I don't want to be a human being, the protagonist of the otome game

"In this world, there is an unknown law of operation. Perhaps no one will believe that the back of the world is a world that is operating according to the opposite law of time. Maybe you can meet something you have never seen in this world. People, because every few years, the front and back of the world will intersect for a period of time, and only at that moment, the time of the world will flow synchronously..."

"Nowadays, occult books are treating people more and more like idiots. Even if they don't have any basis in fact, at least they are made up a little bit. Are you right, Chihiro?"

After listening to Xiaolan finish reading this paragraph, Yuanzi raised her chin and complained. Recently, Xiaolan borrowed a new book from the library. Because it was very interesting, she shared it with the girls at the girls' tea party.At this moment, a friend said so, and as a sharer, Mao Lilan couldn't help but refuted in a low voice.

"Is it that boring? I think it's quite interesting, and the saying behind this world is also very romantic."

"Huh? Did you say something just now? I accidentally lost my mind." Chihiro, who was named, looked a little uneasy, and she hummed a few times in confusion before she realized it.In the eyes of the two friends, she hesitated and asked, "Honestly, I am a little interested in what Lan said, can you lend me that book for a few days?"

She didn't know why she cared about this information.After returning home, Chihiro roughly read the whole book, but except for the half-truth and half-truth and "the length of time and interval between each intersection is uncertain", she could not find any relevant information. information.

It made her feel depressed, even if she didn't know where the frustration came from.Since she couldn't find what she was looking for, she decided to return the book to Xiaolan by car the next day.

Since it rained the night before, there were still many small puddles on the ground. Walking on the sidewalk, Chihiro carefully paid attention not to step on the puddles, and then she was slammed by the speeding motorcycle. All in water.

who!Chihiro, who was half wet, clenched her fists and began to hold grudges.A male student who happened to pass by her mentioned the price of the motorcycle in a surprised tone... Chihiro let go of her clenched fist silently, or let's forget it, which rich second-generation university student is this? Driving around the streets during the day!

However, just when she sighed that she was unlucky and was about to speed up her pace and go home to change her clothes, the owner of the locomotive turned back on his bike.It can't be that I didn't play enough once, and I plan to splash her again, right?This is the first thought in Chihiro's mind.

The speed of the car was so fast before that Qianxun didn't see the people in the car at all, but now that he looked carefully, the owner of the car was actually wearing a neat black formal suit, the kind with a small vest.He kept his hat down so low that Chihiro couldn't see his face.

Adhering to the salty fish mentality that more things are worse than less things, she didn't intend to argue with the other party, but when she was about to leave, the young man stopped her first.

"I was thinking about something before. I accidentally drove the car too fast. Did it splash water on you? Sorry, I'll pay you the clothes."

Because she was not used to talking to unfamiliar men, and the other party seemed to have some background, Chihiro listened to him with her head down the whole time.This guy was surprisingly polite, and Chihiro, who was a little resentful, immediately began to feel embarrassed again, and forgot the anger a few seconds ago.

"It's okay, it's not a big deal," she replied, "Just be careful next time. If it's clothes, I'll go back and change them..."

"Wait, did I meet you somewhere?" He interrupted Chihiro.This made Chihiro raise her head to look at him in surprise. At that moment, they looked straight into each other's eyes, and time seemed to slow down suddenly.

She should have never seen this person before, but his face was so familiar.Excluding the possibility that she had folded his face on some paper man, Chihiro recovered from the trance and realized that she was crying.

It's weird that she's not one to cry.Chihiro raised her hand to wipe her tears in a panic, and Zhong Yuanzhong, who also came back to his senses, handed her a handkerchief in embarrassment, with a troubled look on his face.

She quickly explained, "Maybe it's because of sand in my eyes, not because of you."

"Are you going to the hospital?"

"Don't worry about this little thing, I'll go home right away, nothing will happen."

"Then, please leave a number? If you need anything in the future, you can contact me. Cough, I mean compensation for clothes."

Chihiro tilted her head, feeling a little puzzled by his actions, but out of her unreasonable trust in this man, she inexplicably agreed.

They are like very familiar strangers who met by chance because of this accident, and they will probably forget about each other in the past few days.Originally they all thought so.But the torrent of time is always very generous at the rare overlapping moments, and the lost memories quickly return with their getting along.

