My master is praised by everyone as King Xuxian, who is so magnificent that he almost turned into a fairy. This is what other people say about the master.And whenever others see the master's wheelchair, the admiration in their eyes turns into sympathy, pity, and sometimes there should be such an expression.

Before, even if I understood these eyes, I didn't feel anything.But I don't know why, because of this, when others look at Master with this kind of eyes, I always feel uncomfortable, and I endure the feeling of tearing out their eyeballs.I've always been a sane person, and I've never been so out of control.For me, this is beyond the bodyguard category.

For the first time, I felt panic in my heart. I used to fight against enemies whose martial arts were ten times higher than mine, and I didn't have this feeling when I was about to die.I thought hard about the reason.

Is it because the master is different from the unattainable in front of me and others, he is close to me, and gives me equal respect, care and kindness.

I don't know whether it's the caring after each martial arts practice that makes my heart move, or the careful care after the injury.

Too many greetings, too many jokes, too many times without distance, is this the feeling of friends.I desperately need a friend to confirm this feeling.

Jianghu drinking buddies, I met in a tavern.He runs a tavern, and I drink. It was such a simple relationship.I just went up to him and said, "Be my friend."

He also smiled boldly and did not refuse. I drank a lot of wine that day and was not drunk.Later, whenever I came back safely from work, I always went to that tavern to drink. At that time, I already knew that my feelings for the master were not friendship but love.

What is love, I don't understand.But I know that as long as I show a little thought, I will die.I am not afraid of death, but I am afraid that I will not be able to see my master after death. When I get to the underworld, I will only forget about it after reincarnation. I don't want to.So, I can only secretly love.

It is said that it is a wonderful feeling that can only be felt by oneself.I never knew I felt so full.

That kind of feeling can't be declared, it can only be endured until death.You can't think about seeing you every day, but you can only go far when you are with you every year.This kind of feeling is called unrequited love, which I realized after being with my master for 13 years.

A crush can become a forbearer, others say.

The master once asked me, "Why do I get so many martial arts cheats, but never indulge in them?" I could only smile bitterly.

——Because I guarded you for 13 years, but never blurted out.Washing your feet, massaging you, changing your dressings, keeping vigil for you, and returning from doing things for you, so many times when you were on the verge of death, I swallowed it in my throat, forging how tough I am.So I can learn a lot of martial arts cheats and never get addicted to them.

After 13 years of guarding, no one knows how much bitterness is inside. Secret love is an invisible emotion, and inferiority complex follows everywhere.Even a simple sentence from you can stir up ripples in my heart.Even if the master said something unintentionally, I would still have trouble sleeping.

Guarded for 13 years, never dared to let the master know.Secret love is my own story, I cry or laugh in this story, I never dare to let you know.You understand every moment of me, I always remember it with a smile.

3. The day of separation

I never thought that before the master would die, I could protect the master and prevent others from hurting him, but I couldn't prevent the master from destroying himself.I never believed in all those praises about my master. For the sake of the country, I would rather believe that it was for the sake of my master who gave birth to a younger brother.Even if that counts as a rival.

I understand Zhou Che's feelings. A stubborn and proud general will only become a shy and restless brother when he meets his master. I believe that he can persist in loving his master for the rest of his life, but I don't believe that he can tell everyone this love, even if the emperor has forbidden it. Despite these rumors, he couldn't resist the rumors that were circulating.

My heart will always ache, watching the master pretend to be unaware that his brother loves me, while wanting to reprimand, at the same time sympathize with those rough experiences.Conflicting with the master's inability to see through Zhou Che's coldness and indifference, he put all his eggs in one basket.I saw it through, but I couldn't tell the master.I participated in half of the master's life, but I couldn't decide anything.I know what my master is planning, but I am powerless to stop it.

Who made me love my master so much, I don't want him to frown, and I don't want him to know the true face of my brother.

— Destroy it.I am used to you living, you must also get used to me living, die or destroy, choose.I used a shocking conspiracy in exchange for a truth.

I know the only reason Zhou Che provoked all these things.I know his purpose is to prove: "What is my status in your heart?"

I understand Zhou Che's thoughts, "From the beginning to the end, I know that as long as I have you, I will not be able to treason." But I was unable to participate in this matter, and was sent out by the master in the name of protection. I don't know whether I am happy or sad .

Zhou Che is content to be in the arms of the dead master, and I, the only exception-won't accompany my master to die as a personal bodyguard?Does the master understand me or not?

I can only howl at the sky, the cold sword echoes, the rivers rush, and the mountains shake.

A green halo enveloped the sword body, and Leng Jian recognized the master.

