After I divorced from chaos step

"Qingxi sauce, Ranbu-sang, good evening."

Osamu Dazai pushed open the door and walked in from the dimly lit corridor.He was drenched, his hair was still dripping, and he had a refreshed smile on his face.

He was still holding an apple in his hand, he threw the apple to Ranbu, the corner of his mouth raised, showing his white and even teeth.

"Ranbu-san, last time I ate your apple, I will give you one back."

When he stood in front of me, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and time stood still for a moment.

I looked into his iris eyes.This is my favorite color besides pink.

Some people say that the color is very similar to the color of leaves when they are withered and decayed, but I don't think so.

Because this is the first color I saw when I returned to the world.

When I lost control of my ability for the first time, Jin protected me.Because his powers created some kind of karmic counterbalance to me, everything in my eyes lost its color.

The eyes are all gray, and there is nothing to love and interest in life.

Not interesting.

I saw Osamu Dazai for the first time when I felt that everything in the world was meaningless.Close to his cold fingers, I saw his iris eyes as we met.

The deep gray that covered my eyes was gently lifted off like that.

For me, iris, with its decaying leaves, is the color of rebirth.

……

"Qingxi sauce."

Dazai's fingers caressed my long hair, paused briefly at the place where the hair was, and then slid down gently.

This movement is extremely slow and extremely gentle.

Immediately he smiled.

"Your hair is messed up."

I subconsciously looked at the glass window, and the hair that was stubbornly curled up and couldn't be suppressed by even hair gel became docile and flat under his fingers.

His body was covered with water, and a drop of water flew out from between his raised sleeves and splashed on the tip of my nose, it was icy cold.

Click.

It was the sound of Luanbu taking a bite of an apple.

I looked at him, and he was already leaning against the window and squinting his eyes and started to eat apples, without peeling or cutting into small pieces, which is his favorite way to eat.

"Dazai, go and blow dry your hair." Ranbu pointed to the location of the bathroom, his mouth was vague because of the apple in his mouth, "Did you go diving again?"

Dazai said regretfully: "Yeah, I was caught as a kappa with a fishing net. I'm sorry, Qingxi sauce. Someone apologized to me for the apple. There is only one."

"No...it's okay, thanks to your help this time."

As for what he helped, the three of us tacitly agreed, and no one mentioned it.

When Dazai went to the bathroom to dry his hair, and Ranpo finally finished eating the apple, when he wanted to reach out and hug me, I hurriedly said, "Don't move, just wait a moment."

His hands hung in mid-air.

I touched the window next to me, and after making sure that the window hadn't disappeared, I took his hand.

"...It's okay, it's okay now."

I'm talking to him, and I'm talking to myself.

He hugged me, hugged me hard, and said softly, "I know you're fine now."

"Eh?"

"Because I am the number one detective in the world, I can tell at a glance that you are all right."

"Super reasoning?"

"Ah."

In fact, this is not the first time that Ranpo and I have faced such a problem.

When we met for just a month, my supernatural powers got out of control.The time I invited him to dinner at my rented house in Yokohama, he readily agreed.Unfortunately, when the food was served, the food and the plate disappeared in my hand.

We didn't eat anything and ended up ordering expensive takeaway.I was so cash-strapped that I paid the money anyway.

At that time, he reminded me not to use supernatural powers lightly.

When he agreed to marry me, he even put forward two requirements. The first is to take care of him and treat him well, and the second is to never use supernatural powers. He wants me to act as if I have never had supernatural powers before. Happy normal people.

I hate this ability very much, because it almost changed the trajectory of my life.

But I have to admit that sometimes it is really useful, not only can you be lazy and don’t need to sort garbage, but if there is anything that is not pleasing to the eye, it can make it disappear instantly. If it is used to commit a crime, it will never Leave no evidence—no one can collect the atoms in the air that have been dispersed as evidence, that is beyond the matter itself.

So I am the most valued member of Tosi, because I can realize the perfect crime in the true sense.

There is only one shortcoming of this ability, that is, after I use it frequently, it will get out of control.The degree of loss of control depends on the degree of previous use.

