After I divorced from chaos step

"I look good?"

Tosi's eyes were sad and quiet, and the corners of his eyes drooped slightly, as if he was slightly wronged, "Then you still call me Thanos of Russia."

"You are Thanos of Russia, and the only difference between you and Thanos is good looks."

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that Ivan had already left, so I let go of Dosi's face, "Also, Thanos never turns back until he dies, but you turned back."

As I talked, I walked into the pharmacy and picked out a can of alcohol cotton balls and a box of Band-Aids for him.

His fingers were simply rinsed with cold water just now, and now they are being treated carefully, and then I found that his hands still have marks from burns and knife wounds, and the marks are very new.

"What's going on?" I asked. "You got into a fight?"

He glanced at me cautiously, and then said slowly, "It was ironed by the ironing hat."

I remembered that Dazai had sent me a photo of Tosi sitting on the sofa and seriously ironing clothes.

It's actually true.

"Can't you hold your hands a little farther away? You're too old to burn your hands, idiot."

"……sorry."

"Don't apologize to me, it's not me who got burned anyway."

I pointed to the marks of the knife wound and asked, "Then this is from cutting vegetables when cooking?"

"Ah."

"...Do you really cook?" Shouldn't a pack of compressed biscuits and a cup of instant coffee be enough for a day?

As if seeing through my mind, Tuo Si explained: "I followed the steps you used to cook, but my cooking was far worse than Yuanyuan Sauce."

"Isn't this nonsense? How many years have I been cooking for you, and how long have you been cooking? You want to reach the sky in one step."

I finished wiping Tuo Si's nails, and wrapped his damaged fingers one by one with a Band-Aid.

"Yuanjiang is very powerful." Toss paused and said, "I learned how to make borscht. When you are free someday, I will make it for you to try."

"..." Well, I always feel that there is poison in the soup, or some kind of hellish dark dish.

Tosi learned how to cook!

Tuosi learned to cook, and also learned borscht!

I thought about these two sentences repeatedly in my heart, and I always felt a creepy feeling.

This is the same as Wu Dalang learning the high jump and training his eight-pack abs with random steps, which makes people get goosebumps.

Wait, the character design is broken!

"It's fine for Thanos to pick some small fruits and cook by himself. Your cooking really makes people feel very good." I couldn't find an adjective for a while, "...weird."

"Where is the strangeness?"

Tosi raised his wrapped finger and poked my cheek, feeling a little unhappy.

"I also want Yuan-chan to see my new life."

new life……

Refusing to rescue former accomplices, becoming a music teacher in a human school, learning to iron clothes, learning to make borscht... These things are indeed not what the former Tuo Si would do.

He is really trying a new life, a very different way from before.

However, it may just be an illusion to deceive me.

Maybe there is a big conspiracy brewing.

I really couldn't believe what Tosi said right away, this guy has lied to me too many times.But at the same time, I have a little bit of luck, what if he really wants to live the life of an ordinary person?

After all, the [book] that can realize the ideal has disappeared.His desire to destroy the world could not be realized either.

……

Walking out of the pharmacy, I bought a blue balloon at the door and prepared to take it back to Luanbu.

Seeing this, Tuosi insisted on one.

"You buy it yourself." I didn't want to spoil him, "I already bought you a movie and bought you a Band-Aid, why should I buy you balloons? I'm just a housewife and I use my husband's Hard earned money."

Tosi simply stayed in front of the uncle who sold the balloons, staring blankly at the large bunch of brightly colored balloons.

The uncle was embarrassed by his staring, and quickly cast his eyes on me for help.I was defeated and paid him to choose one for himself.

Tuosi didn't want any color, but chose forgiveness green.

"Yuanjiang, you and your current husband," he tugged on the string of the balloon, letting it float high like a kite, "do you get along well?"

"Very good." In the past six months of marriage, we have at least been able to get along harmoniously. Apart from spending a lot of money, there are no other shortcomings. For dinner, if he doesn't go on business on weekends, he will accompany me back to my hometown in Kamakura."

