Bard of Time

After what he said yesterday, Mu Xiaobai originally thought that their relationship would become very strange and awkward, but for some reason, the two of them seemed to be back to the original point. How they lived before is still how they live now.

It's just that Nantemon has changed back, and his temper has naturally changed back. Mu Xiaobai once saw him slap a customer who found fault out of the door, and the customer almost passed by.

Mu Xiaobai's heart turned cold when he saw it. The days of Los Fairmont were so good that the neighbors were harmonious. He even forgot his submissiveness outside, forgot to bow his knees to the strong, and forgot that even if Nantemon was with him They are acquainted, and killing him is just a matter of one finger, no matter whether they stay by his side because of guilt or leave in disappointment, there is still a world of difference between them.

Afterwards, Mu Xiaobai didn't care about Nantemeng anymore, neither wanted nor dared.

In case one day he accidentally said the wrong thing and really angered Nanteng, the one who almost lost his temper at that time would probably be himself.

Life is always so unremarkable. He and Nante Meng didn't talk much before. When Nante Meng pretended to be an old man, he didn't talk much with him. The conversation yesterday was the longest they had ever seen. The most unbelievable dialogue was probably caused by a moment of excitement, and it is probably impossible for him to say anything else now.

Every time he saw Nantemon, he felt mixed feelings in his heart. Although he had let go of it long ago, when he thought about it now, he still felt wronged for himself.

Now that Nante Meng is so inexplicably stalking, he feels like a dog that comes and goes. He pets it twice, and throws it aside if he doesn't like it. This feeling is too uncomfortable. up.It's not like he hasn't had this feeling before, like being slapped by a strong man outside, you can't jump up and beat him, and you can't curse at him, you can only put your other face close to him with a shy face to let the other party calm down.

Obviously he has long been used to such a life, but now that he thinks about it, to others, Mu Xiaobai is at most aggrieved, to Nanteng, that is grievance, he does not understand why one person can trample on another person like that Sincerity, but on the other hand, can you say that you are cruel? !

But the only good thing is that Mu Xiaobai's voice recovered when he woke up the next day.

It was Charlie Lan's magic that ruined his voice at the beginning. Now that Nantermont's identity has been exposed, it is easy to solve a small magic, but his face was scratched by the blade, and he can never recover.

"Nante Meng." Mu Xiaobai's voice was full of fatigue, and now he can only practice himself, "The me you like is the one who is beautiful, has a nice voice, can cook for you, sing for you, and put you to sleep , reading official documents for you, chatting with you every day, always touching the me who is on your mind, but look at me now, not to mention the beautiful voice, although I still cook for you, it’s just by the way, now I don't need to show you the official documents, and I don't bother to say a word to you, and I'm too lazy to guess what's on your mind. The me you like doesn't exist anymore. If you stay by my side, sooner or later you will leave in discouragement , you might as well leave now, are you right?"

Nanteng shook his head and didn't speak. The way he deals with Mu Xiaobai now is to keep silent.

Mu Xiaobai was also silent.

He once also thought about whether people would still like him if he lost his appearance and singing voice. If only he was left, like the short and mediocre man in his previous life, would anyone still think of him?Is there anyone who really likes him, just like his temperament? !He is a man who thinks these are a little hypocritical, a little bit sad like a girl, but he really wants to know the answer.

Just like if Nanteng stood alone in front of him without money and strength, would he still be willing to coax him to sleep and cook for him?

Mu Xiaobai admitted reluctantly that he was willing.

Nantemon has his own charisma, he is generous, he is proud, and he has a unique charisma. Even if this kind of person grows up in the countryside, there will be many people willing to follow him. What he exudes from the inside out is a Masculinity is something that Mu Xiaobai has envied for both his life.

And now Nantmont was beside his bed, silent.

If it was in the past, he would have panicked.

Nan Temeng just looked at the person in front of him indifferently, Mu Xiaobai didn't know how soft his temper was, he seemed open-minded, but he couldn't shake a little sand in his heart, maybe after he found out about Hong, he resolutely Even if he pokes a blood hole out of himself, he will not hesitate to leave, even if he still has himself in his heart, he will never let go, this stubborn little fool.But on the other hand, this person is easy to soften his heart. As soon as he humbled himself, Mu Xiaobai naturally softened his voice, looked at him helplessly, let alone chase him away, and could only helplessly tolerate him being presumptuous by his side.But if you really don't feel anything in your heart, how can you tolerate yourself being presumptuous by the side?

Nantmon simply sat on the ground, just looked at him, and then took a nap against the small table beside the bed.It seems that only by looking at Mu Xiaobai can he feel at ease.

Within two months, everyone in the small town knew about Nantmont.

"Although both of them are men, they can't have a son." An old widow muttered, "But that husband is really good to his wife, and he has nothing to say. Although he doesn't talk much, he takes the initiative to do all the work. Go east, let go west go west. Tsk tsk, I've never seen such a fearful person at this age!"

"How does the old crazy woman talk!" An old man blew his beard and stared, "That's clearly called love, don't talk nonsense if an ignorant woman doesn't understand."

"Cut." The widow snorted disdainfully.In the final analysis, it is still fear.

And Nantemon here is silent sooner or later, and only works silently, doing everything.

Apart from cooking these days, Mu Xiaobai felt that he was a useless person, so he had to use his clothes to stretch out his hands to eat and his mouth to open his mouth.