It wasn't something I was born with, but I got it suddenly when I was nine years old.I dare not let other people know because I don't want to be regulated by the government, so I can't really understand it.There are many people with dangerous abilities in this world. Their abilities are known by the government, they are supervised as heterogeneous, and they will be obliterated when necessary.

"Qingxixi, you have used that ability in the past two days." Luanbu asked me.

I hesitated for a moment, then nodded, because I was worried that Gogol would affect my life, and the things on the several floors of the Heize Building were all lost by me.

"sorry."

Ranpo reminded me many times, but I still broke my promise.

"I don't want to say it's okay." Luanbu took a breath, "However, you have to trust me more in the future, just use my super reasoning."

hyper reasoning.

In fact, Fukuzawa Yukichi told me that super reasoning is a white lie he made up to make Ranpo feel at ease.And Ranpo already knew that he was an ordinary person, but he still told me so.I think he did it to reassure me.

Claiming to have powers without having them is the exact opposite of my ex and ex-boss Dostoevsky.

He clearly possesses the power of crime and punishment, but he just pretends that he has nothing and is just an ordinary person.

"Let's rely on my super reasoning in the future, Qingxixi will never use any powers again." Luanbu leaned his head on my shoulder and said softly, "Hey, Qingxixi, you have something on your mind, you can tell me I said, anything is fine."

——Anything is fine?

——Then if I say that I am a member of the evil organization Rats of the House of Death, can you still cover me?Can you still treat me like an ordinary person?

Obviously not.

No one can.

Even the country encourages relatives and friends to report, and will never tolerate criminals.The word "righteousness and killing relatives" suppresses all emotions with the word "righteousness".

I don't have that deep trust in Ranbu, let alone my upright and kind parents. I don't want to lose my freedom, and spend the rest of my life in prison behind bars.

But if I am not in prison, do I have real freedom?

I remembered Gogol saying to me when he threw me off the Heise Building: "You don't have real freedom, if you paint the ground as a prison, it's also a prison."

That statement is damn and damn true.

Pushkin reminded me a long time ago when I was trying to get rid of the rats in the house of death, small evils and small crimes are like hairs and skins, which can still be washed away, but the heavy sins on our bodies are like things carved into the bones, which can no longer be washed away.

Both Tosi and Ivan sincerely believe that they are the messengers of God and are benefiting mankind. Pushkin enjoys crime pervertedly, and he likes to see the painful and desperate expressions of powerful people.They have no sense of guilt, even if they go to jail, it is just a change of residence.

"Qingxixi, trust me." Luanbu raised his head, held my face in his hands, his voice was a bit coquettish, "Tell me everything in the future."

I said "hmm" and said, "I believe in you, Ranpo-san."

Feeling that such a promise is not convincing, I quickly added: "Then Ranbu-san, can you use your super-reasoning to reason...why did I suddenly get the power? I have to kill me to get it. That guy with supernatural powers must be chopped off!"

This problem has troubled me for many years. I was normal before the age of nine, and I was not normal after the age of nine.Nine years old is a watershed.

I vaguely remember that on my ninth birthday, I ate the birthday cake bought by my father, because Yukimura and the others went to Tokyo to participate in a tennis match for elementary school students, and I couldn’t find them, so I went to play in the woods in the back mountain alone... Later, I Can not remember.

Something must have happened to me, but I don't remember it at all.

In the past few years, I have also paid attention to related reports about artificial abilities. I have also seen in the materials collected by the rats of the dead house that some secret organizations will secretly use living people to conduct some experiments with device abilities.

The people who are selected are all extremely talented, with excellent physical fitness, there is no reason to choose me.And in terms of time, it was too short.

I don't expect Ranpo to be able to deduce this matter, after all, super-reasoning does not exist at all, but I feel his fingers stiffen.

It's an obvious freeze.

...Probably because I was stumped, and then I had to save face.

I suddenly didn't know what to say. Could it be that it's normal that you can't reason.This will hurt his self-esteem.

