Be silly, the top actor has been secretly in love with me for 3000 years!

After confirming that the big box contained all his belongings, Huo Xingyuan squeezed his brows and closed the box.

I finally know why Colin said that.

Even he himself felt that it was better for him to pretend not to know.

The diary on the table caught his attention.

He didn't even know that Cang Ming kept a diary.

It seems that I have had this habit since I was very young. There are several thick diaries, ranging from kawaii patterns to normal notebooks, all neatly stacked together.

Huo Xingyuan pulled out the bottom one and opened it.

The immature notes of children appeared.

It turned out to be written from the first day he met him.

It was sunny on March 6.

Today, my mother took me to a very big house, and she told me that Nali will be my home from now on!

I like that very bright big house and the garden in the house. I want to live in it all my life.

There is a good-looking little brother in the house, I also like him very much, but his personality is a bit cold, it seems that he is not easy to get along with, but he is good-looking, so I still like him very much!

I don't like his mother, like a witch, fierce!

September 6, overcast.

The old witch scolded my mother again, and even called me a little bastard. My mother was crying so hard. I feel sorry for her. I don’t want to like my little brother anymore, because he. Mom is a bad boy!

September 6, cloudy.

What to do, I started to like my little brother again, he gave me delicious tang, very sweet, I have never eaten such delicious tang, what if I can’t eat it in the future!

It was sunny on March 6.

Today is my little brother's birthday, he invited many kids, but the kids didn't play with me, and even called me a bastard, my little brother taught them a lesson, he is so good, I like him even more!

The little brother can dance, the adults say it is called slippery, super xuanku, I also want to learn, the adults say he is a little prince, I think he is like a little princess, my own little princess!

Why is the little princess not the prince, because I want to be a prince!

……

On March 7, it rained.

Mom and the old witch are out, let me take good care of the little princess, I want to accompany the little princess, but he is always studying, I am so lonely.

I discovered a little secret, our little princess is afraid of hiccups!It's time for the prince to come out, I'm going to protect my little princess, if I come back halfway, it means I was ganked back by him...

Cang Ming lived in the Huo family for three and a half years.

He actually used his diary to record every bit of their relationship.

Huo Xingyuan looked at the diary, his heart was full, and the tip of his nose was a little sore.

He was really busy when he was a child, like a little robot, tightly controlled by his mother.

Cang Ming was just a little friend he got along with when he was a child, his presence and his departure did not have much impact on his life.

He never knew that he was so important to Cang Ming!

The diary in his hand became heavy, and his speed of flipping through the diary became slower and more careful.

What came to mind was the picture of Xiao Cangming sitting on a chair, clumsily holding a pen to write down a diary.

Soon, Huo Xingyuan turned to the day of parting.

He was in school that day, and had to go to cram school after school, he was so dizzy and dizzy, he didn't see Cang Ming when he came back, he only heard other servants say that their mother and son had left, he was feeling sad for a while, and soon because of the practice Qin diverted his attention.

And Cang Ming's diary records Cang Ming's feelings about leaving the Huo family.

On December 12th, heavy snow.

The snow was heavy today, and my mother and I left Huaguo. I never told the little princess that I was leaving, because I was afraid of parting, and I was afraid that he would show a sad expression.

We have only been separated for less than 12 hours, but I miss him so much. Will he cry if he doesn't see me when he comes back?

I am drifting on the sea now, so uncomfortable, seasick, I don't know where my mother is going to take me, but I heard the crew call us black names in English, what is the black name, I don't know.

On February 12, Xiaoxue.

I'm still on the boat, it's really uncomfortable, so many people are crowded here, eating, drinking, and sleeping here, I'm about to be smoked to death, I miss the home of me and the little princess, I miss the soft bed, I want to go home!

September 1, overcast.

I finally landed, and my mother took me to a small hotel. The environment here was terrible, and the food was not used to. My mother said that this is where we will live in the future.

I don't like it here, the people here are horrible!

Little princess, I miss you, although I am not happy, but I hope you have a carefree life!

My childhood diary is completely broken here.

After more than half a year, Cang Ming resumed updating his diary again, but the frequency was lower than before.

On September 8, it rained heavily.

I don't have a mom anymore and I hate those thugs!They killed my mother and robbed all the money in the family. My leg was broken and it hurt so much... How should I live in the future?

It was sunny on March 8.

A black-hearted businessman, I worked for him for more than half a month, but he only gave me ten euros, I was starving to death... Will I never see my little princess again?

……

Huo Xingyuan didn't know what mood he was reading through the following diary.

All Cang Ming's good luck seems to have been used up after leaving the Huo family.

In less than half a year, his mother died at the hands of thugs. Huo Xingyuan couldn't imagine how a child who lost his mother and was less than ten years old survived in this terrible society!

At this moment, he suddenly hated himself so much!

If he knew that Cang Ming would leave back then, if he had begged his mother to keep Cang Ming, none of these tragedies would have happened...

After that, Cang Ming spent less and less time writing his diary, occasionally writing an article, his words were full of exhaustion, almost at the end of the diary, he would always add the word "little princess".

How is the little princess?

Has the little princess forgotten him?

Good night little princess.

I want to live, in order to see the little princess again...

It is said that men do not flick their tears lightly, but after reading these words, Huo Xingyuan couldn't hold it back anymore, tears oozed out of his eye sockets, burning until his eyes hurt.

For five years, he lived alone like a waif for five full years.

At first, in order to survive, he worked hard, but he always encountered profiteers or worked hard for a long time, and all his wages were robbed.

He would be beaten every day, and then he became numb and learned to fight back. He became what people called an ignorant gangster.

But it was persecuted by life and environment.

He is getting farther and farther away from his little princess, one is still high above the others, but the other has become the lowest dust that everyone can trample on...

The little princess was his only hope of living.

But it also became an existence that he would never dare to covet.