The black-bellied royal sister is arrogant
Chapter 51.
When Gu Ennan heard this, he was instantly dumbfounded.
Although this was actually something she could think of, and it wasn't even as bad as she thought, but when it really appeared in her life, it made people feel a little at a loss.
Gu Ennan looked at Qiao Mengxiao reflexively, then turned her head and continued to say to Molly on the phone: "Isn't it clear enough in the letter what I mean? Isn't the mess you saw just what I meant? , Whether I like a man or a woman, I know this matter best. You can choose not to believe it, but I will not make any adjustments or changes because of your disbelief. Also, when encountering things that are not Should it be resolved properly? Is it possible to solve the matter by blindly avoiding it? What does it mean to pretend that I didn’t post it and you didn’t see it?”
Yes, since she was a child, it was her parents who taught her to face difficulties and solve them. Now, when she encounters difficulties, why should she avoid them?
"Do you know what you are talking about, my eldest lady!" Molly said helplessly after hearing this.
"Of course I know what I'm talking about, so do you know what I'm talking about?"
"You said you like women, and you have a problem with your sexual orientation." Molly replied after a moment of silence.
"Yes, I like women, but my sexuality is fine."
"If you like women, there is something wrong. If there is no problem, you should like men!" Molly was a little angry.
"Like a woman does not mean that there is a problem, and liking a man does not mean that there is no problem. Because this cannot be measured in terms of whether there is a problem or not." Gu Ennan's mouth suddenly became particularly sharp.
"You are really! In short, you come back to me tomorrow, or I will come over!"
"It's okay to come back, but you have to promise me three things. If you don't agree, I'll pack up and run away tonight, and you won't be able to find me when you come." Gu Ennan felt very strange at this time, a little nervous, but also Some bold.Anxiety is a certainty. After all, talking about such sensitive things with your parents, as long as you are an individual, you will be nervous.As for being bold, it was because she was willing to go all out.
Just like what Qiao Mengxiao said, anyway, it's a knife, and if you die early, you can survive early.
"Smelly girl, you—! Tell me about the three things." Molly finally compromised.
"First, when I talk, especially when I talk about my feelings, you should listen quietly and don't interrupt. Second, I brought you many books, and you promised me to read them. No. Three, don’t talk about severing the relationship at every turn. Blood is thicker than water, why bother to drive everyone to a dead end just because you don’t understand your daughter or accept incompetence, right?” Gu Ennan said while nervously shaking her hands Comparing gestures of one, two, three.
When Qiao Mengxiao heard the last item, she was a little stunned.She didn't expect Gu Ennan to think of this, and tried her best to prevent it from happening.
Yes, when many parents find out that their children are gay, their brains will have a convulsion, and then they will throw out sentences such as "If you insist on choosing xxx, I will sever your blood relationship with you!"
"Okay, you're ruthless." Molly bit her lip and gritted her teeth on the phone, and choked out a sentence.
Gu Ennan let out a sigh of relief, and said, "Okay, I'll be back tomorrow."
After speaking, after thinking about it, Gu Ennan added: "I want to eat braised fish tomorrow."
Molly was a little stunned, and then said, "Okay."
Well, Molly is amazing. She basically doesn't know how to cook, but she is especially good at cooking braised fish, and it tastes very good.
At this moment, Gu Ennan's words immediately hit Molly's weakness, so no matter how much she tried to toughen her attitude, she really couldn't do it anymore.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Ennan plunged into Qiao Mengxiao's arms again.
"Do you want me to accompany you back tomorrow?" Qiao Mengxiao asked.
However, Gu Ennan shook his head.
"No. If they can accept that I like women, then I will take you back and confess everything. If they can't accept it, this is something that can't be changed for a while. I'm afraid they will get too excited and say a lot. It will hurt It's your business." Gu Ennan frowned slightly.
"Hurt me? You think I'm too weak, I've already cultivated to be invulnerable to all poisons, okay?" Qiao Mengxiao twisted a strand of Gu Ennan's hair between her fingers and played with it.
"Hey, don't be in a hurry, anyway, let's watch step by step." Gu Ennan exhaled, smiled and took Qiao Mengxiao's arm.
To be honest, after the showdown with my parents, although I felt uneasy, I felt much more comfortable after all.
You don't have to keep hiding your sexual orientation like before, worrying about whether it will be discovered by them at any time.
