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"Brother Shan, are you thinking about my college entrance examination?" Chen Wan kissed Xu Kongshan's brows distressedly, blaming him for forgetting the habit of men being silent and solving problems by themselves.

Xu Kongshan's silence answered Chen Wan. The confusion and bewilderment he looked at Chen Wan deeply touched Chen Wan's nerves.

His brother Shan, Chen Wan sighed silently.

"Let me guess what Brother Shan is worrying about." Chen Wan touched Xu Kongshan's forehead, her tone soothing and coaxing, "Liu'er is going to the provincial capital to study in university, what should I do, I don't want to be separated from him , I want to go to the provincial capital with him. But I don’t know anything, going to the provincial capital will definitely drag Liu’er.”

Chen Wan guessed exactly what Xu Kongshan was thinking. Xu Kongshan's eye sockets were swollen, and his throat seemed to be blocked with a stone, making him unable to breathe.

"Brother Shan." Chen Wan's eyes were so gentle that he seemed to drown Xu Kongshan in, "I don't want to be separated from you either."

Whether it was for himself or for Xu Kongshan, Chen Wan could not stay in Ping'an Village. It was the best choice for him and Xu Kongshan to go to university and leave.

Assuming that he gave up college for Xu Kongshan and stayed in Ping'an Village, and the Chen family could accept it, then what awaited them would be——Chen Wan a lifelong tailor, Xu Kongshan a lifelong farmer and drug seller, and endless Marriage urging and gossip, the relationship between them will be more shady than a mouse in the dark.

Staying in Ping'an Village, geographically close, in exchange for physical distance, seemingly close but actually far away.

It is impossible to hide the eyes of liking someone, and it is even more tormenting to forcibly conceal it. From then on, they will spend every day in endless pain.

On the contrary, leaving Ping'an Village, going to a strange environment, and integrating into a strange group, Chen Wan and Xu Kongshan can show their relationship as brothers, and no one will think there is anything wrong with two brothers living together.

As for what they will do when they live together, who can know when the door is closed?

These days most people don't even know what homosexuality is, so naturally they don't think too much about it.Unless Chen Wan and Xu Kongshan can't think of doing something outrageous in public, then their real relationship will be difficult to be discovered.

At worst, they will move more frequently, and change neighbors every once in a while, which can further reduce the risk of exposure.

Chen Wan had never said this to Xu Kongshan before, but now he explained it to Xu Kongshan word by word, trying to make Xu Kongshan understand that leaving is the only way out.

Xu Kongshan was not stupid, and due to the limitations of his thinking, he didn't think as much as Chen Wan, but when Chen Wan explained, he immediately understood.

He has to go to the provincial capital.

Then here comes the key point, you need to take the train to go to the provincial capital, and you need a letter of introduction to take the train, and you need a reason for issuing the letter of introduction, Chen Wan's reason is to go to the provincial capital to go to university, what is Xu Kongshan's reason for?This is one of them.

Second, how should Xu Kongshan get a foothold after entering the city? Now that the economy has not yet recovered, job opportunities in the city are rare. Under normal conditions, the possibility of Xu Kongshan finding a job in the city is about zero.

At first, Chen Wan felt that the above difficulties were trivial. He had several ways to help Xu Kongshan get a letter of introduction to enter the city, and the money from selling clothes could fully meet his and Xu Kongshan's expenses.

But after pondering over and over again, Chen Wan realized that she was wrong, a big mistake.

If he is successfully admitted to the finance and economics major of Nanfang University of Finance and Economics, once he enrolls, most of his time will inevitably be occupied by studies, especially the adaptation period of the first two months, plus making clothes, he will really be able to Taking care of Xu Kongshan?he can not.

Under such circumstances, will Xu Kongshan's life be as beautiful as he imagined?Obviously not.Therefore, it is extremely important to grasp the timing of Xu Kongshan's entry into the city.

"Brother Shan, you don't need to be so anxious." Chen Wan couldn't tell Xu Kongshan directly about the future policy, so he organized another language, "The current policy is changing every day, the college entrance examination has resumed, and there may be restrictions on entering the city after a while It will also be released."

It will be several years before the restrictions on entering the city are lifted. Of course, Chen Wan will not let Xu Kongshan wait that long.His plan was to finish the first semester of his freshman year, get everything ready, and then let Xu Kongshan come to the provincial capital, so that he would have enough energy to help Xu Kongshan pave the way he wanted to go.

The brief separation was for a better encounter. Anyway, the provincial capital said it was far away, and it was inconvenient for Xu Kongshan to enter the city, so it was the same when he came back.

It's only half a year of long-distance relationship, and it will pass soon.

"I will miss you." Xu Kongshan was full of reluctance, and Chen Wan couldn't help laughing, "Brother Shan, it's only May, and I haven't taken the preliminary exam yet."

Xu Kongshan hugged Chen Wan tightly, and a dull voice rang in his ears: "But I've already started to miss you."

Chen Wan's smile froze for a moment, and then the corners of her mouth curved slightly: "I will miss you too."

Xu Kongshan turned off the lights, and the room fell into darkness again.

The two chatted for an unknown amount of time last night. When Chen Wan was woken up by Xu Kongshan, she was so sleepy that she couldn't keep her eyes open.Chen Wan groaned and lay back on the bed, his face felt wet, it was Xu Kongshan who was wiping his face with the handkerchief twisted.After wiping his face, Chen Wan woke up completely from his doze.

Chen Wan didn't go to the textile factory to pick up the cloth, because there was still some left over from the cloth Qian Guosheng sent last time.The preliminaries were approaching, and the sense of urgency for the college entrance examination was increasing. Chen Wan didn't dare to worry about it, so she reduced the time of making clothes every day for review, and didn't need too much fabric for the time being.