When she walked to the door of the house, Chihiro, who had been thinking about the other party, stopped in her tracks. She quickly called the other party, not wanting to waste a second.She remembered what happened earlier, she remembered everything... How could she forget?After all, she had met each other a long time ago.

Chihiro's 12 years old happened to be the age when she gradually accepted that her parents didn't value her, so she had to live alone from then on.Everything was just going on as usual, until one day after she was isolated because of being alone, she suddenly waited for someone to pick her up and go home.

"I'm a friend of your parents. They were worried about you, so they asked me to take you back." The big orange-haired brother squatted in front of her, his tone a little awkward, as if he wasn't used to doing this kind of thing.Although he claims to be in his thirties, he still looks young, and Chihiro notices that several of the female teachers are secretly watching him.

At that time, Chihiro didn't know much about appearance, so she just thought blankly, this brother is like a prince who will appear on TV.

But even if she didn't know what lolicon was, Xiao Qianxun still knew that there would be strangers who would trick children away and eat them, so she borrowed the teacher's phone number to call her parents.It was the rare time in a long time that she got through to her parents on the phone. On the phone, she confirmed that the very handsome brother was indeed their friend.

After that she left holding hands with this unknown person.Instead of taking her home, he took her to the playground, they had a delicious dinner together, they watched the beautiful starry sky when it was dark, and before sending her away, his brother gave her a big Teddy bear.

Such a happy life lasted for a week, and after a week, Zhongya Nakahara told her that he was leaving.Chihiro was sad, but she didn't show it, she asked a little uneasy that night, "Can I give you anything?"

If you want to get something, you have to pay. She understood this truth very early on. There is not much difference between an emotional transaction and a financial transaction.In the process of getting along, she found that the other party was obviously not someone who needed money, so she couldn't think of anything else to give him.

"Why do you say that?" Nakahara asked.

Chihiro said seriously, "Because I want to thank you, thank you for listening to me carefully, thank you for not thinking I'm weird, thank you for caring about my feelings."

Even if he had heard from his girlfriend that she said that he was not the same as before, before seeing it with his own eyes, Zhong Yuanzhong never thought that the other party would be such a child.

If I met her when I was a child, I would definitely take her away with worry.While thinking this way, he pressed his hat on Chihiro's head, this action made the little girl blink uncontrollably.

After Nakahara Zhong also made the move, he paused for a moment. In fact, he was used to doing this in the future when he gets along with a dog girlfriend who grows ears when he is shy. Is it natural to put the hat on?I didn't expect to do it to Chihiro when I was a child.

"Just let me grow up foolishly and smoothly, and we will meet again." Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't reveal too much about the retrograde of time, he could only say bluntly, defeated by the little girl's watery eyes, he again Added, "I'll see you again later... no, we'll see each other again."

Wait, she met the other party once after that, but that was when she was in college, so what happened that time, it seemed to be related to games?Chihiro's thoughts gradually became distant.

The connection sound of the call was still ringing, and the person on the other side of the phone pressed his temple in embarrassment.The memory came so suddenly that he was a little caught off guard, but he remembered that that was the person he had been looking for.

At the age of 15, he became the king of the "sheep" organization when he was tracing his own life experience.If you have the strength, you must bear the corresponding responsibility. This is also his cognition a long time ago, even if he was not aware of the fact that he was not trusted at that time.

And in the process of inquiring about news, he met and brought back a different white dog, which was a very different and very special dog.She is very strong, and she is not inferior to any member of the sheep in battle. She is as big as a wolf, but she never pays attention to other people. She only looks at him with gentle eyes, encourages him, and rubs her head into his palm. As if you could understand what he was saying.

Zhong Yuanzhong doesn't understand dogs, he doesn't even understand himself, he just lives as a human being.Later, Shirase told him that the dog's scientific name was Samoyed, a famous dog breed, and that she was actually not as big as a wolf. Wild wolves must be bigger than dogs, but he didn't care .

... It's not that he didn't care at all. When he was free, Zhongyuan Zhong also secretly went to the bookstore to see what dogs like Samoyeds like to eat, and wanted to give his good partner extra meals.