I hope there will be a good result, that's all I can think of.
The next day, Gu Ennan took a few books to the airport.
After changing the boarding pass, Gu Ennan and Qiao Mengxiao said goodbye.
The two hugged for a long time.However, Gu Ennan patted Qiao Mengxiao's face and said, "Okay, I'm leaving. Go back to the company."
"Call me on the phone if you need anything." Qiao Mengxiao gestured for a phone call.
"Okay! I know!" Gu Ennan smiled, then turned around and went through the security check.
When Gu Ennan got off the plane and turned on his phone, he received a call from Gu Yun.After that, she obediently followed Gu Yun into the car.
"Dad, why do you look so serious?" Gu Ennan turned around and asked.
"Nothing." Gu Yun shook his head helplessly.
"Nothing is what it is." Gu Ennan put her arms around her waist and looked straight ahead.
Gu Yun turned his head and seemed to want to say something to her, but after opening his mouth, he fell silent again.
After arriving home, Gu Ennan found out that Molly really cooked a braised fish and put it on the table.
"Mom, you are so kind to me!" Gu Ennan put the book bag aside, and then stepped forward to give Molly a hug.
"Go and wash your hands." Molly patted her on the shoulder.
So Gu Ennan nodded, then squeezed some hand sanitizer on his hands, and turned on the tap.
It's six o'clock in the afternoon, just in time for lunch.
Gu Ennan glanced at the dishes on the table, then tried to smell them, gave Molly a thumbs up, and said, "It seems to be pretty good!"
As he spoke, Gu Ennan stretched out his chopsticks and picked up a piece of potato.
Molly saw it, so she coughed, and then moved the plate of braised fish to Gu Ennan's place.
"Mom, your baked potatoes are so delicious!" Gu Ennan said while giving Molly a thumbs up.
"Hey, what, Nan Nan, this is what your mother made." Gu Yun said, while giving the fish to Gu Ennan.
When Gu Ennan heard this, he was stunned. 'This is what your mother made' and "This is what your mother made and nothing else" actually mean the same thing.
So, Gu Ennan stretched out his chopsticks, boldly picked up a large piece of fish, put it in a bowl, picked out a few thick thorns, put it in his mouth, and exclaimed that it was delicious while chewing.
As a result, Molly's complexion finally looked a lot better.
It was as if everyone had thought of it together. Everyone had a tacit understanding and didn't take the initiative to mention sexual orientation during the meal.
After eating, Gu Ennan played a few more games of chess with Gu Yun. After that, Gu Yun slowly put away the chess, and then began to turn the topic to the main topic.
"Nannan. Tell your mother, have you ever been stimulated? That's why you are biased against men?" Molly thought for a while, and then asked.
"It's not like that. Mom, I haven't been stimulated in any way, and I'm not prejudiced against men. It's just that I just can't like men. When I'm with men, I can't find the slightest feeling of heartbeat." Gu Ennan said, Then he turned around and took out three thick books from the bag, and put them on the coffee table.
"Dad, Mom, I understand that you have such a reaction. In fact, part of the reason why you have such a big reaction is that you don't know much about the homosexual group, so you will subconsciously classify it as It's different, it's like a cancer." Gu Ennan said while turning the pages of the book.
"Actually, in this world, the feelings between people are very diversified. It is not only two opposite sexes who can love each other. Same-sex love is not a mental illness. Anyway, you must read these books " Gu Ennan held Gu Yun's hand with his left hand, and Molly's hand with his right hand, with a sincere expression.
"Is the disease put aside first? What we are most worried about is how many people in this world can accept this kind of relationship. You have to know that if you form a family with a woman, you will have to bear a lot of things in the future Yes. Let me ask you, have you thought about your child's problem?" Gu Yun asked.
"Think about it." Gu Ennan nodded. "I figured it was either going to be a test-tube baby, or I was going to adopt a child when I was old enough."
"You put it lightly. Test tubes, you think test tubes are so easy to do, but the success rate of test tubes is actually not very high, and women have to suffer a lot, and there are many people who have psychological shadows and suffer from depression." Mo Li didn't look very happy when she spoke.
