Rebirth of Ten Thousand Years

Alone, I came to her grave. This time, I didn't feel hysterical, didn't feel a trace of grief, just stood silently in front of her grave like a passerby.I have spent my whole life mourning her passing, and the regret, guilt, and warmth that home once brought me have all been worn away.

"I will bring your relics to his grave, so, do you feel happy? Mother..." I gently stroked her tombstone and offered a bunch of calla lilies, which is her favorite Flower, "I will come to see you next year."

The diary was taken from the hospital where she died and cremated at the man's grave.The passing cemetery old man knelt down and chatted with me for a while, listening to him talk about the love-hate obsession in this world, I felt a little relieved-I seemed to see that woman's smile again, it was so bright.

Tears are salty, with a bit of bitterness. This is the first time after I was reborn, I don't have to force myself into the role, but feel grief and loss.The old man in the cemetery said that I, a child, don’t try to smile when you want to cry, or you will age prematurely just like him.I patted him on the shoulder, turned and left without saying a word.

The most rare thing in life is to come out of the dream we wove.I'm in it, the only way is to turn the nightmare into a dream, isn't it?

"Mousse, black forest and brownie, with black tea!" I asked the driver to take it to the cake shop where Junhao worked, and I rushed into the shop immediately, waved to Junhao, and ordered food half dead on the table.Well, I haven't eaten since the train last night, and it's already afternoon tea time!

"Little Mumu, let my sister take a look, why are you so hungry?" Junhao was busy ordering, and the proprietress brought me cake and black tea in person, and said with a smile, "Today, my sister is my treat, you Just let go of your stomach and eat. Kane will be taken care of by you in the future. Although we haven’t been together for long, he is like my brother; the road of being a star is not easy, so you should watch him more.”

"Don't worry, sister." I hurriedly took a bite of the cake, nodded, and replied vaguely.It turned out that the pseudonym used by the good gentleman was Kane, and he almost didn't realize it.

"Hey... You said that I finally found a cash cow, but you poached a corner, although Kane was originally a temporary worker." The proprietress touched my head, "Eat slowly, I will continue to teach The new little sister."

I contacted Lin Qian who was frantically choosing actors for the crew, and I took Jun Hao to the set in the afternoon.As soon as I got out of the car, I received an extremely warm welcome from Lin Qian. Jun Hao almost pulled me and turned to leave...

"I said Sister Lin Qian, even if you are excited, you can't just rush over like this, image and image!" I took a step, stood in front of Jun Hao, and accepted Lin Qian's hug from the afro--slapped several times What a sneeze, the smell of hairspray is too strong!

"Haha, I'm not too excited! Director Lin issued an imperial decree today, saying that he would hold an audition for this role. I managed to win the time, and your good news came. Well, you still Won't you introduce me?" Lin Qian let go of her hands embarrassingly, rubbed her afro hair, and winked at me.

"Ahem, let me introduce you. This is Junhao. You have met each other in the bakery, so I won't say more." I squeezed the palm of Haojunzi's hand to let him control his emotions. ——Lin Qian, I have seen even more outrageous things. In my previous life, because a scene was shot very successfully, she directly held the female lead's face and kissed her...

The studio is an ancient city preserved as a material cultural heritage. Dating back to the earliest history, it can be regarded as a capital with 10,000+ citizens. Although it does not look so majestic, it has a unique charm and solemnity. .Following Lin Qian into the ancient city, I couldn't help laughing when I saw the scenes of each of them wearing a robe and holding a white script. I really miss this feeling.

"Director Lin and the others are watching the set in the palace, and the screenwriter Xiaodai is also there, so we will have an audition there." Lin Qian kept laughing all the way, not daring to show her atmosphere, as if she was very afraid that Jun Hao would turn around and leave generally.

Junhao has always maintained a faint and alienated smile, occasionally nodding his head meaningfully, as if he already has the aura of a big name-as expected, some things are innate, and they can't be stopped.I looked around boringly, and when I saw a look I liked, or saw a happy scene, I went to watch it up close, which caused a lot of bad effects.

"Hey? Whose child is this? Take it away!" Aunt A put her hands on her hips, pointed around me, and scolded, "He keeps smiling like this, how can he rehearse the scene! Go, go, go ! Let's play!"

"I'm sorry, I'll take him away right away, you guys continue." Lin Qian finally noticed that I left halfway, and dragged me back.