"Qingxi sauce, is that white rabbit moisturizer yours?" At this moment, Dazai Osamu came out of the bathroom. He not only dried his hair, but also took a shower. There are drying clothes in the bathroom machine, he also dried his clothes, "I used it a little." He pointed to his forehead, "It was a little dry just now."

"It's from Luanbu Sang, it's okay, you can use it."

The appearance of Dazai not only resolved our crisis, but also eased the subtle embarrassment between me and Ranpo. He stretched his limbs and yawned slowly.

"I'm sleepy, then I'll go back to sleep first. Bye~"

There is no separate bedroom in the ward, and I definitely can't keep Dazai here, so I can only tell him to be safe on the road and stay away from the river.

He was in a good mood when he left, I asked Ranpo: "How did you call Dazai-kun here?"

Luanbu glanced at the trash can: "Tell him to return the apple that ate me last time, or I will tell the president."

"Uh..." Is it such a random reason?

The crisis was resolved, but my mood still could not calm down.

This time it was not serious, and Dazai came very timely, so apart from a pair of scissors, a comb and a string of bracelets, there was no loss, but what about next time?

Can I really abide by the agreement with Chaos, no matter what the situation, I will never use the ability again?

"Qingxixi..."

I gently put down the phone as I heard the dream talk when I was smacking my lips in disorder.

There are two hospital beds here, but Luanbu insisted on squeezing one of them with me.He couldn't sleep well, and he had to hug something to fall asleep.

The book says that this is a manifestation of subconscious insecurity. He lost his parents when he was a teenager and had no one to protect him. At the age of 27, he still maintains a childlike innocence.

I didn't agree at first because I was afraid that he would fall off if he didn't sleep well, but he pouted aggrievedly, and I agreed.

It's no different from being squeezed on the bay window. Although the space is small, they can exchange body temperature with each other.

I remembered that I told Dazai when I was a child. It was said on TV that people who lie together are going to get married. Dazai said that people are lying on TV.

Now it seems that it is indeed a lie.To be precise, they will only lie together after they get married.

Because the head is on the head and the ears are on the ears, it is convenient to talk and communicate, discussing about tomorrow's dinner, weekend trips, and these trivial matters.But life is indeed piled up by little things one by one.

The mobile phone vibrated under the pillow. This mobile phone was bought by Luanbu not long ago, and it was the same imported product as his.

The bright light made me uncomfortable, so I squinted my eyes and clicked directly on the email.

A line of small black characters gradually became clear in my blurred vision.

[It's okay, why do you want to ask?Because I am here. 】

Dragging down further, there is a line of smaller characters.

[Hahahaha I imitated your male god's catchphrase, it's so cool. 】

It was from Dazai.

I checked the time, it was past two o'clock in the morning.

【Dazai-kun, are you home yet?Haven't slept yet? 】

He replied with an emoji, which was a big white rabbit drinking. What is surprising is that the hat on this big white rabbit is actually the same style as Tuosi's.

By the way, what did Tuo Si tell me before, that there is another half of my supernatural ability—I can’t believe his nonsense, it might be another deep pit, and now that Gogol has successfully escaped from prison, It's only a matter of time before those remaining people come out, and they will definitely have new plans and conspiracies.In short, I can't believe what the people over there say.

I thought of someone, maybe I could ask his opinion.

【Dazai-kun, I want to see Mr. Tsu. 】

After sending this email, I dimmed my phone's screen and put it under my pillow again.

The room was surprisingly quiet.

I stared out of the window, the curtains drawn, and the weary and beautiful early morning stars hanging in the faintly blue night sky.

Dazai's reply didn't come for a long time, I guess he has fallen asleep, people who are still drinking at this time are probably lonely.

... He won't be lonely.

In my opinion, his loneliness is only during the time when he was forcibly captured by Jin when he was a child.At that time, he was forced to leave his family and companions, and came to a strange and lonely environment.

He neither cried nor smiled, with a gloomy expression written on his face straightforwardly, and even the beautiful jawline had an indifferent and alienated arc.

He bypassed many fairy tales, but chose the bottom one, "Complete Suicide Manual", which even adults would not read.

He couldn't put it down in "The Complete Suicide Manual", and began to deliberately imitate the above plot.