"What's the use of you being nice to me now." Mu Xiaobai sighed.

Nanteng froze for a moment, and then continued to move.

"You are not there when I need you, you come every day when I don't need you, you don't give me a grain of rice when I am starving to death, and now I am full, and you force me to eat big fish and meat, If you really want to be nice to me, it shouldn't be like this."

Nante Meng finally spoke: "I will never take half a step away from you in the future."

"That was not what I meant."

Nantermont adheres to the principle that silence is golden.

Mu Xiaobai was helpless, and he couldn't.

The aunt who went home to bring her grandson had nothing to do, so she brought her little grandson to Mu Xiaobai's shop.

Mu Xiaobai is still a child with a strong sense of vicissitudes, but there is a man next to him, always silent, but for some reason, he has no sense of disobedience, as if he and that child have a natural tacit understanding, no matter what , that child is not lonely.

Asked about the relationship between the two, the aunt was stunned as expected, and stammered: "Ah, this, although there are two men, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, the aunt is also very open-minded, cough, just be sincere, just be sincere .”

Mu Xiaobai said calmly: "It's my ex-husband, it's not that relationship anymore."

The aunt was dumbfounded: "This is what you said about you..."

Mu Xiaobai nodded reluctantly.

The aunt looked at Nantemon carefully again, and said suspiciously: "No way, Szell told me that you are a very capable person..."

Nante Meng shook his head: "I have nothing."

Mu Xiaobai turned his eyes away, Nan Temeng lowered his head, the aunt lived to this age, she knew something was wrong at a glance!

The aunt didn't say anything in front of the two of them, but just found an opportunity to talk to Mu Xiaobai alone.

The aunt said earnestly: "You really are still young. Looking at the situation between the two of you, did you have any big misunderstandings before, or a relationship where you owed me and I owed you? My aunt watched it for a day and was honest. Let me tell you, if you are so determined, why are you still involved with him here? Besides, it's fine if he's pretending, but the aunt can see that he really wants to make up for it and get your forgiveness, you can I don’t forgive him, but I have to forgive myself. My aunt sees that you have suffered so much at such a young age, and knows that you have suffered a lot. Since you have suffered so much, why do you have to make things difficult for yourself now? You are doing this now, right? Tormenting two people, you really plan to stay silent like this for the rest of your life? People can't grow old alone, don't you think so?"

Mu Xiaobai smiled wryly: "You, it's really not your fault, who doesn't understand the truth."

It was night, and Mu Xiaobai was lying on the bed.Now Nanteng didn't have to sneak in to peep while he was asleep, anyway, Mu Xiaobai was used to it, so he could walk in openly and look at Mu Xiaobai.

Although Mu Xiaobai is used to it, he also feels that it is too uncomfortable for a person to sit and sleep on a small table every day, and he can't be driven away. Thinking of Nante Meng's usually hard-working but silent face, his heart softens, and he Added an extra bed in the room.

Mu Xiaobai always felt that Nantemon was not a person who should live in the small place of Los Fairmont, but he stayed here for several years.Mu Xiaobai was relieved for a while, but more uneasy.

This person, when is the next time he abandons himself?

Mu Xiaobai decided to show his cards again, to the effect that you should see that I look like this, so you don't have to be upside down and have nightmares at night.

Nantermont was silent for a while, then took out a knife.

Mu Xiaobai was taken aback, darling, isn't this the one who wants to die together after being rejected in embarrassment?There are not no lunatics who died in love, and Nante Meng was originally a recognized lunatic!

Afterwards, Mu Xiaobai saw a flash of the knife, and blood flowed out.

His heart was almost still.

Nanteng's face was cruelly scratched by himself, and he wiped his face casually, blood was everywhere, Mu Xiaobai felt that he was going to faint, he lost his voice: "You Are you fucking sick?! What the hell are you doing?!"

Nantemon raised his head to look at him, and said lightly: "I know that although you say you don't care, you still care about your appearance in your heart. I'm the same as you now, and I'm fine."

Mu Xiaobai didn't want to cry.

He suddenly wanted to jump out of the window from the second floor.

At night, Mu Xiaobai quietly bandaged Nan Temeng.

"Okay." Mu Xiaobai pressed down his churning heart, "Go and wash."

Nan Temeng obediently went to wash the blood on his body, and then went back to sleep, as if nothing had happened just now.

But Mu Xiaobai didn't fall asleep anyway, and the two of them had nothing to say all night.

And Nantemon didn't hide it at all. He picked up customers in front of the store with that disfigured face, and didn't care about other people's eyes. Mu Xiaobai couldn't help sighing. Ruthless, he is also ruthless to himself. Thinking about it, he hates himself even more. Why can others be disfigured without caring, but his own disfigurement is like the sky falling.

Mu Xiaobai thought sadly, so he used to only have a face.

"Nantemon, are we really going to live like this forever?" Mu Xiaobai lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Nantemon didn't speak, but acquiesced.

"I don't expect you to forgive me, as long as we live together." Nantemon said lightly, "Go to sleep, you are tired today, would you like some water?"

Mu Xiaobai was speechless.

"I do not want to see you."

"When I see you, I always think of the days when I was like a woman under you, those false days, and the faces that disgusted me around me. I really, don't want to see you at all."

The author has something to say:

In the last chapter, I wanted to turn it around, but I accidentally twisted my neck and lost QAQ. .In this chapter, I will try my best to turn the tide, and strive to...don't have a bad tail QAQ