After I divorced from chaos step

Facts have proved that it is much easier to start from my mother than from Yuan Qingyuan.

Yuan Qingyuan happened to be on a business trip, and he won't be back until next week.My mother arranged a blind date for me, but also kept it from him, because now he really doesn't like any men who have contact with me.

It's like a pot of your own flowers, but if someone else takes the pot away, can you be happy?I will never be happy no matter who that person is! ——Yuan Qingyuan said so to me.

"I want to remarry." After Luanbu finished all his rehearsed words, he emphasized his purpose again.

My mother looked at him coldly, and it took a long time to squeeze out a "hum" lightly from her nasal cavity.

For others, this sound may be contempt and rejection, but to my mother, this sound means that there is something going on.Things I can see, let alone out of step.

He immediately showed unprecedented diligence. He not only helped my mother cook dinner, but also made a simple okra salad with his own hands.

It wasn't very tasty, but my mom actually ate all of the coleslaw on her plate.

Randomly aiming at the right time, strike while the iron is hot, and present the gift I found for my mother in the mall in the afternoon - a robot vacuum cleaner.

My mother saw the sweeping robot turning around on the ground, followed the robot around curiously, and kept asking: "Can this thing be cleaned?"

"Yes." After explaining the working principle of the sweeping robot, Luanbu said, "From now on, mother won't need to sweep the floor, and leave it to it. It will run to charge by itself, but be careful not to step on it."

My mother found it interesting, and followed the sweeping robot around. The robot ran to my room, and she followed.

Luanbu turned around and secretly stuck out his tongue at me.

After dinner, my mother took advantage of the random steps to take a bath and talked to me.

"Have you really decided to remarry?" Mom put away all her expressions and stared straight at me.

The sweeping robot was still wandering around her feet, as if joining in the fun.

"It's decided, but we won't go to the marriage certificate so soon. We plan to live together first to get used to each other."

"It was you who wanted a divorce before, and now you want to remarry. It's only been a year. What do you think of marriage? Is it a game?"

I pursed my lips, this question is really not easy to answer.

In the eyes of any parent, we are unworthy children.A flash marriage and a flash away, and after the flash away, they yelled to get back together, making it as casual as shopping for vegetables.

But these days, I really thought about it carefully.

There were concealments and rifts between Luanbu and me, but now, everything has been said.

All the unhappiness in my heart, all the unhappiness in his heart, and the dissatisfaction with each other have also been told to each other, and they promise to discuss things in the future and will not hide them.

I thought of the old couple I met at the convenience store the day I divorced Ranpo.They are also very affectionate when they are old. I remember what the old gentleman said.

"Honesty and frankness are the most basic respect between husband and wife."

Honesty and frankness are the most basic respect.No matter what your husband is like, or what your wife is like, everything should be discussed together.

A marriage full of lies is like a thin cicada's wing, which will shatter when touched.

I am an independent person, but I am also a person who hates being alone.

When he was a teenager, Tosi cut off almost all my contact with the outside world, so that I could only rely on him alone, but he was very busy with work and often left me alone.

Living in such an environment for a long time, I especially hope that someone will talk to me, drink and eat with me.That person may have no money, or he may not know how to cook, but he has to accompany me and make some noise.

Laughter is best.

That's why I long to build my own family and have a partner who understands me and can accompany me.

Chaobu's work is not very busy, even if he is busy, he can finish it quickly, so he can go home almost every day.

We can eat together, watch TV together, brush our teeth together in front of the bathroom mirror, and wear the latest pajamas.

My ideal home is an apartment with exquisite and warm decoration. The date of the wedding anniversary is engraved on the entrance, two pairs of slippers for a man and a woman are placed next to them, two bath towels are placed in the bathroom, and his razor is placed Next to my skin care products.

Half of the cupboard is his drinks and half is mine.He can eat snacks, but he must prefer my meals.

The daily recipes are posted on the refrigerator. If there are dishes you want to eat, you can write them down with a pen.If you think the dishes of the day are delicious, you can put a small tick at the bottom to express your encouragement.

The bay window in the bedroom will be beautifully decorated, because we will talk about life, the future, a fairy tale or a fable on it, and watch the bright stars in the summer night and the snowflakes in the winter.Or don't do these dispensable things, and work hard to create small lives on it.

I deeply love this ordinary and happy life. In this short period of imaginative light and shadow, I believe that there is the deepest love and miracle in this world.

"Mom." I reached out and hugged my mother, she was obviously shocked by my actions.

She froze and remained motionless.

And no wonder... because growing up, I almost never hugged her.

"Can you trust me again?"

My voice is very calm, not the calm that floats on the surface, but the kind of calm that has settled down, my mood is as calm as my voice, "After so many things, I am sure that I want to have a relationship with Ranbu after."

Time stopped for a long time at this moment, and it took me a long time before I heard my mother sigh.