I avoid the topic of death, and until now I can't face it directly, but he regards suicide as a pleasure.

I was afraid that he would go completely crazy, so I begged Jin to let him go home.But that was only part of the reason. The other reason was that I overheard their conversation.

Jin said to Dazai: "Anyway, you don't want to live anymore, I can fulfill you. After you die, I will refine you into a potion to neutralize the supernatural power in that little girl's body."

I was stunned by this sentence, I never thought that the gentle and kind Jin could say such cold and heartless words, but what surprised me even more was that Dazai remained expressionless.

The seven-year-old didn't show any pain or fear on his face, as if the people around him were just asking him whether he would like sandwiches or miso soup tomorrow morning.He looked up at the starry sky and blinked for a long time: "Do people become stars after death?"

"...You don't have to take what Qingxi said seriously."

"What does it feel like to die?"

"There was no feeling, there was pain, but the final feeling was like water disappearing into water."

"……Oh."

The rising "oh" made me make up my mind, I can't let Jin do this kind of thing.

So I asked Tsu to take Dazai home, and I said he must really want to go home.

Tsu stroked my hair, both he and Dazai had the ability to smooth my frizzy hair, he said, "He doesn't want to."

"You're not him, how do you know he doesn't want to? The two of us are already unhappy enough, so don't make him unhappy. "

I firmly believe that after Dazai returns to his normal life, he will be able to get rid of that gloomy and terrible state of mind.Now it seems that my decision was right.Although he didn't go to college, he has studied, worked as a class cadre, and found a serious job, and his personality has become much more cheerful and lively.

After a long time, until I almost fell asleep, I finally got Dazai's reply.

[No, you don't want to. 】

——I want to see Mr. Tsu.

—No, you don't want to.

The relationship between Dazai and Jin once confuses me. They have a very similar face, the same hair color and eyes, and even the expression of drooping eyebrows and eyes when they are silent.

You couldn't see it when you were young, but now it becomes more and more obvious.

Could it be that he is Jin... No, it's impossible, the age is a bit wrong.

【Please, Dazai-kun.I have questions for him about my powers. 】

Jin may be the person who understands my abilities best except for Tosi, but since he sent him to study in Russia, I have never seen him again.

【Oh, you are so annoying. 】

Unexpectedly, this was the first time Dazai complained to me.

Through the screen, I can imagine him sighing softly as he puts down his wine glass at the dinner table at home.

Ugh.

You are so annoying.

【Dazai-kun, I promise I won't let Mr. Jin hurt you. 】

In fact, if Jin wants to hurt him, I'm afraid I won't be able to protect him with my abilities.

...Why on earth can I make such a promise with such confidence?

It was four o'clock in the morning, and I still hadn't heard back from Dazai, but it was time for me to get up.

Luanbu was still sleeping soundly. Because of my back injury, I could not run at the request of Yagyu, so I could only take a slow walk in the hospital.

The back of the hospital is against the sea, and the sea in this scene has not yet woken up.The waves beat against each other feebly, with a sleepy sleepiness.

A gust of cool wind blew, and I turned on my phone.

[Someone once took off the stars for me.If I pick it again, I agree. 】

I feel much better in an instant.For the unpredictable future, he suddenly felt certain.

【Okay, the moon can be picked for you too. 】

"What's going on? How could you be hijacked by gangsters? Did you see your face clearly? Did you cooperate with the police to draw a portrait?"

Before nine o'clock in the morning, my mother's loud and powerful voice penetrated the entire floor.Someone stopped to watch curiously, and my dad closed the door of the ward helplessly.

Luanbu had a bitter face, he didn't even have a chair to sit on, and stood beside him humming.

I lay on the hospital bed, pretending to be weak: "...I cooperated, but I didn't see clearly, sorry."

"I'm so pissed off, how could this happen! If I want to meet that gangster, I'll have to chop him up! Qingxi, are you still in pain?"

I said "Hey": "My ears hurt a little, Mom, please lower your volume."

When I told my mother in the morning that I had been attacked by gangsters and was in the hospital, within two hours, she caught my father who was at work, and the two of them hurried over.