"Why don't you have kids yet?"

child.

This topic is too direct.I just wanted to explain that it was because I was still young and not ready to have children, but Tosi had already spoken.

"Are you scared?"

"What are you afraid of?" I flicked the balloon in my hand, pretending to be relaxed, "Now that medical conditions are so advanced, having a baby is not a scary thing. Maybe I will have a baby next year."

Tosi smiled softly and did not continue this topic.

It's hard for me to calm down.

I live like a frightened bird.

Possess a powerful ability, but there is no way to control it.

Even my own parents and husband don't know about the dark past.

Sometimes I wake up from a dream in the middle of the night, looking at the peaceful sleeping face beside me, listening to his steady breathing, I can't tell which is reality and which is a dream.

"What's your husband's job?" Tosi brushed my hair that was blown by the wind, "I want to know him."

"Working in a self-employed store, if you know him, you don't need to know him. He won't want to know you."

I don't think there is any benefit in bringing a lump of black mud to let Ranbu know, it may cause unnecessary trouble to Ranbu and me.

"why?"

"No reason. I don't want him to know you. Isn't this an answer? Do you think you are money? Everyone needs to know you." I took out my phone and glanced at the time, "I should go back and make dinner, don't talk , I don't intend to invite you to my house as a guest, don't come to my door to cause trouble again. "

What a hassle.

I still have to find a way to complete the missing handwriting on the house number.

Gotta get it done before Luanbu leaves work.

"Yuanjiang," Tuo Si took my hand from behind again, "I invite you to eat dorayaki."

I broke away from his hand: "No need."

"As a return gift from the balloon, we have to keep in touch." He tugged on the string of the balloon, loosened his hand, and the blue balloon flew into the sky.

blue……

Wait a minute, why was the balloon in his hand blue just now?

I looked back at my balloon, and it was replaced by a green one.

... When did this bastard change?

"There is a shop selling dorayaki in front of it. It is very delicious dorayaki. You wait for me here."

"...Hey, come back!" Don't talk to yourself, no one wants to eat your dorayaki.

Looking at the back of Tuosi running away, I feel a little incredible.

He can actually run ninja.

...Forget it, he is quite good like this.At least it's cuter than destroying the world with a mind full of it.

Just as I was standing at the fork in the road waiting for him, I raised my eyes and saw Ivan again.

This lingering guy ==

Ivan was looking around anxiously, as if he was looking for something, but also seemed to be avoiding something.

And he was only less than 20 meters away from the Tongluoyaki shop where Tosi was working.

As long as Tuosi turned around, he could see him.

I can't let them meet.

Absolutely not.

I ran towards Ivan quickly, and when he suddenly looked up and saw me, I covered his mouth and dragged him into the alley next to him.

"Yuanjiang, why are you here?" Ivan asked anxiously, "Have you seen Mr. Tuo Si, I have something urgent to find him now."

His complexion was poor, his lips were chapped, and he looked bitter and bitter.

"I see." I said calmly.

"where is it?"

"It's right here." I covered his mouth, twisted his hands again, and broke them with two clicks, "...But I don't plan to let you meet again."

I am very clear that the five declines of heaven and man will not die for a day, and the rats in the dead house will not die for a day, I will never feel at ease.

Nine months ago, when I sent Tuosi to the underground hospital, I thought about killing him a thousand times, but I also thought about not killing him a thousand and one times.

He lied to me many times, but also saved me many times.

He developed supernatural abilities for me, tutored homework, taught piano and cello, attended parent-teacher meetings, and participated in everything I experienced in the past ten years.

After ten years of fetters, I can't get rid of it.

The merits and demerits offset each other, so I chose to let him fend for himself.

But now he told me that he was going to start his life again, he was going to let go of everything in the past.

He's not Russian Thanos anymore, just a normal guy.

He found an ordinary job, went to and from get off work every day, cooked and washed clothes, and lived like a real ordinary person.

I'm happy, I'm really happy.

