The rebirth of Jiangshan is hired

"No, Mu Qiu, how can this be said to be your fault—"

Song Zichen's heart tightened, he grabbed the man's wrist, and shook his head vigorously.He never expected that Mu Qiu would blame these things on himself—these are obviously his faults, he is Mu Qiu's lord, but not only did he not protect him, but he did that in a ignorant way. accomplice of man.This matter has always weighed heavily on his heart, and when he thinks about it for a while, he is filled with guilt and self-blame, but he doesn't think that Mu Qiu can't let go of it.

Mu Qiu smiled helplessly, stroked his arm lightly, took another piece of meat for him and smiled and said, "Your Highness, let's eat quickly, it's hard to get such tender meat, it won't taste good if it's overcooked .”

"Hey, why do you want to eat at this time——"

Song Zichen was slightly startled by him, and after a while he smiled wryly, and shook his head helplessly: "Mu Qiu, just bully me..."

"Where did I bully His Highness? I was just telling the truth, and His Highness must ask."

Mu Qiu shook his head with a smile, picked up some green vegetables himself, blew lightly twice, and slowly put them into his mouth: "Your Highness was just a child at that time, didn't understand anything, but was ignorant I just listened to the words of the people around me. At that time, I was given by the emperor to accompany His Highness, but not only did I not give more advice to His Highness, but I acted in a fit of anger. The incident was nothing more than a bad fate created by a mistake at that time."

"Mu Qiu..."

Song Zichen felt very uncomfortable, pursed his lips but didn't know what to say - he understood what Mu Qiu meant.Mu Qiu has said so much and done so much, in fact, just to ask him to forgive himself.But he still didn't know how to let it go. He watched and forced Mu Qiu to take the medicine. Even though he was just a half-grown child who didn't understand anything at that time, all of this was Song Zixuan's fault. He still couldn't forgive himself for being so foolish.

"Okay - but it's just casual gossip, why put it on your body. If your highness really can't let it go, remember to think more about things in the future and don't make decisions easily. The past is over, unless we can be reborn again , go back to the time before taking the medicine, otherwise what's the use of thinking about it?"

"It would be great if this is the case—Mu Qiu, do you know that when I just came back from life, I don't know how upset I was that I didn't come back a few years earlier..."

Song Zichen was aroused by him, so he couldn't help laughing, and shook his head with mixed feelings: "If there is a chance to do it again, I'd rather you don't think about anything, as long as I think about it alone is enough. I will definitely take good care of you, I will listen to you in everything, and I will never let Song Zixuan hurt you again..."

"Your Highness is really ambitious—if His Highness is reborn at that time, I will only be in my teens, but His Highness has already turned back three times in this reincarnation, and he still listens to me and has no sense of himself. idea?"

"I--"

Song Zichen didn't expect this level, so he subconsciously mumbled a word, coughed twice, and then managed to calm down and said, "That's right, then you will listen to me, I don't believe that I have lived three lives and still I can't understand such a thing..."

Mu Qiu couldn't help laughing out loud at being attracted by him, and coughed lightly again while laughing.Song Zichen was afraid that he would choke, so he quickly patted his back, and said with a wry smile, "Okay...is it really that funny?"

"really……"

It took Mu Qiu a while to hold back his smile, wiped away the tears from his laughter, and after a moment of thoughtful silence, he sighed softly and said, "Actually—the chance of rebirth is not so easy to come by... ..."

"By the way, Mu Qiu—"

Suddenly recalling the unfinished words he had heard back then, Song Zichen subconsciously wanted to speak, but was suddenly controlled by an inexplicable fear, and silently swallowed back all the words he almost uttered.

He remembered that Mu Qiu vaguely hinted to him that rebirth is not without cost, that person's life has been full of disasters, and his body has weakened so much faster than in the previous life, I am afraid that it is also vaguely related to this rebirth. contact.But how dare he ask it out?If the answer was no, he could only blame himself even more. Even though he had made up his mind to make up for it in this life, he still caused that person to suffer so much.But if the answer is yes, it will be at the price of something Mu Qiu paid for the comeback, and how to face the chance of a comeback that he was originally grateful for...

"Your Highness, don't you dare to ask? It's all right. Your Highness's resurrection of this life actually has nothing to do with me."

Mu Qiu seemed to see his fear, smiled and shook his head, gently took his hand, and comforted him in a slow voice.

