Be silly, the top actor has been secretly in love with me for 3000 years!
Chapter 642 The Movie "Autumn Moon" 26
Compulsive treatment brings psychological shadow and physical harm that will never be removed.
Qiu Zhe stayed in the same place for a whole year.
Once, Xia Piaoyue was the only sweetness he had ever tasted in his life.
But this sweetness also turned into bitterness in the torment.
As long as he thought of his appearance, he would think of those physical tortures and pains at the same time.
He spent a whole year in the orthodoxy.
There are many people around him who were forced to quit their sexual orientation because they couldn't stand the torture, and they were successfully 'recovered and discharged'.
Only he was tortured day after day, but he was determined not to let go.
The patients around him changed wave after wave, but he was the only one who persisted.
After a certain treatment, the patients around him broke down and cried. He kept crying, saying that he couldn't stand the torture, that he wanted to die, and asked other patients over and over again.
He's just in love with someone of his gender, wrong?
No one can answer this question...
Because they are all existences that are not accepted by the world.
"I'm going to give up... I can't be locked up here forever..."
One of the patients was smoking a cigarette, murmuring with empty eyes.
His words spoke out the aspirations of countless people present.
Qiu Zhe stood up with a cold face, planning to leave.
"Your name is Qiu Zhe. I heard that you are the one who has persisted here the longest. Don't you suffer?"
The man suddenly asked.
He paused, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's very painful... especially when my love for him has turned into torture in disguise. But I don't want to give up. If I give up, it will prove what the world says, we are sick ?
I don't want to live deceiving myself, I can't deceive myself, I don't love him anymore! "
In a word, everyone at the scene fell into silence.
Another half year passed.
Qiu Zhe was discharged from the hospital.
He still hasn't compromised with reality, but his body and spirit have long been unable to hold on, and rot begins to rot from the inside.
He suffers from severe depression, and even has the illusion that Xia Piaoyue is by his side. He talks to himself every day, as if Xia Piaoyue is still by his side, takes pictures of him, eats and chats with him ...
What was more serious than the mental problem was that his body had completely collapsed due to the electric shock and the excessive intake of male hormones. He couldn't respond to anyone anymore!
After that, it was another two years of psychotherapy.
Qiu Zhe has completely changed.
Become silent, become dark, unwilling to open up to anyone.
Having become a doctor after a long illness, he gradually mastered the treatment methods of a psychiatrist, and began to deceive the other party with his own means.
Everyone thought that his hallucinations disappeared, and his paranoid and other psychological problems disappeared.
Only he himself knows that he is already terminally ill and there is no cure.
During the day, he goes back to school, studies, and socializes like an ordinary person.
At night, he would lie on the bed tired and murmur to 'Xia Piaoyue' beside him about his day's experience and his pain.
No one knew that the illusion had become the only motivation and courage to support him to live.
If one day, the hallucination disappears, then he... will die!
His parents were full of guilt because they sent him to the rehabilitative center and prevented him from lifting, and they were completely disappointed in him.
The couple also declared their marriage broken because of him.
After the divorce, they quickly reorganized a new family.
Qiu Zhe was completely abandoned.
He has become the biggest joke.
His existence is to show everyone that he was born of this failed marriage... a failure!
After graduating from university, Qiu Zhe stayed abroad and became a freelance photographer.
He is very famous and has captured many amazing moments.
In a blink of an eye, ten years have passed.
His wound, under the healing of time, gradually healed.
"It's been ten years, and I don't know how you are doing now...I...want to see you, will you...remember me? Xiaoyue...living is very tiring, I want to...let go Open your hand..."
As night came, he gently held the face of 'Xia Piaoyue' and said softly.
"Then go, say goodbye to us for our past."
'Xia Piaoyue' smiled and kissed him between the eyebrows, and said softly.
"You are still so gentle...you are like this...how can I let you go..."
Qiu Zhe chuckled, closed his eyes, and murmured.
The camera gradually zoomed out, and Xia Piaoyue's figure gradually disappeared. In the dark light, he was alone, lying lonely on the bed.
A week later, Qiu Zhe, who had not returned to China for ten years, finally set foot on his homeland again.
He first went to University A where he and Xia Piaoyue went to school together.
In ten years, the whole city has changed drastically, and he can no longer find the memories that belong to him and Xia Piaoyue!