"You are free, Qingxi."

"You are always free."

click.

The door of the bathroom was opened, and Luanbu came out wearing pajamas with a duck pattern, like a well-behaved boy.

Mom let go of me and patted my shoulder with her hand.

"I'm going to bed. I have to play mahjong tomorrow. You can arrange it yourself. Good night."

Mother's level is barely passed.

Lying on the bed I had been away for a long time, I stared at the ceiling and sighed: "This place is almost the same as before."

The ceiling is pure white, and the more people look at it, the more confused they become. I even had an illusion that we traveled through time and returned to the time when we were just married.

Luanbu lay down next to me, leaned on the pillow, and wrapped his arms around my shoulders.

"There's been a change." His voice was a little low, with the languid sleepiness before going to bed, and it sounded a little sexy, "Qingxixi has become more beautiful."

I squinted my eyes and looked at him: "If you can talk, talk more."

"I've said it before, it's your turn, hurry up, Lord Ranpo has become more handsome."

I deliberately teased him: "I didn't realize that."

"No such thing! Tell me quickly!" Luanbu stretched out his hand to scratch my itch. I wasn't ticklish at first, but today I actually felt a little itchy. I ducked and ducked, and finally fell on the pillow.

Luanbu looked at me from above, with so many smiles in his eyes that he was about to overflow.

"Qingxixi, hurry up and say that Master Luanbu has become handsome."

"Okay." I smiled and squeezed his fingers, "...you have become a little more handsome."

"It's only a little, it's not fair! There are many, many handsome ones!"

"Children!"

……

It was not easy for Luanbu to pass the level of Yuan Qingyuan, but he passed it in the end.

Because I am pregnant.

The news of my pregnancy has diluted Yuan Qingyuan's opinion on Luanpo, no, maybe it's not that his opinion on Luanpo has weakened, but that he doesn't care about Luanpo at all, and his mind is all on me and the child.

The pregnancy reaction during pregnancy was much smaller than I imagined. I almost never vomited. Instead, I had a big appetite. Everything I ate was delicious, and my appetite even exceeded that of Luanbu.

Because I have only been pregnant for more than a month, I will not show my pregnancy, and there is no phenomenon such as fetal movement. I can't feel any abnormalities compared with when I was not pregnant.

Sometimes I can't help but ask Luanbu: "Do you think the hospital made a mistake in the examination? Why didn't I respond at all?"

I didn't feel anything, but the random step feeling was great.

"Impossible, there is a baby! I'm going to be a father!"

He was the one who first found out I was pregnant.When he woke up one morning, he said that he had a dream. He dreamed that there was a cute child who stretched out his hands towards us and called us Mom and Dad. Then he hurriedly bought a pregnancy test stick and came back. It's two bars.

Because I didn't have any pregnancy reaction, I didn't really believe it. I went to the hospital for an examination to confirm that I was pregnant, and then I told my relatives and friends the news.

That night, Luanbu suffered from insomnia.

At night, I woke up thirsty to drink water, and found that there was no one next to my pillow, and the light in the study was on.

The door was not closed tightly, and through a crack, I saw him crouching in front of the computer to look up information, and the table was full of books he bought from the bookstore.

——It’s all about pregnancy care knowledge.

Even his favorite mystery novels, which he always put on the table, were pushed to the back.

In fact, he had already asked the doctor a lot in the hospital that day, and he even went to ask Yosano Akiko for advice.Although Dr. Yosano expressed his blessings, he also admitted that he is not a professional obstetrician and gynecologist.

The next day, Ranpo asked for a leave of absence from Lugu Chuku for me, and called my parents to invite them from Kamakura.In fact, Yuan Qingyuan was about to rush over from Kamakura that night, and my mother forcibly detained him at home until dawn.

In front of them, he first apologized for some of his past actions, and then he took out a diamond ring and proposed to me.

The last time I got married, I proposed to him.This time it was him who proposed to me.

I think everything is evened out between us... no, it should be said that there is a back and forth.

He chose the diamond ring with my initials engraved on it, and I readily agreed, but I asked that the wedding be held after the birth of the child.

Although Yuan Qingyuan was not reconciled, he couldn't help his mother slapped him on the head: "This son-in-law, you have been boasting every day for the first half of the year, why are you unhappy now that he has improved?"

We didn't tell mom about the power and what happened during this period, so she didn't notice her husband's abnormality, or maybe she did, but didn't say anything.

Although Luanbu has repeatedly promised to take good care of me, my mother is still not at ease with him, but this time the rhetoric has become very tactful: "I am an experienced person, I have experience, and it is enough to guide you. By the way, let's see if you are I have really become hardworking, and we will move back after the child is born."

