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"It turned out to be like this - no wonder I'm always wondering why my father gave me things in secret, but still treats me indifferently..."

Song Zichen finally understood what happened back then, and couldn't help laughing.But he was not annoyed that Mu Qiu lied to him. Instead, he held the jade talisman in his palm, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly. You gave it to me—then I have to cherish it even more, and I will always wear it from now on."

"Your Highness..."

Mu Qiu's eyes moved slightly, he lowered his eyes and sighed helplessly with a slight smile, and then said after a moment of silence: "When my father left this jade talisman to me, he once told me that this thing can give It is a chance for people to make up for their mistakes, but it needs to be poured out with painstaking efforts, and if there is a person who is deeply remorseful, he will not be reconciled until death... I have never thought about the meaning of this pouring of painstaking efforts. Now, after hearing His Highness talk about it, I finally have a faint feeling. I understand."

"So it's because of it——I never knew it..."

Song Zichen's heart couldn't help shaking, he murmured something in a low voice, and took the jade talisman in front of his eyes to examine it carefully, but he couldn't see any strangeness.After being stunned for a long time, he couldn't help but sighed, shook his head and sighed with a smile: "It seems that we are really destined, no matter how big the circle is, even if I die once and come back to life again, I am also destined to be together no matter what. back to you."

"Did your Highness... hurt at that time?"

Mu Qiu looked at the person in front of him, and finally couldn't help asking softly - he couldn't even imagine how his highness could have come to such a point, and the person he wanted to protect with all his life, would actually He was forced to commit suicide with hatred.And where he was at that time, whether he walked with his highness, whether he protected that person until the last moment, he didn't know anything.

"Mu Qiu, the me in the previous life... all the consequences are my own fault, and I can only say that I deserved it when I got to that point."

Looking at the concern and guilt in those eyes, the shackles in Song Zichen's heart seemed to be tightened again, he didn't dare to look into those eyes again, and slowly embraced that person in his arms: "I have never dared to tell you, I -"

"Your Highness, my affairs don't matter, so don't worry about them all the time."

Before the rest of the words could be uttered, they were interrupted by Mu Qiu's warm voice.Faced with the pain and heaviness that seemed to be buried too deep in those eyes, Mu Qiu's eyes slowly soaked into a gentle smile, and gently rubbed his forehead: "The past, the past, but just It's just a fantasy... Nothing has happened yet, and we are still together. To me, what His Highness really wants to do in his heart and what he has done is the most worth remembering. His Highness also Don't torture yourself with the past, it's just a nightmare, it will be fine when you wake up."

"But I'm always afraid—afraid that you will still leave. Maybe one day I won't watch closely, and when I turn around again, you will disappear."

Song Zichen hugged the emaciated body of the man in his arms, and his tone finally lost the briskness he had been holding on to before, and even became a little hoarse and choked: "I didn't realize until now that what you told me back then was that only you If you don’t want to, no one can kill you, but what if you want to? If you—actually don’t want to live at all, how can I hold you back..."

He once thought that he could change everything, Mu Qiu and his own destiny, but Mu Qiu's state made him more and more worried-not only did that person not have the slightest desire for life because of his change, but It seemed as if he had finally confirmed that he could live well on his own, so he could let go with peace of mind, but he didn't take his own life or safety seriously any more.Just like this time, he had clearly promised him that he would live well, but turned around and walked into that dead end without hesitation.

"Your Highness..."

Mu Qiu called out in a warm voice, raised his hand to gently wrap his arms around his body, and a little gentle and helpless apology soaked into his eyes.Song Zichen straightened up and looked at him, the apology in those eyes actually made him feel more fearful - he still didn't understand where the crux of Mu Qiu's heart was, and he didn't know what he should do to make that person really let go of the knot , truly believe that he has the ability to protect the two of them, and is willing to go on with him.

"Mu Qiu... can you tell me?"

When Song Zichen heard his own voice, it seemed that there was some faint trembling—but even he himself didn't know what he was afraid of, and what kind of answer he was afraid of: "Can you tell me... What is the reason why you always have no ambition to live, and you will casually pay for your life when I am not paying attention..."