Back in Ping'an Village, Chen Wan sorted out the materials, kept two books for his own use, and sent the rest to the educated youths in the review class.

Seeing the materials Chen Wan sent, all the educated youths in the review class were overwhelmed with excitement. Everyone thanked Chen Wan no less than twice, and one female educated youth even burst into tears on the spot.

Since the 70s, the policy on the return of educated youth to the city has been gradually relaxed, allowing educated youth to return to their hometowns in various names such as recruiting workers, retiring from illness, workers, peasants and soldiers, etc. Those educated youths with good family conditions and connections have left with the help of their families. In rural areas, those who have not left so far are basically either because the family conditions are not good or they are not valued by their families.

They couldn't count on their family, and the process of obtaining review materials was extremely difficult, and Chen Wan's behavior was a timely help for them.

Due to time constraints, Chen Wan left within a few minutes after delivering the materials.Only by passing the pre-examination can you take the college entrance examination, and the importance of the pre-examination is not lower than that of the college entrance examination.

As of two days before the pre-examination, Chen Wan only made three pieces of clothes, and spent the rest of the time studying without sleeping or eating.

In view of the fact that Chen Wan had a cold before the college entrance examination and failed the college entrance examination, Chen Qianjin and Zhou Mei were worried that he would go to the examination room alone.Although the two female educated youths in the old house are also going to take the exam, because of their gender, they can't play much role. The other educated youths are not in the second group, so I don't know if they can be trusted.

Chen Wan had to take the exam for two days, so he went to the county seat one day in advance, which meant that he would not be able to come back until the fourth day.Chen Qianjin was very conflicted, he wanted to accompany Chen Wan, but he just took over Chen Sishu's shift, so he really couldn't leave.

"I'll go with Liu'er." Xu Kongshan glanced at Chen Wan, and tightened his grip on the chopsticks.

No matter how you look at it, Xu Kongshan is indeed the most suitable candidate. Since Chen Wan officially moved to live with him, he hasn't had any problems with his health.

"I heard that there are more applicants this time than last year. Is the hostel enough?" Chen Wan attended the review class of the county high school last year and stayed at the teacher's house.

"It's enough to live in, and the town helped arrange it." The preparation time for the college entrance examination this time was more than last time. Although the number of participants was a bit higher, the number of remaining candidates did not exceed that of the hostel capacity limit.

Afraid of being disturbed, Chen Wan applied for a single room with extra money.

"Come on, little uncle!" On the day Chen Wan went to the county town, Chen Yongyang and the others had to go to class, and the three children cheered him on before going to school.Chen Yongyang stuffed his egg to Chen Wan, wishing him a hundred points in the exam.

Chen Wan put the eggs back into Chen Yongyang's pocket: "I have four."

In the morning when Chen Wan was still asleep, Xu Kongshan peeled two eggs for him, and he went to the kitchen to boil them before dawn.After eating, they went to the next door, and Zhou Mei gave two more.

Chen Wan couldn't eat so much, he asked Xu Kongshan to eat the two that Zhou Mei gave, but Xu Kongshan refused to eat, so he insisted that it was a good sign for his exam, double hundred points.Chen Wan was silent for a while, and didn't tell him that the total score of the pre-examination was [-], so that Xu Kongshan would not give him another six if he was serious.

"Have you brought everything? Let's see if there is anything missing." Zhou Mei was even more nervous than Chen Wan, and asked this question six times in an hour.

"I've brought all of them, there's nothing left behind." Chen Wan didn't get annoyed, Zhou Mei asked him and he answered again.

"Okay, Liu'er has checked everything, don't bother him anymore." Chen Qianjin couldn't stand it anymore, and gave Zhou Mei a hand, "Dashan, Liu'er will trouble you these two days."

"No trouble, I will take good care of Liu'er." Xu Kongshan put the bag containing Chen Wan's exam materials and a change of clothes in his hand, and walked out of the courtyard with Zhou Mei and Chen Qianjin's instructions.

The two female educated youths went with them and discussed countless knowledge points with Chen Wan along the way. Seeing their hands shaking, Chen Wan couldn't help comforting them to take it easy. The pre-examination is less difficult than the college entrance examination. questionable.

Chen Wan, the smartest person in the village, must have given the two female educated youths a little bit of confidence. It was not the first time they had heard Chen Wan's words, but it was not from Chen Wan's mouth that they were not soothing.

The car to the county was also arranged by the town, which shows that the leaders attach great importance to this pre-examination.

Chen Wan didn't know the candidates from other villages, but judging from the scrutiny of those people, they should have heard of Chen Wan's name.

Someone in the car took out the materials, or raced against the clock to strengthen and consolidate them, or cramped their feet temporarily. The more they seized the time before the exam, the more secure they felt in their hearts.

I don't know if there are any tangible gains, but there is some psychological comfort.

"Chen Wan, did Xu Kongshan also sign up?" The female educated youth originally thought that Xu Kongshan would leave after sending Chen Wan into the car, but she didn't expect him to follow and sit down beside Chen Wan, but she remembered that Xu Kongshan had never If you have attended school, you should not be eligible to apply for the exam.

"He didn't sign up. Didn't I burn out during the college entrance examination last time? My elder brother and they are worried, so..." Chen Wan didn't finish his sentence, but everyone understood the meaning.

What's the use of good grades, you're not a sick child.Chen Wan's words gave some people a strange sense of superiority.

Chen Wanhun didn't care about the gazes around her, and leaned against the window to rest with her eyes closed.

The author has something to say: Chen Wan: I really like Brother Shan!