"As for adoption, to be honest, if it's not that you can't have children, you'd better not do it. The child adopted by my friend's daughter is now two years old. Not only is his personality completely different from theirs, but he also has very special genes. Poor, she can speak very little, and then she likes to hit and bite people, and sometimes she takes her out to play, and some people comment beside her that the child doesn’t look like her parents. My friend’s daughter, I’m worried now I'm so worried." Actually, what Molly said was true.
"Then what, Mom, you can't always think about the bad, there are good and bad things, you can't kill them all with one shot." Gu Ennan frowned.
"If the children are adopted by a mixed family, I don't think all bad things will happen to them. But if it's a gay family, do you think it will cast a shadow on the children?" Molly stared at Gu Ennan.
"I think that as long as it can be properly guided, the kind of thing you said will definitely not happen." Gu Ennan continued: "We can't always see the bad, right? I have seen some interviews and reports of gay families abroad, although It is said that there will be many difficulties, but because of the correct guidance, the whole family of them still lives happily in general."
Molly didn't reply after listening.
"What's more, Dad, Mom, do you really want me to be happy?" Gu Ennan asked pitifully.
"Of course." Gu Yun nodded.
"Yeah, I also hope that I can be happy. People live for a lifetime, neither long nor short, but it passes in the blink of an eye. How should I live to be worthy of myself? It is to give up self-chosen things in order to follow the rules of the eyes of the world. Is it more important to stick to my own choice? I live for myself, not by others. My life, my exact feelings, my ups and downs, what I want, what I don’t need, All of this is only known to me as the person involved.”
Gu Ennan said, stretched out his hand to press his chest, and said with tears in his eyes: "Because, this heart lives in my flesh and blood, so no one knows what it needs better than me. These are not ages. and experience can replace or cover up."
Mo Li and Gu Yun were a little stunned as they listened.
It seemed to be the first time that her daughter spoke to herself with such a serious face and tears in her eyes.
"Nannan, calm down first. Everyone thinks that something is something they must have at different stages, and life would be worse than death if they don't have it, but once they pass that stage, their mood will change." Molly Trying to convince Gu Ennan.
Gu Ennan shook his head. "Mom, what you said, I can only say, it depends on who and what it applies to. Some people apply to some things, but it doesn't mean it can apply to anyone and anything. "
"I'm not a child. Telling you about this is a decision made after careful consideration. It's not that my brain suddenly became hot, and then I was angry or something, so I told you about it. No, I I will say it, and it was decided after repeated thinking. It can be said that for this moment, I have thought about it for more than ten years. That’s right, when I was not an adult, I found that I had feelings for girls.”
"If the 'phasedness' you mentioned could work here, it should have worked long ago, but why do I still like women after so many years? Because, this is not a question of whether it is phased or not, but that I Such a problem with nature. Mom, so, don't force me to do things that will make me unhappy, okay?" Gu Ennan said, a tear came out of her eyes and fell on the coffee table.
When Mo Li and Gu Yun saw Gu Ennan crying, they felt extremely distressed for an instant.The treasure in their hands looks so aggrieved and sad at the moment, their hearts are going to be broken when they look at it.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, I don't seem to have done anything to you...Why are you crying..." Molly said while taking out a handkerchief, walked to Gu Ennan, and wiped her tears herself.
"Mom, I'm serious." Gu Ennan continued. "Also, I know, you think that a woman has nothing to rely on without a man. But look, your daughter is so strong, and many men have been left behind by me. Could it be that I can't take care of myself? Is it?"
"Hey, I know, but you have to give us room to think about it." Molly said, tilting her head and asking, "Isn't it?"
"En." Gu Ennan could only nod.
In this conversation, she, Gu Ennan, did her best.However, she didn't know what her parents thought.Seeing what my parents looked like, although they didn't explicitly object, it was really hard to imagine that they were in favor of something.
After that, under Gu Yun's leadership, the strange awkward atmosphere was reduced a lot.
The family of three went out to watch a movie, the mother and daughter were having fun, and Gu Yun chased them with a camera to take pictures.When they walked to the night market, Gu Ennan brought Molly to buy a lot of snacks and some lovely handicrafts.
After tossing until after eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, the three of them drove home.
Gu Ennan and Gu Yun carried several small boxes of fruit from the trunk to the living room.
Molly loves to eat fruit, so she can buy a lot every time, but she can't finish it every time, and in the end she gives more to others than she eats herself.
After everything was done, Gu Ennan went to take a shower.
When she opened the door in her pajamas, Gu Ennan was taken aback by Molly standing by the door.