The man seemed to be stopped by his question, and it seemed that he just didn't know how to speak, and there was a twinkle in his usually gentle and peaceful eyes to avoid.Song Zichen didn't give him another chance to fool him, and grabbed his shoulders forcefully, forcing the man to meet his gaze: "Mu Qiu——some things will be different only if we talk about it." .I'm afraid that if we continue like this, we will go back to the old path of the previous life. If so, then what's the point of me living this time again..."

As if he was suddenly hit by this last sentence, Mu Qiu's thin body trembled slightly, and he pursed his lips and looked up at him, his lips, which were originally bloodless, turned slightly white .

Everything seems to have returned to the night when he was born again, but Song Zichen still just held his hand patiently, staring quietly at those warm eyes that seemed to hide countless thoughts: "Mu Qiu, I am no longer that girl." The child who needs your care. Since you have admitted this, you should tell me what is hidden in your heart and let me share it with you, instead of telling me nothing and going without a word— - just go to die..."

Saying the last two words, even he himself couldn't help trembling slightly, his face turned pale involuntarily, and he subconsciously clenched the cold and thin wrist.Mu Qiu lowered her eyes and watched the man holding her hand quietly. After a long silence, she finally raised her head and met those almost piercing black eyes: "Your Highness, if I tell you—you are destined to It will never be possible to find the antidote to the drunken world, what will you do?"

"Mu Qiu—what did you say?"

Song Zichen's heart sank uncontrollably, and he subconsciously clenched the man's wrist.It wasn't until Mu Qiu couldn't stop crying out in pain that he suddenly realized his gaffe, let go of his wrist in a hurry, grabbed him and said anxiously: "Mu Qiu, it doesn't matter—"

"Don't worry, Your Highness, I'm fine."

Mu Qiu pulled his sleeve, shook his head lightly, and said a word of comfort in a gentle voice.His body was still a little weak, and his eyes couldn't stop going black after such a toss. Although his consciousness was still clear, the strength in his body seemed to be dissipated suddenly, and he couldn't help but tilted to the side.Song Zichen hurriedly hugged him, carefully supported him back to the rock wall, and wanted to check the injury on his wrist, but Mu Qiu gently pressed his shoulder, and pulled the hand back without a trace In the sleeves, he calmly said in a calm voice: "Your Highness, don't worry, I'm not in the way--Your Highness is right, if you don't make some things clear, maybe you will walk on the same road, so there will be no trouble." It makes sense..."

He had only woken up not long ago, and he was already tired after talking for a while, and some cold sweat was faintly oozing from his forehead.Song Zichen looked at the man's pale, almost transparent face, feeling remorseful in his heart, clenched his fists to force himself to calm down again, met his gaze again, and said in a slow voice, "Mu Qiu, what did you just do?" What do you mean by ..., why do you know that I will definitely not find the antidote?"

"Because - the person who made the antidote is dead. His Highness will never be able to get that person's blood again, and naturally he will never be able to prepare a medicine that can cure the poison."

Mu Qiu's expression gradually calmed down, and the last trace of weakness and hesitation in those eyes finally dissipated completely, and he met the scorching magma flowing in the bottom of the other's eyes very calmly, and continued to force himself to speak slowly: "This piece The thing is that the third prince told me personally when he met me in private. He said that he had already dealt with that person, so that I would never want to get the real antidote. He also said——since he forced me to take it From the day when he was drunk in the world of mortals, he never thought of detoxifying me, never thinking of telling me to live a good life..."

The hands in the sleeves were tightly clenched. After saying the last sentence, Mu Qiu had already pursed her lips to avoid her eyes, not daring to meet the raging flames burning deep in those dark eyes. .

Naturally, these are not all the truths, but he also cannot tell the real truths to his highness—because under those so-called truths, there are actually deeper darkness and pain, deceit and harm hidden.Some secrets that were hidden too deeply, now is not the time to tell his highness.He had to escort his highness down for a while, until the person could completely break away from his support and protection, and continue walking safely...

He didn't know what kind of experience it was that made that person accumulate such deep hatred and remorse, and even committed suicide in such a decisive way, so that he had a chance to start over by accident.But it was too late for them to come back again. Everything has already gone on a path that is irreversible. The only thing he can do his best to change for his highness may be the fate of being deceived and used by Song Zixuan. Only before everything is over , and then use this life that has already been doomed to completely ignite a raging fire, and open a smooth road for his highness that will no longer have thorns and swamps.

For this thought—he really seemed to have to live a little longer.