After I divorced from chaos step

[Book], I know more or less.But have not seen it with my own eyes.

Tosi mentioned that [book] to me when he imprisoned me in a book of supernatural beings, and he praised it as the greatest thing in the world, which could be used to destroy the world and create a world without A new world of supernatural beings.

Because [the book] disappeared, and the conspiracy of the five declines of heaven and man was disintegrated, I had the opportunity to return to the life of an ordinary person.

But unlike me, would Tosi accept the reality so easily and try to be an ordinary person?

I do not believe.

I can't believe it either.

"music teacher--"

Ironic.

He used to be my music teacher and taught me many musical instruments. When it was snowing in winter, I would often sit by the fireplace and watch him play the cello while watching the snow fall from the night sky. Occasionally, I would Play a piece of piano music he likes.

On such days, the world calls them quiet and good years.I have to admit that I still miss that time very much. At that time, I was very happy that I had a gentle, friendly and aggressive boss, and I also gained warm friendship in the ice and snow in a foreign country. Suppressing his abilities, he gradually believed that he was an ordinary person.

But after all, Tuo Si is not an ordinary person, and neither am I.

“With [the book] gone, you have no other options? Is it so easy to give up the ideal of destroying the world?”

Ghosts believe.

My hands trembled, I really wanted to crush this false teacher admission qualification certificate, but I held back.

"[The book] is gone, how can I destroy the world?" Tuosi smiled self-deprecatingly, "Go and kill them one by one? Then even if I have eternal life, I can't keep up with the speed at which supernatural beings are born."

...There is a little truth in what he said.

"Yuanjiang, do you only allow you to pursue the life of ordinary people, and not allow me to have new pursuits?" Toss paused and said, "...I am an ordinary music teacher now, and my daily job is Teach children to play the cello."

I looked at him with mixed emotions.

There are two forces in my heart, one is not to believe him, this man is full of lies, not a word of truth, I have been deceived by him for so many years, I must not be deceived again.The other is to tell me to trust him again.

just one time.

If he really wants to return to the life of an ordinary person like me, then I have no right to stop him.

In fact, taking the delusion of "destroying the world and creating a new world without supernatural beings" as an ideal, Tosi himself sacrificed too much.

When he killed someone, he didn't feel nothing in his heart.Not only enemies, he has killed old people and children, and killed too many innocent people. After killing those people, he usually likes to stare at the sky or close his eyes to think, maybe he is praying for the world, maybe he is comforting the lost souls .He is not like a pervert like Pushkin, who gets pleasure from killing people, nor is he full of guilt like Gogol.

Tuosi has only one ideal, he connects himself and the ideal into a line, holds faith in his hand, and all things on this line can be discarded.

It doesn't matter who you kill, it doesn't matter who you die, as long as it is to realize your ideal and create a new world.

With such a deep obsession, I really find it hard to believe that he would give up his ideals.

But without the [book], he really couldn't destroy all the supernatural beings in this world by himself.

"The kids love me, they ask me why I don't always come home, why I always wear thick clothes, I tell them my home is far away—"

……do not talk.

"They asked me, is it difficult to know no one here?"

"……do not talk."

Tosi's mouth still didn't stop.

"I told them I'm an adult now and I won't be afraid."

[I'm an adult now, I won't be afraid. 】

[I'm an adult now, I won't be afraid. 】

The young Tuosi in front of me gradually overlapped with the young Tuosi ten years ago, no, it should be said that he gradually overlapped with me ten years ago.

I remembered the day when I first met Tosi.

I was not popular at school in Russia. I was a foreigner, and I had no abilities or personality. Not only could I not make friends, but I would also be teased.

Even Russian, I can't speak it well, and people often imitate me and pick off my hair.

I feel like I'm almost done.

so hard.

I want to go back to Japan, I want to go back to Yukimura and the others, I want to continue to be the manager of the tennis club, and I want to accompany them into Lihai's high school.

But Mr. Jin will not agree to my going back.

Am I doing something wrong?

No.

At that time, I was puzzled.

Since I was a child, I have never taken the initiative to harm anyone, that is, I have dug out two bird nests and two bird eggs, but later I was severely criticized by Yukimura, and I returned them to him.

I didn't even speak ill of others, and I donated pocket money to needy students in Hokkaido. I didn't want to, but Yukimura said that he should know how to help others, so I helped.

You say I'm not so bad... It's unreasonable.

Then why me?

Why is it that I, a person without supernatural powers, got such terrible supernatural powers?

In order not to hurt others, I went far away and suppressed my supernatural powers in strange places, making it impossible to return home.

At that time, I met the young Tosi.

It's snowing in Russia in winter, and it's snowing on my heart.

Tuosi was lying under a tree, with a book covering his face, and the pages of the book covered the position above his lips.

I couldn't run anymore and stopped quietly.

Don't want to go back to school, but don't know where to go.

Then I heard him let out a chuckle.

"Don't look, I'm still alive, not a corpse."

I didn't see his face first, but I saw a small canine tooth when he smiled.

Then the book slowly slid down from his face, revealing an extremely delicate face.

A boy about my age.

"It's hard to be alone in Russia."

He sat up, patted the seat beside him, and motioned for me to sit over.

I sniffed and sat next to him.

"how do you know?"

He brushed the corner of my eye with his hand, and I was stunned by his behavior.

But he quickly withdrew his hand and stared into the distance: "Because the sky is also sad for you."