"Mom, why are you here without saying a word..." Gu Ennan asked, covering his chest.
"It's nothing...it's late, go to sleep." Molly patted Gu Ennan's shoulder.
"Yes." Gu Ennan nodded, hugged Molly again, and said, "Mom, good night."
After that, Gu Ennan went back to the bedroom and lay down on the bed.Because the air conditioner was turned on too much, goose bumps appeared on my body not long after.
So, after resetting the temperature, she pulled a soft and fragrant thin quilt to cover her body.
However, the scent did not make her feel so comfortable and refreshing.
Because, her mind is full of messy thoughts circling and fighting.
Mom and Dad should be very sad, although they didn't show it on purpose.
Gu Ennan thought about it, and the tip of his nose felt a little sore.
Turning around and taking out the phone, Gu Ennan went online, found Qiao Mengxiao's profile picture, clicked and entered three words: "I miss you so much."
"What's wrong?" Qiao Mengxiao quickly replied.
"It's nothing, I just miss you."
"Did your parents say something bad to you?" Qiao Mengxiao continued to ask.
"No, it's pretty good, and I didn't force me or anything." Gu Ennan replied.
However, there was an inexplicable anxiety in my heart.It's as if she thinks something will happen, but she doesn't know what it is.
The only thing she knew was that she was afraid that when she woke up, everything would change, for example, the one she loved was gone.
"Then don't think too much. You are under a lot of pressure these days, I know. But you must believe that the two of us will have a good future." Qiao Mengxiao's words seemed quite official, but It is undeniable that it is very courageous.
"Are you sure you will stay with me for the rest of your life? Regardless of life, old age, sickness or death, you will never leave me. Even if I am disfigured and become super ugly; even if I have an accident, my limbs are mutilated, my mobility is inconvenient, and my appearance is flawed. You won't leave me either, will you?" Gu Ennan typed a long paragraph.
"Yes." Qiao Mengxiao said: "Just, I beg you, don't say unlucky words so often in the future, will it work?"
"Report boss, received!" Gu Ennan replied with a smile.
At this time, in another room, Molly flipped through the pages of the book given by Gu Ennan, then closed it and threw it aside.
She lay flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, as if there were some evil spirits on it.After that, she put the back of her hand on her forehead.
"Nannan's father."
"What's wrong?" Gu Yun also put the book in his hand aside.
"I'm afraid." Molly turned her head and looked at Gu Yun.
"I always thought that no one would know my daughter better than me, including Gu Ennan herself. But now I find that it's just my self-righteous idea. I don't know her, I really don't know her. Suddenly I feel My daughter is very strange to me. Not only because she has deviated from the track I expected, but also because she has always been afraid of us and avoided us." Molly continued to speak quietly.
Gu Yun had no choice but to lie down, stretched out his hand to cover Molly's, and said, "Honey, when a child grows up, he will naturally have his own secrets, and it's impossible to tell the adults all of them. ,Right?"
"I know. However, if those secrets are just small secrets in daily life, I don't think it's a big deal. But this secret is actually because she is gay." When Molly said this, she closed her eyes slightly .
To be honest, she really couldn't accept this fact.
Even if she could pretend to accept it in front of Gu Ennan, she couldn't lie to herself.
Homosexuality, these three words are easy to pronounce and easy to write, but walking in the world is not easy at all.
She has lived most of her life, so she knows very well that many things can be talked about in a good way, but in reality, there are many more horrible things.
She doesn't want her child to be judged, ridiculed, or live under the social pressure of this unenlightened world for the rest of her life.
And Gu Yun, why not.
Maybe it's because people are old, they really can't understand this kind of love between women and girls, and they don't believe that this kind of love really exists.They just feel that this kind of relationship is like having a house wine, which is not real at all.
"Anyway, we have to get to know our daughter deeply from now on, don't we? Only when we have a deep understanding can we know what to do to bring real happiness to our daughter." Gu Yun stretched out an arm to her Molly put the pillow under her head, comforting her.
"I hope God can bless you a lot." Molly said with her hands clasped together on her chest, with an extremely devout attitude.
Gu Yun listened and could only sigh.
It's not that he doesn't know Gu Ennan's character.The tenacity in his temperament was inherited from himself, but more of it was inherited from Molly.He couldn't even handle Molly, let alone Gu Ennan who was an upgraded version of Molly.
