound of water being stepped on made him escape from his memory, and Nakahara also tilted his head vaguely, seeing two high school girls in navy blue sailor suits walking towards him.

They are holding a transparent umbrella together.The rain was very thin, and when it fell on the umbrella and slid down the edge of the umbrella, it looked like silver-white tear stains. The rain also wet their dark skirts and the heels of their uniform shoes.

The two girls' footsteps were very cautious, deliberately erasing the lightness of their age on this solemn occasion.When they passed by him, they nodded slightly to him, but they didn't pay much attention to him, and passed by lightly.

The moods of the people who came here may be very similar. Nakahara Chuya unconsciously followed the figures of the two girls, and they stood still in front of another tombstone not far away.

One of the girls put down a bouquet of pure white flowers, and then they whispered, as if praying for the owner of the tombstone, sending blessings.Soon the girl who placed the flowers began to cry softly, and the other girl patted her back to comfort her.

Zhongyuan Zhong also stared intently for a while before he could see clearly that the black and white marble tombstone was printed with a photo of a cat in black and white. He silently looked away amidst the suppressed cry, and looked back at the stone tablet in front of him.

It wasn't the first time he'd lost a partner, but Bourbon wasn't like anything he'd lost in the past, and she probably had to be counted in his family.

He kept replaying what Koye Ozaki had said to her in his mind, and he began to think that when he first met Bourbon, she was as small as a plush doll, and he remembered that she stuffed all the dog food and the ball into his palm, Remembering how she would occasionally sleep on her lap.

It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that there are too many other noteworthy things in the constant cycle of life, and those things fall down layer by layer like fallen leaves, covering his true mood.But once death comes out, it will sweep away all these dead leaves and make those emotions float again.

Zhong Yuanzhong also thought that he would not raise a dog again, because he would never meet her like that again in the future...from now on, never again.

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The author has something to say:

Recently, I have watched several movies and books about dogs, as well as pet documentaries. The love and responsibility that raising small animals can feel is really special.There are a lot of selfishness in this chapter, so I wrote it in a completely different tone, I hope everyone will like it~ I will curse back from the next chapter.

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 326729101;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 9 bottles of Suyoujiu; 2 bottles of Yingluo Yuqing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!