When she saw me lying in a loose hospital gown, my mother's eyes turned red instantly.

After confirming that I was safe and sound, she first scolded the gangster, then stood up Luanbu, ready to criticize.

I don't allow her to blame Ranpo, this matter has nothing to do with Ranpo, so we quarreled immediately.

Mothers in this world are mostly the same. Any factor that threatens the safety of their children, even if it is unstable or suspicious, will become their sworn enemy.

"Can't you change your job if you are in disorder? If you want to be a detective, is it because you were approached by your enemies?"

Although I don't know exactly what the Armed Detective Agency does, I only know that it is self-employed, and the company is relatively small, and most of them are young people without education, and some of them have not studied for a day.I guess it is probably to help investigate affairs, so it is called [Armed] Detective Agency... Well, you must be armed, otherwise it is easy to be discovered by those who have affairs.

"What kind of enemy?" Really, it's my enemy, "Mom, please don't talk nonsense. Even the police haven't investigated something. Is it fair to me and Luanbu?"

I rarely talk to my mother in such a serious tone. She opened her mouth twice, and her tone softened: "Yokohama is very chaotic now. I always watch the news here. It's not good. You and Luanbu can Can’t go back to Kamakura to develop? Living in our house is the same.”

My mother wanted to say something, but was stopped by my dad. My dad's mentality was much better: "It's fine, don't scare the children. You don't talk when you see Luanbu. It's a big deal when something like this happens. Can they decide?" He patted Luanbu on the shoulder, "Luanbu, your mother has this personality, don't be angry. It's been hard work for you to take care of Qingxi these two days."

"...It's not hard." Luanbu pouted, and it took him a long time to choke out a sentence.

"It's people's hearts that are in chaos, cities are innocent, and Kamakura is not all good people. Well, well, it's just bad luck for me to encounter this kind of thing, and the probability is very small." It doesn't matter if I'm in Yokohama or Kamakura.I can't explain this to my mother, so I can only say, "Mom, you should think about it, buy me something delicious at noon, I am a patient, I need supplements, and I need supplements when I am walking. It's exhausting taking care of me."

As soon as this matter was mentioned, my mother's mind was immediately diverted.She hurriedly went to Liu Sheng again and asked what should I eat.

My dad apologized to me: "Baohao said, you were chasing after him to take pictures, so you ran into danger. I'm sorry, Qingxi."

I shook my head: "It's not my father's fault. It's the criminals who are at fault. Why do our own family members blame me?" I winked at Luanbu, thank God, he understood, and immediately went to pick me up Dad: "Dad, I want to eat bear jelly."

"Okay, Dad will go buy it right away. There is a vending machine just downstairs." Before going out, my dad didn't forget to tell me, "Don't say I bought it for you later, just say someone else came to visit Qingxi delivered on time."

If my mother finds out that he bought snacks for Luanbu again, she must criticize him severely.

My father and my mother have completely opposite personalities, but over the years, he has always been calm, humbly doing everything well, and treating everyone around him with kindness.

He is like the gentlest and most tolerant water.

I overheard a conversation between Tsu and Dazai, and he described the feeling of dying, saying it was like water disappearing into water.

"Father, you have worked hard today."

My father came back before my mother, and handed a large bag of jelly to Luanbu: "Luanbu, you can't eat it all at once, or I won't buy it for you next time, and you have to eat more for lunch later. "

"Understood, thank you Dad."

Ranpo who got the jelly was very happy. After taking out a few, he hid the rest of the jelly in the cabinet.

I can probably guess what my mother will give me for lunch.

If you lose blood, you will replenish blood, so pork liver porridge must be the first, and there are some similar supplements.

Not only is it random, but I don't even like to eat it.No, because of its unique smell and rough taste, I think pork liver porridge is the enemy of many people.

Although I don't like to eat it, I will cook it for others after they are ischemic or injured.

When Tosi was hospitalized for donating blood to me, I cooked pork liver porridge for him every day. He was so angry that he said that I was repaying my kindness with revenge, and said that before purifying the world, all the pork liver porridge in the world should be purified.