Although this was actually something she could think of, and it wasn't even as bad as she thought, but when it really appeared in her life, it made people feel a little at a loss.
Gu Ennan looked at Qiao Mengxiao reflexively, then turned her head and continued to say to Molly on the phone: "Isn't it clear enough in the letter what I mean? Isn't the mess you saw just what I meant? , Whether I like a man or a woman, I know this matter best. You can choose not to believe it, but I will not make any adjustments or changes because of your disbelief. Also, when encountering things that are not Should it be resolved properly? Is it possible to solve the matter by blindly avoiding it? What does it mean to pretend that I didn’t post it and you didn’t see it?”
Yes, since she was a child, it was her parents who taught her to face difficulties and solve them. Now, when she encounters difficulties, why should she avoid them?
"Do you know what you are talking about, my eldest lady!" Molly said helplessly after hearing this.
"Of course I know what I'm talking about, so do you know what I'm talking about?"
"You said you like women, and you have a problem with your sexual orientation." Molly replied after a moment of silence.
"Yes, I like women, but my sexuality is fine."
"If you like women, there is something wrong. If there is no problem, you should like men!" Molly was a little angry.
"Like a woman does not mean that there is a problem, and liking a man does not mean that there is no problem. Because this cannot be measured in terms of whether there is a problem or not." Gu Ennan's mouth suddenly became particularly sharp.
"You are really! In short, you come back to me tomorrow, or I will come over!"
"It's okay to come back, but you have to promise me three things. If you don't agree, I'll pack up and run away tonight, and you won't be able to find me when you come." Gu Ennan felt very strange at this time, a little nervous, but also Some bold.Anxiety is a certainty. After all, talking about such sensitive things with your parents, as long as you are an individual, you will be nervous.As for being bold, it was because she was willing to go all out.
Just like what Qiao Mengxiao said, anyway, it's a knife, and if you die early, you can survive early.
"Smelly girl, you—! Tell me about the three things." Molly finally compromised.
"First, when I talk, especially when I talk about my feelings, you should listen quietly and don't interrupt. Second, I brought you many books, and you promised me to read them. No. Three, don’t talk about severing the relationship at every turn. Blood is thicker than water, why bother to drive everyone to a dead end just because you don’t understand your daughter or accept incompetence, right?” Gu Ennan said while nervously shaking her hands Comparing gestures of one, two, three.
When Qiao Mengxiao heard the last item, she was a little stunned.She didn't expect Gu Ennan to think of this, and tried her best to prevent it from happening.
Yes, when many parents find out that their children are gay, their brains will have a convulsion, and then they will throw out sentences such as "If you insist on choosing xxx, I will sever your blood relationship with you!"
"Okay, you're ruthless." Molly bit her lip and gritted her teeth on the phone, and choked out a sentence.
Gu Ennan let out a sigh of relief, and said, "Okay, I'll be back tomorrow."
After speaking, after thinking about it, Gu Ennan added: "I want to eat braised fish tomorrow."
Molly was a little stunned, and then said, "Okay."
Well, Molly is amazing. She basically doesn't know how to cook, but she is especially good at cooking braised fish, and it tastes very good.
At this moment, Gu Ennan's words immediately hit Molly's weakness, so no matter how much she tried to toughen her attitude, she really couldn't do it anymore.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Ennan plunged into Qiao Mengxiao's arms again.
"Do you want me to accompany you back tomorrow?" Qiao Mengxiao asked.
However, Gu Ennan shook his head.
"No. If they can accept that I like women, then I will take you back and confess everything. If they can't accept it, this is something that can't be changed for a while. I'm afraid they will get too excited and say a lot. It will hurt It's your business." Gu Ennan frowned slightly.
"Hurt me? You think I'm too weak, I've already cultivated to be invulnerable to all poisons, okay?" Qiao Mengxiao twisted a strand of Gu Ennan's hair between her fingers and played with it.
"Hey, don't be in a hurry, anyway, let's watch step by step." Gu Ennan exhaled, smiled and took Qiao Mengxiao's arm.
To be honest, after the showdown with my parents, although I felt uneasy, I felt much more comfortable after all.
You don't have to keep hiding your sexual orientation like before, worrying about whether it will be discovered by them at any time.
I hope there will be a good result, that's all I can think of.
