I became a substitute for my brother

The recording on the second day was still not smooth. The recording process was interrupted several times and stagnated. The guests and staff at the scene seemed restless.

Tao Heng was very sorry, he really wanted to say "I won't record it", but he couldn't, if he didn't record it, he would have to be locked up in the Qin family's mansion every day, without even a job, what else could he do?

Finally, the director couldn't help but said: "Take a rest for 10 minutes, Tao Heng, you can adjust your state, if it still doesn't work, your character design will have to be changed today, and the shots will be reduced accordingly."

Reality shows are all designed by people, and the show crew gave Tao Heng a smart character who is flustered but quick to react, but Tao Heng only showed panic, not smart at all.

Tao Heng knew he was causing trouble, so he could only nod his head and say, "Got it."

He sat in the lounge for a while, asked his assistant for cigarettes and a lighter, got up and went to the bathroom.

Sitting on the toilet seat in the cubicle and finishing smoking a cigarette, he was about to open the door to go out when footsteps came from outside, followed by the sound of the two talking.

"Is there something wrong with Tao Heng? He wasn't like this before, why has his whole state changed now? You can see that he is much thinner than before."

"Who knows, even if people are sick, they won't take the initiative to tell it."

"Whether he's sick or not, just quit if he can't, why waste our time here."

"It's not that simple. His husband is Qin Wenyuan. The director doesn't even dare to tell him to quit."

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Tao Heng waited for them to leave before coming out of the cubicle. He stood in front of the mirror for a long time, and then went out when the assistant found him.

The two-day recording was extended to three days, all because of Tao Heng. After the third day, Tao Heng asked the driver to take him to Ji Muqiao's clinic. The driver said, "Mr. Tao, please call Mr. Qin. "

Tao Heng said: "Go directly, I will take care of things."

The driver hesitated for a while and agreed, but the car had just turned a fork in the road when it was overtaken by the bodyguard's car.

There were cars in the front and back, and the driver didn't dare to move, so he turned his head and looked at Tao Heng helplessly. Tao Heng didn't speak, but just frowned and looked ahead.

Five or six bodyguards got out of the front and back cars, and they surrounded them. One of them knocked on Tao Heng's car window. Tao Heng didn't move, but the man didn't knock again. A group of people surrounded the car without moving. After five or six minutes, Tao Heng pressed the car window and said expressionlessly, "I'll go to the psychological clinic, Master Qin agrees."

The bodyguard who knocked on the window said, "I'm sorry, Mr. Tao, but we didn't receive Master Qin's order."

"Then I'll call him now."

Tao Heng took out his mobile phone and dialed Qin Wenyuan's number, Qin Wenyuan answered quickly, "Tao Heng, I'm in a meeting, I'll be back later today, you have dinner first when you get home."

Tao Heng said, "I was going to Ji Muqiao's psychological clinic, but I was stopped by your bodyguard."

There was silence on the phone, deathly silence. Tao Heng closed his eyes and held his breath. After an unknown amount of time, he heard Qin Wenyuan say, "Don't go, I'm going home now, let's have dinner together."

This was said calmly, but Tao Heng could tell that Qin Wenyuan was suppressing something.

Tao Heng didn't speak, and protested silently. Later, it was Qin Wenyuan who spoke first: "Tao Heng, you are obedient. When I am free, I will take you there."

Tao Heng opened his eyes, looked down at his feet, and hung up the phone.

"Turn around and go home," he said to the driver.

Not long after arriving home, Qin Wenyuan also came back. It seemed that those who pushed the company would rush back. As soon as he entered the door, he went upstairs to find Tao Heng.

After Tao Heng came back, he felt uncomfortable and went back to the room. When Qin Wenyuan opened the door and came in, he was changing clothes in the dressing room. Qin Wenyuan hugged him from behind and said, "Don't go see Ji Muqiao."

"Why?" Tao Heng looked at him in the mirror.

"Don't ask, anyway, don't go." Qin Wenyuan turned his head and kissed his ear, "You are obedient, I will take you to see another doctor tomorrow."

Qin Wenyuan didn't say that Tao Heng knew the reason, but he didn't want to see other doctors, he just wanted to see Ji Muqiao, so he said, "No, I won't see Ji Muqiao, and I don't want to see other doctors."

Qin Wenyuan didn't say anything at the time, but the next day, he still proposed to take Tao Heng out.

"I won't go," Tao Heng said while sitting on the sofa, "If I want to go, I'll go to Ji Muqiao, and I won't go to other people's places."

Qin Wenyuan said gently: "Be obedient, this doctor just came back from abroad, and he has worked longer than Ji Muqiao, which is good for your current situation."

Tao Heng had a gloomy face, but he didn't want to. There was a small balloon in his heart that was inflating little by little, and he didn't know when it would burst.

Qin Wenyuan came over and hugged him, coaxing him: "I've already made an appointment, we'll see each other, if we don't like it, we'll come back, okay?"

In the end, Tao Heng agreed to go. It was an older female doctor, dressed very friendly. Seeing Qin Wenyuan calling him "President Qin", it was very businesslike. Qin Wenyuan handed Tao Heng to her and said: " Chat with him."

The female doctor nodded, "Leave it to me."

Tao Heng followed the female doctor into the consultation room, while Qin Wenyuan waited outside.The female doctor closed the door and let Tao Heng sit casually, and made Tao Heng a glass of smooth sweet milk by herself.

Tao Heng thanked her, took a sip of the milk, and asked her, "How do you know I like sweet things? What if I don't like it?"

"I didn't know you liked sweet ones. If you don't like them, I'll make you another cup of unsweetened ones," the female doctor said. "It's a very simple thing, there's no need to think about it so complicated."

Tao Heng nodded and said, "Tao Heng."

"Xie Ran," the female doctor shook hands with him, "What's your trouble? It's okay, you can tell me whatever you want, I won't tell Mr. Qin."

Tao Heng raised his head and drank one-third of the glass of milk, and said quietly: "Doctor Xie, I have insomnia, emotional instability, fear of dark and unfamiliar environments, is there any help?"

Xie Ran smiled and said: "Why are you so pessimistic? People who are more serious than you are living well, why are they hopeless?"

Tao Heng drank another half glass of milk and said, "But I haven't had a good night's sleep for almost half a year. I feel very tired and weak. What do you think I should do?"

Xie Ran stared into his eyes and said, "Then you are quite naturally beautiful, you don't have dark circles even if you don't sleep well."

"This is the only advantage my mother left me." Tao Heng finished drinking the remaining milk in the glass and sighed.

With a notebook spread out on her lap, Xie Ran lowered her head and wrote a few words, then asked Tao Heng, "Can you tell me more about your sleeping conditions and your psychological state when facing a strange environment?"

It took Tao Heng 10 minutes to describe his problem to Xie Ran. He was very patient in the face of Xie Ran's questions from time to time, but then Xie Ran asked him a question: "What do you think about the place where you live now?" How do you feel?"

Tao Heng was silent, and after a long time, he said, "I want to escape."

"I used to long to live there in my dreams, because there is someone I like there, as long as I can get closer to him, I don't care even if I live in the utility room in the basement, but now... now I just want to escape, escape far away, to a place where he can never find me again... I don't want to go back."