Rebirth of Ten Thousand Years

When we arrived at the funeral home, more and more people rushed to hear the news, and the whole mourning hall was packed with people seeing off.The staff of the funeral home took the portraits that had been prepared and placed them on the mourning table, and the arrangement of the entire mourning hall was completed—it was a vast expanse of whiteness, only the black cloth on the mourning table was glare.I don't know if it is as easy to fade as the one on the set?

What a humorous coincidence!The big brother with a paralyzed face just participated in a fictional funeral in the crew, but now he is standing in the real mourning hall, mourning the death of his father.The sad expression of the elder brother with the paralyzed face was gradually replaced by numbness. If I hadn't seen the tears glistening in his eyes, I would have thought he was relieved.Under the arrangement of the staff, I closed the coffin for that man together with the paralyzed face, and all the people who came to see him off dispersed, only me and the paralyzed face remained in the mourning hall.

"Xiao Mu, let Li Jian take you back to rest." He glanced at me with a paralyzed face, and said indifferently.

"No need." I shook my head, glanced at the arm tightly held by the paralyzed face from the corner of my eye, and said with a sigh, "I want to be here with him." I can't get it anymore, watching the living people tossing and tossing in front of my eyes will only feel annoying.If it weren't for this big brother with a paralyzed face who was on the verge of collapse both rationally and emotionally, I wouldn't have stayed to watch the night for this man.

Perhaps, leaving this depressing place now is the best choice.I am too familiar with everything here. Before my rebirth, my corpse was also placed in this mourning hall, and it was also placed in a black coffin. I stayed alone all night in this dead and silent place.The next day, the former body turned into ashes. I remember that there seemed to be a piece of skull that survived the cremation tenaciously, and was almost crushed by someone. Thanks to the old man guarding the cemetery, I don’t know if it can be done this time run into him.

I moved closer to the side with the paralyzed face, trying to get rid of the sudden chill in my heart.After being a ghost for a period of time, my memory is more profound than when I was alive. Seeing my body being thrown into the sea of ​​flames, listening to the crackling sound when he was burning, I always feel that consciousness is about to disappear at that moment. ...

"Hey, you have a big face with a paralyzed face... Brother..." I bumped my arm into a face with a paralyzed face that was unconscious to the outside world, and asked hesitantly, "Can you talk? Just talk about him, I want to hear." Staying in this oppressive atmosphere, the tense spirit has reached its limit.

"Get rid of the first three words for me." The paralyzed face suddenly let go of my hand, slightly relaxed the straight back, met my pretendingly suspicious eyes, the corners of the mouth twitched, and said in a hoarse voice. Slowly talking about his memories of that man.

That man is not a good father. From the first sentence of the paralyzed face, I made a conclusion.He only celebrated his birthday once for the paralyzed face, and it was a miracle that he happened to appear at the party prepared by the company's employees for the paralyzed face.Listening to the paralyzed face recounting the memories in a chaotic order, I suddenly felt a little lucky.

Fortunately, at least before that woman left, she has been by my side for the entire 16 years. On my birthday, she would buy me a big cake, light candles for me, clap my hands and sing happy birthday songs.Before being controlled by the disease, she was a good mother who loved her children, which made me deeply understand what the warmth of home is.

The paralyzed face was not so lucky. Only when the man had to stop working due to physical discomfort, did he start to notice his existence, which had been neglected all along.The mother of the big brother with paralyzed face and our father got married according to their own agreement. Although they are still a couple in name, they have been living their own lives; Sometimes, I will visit him occasionally, and once I feel bored, I will turn around and leave next time.

Uh, when did I stand up and hold my paralyzed head in my arms?With such an unsmiling workaholic father and a mother who advocates free play in the world, his face has been paralyzed for so many years, and his face has not grown crooked, but his facial expression has become rigid. What a strong heart he must have!I patted the back of my brother with a paralyzed face in some regret. He was crying, crying silently. Probably, after venting, he would immediately return to that cold log.

I don’t know if my face was paralyzed and fell asleep because I was too tired from crying. I just stood with my arms around him for a whole night, motionless, as if I had returned to the days of holding the tombstone boringly——the body slowly lost Intuition, the constant temperature coming from my chest, is constantly reminding me that everything here is real, and I am also real...

Li Jian pushed open the door, walked in, and stood dumbfounded for a long time, until I made a sound before recovering.

"It's dawn!" I sighed softly.I didn't expect to see such a surprised expression on the housekeeper who always maintains a perfect posture in this impression!I tried my best to move the corners of my mouth, showing a friendly smile, and nodded to him.

