I became a substitute for my brother

Lin Yan never looked for Shi Ming again, and the promise to have dinner together was not fulfilled, so he turned to Chu Siyue.

Chu Siyue kept Lin Yan's number all the time, not on purpose, but just too lazy to delete it, not to mention that they broke up peacefully at the beginning, not enemies, so they didn't take it too seriously.

For more than three years, even though they both kept each other's numbers, they never took the initiative to contact each other, and they didn't even have activities on the same stage.

"Time flies, and it has been more than three years. I remember that we broke up in this season. You just came back from the set after filming. I want you to accompany me out for dinner. You said you were tired and didn't want to Go, cook for me at home, I will lose my temper at you, say you don't understand romance, that your appearance in movies is fake, that being with you is too boring, I can't see passion and passion on your face Desire, that's a tiger, I thought, you are such an indifferent person, why can't everyone see it, why do you want to show your indifference in front of me, why do you want to show it to me."

"I struggled with this for a long time, and then I came to a conclusion that you don't love me." Lin Yan shook the goblet in his hand, "If you really love me, you will make changes for me , but you didn't, so I broke up with you...but I regretted these years after the separation, and I figured out a lot of things. Seeing your change, I was too greedy."

He raised his head, poured all the wine into his mouth, looked at Chu Siyue, said with red eyes: "Brother Siyue, I regret it."

Chu Siyue looked at him, "It's over, don't mention it again."

Lin Yan shook his head, poured himself another glass of wine, picked it up, took a sip, and laughed at himself: "How can I not mention it? I can't let it go, Brother Si Yue, do you know why I haven't come to you for the past three years? I have been hesitating, I told myself not to be impulsive, impulsive feelings often have no good results, I give myself time to grow and mature, because once again, I will not let go, nor will I give you a chance to let go .”

Chu Siyue frowned because of these words, "Lin Yan, we are over a long time ago, I am a person who never looks back, the past is the past, there is no need to start over."

"What if there is no Shi Ming?" Chu Siyue asked suddenly, "If there is no him, would you still say that?"

"I'll still say that," Chu Si said more firmly, "With or without him, there is no way between us, Lin Yan, you should look forward and find someone more suitable for you."

Hearing this, Lin Yan was silent for a long time, and said: "You must be different to Shi Ming and me, right? You must love her very much, you love him more than me, don't you? The way you look at him is very special."

Chu Si shook his head and said, "You are different, there is nothing comparable."

Lin Yan laughed at himself, "It's because I can't compare to him. He is younger, better-looking than me, better-behaved than me, obedient and sensible than me. He should be very good at following you."

Chu Siyue didn't answer, and after a while, he said, "Drink less, if there is nothing else, I'll leave first, and you can ask your assistant to pick you up."

"Wait!" Lin Yan grabbed his arm, Chu Siyue stopped when he got up, saw Lin Yan with red eyes and asked him, "Brother Si Yue, do I really have no chance?"

Chu Siyue grabbed his wrist and peeled his hand off his arm, "Live well."

After speaking, he didn't look at Lin Yan's expression anymore, got up and left.

On the way back, Chu Siyue called Shi Ming and asked him what he would like to have for dinner. Shi Ming thought about it and said, "I'll cook for you when you come back. Auntie bought vegetables in the refrigerator today."

"Okay." Chu Siyue said.

When he got home, Shi Ming was preparing ingredients in the kitchen. He was wearing dark green home clothes, which made his skin white. When he heard the door open, he turned his head and smiled at Chu Si, "Brother, are you hungry?"

Chu Siyue changed his shoes, walked over and hugged him from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder, "What can I eat if I'm hungry?"

Shi Ming asked him: "What do you want to eat?"

Chu Siyue gritted his teeth lightly on his ear, "Eat you."

Shi Ming tilted his head embarrassingly, and let him kiss him. His face was flushed before he said softly, "Then I have to eat first. I'm hungry, and I'm afraid I'll faint on the bed."

Chu Si laughed heartily, let go of him, and stood beside him to prepare with him.On an ordinary evening, two ordinary people, doing ordinary things, are very calm, everywhere is peaceful, a word the other party says casually, the sound of doing things, a warm smile, all make people feel very calm.

Lying on the bed after finishing at night, Chu Siyue said, "I met Lin Yan today."

Shi Ming let out a "hmm", nestled in his arms and asked him, "What did you say?"

Chu Si Yue put his arms around him, and twirled his hair with his fingers, "I've been thinking about whether to tell you all night, because I'm afraid you won't be happy. After much deliberation, I still think I should explain it. The reason why I said it at this time is, It's because you're in my arms right now, and you can feel how much I love you."

"Oh," Shi Ming laughed softly, "So you see that I don't have the energy to be angry with you right now?"

"Yeah," Chu Si Yue lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, "No matter what you hear, don't be angry with me, if you are angry, you can bite me until you calm down, okay?"

Shi Ming dragged on a long "um—" "Then tell me about it."

Chu Si was silent for a few seconds, and seemed to have done a long psychological construction, before he spoke: "We have been dating for a while, and then he proposed to break up when he felt that I could not meet his ideal lover standard, and I agreed. , we haven't met or been in touch these years... You see, this circle is big or small, and the two actors who have worked together haven't seen each other for several years, so baby, we must Okay, I don't want to see you only on TV in the future."

Shi Ming tugged at his ears, the name "baby" made his ears a little itchy, he buried his face deeper into Chu Siyue's neck, "We will be fine, I will always grab you and stalk you to death Hit, I won’t let you go if you find it annoying.”

"I don't think you're bothering me." Chu Si hugged him tighter, patted his back lightly, pampering him like a son.

Shi Mingweng asked again angrily: "Does he want to reconcile with you?"

Chu Si sighed more, "That's what I mean. I said that I was mature, and my previous ideas were wrong. I wanted to start over with me, but I didn't agree."

"How dare you agree!" Shi Ming threatened.

"Don't dare." Chu Si begged for mercy, turned over and pressed Shi Ming under him, and kissed him vigorously, "I only need you in this life, I love you, Shi Ming."