The next day, Gu Ennan took a few books to the airport.
After changing the boarding pass, Gu Ennan and Qiao Mengxiao said goodbye.
The two hugged for a long time.However, Gu Ennan patted Qiao Mengxiao's face and said, "Okay, I'm leaving. Go back to the company."
"Call me on the phone if you need anything." Qiao Mengxiao gestured for a phone call.
"Okay! I know!" Gu Ennan smiled, then turned around and went through the security check.
When Gu Ennan got off the plane and turned on his phone, he received a call from Gu Yun.After that, she obediently followed Gu Yun into the car.
"Dad, why do you look so serious?" Gu Ennan turned around and asked.
"Nothing." Gu Yun shook his head helplessly.
"Nothing is what it is." Gu Ennan put her arms around her waist and looked straight ahead.
Gu Yun turned his head and seemed to want to say something to her, but after opening his mouth, he fell silent again.
After arriving home, Gu Ennan found out that Molly really cooked a braised fish and put it on the table.
"Mom, you are so kind to me!" Gu Ennan put the book bag aside, and then stepped forward to give Molly a hug.
"Go and wash your hands." Molly patted her on the shoulder.
So Gu Ennan nodded, then squeezed some hand sanitizer on his hands, and turned on the tap.
It's six o'clock in the afternoon, just in time for lunch.
Gu Ennan glanced at the dishes on the table, then tried to smell them, gave Molly a thumbs up, and said, "It seems to be pretty good!"
As he spoke, Gu Ennan stretched out his chopsticks and picked up a piece of potato.
Molly saw it, so she coughed, and then moved the plate of braised fish to Gu Ennan's place.
"Mom, your baked potatoes are so delicious!" Gu Ennan said while giving Molly a thumbs up.
"Hey, what, Nan Nan, this is what your mother made." Gu Yun said, while giving the fish to Gu Ennan.
When Gu Ennan heard this, he was stunned. 'This is what your mother made' and "This is what your mother made and nothing else" actually mean the same thing.
So, Gu Ennan stretched out his chopsticks, boldly picked up a large piece of fish, put it in a bowl, picked out a few thick thorns, put it in his mouth, and exclaimed that it was delicious while chewing.
As a result, Molly's complexion finally looked a lot better.
It was as if everyone had thought of it together. Everyone had a tacit understanding and didn't take the initiative to mention sexual orientation during the meal.
After eating, Gu Ennan played a few more games of chess with Gu Yun. After that, Gu Yun slowly put away the chess, and then began to turn the topic to the main topic.
"Nannan. Tell your mother, have you ever been stimulated? That's why you are biased against men?" Molly thought for a while, and then asked.
"It's not like that. Mom, I haven't been stimulated in any way, and I'm not prejudiced against men. It's just that I just can't like men. When I'm with men, I can't find the slightest feeling of heartbeat." Gu Ennan said, Then he turned around and took out three thick books from the bag, and put them on the coffee table.
"Dad, Mom, I understand that you have such a reaction. In fact, part of the reason why you have such a big reaction is that you don't know much about the homosexual group, so you will subconsciously classify it as It's different, it's like a cancer." Gu Ennan said while turning the pages of the book.
"Actually, in this world, the feelings between people are very diversified. It is not only two opposite sexes who can love each other. Same-sex love is not a mental illness. Anyway, you must read these books " Gu Ennan held Gu Yun's hand with his left hand, and Molly's hand with his right hand, with a sincere expression.
"Is the disease put aside first? What we are most worried about is how many people in this world can accept this kind of relationship. You have to know that if you form a family with a woman, you will have to bear a lot of things in the future Yes. Let me ask you, have you thought about your child's problem?" Gu Yun asked.
"Think about it." Gu Ennan nodded. "I figured it was either going to be a test-tube baby, or I was going to adopt a child when I was old enough."
"You put it lightly. Test tubes, you think test tubes are so easy to do, but the success rate of test tubes is actually not very high, and women have to suffer a lot, and there are many people who have psychological shadows and suffer from depression." Mo Li didn't look very happy when she spoke.
"As for adoption, to be honest, if it's not that you can't have children, you'd better not do it. The child adopted by my friend's daughter is now two years old. Not only is his personality completely different from theirs, but he also has very special genes. Poor, she can speak very little, and then she likes to hit and bite people, and sometimes she takes her out to play, and some people comment beside her that the child doesn’t look like her parents. My friend’s daughter, I’m worried now I'm so worried." Actually, what Molly said was true.