They weren't always together when they went out, and Shirase once wanted to befriend the dog as well.No matter how you look at it, this white dog is not simple, but even if she is smart, she is still just an animal, a pet dog.If she could change her master, many things would have changed again.

Of course, this idea died in an accident where the white dog almost bit off his throat.This white dog seemed to understand what they were thinking, and it was considered kind to ignore these children. Occasionally, when Zhongyuan Zhong was not around, she almost wrote "too lazy to act" on her face, her eyes were fierce like Will bite anytime.

Of course they also tried to alienate them from Chuya Nakahara, but Shirase soon discovered to his frustration that not only did their king not have any plans to abandon the dog, but he seemed to be closer to the dog.

And at night when she found herself being guarded by her companions, the whimpering sound of the white dog, which was about the size of a wolf, seemed to be sighing. She held him in her arms all night, and there was a slight heat from the huge beast. .

Thinking about it this way, no matter what answer he got, he was not moving forward alone.Confused about where he came from, and angry about his situation, Zhong Yuanzhong also quickly forgot.Before falling asleep that day, he touched the white dog's ear and asked if we would always be together?

He made a lot of plans in his mind, but he rejected them one by one because he felt that it was not feasible. At that time, the Central Plains would still ask such questions. In fact, when he joined the port mafia, he would occasionally think so.But that night the white dog did not speak.

Nakahara only thought that she didn't want to talk because she was angry. Under the white dog's furry package, he soon fell asleep after talking in a low voice, but until he fell asleep, he didn't see Chihiro's sad eyes.

Why didn't he name himself?Chihiro occasionally thinks about this question. Out of her understanding of her boyfriend and some kind of weird premonition, she always feels that the young Zhong will also give herself a name related to hobbies. As a result, she is running out of time. , this hunch did not hit.

During the time they stayed by his side, their bond seemed to have surpassed the stage of binding each other by names, but her company was always limited, and she guessed that the intersection of the worlds was coming to an end.

Nakahara Chuya's experience is even more special. His past is shorter than hers, so this should be the last encounter for her.In the dark night, Samoyed smiled and put his head on the opponent's head.

But in the end, she stayed longer than she thought, long enough to block his former companion's backstab—of course she didn't block it with her body foolishly this time.

He casually lifted the spell restraint on Shirase, and after reaching the age of 30, Chihiro, who was already proficient in the use of spells, turned into a human form in front of him for the first time.She hugged her immature lover into her arms and whispered to him in his ear, "Chuya, let's see you in the future. I will wait for you."

But who is she?The young Zhong Yuanzhong also kept thinking, possibly for many years, just to come up with an answer and remember her deeply, even if fate strongly asked him to forget everything before the goodbye.

By the way, she disappeared after that, until... It seems that after he became a cadre, something seemed to happen at that time.It may be that the memory has not fully come back, and the impression in Nakahara Chuya's mind is still a little fuzzy. In any case, he pressed the connect button on the phone first.

Whenever the pros and cons of the world become distinct again, they will leave their memories of each other behind and wait until the time comes to pick them up again.

Also in the memory of countless times, they still walked towards the end, and the encounter was just a moment when each of them passed each other in the crowd.Still, in that moment they fell in love, and that moment is forever.They will fall in love countless times afterwards, like going back to the beginning of this elusive Möbius loop.

At the age of 22, the storm in his youth had subsided, and Nakahara Nakaya, a cadre of the port mafia, retrieved a snow-white puppy under the collapsed wall, as if anticipating some kind of fate.And in the same year, Chihiro received an invitation from Heartbeat Club for an internal test and became a little Samoyed.

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The author has something to say:

The content of this chapter is independent and has nothing to do with the development of the main text, but there are some overlapping parts, which can be regarded as another story restarted under a special setting.Because of the retrograde time of the two worlds, there will be a plot where the social animal Chihiro happens to meet Zhongya, the mature big sister Chihiro meets Xiao Zhongya, and the big brother Zhongya meets Xiao Chihiro. The current story in the article At that time, both parties were about 25 or [-] years old.

The time setting of this article comes from the movie of the same name, which is a very beautiful Japanese pure love movie. In fact, I just want to write a plot where they also participated in each other’s childhood and brought about changes, so other content is relatively rough. In the movie The setting is very meticulous and easy to cry, I recommend it to everyone.

This article is officially over, thank you for reading~