After checking into the hotel, he asked someone to find Xia Piaoyue's whereabouts.
It was none other than their roommate, Ding Jian, who asked for help.
After graduating from university, Ding Jian was admitted as a civil servant and entered the police station. Now he is the director of the Hengyang Public Security Bureau.
And Hengyang City, where he lives, happens to be the provincial capital of Xia Piaoyue's hometown.
Gao Jingxuan started his own business after graduation, and is now one of the top [-] famous entrepreneurs in China.
Within a day, Ding Jian found out about Xia Piaoyue's whereabouts.
He happened to be on a business trip to the imperial capital, so he contacted Qiu Zhe after the meeting, and the two met.
"Old classmate, you are still as handsome as before!"
"Thank you, I didn't expect that you would be willing to help."
Qiu Zhe thanked with a smile.
Ding Jian looked a little embarrassed and beckoned him to sit down.
After taking a sip of tea, he took the lead to break the silence: "I'm sorry, we were ignorant back then, and caused you and Xiaoyue a lot of harm..."
Qiu Zhe lightly stroked the rim of the teacup, smiled lightly and shook his head: "It's not you who are at fault, but this world and that era."
In ten years, the world has changed, and people's concepts have also changed.
Compared with ten years ago, outsiders' attitude towards homosexuality is less serious.
"are you married?"
Ding Jian asked hesitantly.
"My sexual orientation can't be changed, so don't make trouble for others."
Qiu Zhe shook his head with a faint smile.
"Aren't you...you still can't let Xiaoyue go?"
Want to... let go.
That's why he came, isn't it!
Qiu Zhe took a sip of tea with a smile, but did not answer the question: "How is he doing?"
Ding Jian sighed and said, "What I'm going to say next may not be the answer you want. You'd better be mentally prepared, Qiu Zhe, Xiaoyue is married and has a child, who is five years old this year." .
He is not doing well, divorced his wife, left the house with his children, and has to pay her wife mental compensation every month. Now he sells breakfast at a stall in an urban village in Hengyang City. "
Qiu Zhe's face didn't change much, he took another sip of tea, and said with a smile: "I guess, normal people will get married and have children, don't look at me like that, I've already looked away."
Qiu Zhe stayed in the same place for a whole year.
Once, Xia Piaoyue was the only sweetness he had ever tasted in his life.
But this sweetness also turned into bitterness in the torment.
As long as he thought of his appearance, he would think of those physical tortures and pains at the same time.
He spent a whole year in the orthodoxy.
There are many people around him who were forced to quit their sexual orientation because they couldn't stand the torture, and they were successfully 'recovered and discharged'.
Only he was tortured day after day, but he was determined not to let go.
The patients around him changed wave after wave, but he was the only one who persisted.
After a certain treatment, the patients around him broke down and cried. He kept crying, saying that he couldn't stand the torture, that he wanted to die, and asked other patients over and over again.
He's just in love with someone of his gender, wrong?
No one can answer this question...
Because they are all existences that are not accepted by the world.
"I'm going to give up... I can't be locked up here forever..."
One of the patients was smoking a cigarette, murmuring with empty eyes.
His words spoke out the aspirations of countless people present.
Qiu Zhe stood up with a cold face, planning to leave.
"Your name is Qiu Zhe. I heard that you are the one who has persisted here the longest. Don't you suffer?"
The man suddenly asked.
He paused, and said in a hoarse voice: "It's very painful... especially when my love for him has turned into torture in disguise. But I don't want to give up. If I give up, it will prove what the world says, we are sick ?
I don't want to live deceiving myself, I can't deceive myself, I don't love him anymore! "
In a word, everyone at the scene fell into silence.
Another half year passed.
Qiu Zhe was discharged from the hospital.
He still hasn't compromised with reality, but his body and spirit have long been unable to hold on, and rot begins to rot from the inside.
He suffers from severe depression, and even has the illusion that Xia Piaoyue is by his side. He talks to himself every day, as if Xia Piaoyue is still by his side, takes pictures of him, eats and chats with him ...
What was more serious than the mental problem was that his body had completely collapsed due to the electric shock and the excessive intake of male hormones. He couldn't respond to anyone anymore!
After that, it was another two years of psychotherapy.
