go back and love you again

I'm Ling Tong'er, the Ling Tong'er who will never give up after suffering a loss.

So I have been either silent, or fisted.The number of fights is insignificant, so it is common for people to be injured and hospitalized.

That time I had four hands and was injured and was admitted to the hospital again. Of course, the other party also had a hard time. I don’t think there is much to say about the detailed process. Everyone must have seen student fights.

The doctor said it was very serious, and the leg bones tended to be comminuted, so it was recommended to be hospitalized for observation first.My parents are busy with work, and since I was a child, my parents have never shown their faces. Even when I was hospitalized, I expected that they would not have time to take care of me, and only the nanny at home would come.

I have also gotten used to being independent, and I told myself to be strong, but I was only 15 years old at the time, no matter how hard I endured, the tears still fell down, seeing Wang Xueqing suddenly appearing at the door, I have never shed tears in front of others I felt that my dignity was severely trampled on, and I got angry for the first time in 15 years. I always thought that I was pretending to be good, but I didn't want to completely collapse in front of her.

I threw everything by the bed at her and told her to fuck off.But she didn't.That night I had a fever, and I heard her talking in my ear in a daze, she said: "Ling Tonger, I know you have been unhappy, you are so smart, curl yourself up like a hedgehog , don’t let anyone get close to you, why, open your heart and let me take care of you, okay..."

"Do you know that when I saw you for the first time, I had an inexplicable feeling for you..."

I don't know what else she said later, and I don't know if these are just my hallucinations, but I know that the moment I opened my eyes, what I saw was indeed her by my side.

Seeing that I woke up, she put her forehead against mine, and murmured, "Well, it's good that I don't have a fever."

"Are you hungry, what do you want to eat? If you have a wound, try not to eat hair. It's best to drink some porridge." Before I could reply, she kissed my forehead and said, "Wait for me obediently, I'll go downstairs I'll buy it for you."

After that I thought our relationship was going to be extraordinary, or at least I thought so, but it didn't.

When I recovered and went back to school, she was as usual, if not more distant, from me.

I am Ling Tonger, that Ling Tonger who is not good at expressing emotions.

The three years of junior high school passed quickly. After the baptism of time, I entered adolescence from a childish 13-year-old, and she also changed from a teacher who was not young but definitely not experienced at the beginning to a deputy. head teacher.This is the first time for a teacher who got the quasi-head teacher in No. 2 Middle School in only [-] years.

The senior high school entrance examination came as scheduled, and the results came down a week later. On the day I returned to school, I saw her again. She still had long black hair hanging behind her head, but she had completely faded away, just like a teacher. capable.I am not a fool, I can feel that in the past 2 years, she has paid more to me than any other teacher. She stayed with me in the hospital ward on the night when I was injured in a fight; The kiss on my forehead, I have never understood where she put me, at least I thought that in her heart, I was different from ordinary people, but maybe I was just being passionate.

Sitting in this classroom with the same floor for three years, looking at the classmates who have lived with me for three years, I realized that soon I will leave No. 3 Middle School and her, and maybe I will never see her again.Holding the transcripts and senior high school entrance examination rankings handed out, I listened to the unchanging parting words of teacher Xu sending away batch after batch of third-year junior high school students on the podium, and listened to the faint sobs of sentimental students in the audience.

I frowned habitually. The place called "heart" in my chest was very uncomfortable. I didn't want to admit that I couldn't bear to be here, let alone her. It's just that time waits for no one. No one can stop time and keep me from growing big.

The results of the senior high school entrance examination were as expected, and it was more than enough to go to the best key high school in X City, but I always knew what my parents planned. I would not stay in China to study in high school, so I was afraid, afraid that today would be the last time I saw her .

I'm Ling Tong'er, Ling Tong'er who has a strong self-esteem and wants to save face.

The discomfort in my heart affected the lacrimal gland, and I chose to avoid it at the moment when tears were about to burst out of my eyes, which left me with regret after all.

Originally, my parents planned to leave China in a week. I wanted to give myself a calm time before choosing whether to let go of this inexplicable relationship, but my father's job change had to change the plan hastily.

The next day I sat on the plane to Miami, regretting that I didn't have the courage to ask her for an answer, but it was too late to say anything.

How do you know, I will go here for 10 years.

That year, I was 16 years old and she was 26 years old.

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