I have fantasized about this day many times, but I never thought it would actually come true.

So I absolutely can't let him meet Ivan and the others again-I can't let him rekindle hope again.

Ivan was choked by me, sobbing in pain.

"Please...he is in poor health, you can find him for any disease...I want to see him."

"What do you see him doing?"

"Destroy the world...our ideal..."

"I'll give you a chance, say it again. What are you looking for with Tuo Si?"

"There is a way...without books...Tuo Sijun can realize his ideals..."

Destroy the world.

Sure enough, I still didn't give up.

"Sorry, then I can't let you see him." I kicked Ivan's two legs without hesitation, "Speaking of which, you must have paid a lot for being able to escape from prison."

I can feel that he is very weak now, he can't even use his abilities, he is almost equivalent to a disabled person.

"please."

"Don't ask me, I can't let you continue to toss that kind of delusion. Your so-called happiness is based on the pain of so many people!"

No matter whether Tosi is pretending or he really decides to live an ordinary life, I will never let him meet Ivan and the others again.

Single mice are easy to fight, but groups of mice are troublesome.

Especially since they all have better brains than me.

"Yuanjiang, are you here?"

At the end of the alley came the voice of Tuo Si, who had bought the gong and came over.

Ivan struggled desperately when he heard Dosi's voice.

I crushed his vocal cords and larynx.

He let out a "goo".

This is his last voice on earth.

"Yuan Jiang, Yuan Jiang—"

Tosi is walking towards us, and his footsteps can be heard quietly in the alley.

I hold my breath.

A warm liquid dripped onto my hands.

One drop, two drops.

more and more.

... Ivan was crying.

His Tuo Sijun passed us by.

They first met when they were young, and Ivan regarded Tosi as a god, and since then, it has been a lifetime.

"Yuanjiang, if there is no more dorayaki, I will eat it all."

"Yuanjiang, aren't you here?"

"Looks like it's really not here..."

I didn't let Ivan go until Tosi left the alley.

He knelt down on the ground, looked up at the blue sky, and moved his lips a few times.

【Dead House Immortal】

He said the house of the dead is immortal.

Then he fell slowly to the ground, closed his eyes, and lost his breath.

actually died.

It doesn't make sense.I haven't started killing him yet.

... Forget it, maybe I was pissed off.

But it's good to die quietly like this, and Tuo Si can live a stable life.

I reached out and gently touched Ivan's face.

"Old man, a foreign land is a home land, so take this as Siberia."

Ivan's body exuded a white light under my palm, and I deliberately slowed down the process.

But in the end, he still disappeared completely, as if he never existed in this world.

"Don't meet Tuosi again in your next life, go meet a good guide, such as Mr. Fukuzawa Yukichi."

I thought to myself, how can there be anything that is immortal.

A little melancholy.After all, I have known him for so many years.In the end, I personally sent him on the road.

no way.

They have their ideals, and I also have my pursuits.

They want to destroy the world, but I want the world to be fine.

I stood up and saw what seemed to be Ivan's little knitted hat tucked around the corner.

How is his hat there?Did it fall there when you ran away just now?

I was hesitating whether to pick it up, when a man wearing glasses suddenly appeared at the entrance of the alley, and a large group of military police behind him.

The man with glasses came over and asked me: "Miss, did you see any suspicious people here just now?"

I shook my head: "I'm the only one here."

I guess they're here to catch Ivan, but there's nothing left of Ivan left.

"That's it, sorry to bother you, please be careful." The man with glasses nodded towards me, his eyes fell on the hat in the corner.

"If there's nothing else, I'll go first." I bowed to him and left.

Walking out of the alley, I saw Tuo Si eating with a dorayaki.

"Where did you go just now?" Tosi grumbled, biting the dorayaki, "I've been looking for you for a long time."

I blinked and said, "I thought I saw an old friend."

He handed me the dorayaki: "And then?"

"After chasing after him, I realized that I had admitted the wrong person."

Life is often just stepping on the tip of a knife and smiling.