I didn't care what he said, three clips clamped the back of his neck, and immediately let him be honest.Then I asked Ivan to cooperate with me to pour him down——Ivan only made mistakes when he thought of Tuosi's body. Body drag."

……

"Mom, serve less, why do you serve me the most?" Luanbu bowl has the most pork liver, which makes him very unconvinced, "It's not fair! Serve more to Dad."

My mother didn't even bother to roll her eyes: "Who told you to always eat snacks, eat more meals, and you will eat a lot less snacks."

"Qingxixi is sick, so she should eat more. Qingxixi, I will trade with you."

Only at this time, Ranpo will "kill each other" with me.

"No, you'd better eat more." I winked at him, "You eat too many snacks."

"If you eat too many snacks, you won't be able to set a good example for your children in the future." My mother paused, and I knew she was going to start urging her to leave again.

My brain hurts.

"You've been married for half a year, and it's time to have a baby. I'm about to retire, and I can help you take care of your children then."

I politely declined and said, "This is so bad, it will affect your playing mahjong."

"I won't play mahjong when I have a baby." My mother said happily, "I went to bed the night before and dreamed that you gave birth to a son. I looked through the dictionary all day and came up with a name for him."

I coughed twice: "Dreams are all fake, don't take it too seriously."

Luanbu asked while stirring the porridge, "What's the name?"

My mother cleared her throat: "Edogawa Daiki."

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and the corners of my mouth twitched: "This name is too..." It's too substandard.

Luanbu immediately refused: "No, it's ugly, the child will hate me."

My mother may be too satisfied with this name, she was hit by Luanbu, and her eyebrows were raised: "Then what do you want to be called? Edogawa Luanpao?"

"Anyway, don't call him Edogawa Daiki."

A lunch ended in a dispute between the two over the name of the future child. Although the dispute was evenly matched, the previous tense atmosphere was diluted a lot. In the afternoon, after obtaining the permission of Hiroshi Yagyu, they took me around I walked around the theme park and went to the mall to buy some clothes.

I begged them to stay overnight in Yokohama. It was rare for me to ask my father. He readily agreed and asked for another day off.

...Actually, I was waiting for the night.

I asked my mother to take Ranpo to the 24-hour Western Detective Art Exhibition. My mother refused at first, but Ranpo cooperated with me very much and spoiled my mother.In the end, my mother agreed and reminded my father to take good care of me.

After they left, I took out my mobile phone and sent an email to Dazai: [Sorry, Dazai-kun. 】

He replied quickly: [I'm right at the door^_^]

"Dad." I called out softly.

Dad who was reading the newspaper immediately raised his head and looked at me tenderly: "What's the matter? Qingxi."

"There seems to be something at the door, is it a cat?"

"Oh, I'll go take a look." Dad put down the newspaper and walked to the door. The moment he opened the door, he saw Dazai leaning against the door.

"You are--"

Before Dad finished speaking, Dazai had already held his hand, and said with a smile: "I'm Qingxi's friend, and I'm also—"

Dad slowly closed his eyes, and a white light appeared around him. He changed from a gentle and generous middle-aged man to an elegant and handsome young man.

No, it should be said that it is an age between youth and teenager, a splendid time that we have all passed.

He stared at us blankly with iris-colored eyes.

"It's the world who loves you." Dazai slowly finished the second half of the sentence.

I bowed to the boy: "Mr. Jin, long time no see."

"looking for me?"

For Jin, there will never be excitement and pleasantries, only direct communication.

After I got the supernatural power when I was nine years old, I ran home crying because I broke a lot of things, and I met my dad on the way.

Dad's glasses fell to the ground, and I tried to pick them up for him, but I also lost them.

Then the person standing in front of me became Jin.

He is the first existence that will not disappear after being touched by me, but unfortunately, he is too weak, and it is difficult for him to stabilize my ability.

I couldn't find my dad, so I asked him, who is he, is he my dad's ability?

He told me that he had nothing to do with my dad and it wasn't his powers.

Jin is a person who has committed suicide.

He was used to seeing the ugly and hypocritical things in the world. There was nothing in this world that could really fill his inner loneliness. In addition, he had already completed the task, so he committed suicide by jumping off the building, but somehow he was touched by my father.