"It's already being prepared outside, and the funeral can start after breakfast, Xu Yi..." Li Jian corrected his stupid standing posture awkwardly, and said in a somewhat embarrassed manner.

"Oh, the paralyzed face—ah, no, my brother has been sleeping for a long time! It's okay!" I spread my hands innocently, looking at the paralyzed face in my arms who was still not awake, and slowly moved my hands to his. On the side of the face, pinch it lightly, and then pull it to the sides - finally succeeded, the first time I saw him, I wanted to do this!

"Huh?" The elder brother with the paralyzed face raised his head in a daze, and blinked, as if he still didn't understand the situation in front of him.

I quickly withdrew my hand, looked at the butler Li Jian who was stunned again, suppressed a smile, and said seriously, "Li Jian asked me to wake you up!"

With a paralyzed face, I glanced at the spiritual table in front of me bewilderedly, let go of my arms around my waist, lowered my head and straightened my collar, and quickly turned back into a well-mannered upper-class person, and asked indifferently: " Is the ceremony about to start?" Although, the hoarse voice was almost inaudible.

"I'll bring breakfast in later. The ceremony starts at eight o'clock, and there's still half an hour left." Li Jian coughed a few times before walking out quickly.

"Thank you last night." After a while of silence, the elder brother with a paralyzed face asked unnaturally, "Don't you need to sit down for a while?"

"I want to!" I nodded very sincerely and said, "I really want to!"

"Then you..." The paralyzed face was obviously not fully awake yet, and looked at me suspiciously.

"Well, I just don't dare to move! Hehe..." I moved my hands cooperatively, and then started to giggle with a distorted face. My hands were so sore when I pinched my face just now. After standing for so long, I just will be even more heroic.What if you kneel down directly when you take a step?

Looking at my expression with a paralyzed face, he twisted his neck in some discomfort, stood up and helped me to sit down, and stated: "You can wake me up."

"It's okay, just treat it as exercise!" I patted my chest heroically, but I was crying silently in my heart-this proposal is very good, but it takes too much courage to put it into practice. If the man lying there can see With all of this, I also hope that I can hug my paralyzed face like this, right?Think of it as fulfilling his last wish...

At the funeral, I saw the mother of Big Brother with a paralyzed face. She was a very casual woman, wearing a pure white evening dress that swept the floor, as if she was walking a red carpet instead of attending a funeral.She arrived at the funeral home at the time of cremation, and although she kept a solemn expression on her face, there was no trace of sadness, as if it was only a stranger who was being burned.

"It's better not to bother outsiders to do this." Just as I knelt down and prepared to put the ashes into the box together with the paralyzed face, the mother with the paralyzed face suddenly said to me.

"Xiao Mu is my younger brother, not an outsider." I spread my hands innocently, and was about to stand up and step aside, but was stopped by a paralyzed face.

"Well, that's it! So I will continue, Auntie, what about you?" As a wife, even if it's just for appearances, you should at least hold a handful and put it in the urn; I am for that woman, for her Fantasy future.

The mother with a paralyzed face gritted her teeth and gave me a sneer. In the eyes of everyone, she had to put on gloves and squatted down. "As expected of that woman's child, she has a good means. By the way, what is her name, Qin?" The mother with a paralyzed face carefully put some ashes into the box, then took off her gloves with a disgusted expression, stood up, and condescended Said calmly, "I remember Xiao Yi, you drove her away. Why, she didn't show up on such an important occasion?"

"Her name is Mu Qin." She didn't raise her head with a paralyzed face, and she still focused on holding the ashes, but before I could speak, she replied, "Mother, if you want to leave first, you don't have to stay here. It's fine if you want it, father won't mind." of."

The expression of the mother with the paralyzed face became very distorted. Obviously, like me, she did not expect that the paralyzed face would defend me in front of everyone so straightforwardly, without any scruples about her face.I lowered my head silently, seeing this woman who only had the title of that man, I suddenly felt that his life was a bit bleak.Maybe he likes my mother?It's just that he didn't notice it?The human heart is a strange thing...

The mother with a paralyzed face still attended the entire funeral. Although she kept looking at me with hostile eyes, she didn't say anything sarcastic again.The man's ashes were buried that day. Not far from his grave, the undeveloped barren hill is where I used to rest.

When I left the funeral home, I finally saw the old man in the cemetery. He was chattering in front of the grave of another young woman, just as he was exhorting me in front of me...