——Unrequited love is extremely bitter, and it can make Leng Jian more tempted than ruthless and desireless.

However, at this moment, I didn't want to have a secret love, but I wanted to let the master know that I loved him. After the master died, I wanted others to share how deeply I loved someone.

What kind of behavior is madness.I never think about it deliberately, but I can understand it in a flash.

4 On the top of the snow mountain, love surpasses life

In the extreme north, it is bitterly cold.The fierce wind cut the snow mountain with horizontal marks.

On the snowy mountain, a bright red shadow appeared.

In an instant, she had already climbed up.

For a Jianghu person, this is out of cognition.

The little girl in the red coat had a sweet voice, and she was still licking some sweet and some cold snow water.

"Master, why don't you go down the mountain?" She raised her head, her eyes were bright, to make people understand her confusion.

It turned out that on the top of the snow mountain, there was this person sitting in the center of the blooming white lotus.

I can't tell his age, but his tied-up hair and long beard are covered with snow.

The little girl thought she couldn't hear the answer, and she didn't mind either.He squatted down to collect a snowball, threw it up, and giggled.Play on your own.

The man sat for eternity, as if he was in harmony with the sky and coexisted with the mountain.

"I'll wait for someone to pick me up." The voice was neither sad nor happy.

"Then I'll take you back, okay?"

"Our family has a lot of delicious food, which is fun. I'll give you the delicious food, and you can play with me, okay?"

The man did not speak.

His gaze pierced through the white snow and cast into the void.

There was a person who said this recently, but he left.

I remember every scene with him, but I don't remember every moment after he left.

I am old all of a sudden.

is it?

"Why do you want to be here?"

"No flowers, no food." The little girl asked ignorantly.

"Yes, there are no flowers, no delicious food, why should I come here?"

"Because someone told me that if you make a wish at a place close to the sky, you can let the gods know."

"Look, the gods are here."

Ji Rui saw in a daze that Zhou Xu had already stood up and was looking at him with a smile.The smile is so innocent, the smile he has dreamed of for a long time.Not hiding a burdened smile!

60. Zhou Xu's precepts and deeds

The sound of fine rain was beating on the window, and the blooming flowers in the corner of the wall had almost withered.Only the big green leaves have a pleasing color.People can't help but feel some happiness from the bottom of their hearts when they look at it.It's just winking for the blind, Zhou Xu is blind and can't see, but Yan Qi writes.

"Your heart is restless." The calm and clear voice sounded like a muffled thunder in Yan Qi's ears.

Yan Qi couldn't help straightening his back, his hands trembled slightly.A drop of ink is sprinkled on the rice paper, as if it is thick black and soft.

"Teacher." Yan Qi stood up respectfully, bowing his head and ears.No explanation, just stood in silence.

"Are you worried about the third lady of the Yan family, or about the Yan family?" The silence was broken by Zhou Xu, and Yan Qi raised his head in surprise.Has the teacher already deduced something?He accidentally saw Yan Jue secretly reciting poems, and then realized that Yan Jue didn't have much poetic talent. How did the teacher know?Yan Qi thought about this in his heart, so he asked.

"There is no better way to know a son than a father. Of course, this father can also be a master. Isn't the old saying that a teacher for a day is a father for life?" Yan Qi was a little dark, and the teacher is still in the mood to make fun of it.Today is the day when the emperor sent someone to fight Yan Jue Yuchilou, he was really worried that things would be revealed.Deceiving the Holy Majesty is not a small crime.

Zhou Xu didn't hear Yan Qi's reply, but said, "Since you're worried, then go and see the result yourself."

Yan Qi was a little startled, he felt timid, he didn't dare to go in with so many people.Looking down, he saw a message on the table, "I should cultivate a noble spirit." I was a little ashamed and indignant, a big man without any manliness, could I just curl up in a corner of Yan Mansion for the rest of my life?

He has already forgotten the question he first asked, why the teacher has never been out of the yard, but knows everything about it.

Gathering up his courage, Yan Qi was about to step out of the threshold when he was stopped by Zhou Xu: "Don't pay attention to the results, observe carefully, and come back and tell me the results of your observations. After reading for so long, you should know what to observe. Go ahead. "Yan Qi was at a loss, is there something he doesn't know?

Yan Qi dared to leave, so Zhou Xu called his little maid: "Have you remembered all the instructions, now you go too." The little maid nodded, Hei Jingjing's eyes sparkled, "Master, I promise to complete the task. "It's the first time to do something, how can you not do it well?The little maid was full of confidence.

Although Zhou Xu couldn't see it, he could hear the little girl's ambition, "Okay, let's go." The little girl walked out lightly.

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