I became a substitute for my brother

I don't want to see you, and I dare not see you, for fear that I will soften my heart and become the cowardly person dominated by emotions before.

Tao Xin said this to herself in her heart.

But what he said was: "Brother, you think too much, I didn't hide from you, I am very busy studying, I have a lot of things to do, and I don't have time to see you."

Qin Rui's eyes were burning, and he stared fixedly into his eyes: "Look at me, and say it again."

Tao Xin closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and looked at him: "I said, I'm very busy, I don't have time to see you, brother."

He bit the word "Brother" especially hard, hitting Qin Rui's tympanic membrane hard, red spots appeared in Qin Rui's eyes, the strength of his fingers suddenly increased, and Tao Xin could almost hear his mandible "cluck" when he squeezed With a sound, the center of the brow was raised in pain, and the tears in the eyes dyed the ends of the eyes even more red.

Qin Rui relaxed, and rubbed his thumbs against the end of his eyes again, his voice was so hoarse that he could hardly make a sound, "You hate me that much?"

Tao Xin closed her eyes, her Adam's apple kept sliding, "I don't hate you." I hate myself.

Qin Rui's fingers pressed the end of his eyes, and Tao Xin could feel his hands trembling. After a few seconds, Qin Rui suddenly turned his head, buried his face in the socket of his neck, and took a deep breath.

Tao Xin's body froze, subconsciously wanted to push him, but Qin Rui reached in through the gap between him and the back of the chair, and held him in his arms with such force that it could almost strangle his waist.

"you……"

Tao Xin opened his mouth, but didn't say a word, a wetness came from his neck, and when he realized something, the pain in his chest made him unable to even open his mouth.

It took a long time before he recovered his voice: "What are you doing here?"

Qin Rui didn't speak, and hugged him even tighter.

Tao Xin looked up at the roof of the car and murmured: "Brother, what are you thinking? I am a human being, but I often feel that I am not a human being in front of you, but an object."

An object without a mind, he must do what he wants to do, an object that cannot resist.

"If you want me to be your younger brother, I can only be your younger brother. If you want to see me, I must see you. If you want to hug me, I can't resist, and I can't resist... Brother, you Why are you so overbearing?"

Tao Xin's voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible, but Qin Rui heard it. He took a deep breath of Tao Xin's scent and felt the heat of the skin on his neck. What I felt in the dream has never been more real than this time.

The car fell into silence again, only the breathing and heartbeat of the two people interlaced.

Tao Xin felt a little uncomfortable. She was already uncomfortable, but her chest was compressed again, which made her even more uncomfortable.He moved his waist, wanting to change his position, but Qin Rui hugged him even tighter, "Don't move..." Qin Rui said.

Tao Xin didn't move.

Qin Rui's voice was hoarse, and there seemed to be something different in it.

Tao Xin opened her mouth in surprise, then struggled hard, "Qin Rui, let me go!"

Qin Rui didn't let go, and wanted to hug him, Tao Xin got angry from the heart, opened her mouth and bit down on the junction of his neck and shoulder.

Qin Rui felt the pain, his body shook violently, he grabbed the back of his neck and forced him to let go.Tao Xin bit down hard for several seconds as if venting, and he didn't let go until the smell of blood came from his mouth.

After Qin Rui got into the car, he took off his suit jacket and threw it on the back seat. He was only wearing a shirt at this time. The shirt on his shoulders was soaked in blood, and a large piece of dazzling red was swimming out.Tao Xin looked at the piece of red and said angrily: "What do you think of me, Qin Rui? Are you flirting with me? Am I not your brother? Are you flirting with my brother?"

Qin Rui was clearly emotional just now, although Tao Xin didn't feel the most obvious physical features because of his posture, but Tao Xin knew that he was emotional.If you put your full attention on a person for ten years, he can feel any change in that person.

Qin Rui did not deny that he was in pain, the wound on his shoulder was very painful, and his heart hurt even more.

He couldn't deny that he had desire for Tao Xin, not only now, but six years ago, no, even earlier.

Tao Xin didn't know what Qin Rui was thinking, and he said angry and mocking words one after another: "Qin Rui, have you vented in the past few years? Why don't you find a girlfriend? Even if you don't have a girlfriend, you should have one or two Let’s have a bed partner, so you won’t raise the flag at your younger brother, right? As you are, there are countless people who want to climb into your bed, how can you let yourself have sex anytime and anywhere? Or can’t you find someone you like? No Do you know what Boss Qin likes? I know a lot of beauties, would you like to help me find someone? Boss Qin can tell me your requirements, do you like men or women, older ones or uh..."

Before he could finish speaking, his lips were blocked.

This is the second time Qin Rui kissed Tao Xin, the first time was six years ago.

The kiss six years ago was driven by impulsiveness, hope, confusion and remorse, so what about this time?

Qin Rui clasped his head and forced him to look up, deepening the kiss.The tip of his nose was full of Tao Xin's smell, he was so intoxicated that he didn't see Tao Xin's increasingly indifferent eyes.

Tao Xin opened his mouth and let him drive straight in, but he didn't respond. He looked coldly at the man in front of him, looked at his eyebrows and eyes that were close at hand, and after a few seconds, he raised his hand to block him, and pushed him hard. out.

He wiped his mouth fiercely with the back of his hand and said, "Qin Rui, you are so shameless."

After speaking, he unbuckled his seat belt, opened the door, got out of the car and left without looking back.Qin Rui didn't catch up, he stared at Tao Xin's leaving back, his heart ached so badly that he could hardly sit still.He lowered his head and rested his forehead on the steering wheel. After a long time, he started the car and drove towards the villa.

When the door of the room was knocked, Tao Heng had already fallen asleep. He opened his eyes and asked, "Who?"

Qin Rui's voice sounded outside the door: "It's me."

Tao Heng stretched out his hand to turn on the lamp beside the bed, and wanted to sit up, but Qin Wenyuan hugged his waist tightly. He patted Qin Wenyuan's hand and said softly, "I'll go and open the door."

"No," Qin Wenyuan arched his neck, and said vaguely, "I'm sleepy, let him talk about something tomorrow."

Tao Heng comforted him: "When did Xiao Rui bother us at this time? He must have something he can't solve before he knocks on the door."

Qin Wenyuan was silent for a few seconds, raised his head and squinted his eyes, and kissed him hard on the lips, then let him go, turned over and lay down, "Go and come back quickly, I want to sleep."

"understood."

Tao Heng got up, put on some clothes and went to open the door, and saw Qin Rui standing at the door with a gloomy face, his eyes were bloodshot.It's not that he has never seen Qin Rui like this, on the contrary, he has seen it countless times in these years.

Tao Heng stared at Qin Rui for a while, then said gently, "Do you have something to say?"

Qin Rui nodded lightly, but did not speak. Tao Heng closed the door behind him. Under the dim light in the corridor, he waited patiently until he heard Qin Rui ask: "If I fall in love with my younger brother, Will you be disappointed in me?"