"Hey, who is so damaged? Let all these big mothers dress so fancy? The color is fine, and there is a tube top in the middle, why is it not a bellyband?" I hugged Junhao's arm and laughed. I almost got angry, "Also, their looks are very patriotic, so they are very suitable to play old ladies, why are they palace maids? And that makeup, those who don't know think they are playing dead people, it's so funny! "

"Are you selected for the beauty pageant? Just take a long shot. You can't tell whether your figure is round or flat, and what about your appearance!" Lin Qian sighed at me, "Okay, little friend Mu Zhong, don't give me a picture. Add to the confusion! Just because of your carelessness, you tore three sleeves, broke two hairpins, ruined six hats, had countless sword handles, messed up countless hairstyles, and even frightened several actors. Isn't it enough? The props team will definitely go crazy if they find out!"

"Uh...there are so many?" I blinked curiously, and made a deeply regretful expression to Lin Qian who was violently torturing her afro.Actually, I am really innocent!For example, those few sleeves, I saw that elder brother was always shaking back and forth, as if his hands were cramped, the so-called good intentions will be rewarded, I stepped forward to care; another brother.

The stuff on the head - well, that's my fault!But for those swords, I just want to try the feeling of wielding real props. These days, I can only use wooden sticks every day, and I feel too aggrieved.If you accidentally use too much force and chop too much, it is excusable, isn't it? !As for the scare, it was because they were too involved in rehearsing the play, and a living person like me stood beside me and didn't notice...

"You... are you really on the set now?" Lin Qian raised her head to the sky and screamed a few times, looking at me resentfully and asked.

"Brothers in the crew, Director Jiao and Director Mai, the one who brought me into the crew was Uncle Ma, known as Big Brother." I stopped laughing and replied very seriously.

"Haha..." Lin Qian looked at me with twitching corners of her mouth, "No wonder! It's finally here, you wait at the door, I'll go in and say something first."

It turns out that they are really old acquaintances, no, should they be called childhood sweethearts?Uncle Ma, he couldn't have hooked up right now, right?Looking at Lin Qian's expression, she seemed a little embarrassed and shy?

"Hey, tell me, did Lin Qian feel shy when I said Uncle Ma just now?" I bumped Jun Hao's shoulder and asked in a low voice pretending to be mysterious.

"I didn't notice." Jun Hao replied lightly, he was already leaning against the doorpost beside him and playing mobile games.

I was just about to study the structure of the door out of boredom when I was interrupted by Lin Qian who happened to come out. "I've already made an agreement with Director Lin, and I'll go in for the audition now. You don't have to be nervous, Jun Hao, as long as you act normally according to the scene they proposed. Anyway, there will be acting guidance from the movements to the eyes."

"Okay, thank you." Jun Hao smiled at Lin Qian friendly, making her eyes straighten.Cough cough, although I know that she is not being a nympho, but sees the possibility of a good gentleman in the future, but I guess I am the only one who thinks so.Director Lin, who walked out with Lin Qian, was almost turning green—with such a daughter, he always felt ashamed.

"Hello, Director Lin." I greeted Jun Hao together.

"Well, your quality is good. No wonder Xiaoqian recommends you so much. Come in." Director Lin nodded to us, turned and walked in.

As soon as I walked in the gate, I was almost blinded. Is such a golden piece normal or abnormal?I touched it curiously, and was glared at by Lin Qian.I spread my hands helplessly, it was a pasted wallpaper, the identification is complete!

Although Director Lin looked fierce, he was a very realistic person, and the scene where he drew his sword and killed himself came out of the exam question.Lin Qian briefly explained the general plot, then stood aside, leaving the space to Jun Hao alone.While they weren't paying attention, I sat on the legendary dragon chair, well, it feels good to be condescending.

"Aiqing, let's start!" I imitated the emperors I saw in the TV series, raised my hand, and said in a low and majestic voice.Everyone under the seat looked at me with surprise, and then started to laugh, only Jun Hao kept his eyes closed, completely ignoring me.This is a habit of his. Before entering the role, he would close his eyes to brew his emotions. When he opened his eyes again, he seemed to transform into a character in the play. Every time I saw this scene, I couldn't help being surprised.

Eyes are the most vivid place for an actor when acting.When I first saw a good gentleman on the screen, the first thing I noticed was not his face that made me mad with jealousy, but his eyes; looking at the world like that, as if life is the most beautiful time things in general...