Qiu Zhe has completely changed.
Become silent, become dark, unwilling to open up to anyone.
Having become a doctor after a long illness, he gradually mastered the treatment methods of a psychiatrist, and began to deceive the other party with his own means.
Everyone thought that his hallucinations disappeared, and his paranoid and other psychological problems disappeared.
Only he himself knows that he is already terminally ill and there is no cure.
During the day, he goes back to school, studies, and socializes like an ordinary person.
At night, he would lie on the bed tired and murmur to 'Xia Piaoyue' beside him about his day's experience and his pain.
No one knew that the illusion had become the only motivation and courage to support him to live.
If one day, the hallucination disappears, then he... will die!
His parents were full of guilt because they sent him to the rehabilitative center and prevented him from lifting, and they were completely disappointed in him.
The couple also declared their marriage broken because of him.
After the divorce, they quickly reorganized a new family.
Qiu Zhe was completely abandoned.
He has become the biggest joke.
His existence is to show everyone that he was born of this failed marriage... a failure!
After graduating from university, Qiu Zhe stayed abroad and became a freelance photographer.
He is very famous and has captured many amazing moments.
In a blink of an eye, ten years have passed.
His wound, under the healing of time, gradually healed.
"It's been ten years, and I don't know how you are doing now...I...want to see you, will you...remember me? Xiaoyue...living is very tiring, I want to...let go Open your hand..."
As night came, he gently held the face of 'Xia Piaoyue' and said softly.
"Then go, say goodbye to us for our past."
'Xia Piaoyue' smiled and kissed him between the eyebrows, and said softly.
"You are still so gentle...you are like this...how can I let you go..."
Qiu Zhe chuckled, closed his eyes, and murmured.
The camera gradually zoomed out, and Xia Piaoyue's figure gradually disappeared. In the dark light, he was alone, lying lonely on the bed.
A week later, Qiu Zhe, who had not returned to China for ten years, finally set foot on his homeland again.
He first went to University A where he and Xia Piaoyue went to school together.
In ten years, the whole city has changed drastically, and he can no longer find the memories that belong to him and Xia Piaoyue!
After checking into the hotel, he asked someone to find Xia Piaoyue's whereabouts.
It was none other than their roommate, Ding Jian, who asked for help.
After graduating from university, Ding Jian was admitted as a civil servant and entered the police station. Now he is the director of the Hengyang Public Security Bureau.
And Hengyang City, where he lives, happens to be the provincial capital of Xia Piaoyue's hometown.
Gao Jingxuan started his own business after graduation, and is now one of the top [-] famous entrepreneurs in China.
Within a day, Ding Jian found out about Xia Piaoyue's whereabouts.
He happened to be on a business trip to the imperial capital, so he contacted Qiu Zhe after the meeting, and the two met.
"Old classmate, you are still as handsome as before!"
"Thank you, I didn't expect that you would be willing to help."
Qiu Zhe thanked with a smile.
Ding Jian looked a little embarrassed and beckoned him to sit down.
After taking a sip of tea, he took the lead to break the silence: "I'm sorry, we were ignorant back then, and caused you and Xiaoyue a lot of harm..."
Qiu Zhe lightly stroked the rim of the teacup, smiled lightly and shook his head: "It's not you who are at fault, but this world and that era."
In ten years, the world has changed, and people's concepts have also changed.
Compared with ten years ago, outsiders' attitude towards homosexuality is less serious.
"are you married?"
Ding Jian asked hesitantly.
"My sexual orientation can't be changed, so don't make trouble for others."
Qiu Zhe shook his head with a faint smile.
"Aren't you...you still can't let Xiaoyue go?"
Want to... let go.
That's why he came, isn't it!
Qiu Zhe took a sip of tea with a smile, but did not answer the question: "How is he doing?"
Ding Jian sighed and said, "What I'm going to say next may not be the answer you want. You'd better be mentally prepared, Qiu Zhe, Xiaoyue is married and has a child, who is five years old this year." .
He is not doing well, divorced his wife, left the house with his children, and has to pay her wife mental compensation every month. Now he sells breakfast at a stall in an urban village in Hengyang City. "
Qiu Zhe's face didn't change much, he took another sip of tea, and said with a smile: "I guess, normal people will get married and have children, don't look at me like that, I've already looked away."
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