Mother stayed, and Yuan Qingyuan naturally moved in.Ranpo also moved his things to Fukuzawa Yukichi's house, and moved them back again, and we returned the items to the original place together.Fukuzawa Yukichi gave us a town stone, and we put it at the entrance.

A house that was originally empty suddenly became lively.A little too lively.

Ranbu is very caring about my child and me. Not only did I buy a lot of maternity and baby products, toys, food, clothes online, but even baby carriages and walkers.Of course, I also bought some things for my parents, which was basically impossible before.

He also went shopping with my mother, because he could deduce which store had fresh and cheap food that day, which was highly praised by my mother.

But he immediately did another thing that made my mother angry. He recorded my mother's compliments on him and used it as a cell phone ringtone.The reason is: "It's not easy, see you soon, my mother will praise me, isn't this my illusion?"

My mother was so angry that he scolded him again and ordered him to delete the recording.

The lazy cancer of random steps will attack from time to time, but because he didn't do anything in the past, now he will help carry garbage and choose dishes. My mother is already very satisfied with him.

He replaced all the electrical appliances in the house with smart ones. Even the curtains are voice-activated to open, and the soybean milk machine has the function of automatic cleaning. Therefore, although it costs a lot of money, it does reduce the trouble caused by housework chores.

My mother still can't change her habit of blaming him: "It's easy to use, it's easy to use, the money is already spent! There are still many places to use the money in the future."

"I can earn it back!" He giggled at my mother, "Don't underestimate Lord Ranpo."

My mother slapped her head with a slap: "Miss Luanbu, you stole another two packs of potato chips before dinner."

Of course, I still can't understand his enthusiasm for eating a lot of snacks, and punish him to stand in the corner (in fact, to help him digest, he likes to lie down immediately after eating in disorder).

"Go and stand for me!"

"……I see."

Yuan Qingyuan was in a good mood because of the aggrieved appearance of Luanbu. He covered his mouth and snickered. When my mother saw him, she also scolded him: "What are you laughing at? Go stand with him for punishment, and secretly race horses. Don't think that I I don't know, Luanbu told me."

Yuan Qingyuan stared at Luanbu with eyes like looking at a traitor, then obediently walked to the southeast corner and stood still.

One person stands in a corner.

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, but there was no enmity between them - there was no enmity in the first place, but any father in the world would love and hate his son-in-law at the same time.

Love him for taking care of his daughter for the rest of his life, but hate him for taking his daughter away. It's like planting a pot of flowers. In the end, someone even took the pot away.

Ranbu still loves to eat snacks. In the middle of the night, while my mother was asleep, I ordered fried rice cakes for him to eat in the room.After eating and drinking, he leaned on my stomach to listen to the fetal movement. This is something he must do every day.

…the baby was not actually moving yet, but he stubbornly believed that the child could communicate with him and hear what he had to say.

He also downloaded a large amount of prenatal education music and played it to me every day.His previous laziness was overcome by his will in front of me and my children.

"Qingxixi, I will definitely be a good father."

"Yeah." I stroked his soft hair, "Ranpo-san will be the best dad in the world."

"Thank you." He pressed his forehead against mine, "Thank you for wanting me, otherwise, I don't know what to do."

"Don't think about those things, it's over."

I patted his back, and he hugged my waist, his face pressed against my stomach.

"She is your beautiful mother, Edogawa Kiyoshi, and I am your handsome father, Edogawa Ranpo." He said over and over again.

At three months, my belly finally protruded a little, and I looked like a pregnant woman.Ranbu immediately bought me a lot of loose maternity clothes online, so much that my mother was a little jealous, and I heard her secretly say to Yuan Qingyuan: "When I gave birth to a baby, why did you give it to me? Bought two sets of clothes? Look at the random steps!"

Yuan Qingyuan curled his lips: "If we have a second child, I will make it up to you."

My mother slapped him and almost sent him flying: "People who are going to take care of grandchildren, and have a second child."

Due to pregnancy, Ranpo and I temporarily suspended a certain activity.One night I heard his panting, and I asked him, "Are you entertaining yourself?"

He said with some embarrassment: "I'm sorry, I couldn't hold back, did you sleep because of the noise?"

This kind of thing, the moment the boy completely became a man, became something he liked very much, especially now that our relationship has heated up sharply, and we sleep together all day long, greedy and happy.

Counting the days, I haven't done it for almost two months.

I thought for a while and said, "You can continue until the second trimester."

He gave an obedient "hmm".

I thought about it, put my hand into his quilt, and leaned down slowly.

"Qingxixi—" Luanbu let out an "ah" in surprise.

"Shh, don't talk, close your eyes." I also closed my eyes, trying to get back the feeling of stroking a cat's tail when I was a child.

After a while, Ranpo let out a contented sigh.

Before I had time to wipe my hands, he came over, hugged me, rubbed my neck with his hair, and said coquettishly: "Qingxixi, can you help me like this tomorrow?"

"..."