What he gave had nothing to do with his Highness—it was his own selfishness.He has never dared to speak out about this matter to His Highness, but if he does not make it clear, I am afraid that there may not be such an opportunity...

"Actually—Your Highness, you know that although Your Highness has relived this life, the me that His Highness met was not the same me at the beginning... After all, even if it is only up to now, the one who fought side by side with His Highness at the beginning, and died in the end. There will never be Mu Qiu in prison again."

"what?!"

His words finally shocked Song Zichen's heart, and his face turned pale.Instinctively stood up, Mu Qiu dragged him to sit back, only to realize that his hands were trembling badly.

If the Mu Qiu in the past life and the present life are actually not the same—he never dared to think about this issue carefully, if this is the case, what is the meaning of his so-called compensation, isn't it just a joke?In the previous life, Mu Qiu hadn't received half of the redemption, but in this life, Mu Qiu couldn't be taken care of by himself, and instead dragged down to this point...

"Your Highness, don't worry—listen to what I have to say first."

Mu Qiu patiently stroked his back, persuaded him in a warm voice, paused for a moment before lowering his eyes again, and smiled very shallowly: "At that time... after I died, my soul wandered, I know Your Highness's choice. I should have abandoned my past and entered reincarnation—but I am not willing, and I am not relieved."

Song Zichen listened to his words with bated breath, only to feel his heart beating violently, and every breath would cause a sharp pain in his lungs.But he didn't dare to take a breath at all, and he didn't even dare to look away a little bit - he was just afraid that if he neglected to hear something, he would miss something important...

"At that time, His Highness's soul... was full of resentment and blood."

Mu Qiu looked at him, with extremely gentle tenderness in his eyes, gently caressed his forehead, and sighed in a tone that was almost whispering: "How can I rest assured——Your Highness is so rash How can I be willing to be reconciled to the lost rebirth—I can’t experience it personally in this life? So I begged the god to exchange my three lifetimes of merit and luck for a chance to be reborn, and then come back to accompany His Highness. This time, it's just that the fusion doesn't necessarily match up with His Highness, so it wasn't until that time that I was injured that I remembered all the past..."

Song Zichen had never heard him talk about these unbelievable secrets, panting rapidly in a trance, and finally said in a hoarse voice after a while: "Without those—those luck merits, you will be in a lot of trouble... Blessings reduce life, is it right or not?"

"Yes, so these are not His Highness's fault at all... It's just my selfishness."

Mu Qiu nodded slightly with a smile, gently embraced his shoulders, and leaned over to kiss him lightly: "I said this to His Highness because I don't want His Highness to suffer from the past... Your Highness must know that no matter what I do, It's not because His Highness didn't take good care of anything, or didn't do enough - it's just that I'm too selfish, and I'll take the blame..."

"No—it's not like that!"

Song Zichen interrupted his words with a hiss, shook his head vigorously, and hastily hugged the person with calm eyes and a faint smile, his eyes were already full of water: "Mu Qiu, if it wasn't—if you hadn't come back... , what use is it for me to come back..."

"Even if I don't come back, I will be Mu Qiu after all, and I will live a good life with His Highness. Maybe it will be better without my willful interruption..."

Mu Qiu looked faintly melancholy, sighed very lightly, and his eyes turned into a helpless and soft smile: "It's just——I still can't bear it after all. If His Highness is the only one who remembers what happened back then, there will be How hard it is, and how many things have to be carried... How can the road of one person be easy?"

Song Zichen couldn't speak anymore, but just hugged that person, tears finally couldn't stop falling down.

He couldn't have imagined that this stubborn guy would abandon the merits and luck of the third life for himself, just to make himself less lonely.Mu Qiu said that he was not reconciled, but the reincarnated souls all wanted to drink Mengpo soup, and after drinking it, all the four elements would be forgotten, so there would be no pain or unwillingness to speak of.Obviously, I have done so many excessive things in my previous life—but that person has never given up on me. On the contrary, even such unimaginable things will be by my side regardless of everything...

"Okay... Your Highness, I am not talking about this with Your Highness to see His Highness cry."

Mu Qiu couldn't help laughing, shook his head helplessly, and patiently wiped away the tears on his face.He met his gaze without dodging, slowed down his voice and said warmly: "Your Highness, you must know that none of this is your fault—even if I have ended up in this situation now, maybe one day I will no longer be able to accompany Your Highness. It's not your Highness's fault if you go down, it's just the way of heaven. No matter when...Your Highness must remember what I said today, understand?"