They were originally people from two worlds.

As he lay dying, his father asked him if he had ever experienced happiness.

He couldn't answer, probably not, Dad kept him out of kindness.

The price is very high.

I know that my father used to have supernatural powers, although he hardly used them, but I know that both parents have supernatural powers.It's just that grandpa was afraid that his mother, who was simple and honest by nature, would go astray, and deliberately made her think that he had no powers. Her power was to bounce back all the powers that touched her.They want her to be an ordinary person, so they have been hiding her all their lives.

Dad told me that he also has supernatural powers, but he promised grandpa that he would never use them.

Jin told me that in order to keep him, Dad gave him his powers.

Jin's body has died, leaving only his lingering soul. He uses his father's supernatural causality to sleep in his father's body forever, sharing his joy and sorrow.

I didn't understand before, he didn't bother to explain, he just told me two things: my dad will come back; he will save me.

I believed Jin and said he was a good guy.

He said he was not a good person, he never hid the reason why he would save me, he didn't want me to die, he just didn't want my dad to be in eternal sorrow after losing his daughter.

When he was alive, he was lonely in his heart, but after his death, he shared the happiness of others and felt many emotions that he had never felt before.

He said that my father is a hopeless idiot. Originally, my father was an extremely smart and powerful person who could protect everything in the family, but because of his kindness and kindness, he became a simple-minded man after he donated his abilities. ordinary people.

The last sentence Dad said to Jin was: "Although there is no way to make you feel happy from the outside world, you might as well try to see if you can share my happiness with you."

I'm not good at judging whether Dad is right or wrong.But Dad never used it, just give it.

I don't agree with the reason why Tosi wants to purify the world by killing all people with supernatural powers, because I don't think supernatural powers are original sins.

In this world, not all criminals are supernatural beings with powerful abilities.Not everyone with powerful abilities is a bad guy, either.

What is bad is the human heart, not supernatural powers.What is chaotic is people's hearts, not Yokohama.

It is a beautiful city, I met it in the drizzling season, and I fell in love with it at first sight.

"We haven't seen each other for ten years, Mr. Jin. The last time we met was when I was three in our country. You sent me to study in Russia. I'm married now."

Jin's gaze skipped over Dazai and me, and he raised his eyebrows: "So your name is Dazai Qingxi now?"

"No." I quickly explained, "I am married to Dazai-kun's colleague. I wanted to invite you before—"

"Not interested." Jin interrupted me, "If I show up, your father can't show up. What reason do you use to explain to your family?"

What he said is also something I have considered, because the existence of Tsu is so incredible that even my father himself has forgotten it, so Dazai and I did not mention it to the third person.

"Don't talk nonsense. What's the matter with me?" Jin yawned and said leisurely, "If you don't talk, I'm going to rest."

The reason why Jin can only see Jin after looking for Dazai is because Jin either wakes up by himself, or Dazai eliminates his abilities and forces him to wake up.

Regarding the latter, Jin's attitude is quite unfavorable.

"I want to know about... my ability." I said slowly, "I want to know everything about it, how it came about, and I want to control it."

The reason why I really hate my ability is that I can't control it, and the scene after losing control is terrible and ugly, just like a monster.

Jin snorted: "Didn't I tell you to keep the secret and not tell anyone? If you don't use it, nothing will happen. Is it difficult?"

I lowered my head in shame, for Tosi had planed out all my details like a groundhog.

"I... I'm sorry for you, I made a wrong friend."

"Crossed hands are not called friends." Jin stretched out two hands, and handed one to me and the other to Dazai. He said to me, "Extend your hands." Then he said coldly to Dazai: "Take Stop your heartbeat for me."

I:"……"

The moment we clasped our hands, the three of us left the ward and were in the quiet jungle at night.

A berry fell from the tree. Jin picked it up, looked at it, and threw it into the small river in front of him.

Dazai and I followed behind him, I whispered to Dazai: "Is he your father?"

"how is this possible?"

Tsu and Dazai glanced at each other, with an undisguised look on their faces.