"Then what, Mom, you can't always think about the bad, there are good and bad things, you can't kill them all with one shot." Gu Ennan frowned.
"If the children are adopted by a mixed family, I don't think all bad things will happen to them. But if it's a gay family, do you think it will cast a shadow on the children?" Molly stared at Gu Ennan.
"I think that as long as it can be properly guided, the kind of thing you said will definitely not happen." Gu Ennan continued: "We can't always see the bad, right? I have seen some interviews and reports of gay families abroad, although It is said that there will be many difficulties, but because of the correct guidance, the whole family of them still lives happily in general."
Molly didn't reply after listening.
"What's more, Dad, Mom, do you really want me to be happy?" Gu Ennan asked pitifully.
"Of course." Gu Yun nodded.
"Yeah, I also hope that I can be happy. People live for a lifetime, neither long nor short, but it passes in the blink of an eye. How should I live to be worthy of myself? It is to give up self-chosen things in order to follow the rules of the eyes of the world. Is it more important to stick to my own choice? I live for myself, not by others. My life, my exact feelings, my ups and downs, what I want, what I don’t need, All of this is only known to me as the person involved.”
Gu Ennan said, stretched out his hand to press his chest, and said with tears in his eyes: "Because, this heart lives in my flesh and blood, so no one knows what it needs better than me. These are not ages. and experience can replace or cover up."
Mo Li and Gu Yun were a little stunned as they listened.
It seemed to be the first time that her daughter spoke to herself with such a serious face and tears in her eyes.
"Nannan, calm down first. Everyone thinks that something is something they must have at different stages, and life would be worse than death if they don't have it, but once they pass that stage, their mood will change." Molly Trying to convince Gu Ennan.
Gu Ennan shook his head. "Mom, what you said, I can only say, it depends on who and what it applies to. Some people apply to some things, but it doesn't mean it can apply to anyone and anything. "
"I'm not a child. Telling you about this is a decision made after careful consideration. It's not that my brain suddenly became hot, and then I was angry or something, so I told you about it. No, I I will say it, and it was decided after repeated thinking. It can be said that for this moment, I have thought about it for more than ten years. That’s right, when I was not an adult, I found that I had feelings for girls.”
"If the 'phasedness' you mentioned could work here, it should have worked long ago, but why do I still like women after so many years? Because, this is not a question of whether it is phased or not, but that I Such a problem with nature. Mom, so, don't force me to do things that will make me unhappy, okay?" Gu Ennan said, a tear came out of her eyes and fell on the coffee table.
When Mo Li and Gu Yun saw Gu Ennan crying, they felt extremely distressed for an instant.The treasure in their hands looks so aggrieved and sad at the moment, their hearts are going to be broken when they look at it.
"Okay, okay, don't cry, I don't seem to have done anything to you...Why are you crying..." Molly said while taking out a handkerchief, walked to Gu Ennan, and wiped her tears herself.
"Mom, I'm serious." Gu Ennan continued. "Also, I know, you think that a woman has nothing to rely on without a man. But look, your daughter is so strong, and many men have been left behind by me. Could it be that I can't take care of myself? Is it?"
"Hey, I know, but you have to give us room to think about it." Molly said, tilting her head and asking, "Isn't it?"
"En." Gu Ennan could only nod.
In this conversation, she, Gu Ennan, did her best.However, she didn't know what her parents thought.Seeing what my parents looked like, although they didn't explicitly object, it was really hard to imagine that they were in favor of something.
After that, under Gu Yun's leadership, the strange awkward atmosphere was reduced a lot.
The family of three went out to watch a movie, the mother and daughter were having fun, and Gu Yun chased them with a camera to take pictures.When they walked to the night market, Gu Ennan brought Molly to buy a lot of snacks and some lovely handicrafts.
After tossing until after eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, the three of them drove home.
Gu Ennan and Gu Yun carried several small boxes of fruit from the trunk to the living room.
Molly loves to eat fruit, so she can buy a lot every time, but she can't finish it every time, and in the end she gives more to others than she eats herself.
After everything was done, Gu Ennan went to take a shower.
When she opened the door in her pajamas, Gu Ennan was taken aback by Molly standing by the door.
