I am in the crematorium, Wen Dang A Piao

"What's wrong with you? You've been in a trance."

Xin Jianran came back to his senses, the cinnabar on the tip of the pen blurred a lot on the talisman paper, this talisman was considered useless, he watched the little puppet help him put away the useless talisman, paused, and said , "I can't help thinking about the dream I had last night."

"Hey, did you dream about it so soon?"

Xin Jianran struggled, "I'm not sure if I dreamed about it, and I can't remember all the dreams I had last night."

He finally knew why a good Jiuzi would say that he lost his energy.

"That means I didn't dream about it," Shi Huaixi patted him, "If I dreamed about it, I would definitely remember it. Don't keep thinking about it. I have experience."

Xin Jianran rubbed his sore temples, "Well, I try not to think about it."

Seeing this, Shi Huaixi took down his pen and hung it on the pen holder, "Let's take a break first, didn't uncle make salt and pepper shrimp crackers last night? Why don't you bring a can and eat it."

Xin Jianran knew that Shi Huaixi was trying to distract him, so he stood up, "Okay, I'll cut some more watermelon."

Seeing him go downstairs, Shi Huaixi continued to read another book he had written for him with Haojiuzi in his arms. If you encounter problems with this book, you can ask Xin Zhuo. Shi Huaixi held a small pen and read the first part At the end, another place that I didn't understand was circled, and then I floated to Xin Zhuo's side with the book in my arms, "Xin Zhuo Xin Zhuo, come and help me look at these."

Xin Zhuo was swinging on the rocking chair reading a book, when he heard that he pinched the half-palm-sized book with two fingers, "What do you call me?"

Shi Huaixi felt blessed, and he squeezed his shoulders quite politely, "Teacher Xin-teacher teach me."

Xin Zhuo was coaxed to raise the corners of his lips, "Come here."

Shi Huaixi then sat on his wrist bone, listened to the lecture while being pinched, and took out a small pen to take notes carefully by the side when he heard important points, Xin Zhuo almost tried not to be cute enough to finish the lecture, in the small When the puppet was taking notes after class, he took out his mobile phone and snapped a bunch of photos.

Xin Jianran came back at this time. He watched the little puppet lying on Xin Zhuo's palm and taking notes. It was obviously a very cute scene, but the owner of the hand looked at him so intently, even without any other movements, it seemed The atmosphere was quite intimate, Xin Jianran looked away, and put the food on the table without looking sideways.

After Shi Huaixi finished writing the last word, he closed the book and floated to the table to announce, "Now is leisure time after class!"

Xin Jianran was taken by him to play games and eat snacks, his tense nerves gradually relaxed, but he still felt subconsciously nervous before going to sleep, and he didn't dream about any news about that soul for several days.

Seeing that his condition was getting worse and worse, Shi Huaixi knocked on his bedroom door that night.

Xin Jianran opened the door to let him in. He had just finished taking a shower, wearing the bear pajamas made by Xin's mother, sitting on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, and said softly with his head down, "Sorry, it's been a few days, but I still..."

"Why do you need to apologize, this matter is not in a hurry," Shi Huaixi sat beside him, "Compared to this, I am worried about your current state, are you afraid?"

Xin Jianran froze, he looked at Shi Huaixi, "That person in the ward has something to do with me."

What I guessed is not his leaking the news, Shi Huaixi thought so, and he really didn't feel any hindrance, "Yes."

Xin Jianran nestled himself deeper into the sofa so that he could resist the chill rising slowly behind his back, "I really want to know what's going on with all this...but I'm really afraid, I can't accept being afraid of the truth."

He has faintly realized that he has been living in a layer of illusion for the past few years. If he felt something in the past, he was willing to indulge in it, thinking that the truth was something he could bear, but these days he realized——No, this The truth behind it was beyond his imagination.

He murmured, "A lot of times, I feel that Cheng Ting seems to be looking at another person through me. I thought that was the worst truth..."

Shi Huaixi didn't expect him to be so sharp, so he floated to his shoulder and patted him, "If we're afraid, we won't think about it, let Xin Zhuo erase your talisman."

Just think of other ways.

The time spent with Cheng Ting has taken up almost a quarter of Xin Jianran's current life, and it is too soon for him to face the truth.

Xin Jianran held his hand, "No, I just need some time to buffer."

Shi Huaixi patted him, "You can come to me anytime if you need anything."

Xin Jianran resisted him and hummed lightly.

The next day, the projectors and games that Xin Zhuo bought online before arrived, and the drama that the whole family was chasing also reached the finale. Seeing that it was still early, Shi Huaixi asked Xin Zhuo and Xin Jianran for their opinions. Parents made an invitation - go upstairs and play games together.

Xin Chuyun and Lu Ganlai have never gone up to the third floor since their sons officially moved in. Although they have always been curious about their daily life, they have never disturbed them without permission. Now that they have permission, they happily hold hands Went up with the kids.

It turns out that the empty terrace has been arranged in an orderly manner. There are tables, chairs, bookshelves and futons under the corridor, which should be the place for usual study. The rocking chair is placed next to the colonnade, and there are two books, one large and one small, spread out on it. What I know is the chair that Xin Zhuo usually sits on.

On the left side of the terrace is a wooden mannequin and a swing, and in front of the swing is a white round table with wheels, with a bunch of snacks and drinks. Lu Ganlai can imagine three children sitting on the swing, eating snacks and chatting Scenes.

