goodbye my sweetheart

When he was there, he saw the cut on my elbow. "You hurt? You're bleeding!"

I had to keep my secret, I didn't want to bother Taylor to erase anyone's memory because of this wound again.

I thought: If I suffocate Ethan in the water, no one will find anything wrong.

After all, I had no motive to kill him, did I?I can even say that I jumped into the water to save him, and I was completely soaked, but unfortunately, I was a step too late, and he drowned anyway.

I can be a hero who is willing to save lives, can't I?

Yes, I will never be the good holy, bright, beautiful, selfless Elena.

I will always be the selfish and cruel Katherine who wants to protect herself at the slightest sign of trouble.

I'm constructing a murderous situation in my head.

Children, as a matter of fact, I haven't killed a child yet.

But there's a first time for everything, isn't there?

I never let feelings get in my way, do I?

Taking a deep breath, I put my hand on Ethan's shoulder, and with just a little push, the thin little Ethan can sleep forever in that expensive coffin.

But, he took my hand and started crying, and he said, "Katherine, don't die, okay?"

It seems that God has really gone crazy, and there are people in this world who don't want me to die again.

He was still crying, "Stop bleeding, I don't want you to die. Woohoo."

I don't know where I got the strength, I dragged Ethan ashore.

In the end, I bothered Taylor, although he was not bothered at all, we bathed Ethan, dried his clothes, gave him cold medicine, and finally, Taylor erased Ethan's "overboard" and "bleeding "Memory.

I was extremely tired that night, but I couldn't sleep well and had random dreams.

In the dream, I kept hearing the voices of Stefan, Damon, and Klaus.

Stefan said, "Katherine, why did you show up, why didn't you die?"

Damon said, "The ancient tomb is where you should be."

Klaus said, "Want to die? It's not that easy!"

Esther said, "I want you to live worse than die."

Ethan said, "Katherine, don't die, please."

I woke up.

Nasty Ethan, I wish I had the chance to repay you.

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★☆Katherine's diary:

"Theres something about Ethan"☆03★

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"Why are you in a wheelchair when you can walk?" I asked him.

"I'm crippled," Ethan said a little frustrated, "I don't want to walk, and I don't like people laughing at how funny I am when I walk."

"Are you lame?" I stared suspiciously at his legs.

"Only you can't see it." He sighed, "Because you don't care about me."

"Why should I care about you," I pouted, "I'm just hired to guard the warehouse. I do things for money, not for you."

"What a realistic woman." He was angry, puffed his cheeks, and walked away quickly in a wheelchair.

Looking at his leaving back, I was thinking, is it possible to use my blood to heal his leg?

When the wound flared up again, I used a glass to fill a large cup of my own blood. Hey, I found out that my blood was so pale when it was placed in the glass, as pale as red ink mixed with water. , no wonder I'm so weak that I'm not even as good as a human being.Will such vampire blood still have therapeutic effects?

Maybe my blood has little effect, but I think, as long as it continues, it should still be effective.

Useful or not, always try.

I started making little snacks, waffles, pony biscuits, figure eights, and the biscuits were always slathered with cherry jam, or blueberry jam, and I put them on a low counter, waiting for Ethan to come over and eat those jams It has my blood in it.

Unless there are special circumstances, Ethan will eat my cookies four times a week.

The people who drank my blood last time hated me like crazy: Stefan, Damon.

Ethan, hope Ethan will always be that exception.

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He put a whole person toy under the cushion of my chair, and when I sat down, he let out a stupid sheep cry: Baa~~~~~~~

I looked at the flat can, how could there be such a stupid, boring and funny thing in this world?I love these inexplicable toys, yes, I love toys, because I have never played with them before.

As soon as I shook the can, there was a silly sheep cry, and I couldn't stop laughing.

Ethan took advantage of my surprise, jumped up, and quickly kissed me on the lips.

"Do you want to be beaten?" I grabbed him by the back of the collar, "If you are 1.2 meters tall, you will learn how to flirt with women?"

"It's not teasing, I mean it from the heart, Katherine, you look so beautiful when you smile. I really love you, Katherine."

Whoops, I hugged him and laughed, I kissed him on the forehead like a woodpecker, and I smiled and said, "I love you too, Ethan, because you're funnier than that whole can."

Unhappy, he punched me in the stomach and ran away.

I haven't laughed like this in a long time.

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He would come over every day after school to eat biscuits, stay for a while, and talk to me.

One day, he said, "Katherine, you're not leaving me, are you?"

"Ethan, listen, I'm not your mother, so you can't depend on me like you depend on your mother."

He rolled my eyes at me and said, "Of course I know you're not my mother, my mother is not that slim, and I don't want to marry my mother."

"Hahaha, what do you mean—you want to marry me?" I winked at him.

"So what?!" He blushed and roared ferociously.

"Well. Ethan, how are you going to arrange a date for the two of us?"

"I thought about it, I will take you to the museum to see dinosaur fossils."

"Very... 'tasteful'."

"and then?"

"Go to the zoo and feed the giraffes carrots."

I puffed up my cheeks and questioned him: "Just feeding the giraffe, the two of us don't eat or drink?"

"Uh—" Ethan bristled, "Katherine, you're so annoying."

"Just make me hate it, I'm already willing to date someone who is 1.2 meters tall, what else?" I laughed.

"Well, Katherine, I'll Google dating tips first, and then I'll ask you out, okay?"

"Ah, I'm going to cry, and even the 1.2-meter date was ruined." I couldn't breathe from laughing.

Maybe, I don't hate kids as much as I thought.

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★☆Katherine's diary:

"Theres something about Ethan"☆04★

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Ethan was the only guest I invited into the house.

Although somewhat reluctantly.

Because he stalked me when I was coming home and I didn't see him stalking, my goddamned dullness.

By the time I found him, it was too late to drive him away.

As soon as he entered the door, he screamed and screamed, "Wow, are you Dexter? Why are you covered with plastic bags everywhere? Are you going to dismember the victim here?"

I looked at him and I couldn't help but lie and say, "I have OCD."

He didn't believe my words, he looked at me, "Katherine, you don't have to hide it in front of me, even if you are a serial killer, or an alien, or something, I still love you."

Why does this sound so comfortable and pleasing to the ear?I rubbed his hair and said to him, "Say it again for Auntie."

He shook my hand away, "Stop treating me like a child!"

"Is there an adult with a height of 1.2 meters in the world?" I went into the kitchen to help Taylor prepare the food needed for the party.

Ethan stayed in my room very quietly, but - rummaging through boxes and boxes.

He wants to find my "tool of crime", and he really thinks I'm Dexter.

He found my ancient