"Mom, why are you here without saying a word..." Gu Ennan asked, covering his chest.
"It's nothing...it's late, go to sleep." Molly patted Gu Ennan's shoulder.
"Yes." Gu Ennan nodded, hugged Molly again, and said, "Mom, good night."
After that, Gu Ennan went back to the bedroom and lay down on the bed.Because the air conditioner was turned on too much, goose bumps appeared on my body not long after.
So, after resetting the temperature, she pulled a soft and fragrant thin quilt to cover her body.
However, the scent did not make her feel so comfortable and refreshing.
Because, her mind is full of messy thoughts circling and fighting.
Mom and Dad should be very sad, although they didn't show it on purpose.
Gu Ennan thought about it, and the tip of his nose felt a little sore.
Turning around and taking out the phone, Gu Ennan went online, found Qiao Mengxiao's profile picture, clicked and entered three words: "I miss you so much."
"What's wrong?" Qiao Mengxiao quickly replied.
"It's nothing, I just miss you."
"Did your parents say something bad to you?" Qiao Mengxiao continued to ask.
"No, it's pretty good, and I didn't force me or anything." Gu Ennan replied.
However, there was an inexplicable anxiety in my heart.It's as if she thinks something will happen, but she doesn't know what it is.
The only thing she knew was that she was afraid that when she woke up, everything would change, for example, the one she loved was gone.
"Then don't think too much. You are under a lot of pressure these days, I know. But you must believe that the two of us will have a good future." Qiao Mengxiao's words seemed quite official, but It is undeniable that it is very courageous.
"Are you sure you will stay with me for the rest of your life? Regardless of life, old age, sickness or death, you will never leave me. Even if I am disfigured and become super ugly; even if I have an accident, my limbs are mutilated, my mobility is inconvenient, and my appearance is flawed. You won't leave me either, will you?" Gu Ennan typed a long paragraph.
"Yes." Qiao Mengxiao said: "Just, I beg you, don't say unlucky words so often in the future, will it work?"
"Report boss, received!" Gu Ennan replied with a smile.
At this time, in another room, Molly flipped through the pages of the book given by Gu Ennan, then closed it and threw it aside.
She lay flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, as if there were some evil spirits on it.After that, she put the back of her hand on her forehead.
"Nannan's father."
"What's wrong?" Gu Yun also put the book in his hand aside.
"I'm afraid." Molly turned her head and looked at Gu Yun.
"I always thought that no one would know my daughter better than me, including Gu Ennan herself. But now I find that it's just my self-righteous idea. I don't know her, I really don't know her. Suddenly I feel My daughter is very strange to me. Not only because she has deviated from the track I expected, but also because she has always been afraid of us and avoided us." Molly continued to speak quietly.
Gu Yun had no choice but to lie down, stretched out his hand to cover Molly's, and said, "Honey, when a child grows up, he will naturally have his own secrets, and it's impossible to tell the adults all of them. ,Right?"
"I know. However, if those secrets are just small secrets in daily life, I don't think it's a big deal. But this secret is actually because she is gay." When Molly said this, she closed her eyes slightly .
To be honest, she really couldn't accept this fact.
Even if she could pretend to accept it in front of Gu Ennan, she couldn't lie to herself.
Homosexuality, these three words are easy to pronounce and easy to write, but walking in the world is not easy at all.
She has lived most of her life, so she knows very well that many things can be talked about in a good way, but in reality, there are many more horrible things.
She doesn't want her child to be judged, ridiculed, or live under the social pressure of this unenlightened world for the rest of her life.
And Gu Yun, why not.
Maybe it's because people are old, they really can't understand this kind of love between women and girls, and they don't believe that this kind of love really exists.They just feel that this kind of relationship is like having a house wine, which is not real at all.
"Anyway, we have to get to know our daughter deeply from now on, don't we? Only when we have a deep understanding can we know what to do to bring real happiness to our daughter." Gu Yun stretched out an arm to her Molly put the pillow under her head, comforting her.
"I hope God can bless you a lot." Molly said with her hands clasped together on her chest, with an extremely devout attitude.
Gu Yun listened and could only sigh.
It's not that he doesn't know Gu Ennan's character.The tenacity in his temperament was inherited from himself, but more of it was inherited from Molly.He couldn't even handle Molly, let alone Gu Ennan who was an upgraded version of Molly.
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