There is a large tent on the right side of the terrace near the railing. The sky is full of stars tonight, but the astronomical telescope is still placed in the corner. Lu Ganlai is a little disappointed, knowing that his youngest son has not fully accepted them, but this kind of thing should have It's just changing slowly, and he's not in a hurry.

When they walked to the wall, the snow-white curtain hung down, Shi Huaixi asked them to take off their shoes and sit down on the wide cushion, and then floated to Xin Zhuo's side to pick out games with him, while Xin Jianran went to get snacks and drinks.

Everything is ready, they each have a game controller, Shi Huaixi first took Xin's parents to familiarize themselves with a relatively simple two-player game, and when they gradually got used to it and enjoyed the fun of the game, Xin Jianran and Xin Zhuo led them to play respectively .

The four members of the Xin family are people who seldom touch games. It was an eye-opener tonight. It turns out that the game has so many ways to play. After an hour of trial play, everyone praised it as a famine survival game, which is interesting enough. When they were not playing with their hands, they didn’t feel bored watching it from the sidelines. They sat next to each other, discussing how to get the torch, how to defeat the porcupine, and where to enter the cave. They played for more than two hours without knowing it.

After saving the game, they sat and chatted together. Father Lu also became interested in the wooden mannequin. Xin Zhuo took him to play for a while, and succeeded in making him grin in pain. Arm wrestling.

Unexpectedly, he didn't win against Xin Zhuo, so he broke up with Xin Jianran again. The two sides were in a stalemate for a while, and finally Xin Jianran pressed his hand down. Father Lu and Xin Jianran were both a little surprised.

It was at this time that Lu's father noticed the muscle lines on Xin Jianran's forearm - he ignored the changes in the child when he was together every day.

"The body has become much stronger." Lu's father said happily.

Mother Xin touched her hands, and said pleasantly, "Really, now we are the same as when we first came back." She smiled and looked at Xin Zhuo, "It's really nice of us, Ah Zhuo, to be a teacher."

Xin Zhuo never knew how to answer this kind of question, so he held the puppet's round hand and handed over a pack of dried meat that he likes to eat.

It was almost twelve o'clock before they had to go back to their rooms, and they made an appointment to come up to play games together on the next weekend. Mother Xin helped Xin Jianran's hand to stand up, and said to the three children, "After taking a shower, we will go back to our room and play games together." Go to bed quickly, don't stay up too late."

Xin Jianran watched this warm hand patted on his arm with traces of time, "Go back to your room."

He watched his parents go downstairs together, turned around, Shi Huaixi and Xin Zhuo were fighting, the sky was full of stars shining on them, looking outside, there were many, many lights.

Lights that belong to home.

His present is also something he could never have imagined before.

That being the case, why are you afraid to face an unimaginable past?

The past is all over.

Xin Zhuo had just come out of the shower to dry his hair when there was a knock on the bedroom door, he opened the door, Xin Jianran had a nervous expression on his face, "I want Shi Huaixi to sleep with me for one night, is that okay?"

Xin Zhuo had a cold face, "Ask me why, am I sleeping with you?" He turned to the little puppet who was making the bed and said, "Shi Huaixi, I'm looking for you."

The little puppet drifted over upon hearing the words, and Xin Jianran repeated what he had just said. Shi Huaixi knew Xin Jianran's character, and if he hadn't reached the point where he was needed, he would not have made such a request, so he nodded simply , "Okay, wait for me to get something."

As he spoke, he floated back and hugged his own dinosaur. Seeing this, Xin Jianran asked, "Don't you need a bed?"

"No, I'll just sleep on your small sofa." Shi Huaixi looked at Xin Zhuo, stretched out his hand and patted him on the shoulder, "Good night, Xin Zhuo, tonight you can stay alone in the vacant room, don't miss me too much."

Xin Zhuo flicked his forehead with his fingers, and adjusted the hem of the puppet's turned-up pajamas before pushing him out, "Good night, so I can leave."

That's what he said, but he still waited for the little puppet to enter Xin Jianran's room before closing the door. He first helped him fold the quilt that he hadn't made in time, and then put his little sickle beside the pillow. Then I turned off the light and fell asleep wrapped in a quilt.

On the other side, Shi Huaixi put the little dinosaur away and asked, "Do you need to chat for a while before going to bed?"

Xin Jianran shook his head, as long as he saw Shi Huaixi here, he felt at ease. He turned off the light, lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt up to his chin, and said softly, "I'm asleep."

"Sleep, sleep, I'm here."

So Xin Jianran closed his eyes.

"Doctor Xiao, send someone who had a car accident."

Xin Jianran's vision fluctuated for a while, and the scene in front of him gradually blurred. He judged from the voice next to his ear that Dr. Xiao had accepted the patient. After the operation, he heard someone sigh and say, "It's a pity." , it will be difficult to stand up in the future."

His heart tightened, and after an unknown period of time, his vision became clear, and he saw the boy lying on the hospital bed at a glance. He had honey-colored skin, and his hair was kept very short, completely revealing the contours of his facial features.

The moment Xin Jianran saw his face, he only thought of the word vivid.

It is so vivid that looking at this face, one can imagine his voice, his character, and even his life so far.

His amber eyes seem to hide a small sun, so that even sickness can't invade his brows and eyes. He greets everyone and shouts that he wants to eat meat, like a sick animal that is still lively and active. Little lion.

Xin Jianran heard someone call his name.

His name is Shixi.

The author says:

Lie down and take notes jpg;

Shixi is here!

Good afternoon everyone!Have a good meal!Boo!